lemon-feel

[lemon-feel]

200210, friday - 17:00

i havent updated here in a while.

life is going okay, feeling semi relevant in my friend group, but still feel unwanted and tired. should i tell them? actually, nah, i wont tell them. i'd rather keep it a secret so i dont seem whiney.

#mood blog #confused #hm

[lemon-feel]

tuesday, 202909 - 13:01

today is going well, to be honest i think it's going better than most days!

let's hope it'll stay this way forever.

#mood blog #happytime

[lemon-feel]

wednesday, 202309 - 16:02

i miss my friend. he's my emotional support and i havent spoken to him in a week. i really miss him, its really hard to be here without him.

i just want him to be here to tell me that everything is okay, that i'll be okay, to send me good morning texts every day because nobody else does. im so lonely, im scared to talk to anyone other than him full blown. i trust someone else very much but its just not the same.

#mood blog #lonely

[lemon-feel]

wednesday - 202309, 15:54

my mom keeps yelling at me about my grades as if i dont know theyre already low. im trying to finish everything that was recently assigned so i can finish the late work but she's just stressing me out even more. i want to be able to have a good mental state in order to help others but youre making it very hard maam. please stop making things worse.

#mood blog #i'm sad #stressedt

[lemon-feel]

saturday, 201909 - 09:20

today's start was,, sort of difficult, considering that my pet peed in my bed so i had to change sheets.

i think my life is slowly going back to the time before the four years of torment began. slowly, but surely.

maybe one day i can achieve total happiness like i did before,,,

#mood blog #sweettart

[lemon-feel]

saturday, 201909 - 00:13

my sister keeps getting in contact with my friends and im gettin really upset because now theyre pestering me to let them talk to her. im really nervous that she'll take them from me. i dont want to lose anymore friends because of her.

#mood blog #i'm sad #nervous #sweettart

[lemon-feel]

friday, 201809 - 10:45

im starting to feel better these days.

maybe if i keep my head up and try to think positive, days will be like this more.

#positivity #mood blog #happytime #sweettart

[lemon-feel]

friday, 201809 - 08:57

hi there. i'm sunny and this is a blog that i will use to show how i feel every day. i will update whenever my mood changes or whenever i can, just so anyone who comes here wont feel nervous.

for the dating system, it goes (day of the week, year/day/month - time)

if youre willing to join me during this journey, then go ahead, i dont mind.

tw for curse words and probably ab*se too, just a warning for whoever decides to come here.

#mood blog #introduction