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Gemini and Fourth via Gemini’s Insta!

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DAWSON'S CREEK (1998-2003) Season 4, Episode 13 - Hopeless

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"No. How could I like her? Because I don't like her. Because I can't like her. Mrs. Forman, if I like her, shoot me." "Pow."

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Jackie looking at Hyde…

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That's not how you end an episode, GMMTV. This is absolutely not the way to behave. How do you think I can get to next Wednesday without going crazy? Especially with that preview?!

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Josh and all of his fking SNACKS I'm screaming

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The bandaid kiss! Because love is stored in the coddling and the tenderness and the humor and the care and the way he's an ass and then the best man you know and sometimes you just gotta accept the dichotomy and be in love anyway.

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Happy Pride Month

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fourthgem’s song trilogy but it escalates 👻

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She Is Beauty We Are World Class | Faith In The Future World Tour in Mexico City, MX (June 1st, 2024)

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snoopy's life in a bottle

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Faith In The Future World Tour: Sofia. (18 September 2023)

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man I wish people understood how much it sucks ass to be neurodivergent and trying to find the middle ground where people like/tolerate you. like, I'm either "boring" (trying to wait my turn in conversations, holding space for other people, taking a back seat to let others get some spotlight) or "too much" (too loud/talking too much, getting excited to share, trying to participate in group conversations/activities). No one really talks about how much of being neurodivergent is just sort of trying to make yourself palatable.

I feel like so much of my life has been spent trying to find this effortless sort of middle ground everyone else seems to automatically already know, and I'm always swinging too far one way or the other. I'm lucky to have neurodivergent friends who grok me, but goddamn I wish that I could just like, exist without the constant background script in my brain that's like "you're being too loud. You're not talking enough. you're being self-centered. you're being boring. you're wrong, you're wrong, you're wrong." I feel like I'm back in high school trying to make friends but stuck as the eternal "weird kid"

it's just... lonely and sucks bad.

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i'm sorry (not) to people who know me irl

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I've gotta say that there is no better achievement as a neurodivergent person than hyperfixating on a character for so long that you are known as "the 'insert character name here' person"