i think it’s time to return to my safe space.
return to a space in time where this abyss of a mind is tamed.
a wandering mind
a wandering soul
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yoooo, this is what I live for.
bless the souls of those who show appreciation towards one another.
its a notion that is very much under appreciated.
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i want you to tell the fuckin' truth..
i know you still think about me.
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LOYALTY.
for the past months
I’ve been struggling
with the notion of
being committed yet free.
I thought to myself
is it wrong to want a person
for the moment
only to take a step back
to ponder is this really what I want
for me?
I mean I do really like you,
but it seems I love me.
I can’t afford to invest my time, effort
& consistency on the wrong things.
not again.
not to label you as a wrong thing
but I mean …
took me 2+ years to figure out XYZ wasn’t the king I perceived him to be.
but that’s not the point,
point being is this -
It seems we both have shit to figure out
the difference is
you want to with me
and unfortunately I can’t do that because it’s my time to be selfish and free myself
from that constant worrying and overthinking.
I will not lie and say my walls are not up
but I’ve been a healer for far too long
and now the time has come to render my services from within.
the time has come to check myself in.
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3 YEARS.
it would've been 3 years today but you didn't stay. surprisingly I'm not sad but sometimes I think of you anyway.
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SHIFT.
I am in the middle of creating something great. I am in the middle of interconnecting with my being. spiritually, emotionally. I am elevating, shifting. I am living up to who I am supposed to be – I was made in God's image after all.
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TELL ME.
you miss me, but you don't want it back? so tell me why can't you move on just like that?
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LET GO.
baby it was never you — I wished, I thought, I longed. but it was never you — so go ahead and bloom. cause I will too. this chapter has been finalized.
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“Most things will be okay eventually, but not everything will be. Sometimes you’ll put up a good fight and lose. Sometimes you’ll hold on really hard and realize there is no choice but to let go. Acceptance is a small, quiet room.”
- Cheryl Strayed
via @quotemadness
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final goodbye.
farewell my love, this was your choice not mine I will no longer be in your life. if that changes then you'll be the one who admits defeat. I won't crawl to you. I will go on. because that's what queens do after all.
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erupt.
you're passive aggressive. you don't communicate. do you hate me? do you love me? all I wanted was to see you the few last times before I'm gone. ... whatever it is — get well soon.
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endless.
did that catch me off guard?
absolutely.
am I upset?
yes.
am I hurt?
of course.
am I angry?
maybe a tad.
but what can I do?
we are stuck in this endless cycle of -
not speaking
unfollowing
speaking
following
R E P E A T.
how much longer before we confront our feelings?
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liar liar.
go ahead - lie to the world lie to yourself, even. but truth be told the sparkle in your eyes & the genuine smile you uphold cannot be silenced even behind closed doors.
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