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Girl help they're calling the guy who blackmailed his wife and her teammates over their trauma to save his furniture store a "himbo who just loves his wife and wants her to be happy"

[lesbobyler]

okay but here's the thing I can't shut up about. they would have been these people anyway!!!! tai did everything she said she was going to. jeff reminds shauna "secrets have always been a part of us." lottie has struggled with her mental health since childhood. shaunajackie fallout was always going to be nuclear whether it happened in the woods or at Rutgers (shauna was going to Brown the same way she wasn't wearing the red dress). if van and natalie weren't stuck in the woods they'd be stuck with their parents or what was left of them. and everybody knows misty was already who she is. they could have taken any route and they would have ended up at the destination of themselves anyway. say they didn't crash, say they won nationals. it doesn't matter. it doesn't fucking matter!!! fast forward twenty-five years and the class reunion plays out more or less the same. they win nationals and misty is still a nurse playing god and natalie is still in rehab or maybe not because who would be paying for it so scratch that they win nationals and natalie is still dead, and shaunajackie are still swallowing each other whole. they win nationals and nothing singularly or uniquely terrible happens to them and they still grow up to be wracked with anger and guilt anyway! they're still unsatisfied, cheating on their spouses. they're still suicidal, still schizophrenic. terrible things still happen to them but they're commonplace terrible, so who cares? get over it. all this to say the self is inescapable. all this to say this life fucks you up no matter what. there was no other way for them, there was no other fate for them. there is no ideal life where they are perfect and good. the crash isn't the tragedy. the tragedy is that they all are who they are. they are human. they win nationals, and they still have to be these people. they have to be these people, but alone. the tragedy is that they think they could have been fine if they hadn't done such terrible things to survive after the crash. but they were never fine, they were never going to be fine, and that IS fine because neither was anyone else. "we're all like this." we were always going to be. and I don't mean it's a good thing they crashed. I mean it's all a crash. there is no unscathed life.

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hello everynyan

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underrated dynamic. what if i treated you like an annoying younger sibling whenever you were around but also stayed in touch for 25 years and paid for your rehab every time without question and spoke about you to others with care and reverence because "we owe her for what she did for us out there... we lucked out with our families but who else does she have, her dead toxic ex?" and we were both girls who chainsmoke and wear designer clothes

[lesbobyler]

she’s annoying and crazy TO YOU. i get her tho

[lesbobyler]

that ship is toxic to YOU. to me it's a complex, multi-layered, essay-worthy dynamic that'd take numerous hours to dissect (during which i'll spend crying screaming tearing my hair out)

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#hopping on the trend #spider will #this is so bad #this doesn’t make sense #scrap journal #spiderman #fanart #byler fanart #will byers #across the spiderverse #brainrot

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marylene

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happy birthday to my favourite stranger things character since 2016!!

(companion post to)

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community is turning your kids gay!!!

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[lesbobyler]

FEAR STREET: 1994 2021, dir. Leigh Janiak

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pov: the night before the first day of kindergarten

alternatively:

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pov: the night before the first day of kindergarten

alternatively:

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it would be sooooomething like this, no?

(drawing hands not my strength)

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OHVMY GOFOOD

Been dying to get this off our chest: Lavender Haze music video out tonight at midnight. 💜

[lesbobyler]

If the duffers know what's good for them they're going to have Mike and Lucas fighting in s5 because Lucas is going crazy trying to save Max. And in the heat of the argument Mike will say "I know what it's like Lucas!!" and Will will hear and know he can't be talking about El because he never went crazy trying to find her. And then Mike will realize what he said and just leave the argument at that like he always does. Send tweet