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me if i was an author

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scrubs anyone?

we all know that drew and denise is a parallel to cox and jordan but i feel like drew is also supposed to represent a young dr cox - they have the same temperament.

anyone else???

#scrubs #drew #denise #jordansullivan #perrycox

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No one will ever be able to describe the pain of not knowing if your happy or not

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The Marauders | Change the World

Edited by SunnyVids.

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Barbie (2023)

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You don't get Hestia as an option because what, you think I'm gonna make this EASY on you?

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can you guys believe the coincidence i just saw on house md???? everyone always says that house and wilson are a kind of johnlock retelling and i was like i yeah personality wise but i never saw anything else that would prove that, and then i see house’s addy on the show: 221 B Baker Street 😱

like whattttttttt 🤯

#johnlock #sherlock holmes #john watson #greg house #james wilson #house md

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The Night Court on Twitter

Feyre:

Rhysand:

Nesta:

Cassian:

Azriel:

Morrigan:

Elain:

Amren:

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unpopular opinion?? smarties are better then m&m’s

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if i were to cast a Poison Study (by Maria V Snyder) Movie, i would want jared leto (but specifically the one from morbius) to play valek.

i feel like he’s the right build, and the hair?????? perfect

#poison study #maria v snyder #yelena liana zaltana #valek #valek icefaren #jared leto

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I love him so so much

But a little part of me still longs for the angst and the anticipation and the confusion that you see in tv shows and movies where the guy likes the girl and just lets it slip by accident one day like in new girl: cooler .

It’s not real though and I wouldn’t trade him for anything I just had to let it out

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friendship breakups are the worst

i genuinely don’t understand what i did to make you hate me so much, i mean i know why but i don’t understand why you hate me because of it - it had absolutely nothing to do with you.

i wish you the best i truely do - i hope that one day you realise why things turned out the way they did. i hope you’re ok.

cheers to all the good times nate

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i try so hard to be the chill girlfriend, the not jealous girlfriend, the mentally stable girlfriend, the not *her* girlfriend. and yet here i am sitting at home crying because i’m so jealous he’s having fun while i’m not there. it’s not fair on him for me to feel this way - i was the one who said i didn’t want to go if none of the other girlfriends were there. he hasn’t seen them recently either it’s completely reasonable that he should get to have time with them, away from the hurt and drama of the group. my reasonable brain knows that. so why did i do my hair and makeup just to post a pic on my story so he’d realise what he’s missing by not being with me. why am i struggling to reply to his messages in a nice tone, in a way that’s not sarcastic. why am i so angry and why am i crying now. we literally had a conversation yesterday about how it’s stupid to get mad because you miss someone and he said that it took him too long to realise that only toxic people do that and that it’s what *she* did all the time. i’m constantly trying not to be *her*, to be 100x better then *she* was, so he’ll keep loving me. i guess i’m terrified that if I’m not constantly raising the bar and being the perfect girlfriend he’ll realise he can do better, find someone prettier, and he’ll leave me. because they always do. but it’s so exhausting to always pretend that i’m always ok with everything. especially when it feels like he doesn’t listen to me. especially when it kills me inside.

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don’t underestimate the pain you will go through while dating a freshly single man who was the one who initiated his very recent breakup. you’ll sit at home while he’s texting you how his ex is texting him about you and saying things like ‘losing you was the worst mistake i’ve ever made’ and you’ll feel like shit because you feel bad that she’s in pain and she’s right cause he’s the best guy out there but at the same time he’s better off without her but you feel like you can’t say that anymore cause now you’re dating him and it seems biased and like you were always gunning for the breakup and ughhh

but you love him and thinking about her makes you feel sick to your stomach

and you want to cry over how much this is stressing you out but you know that it’s stressing him out more and so you feel guilty crying and you can even talk to him about it cause you know it’s stressing him out more and you feel stupid but it’s weighing on your chest

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August sky

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aghhhdhenjsbdkan

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it’s been a year and 9 months since i fell in love with you again,

it’s been a year and 7 months since i accepted my feelings wouldnt be reciprocated,

it’s been 262 days since i realised that you are capable of what i want - just not for me,

i miss you and how you used to be with everything I am and i’d give almost anything to go back to how it once was.

promises aren’t made to be broken