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kpopluv127 · 14 days

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NEEDY PART 2

Pairing: idol!virgin!jungwon x idol!virgin!femreader

Synopsis: your group notice that you were acting weirdly lately, and you're quickly irritated, you constantly making mistake in the choreography your going to perform at your concert in a few days. You are distracted by something and as one of the leaders, jungwon, helps you out...

Warnings: first time for both, oral sex (f receiving) missionary, riding (I think that's it).

English is not my first language.

You barely survived yesterday with haera trying to embarrass you in front of your group. She went so far as to push you “accidentally” towards Jungwon. You wished you could use those knives in the kitchen to kill her.

“Please y/n, try to focus on your steps and make them coordinate with Jungwon’s” your choreographer begs you as she displays a desperate expression on her face. You’re still trying to perfectionate the intro of “bite me” (Julie's parts), and like yesterday, you still don’t manage to do it right.

“I swear, I’m trying!” you whine as you brush out your hair from your face. Sweat drips from your face and your chest is heavily going up and down.

“Jungwon guide her movement.” The choreographer orders before she starts the song, Jungwon tries as hard as he can to dance for him and you, and by that, it means he touches you as he tries to guide you but that makes you mess up the choreography more than before.

The choreographer stops the song before she holds her forehead while sighing, she then looks at her watch and without looking at us she says, “it’s lunch time anyway. Go eat, we will see this later”.

Everyone starts to either leave the room or take their belongings, and as you were about to take your stuff, your choreographer stops you in your track, “y/n if you still mess up the dance later, we’re going to have to switch with another girl” she warned you with her eyebrows lifted. You didn’t respond, you just stared at her as you slightly nodded.

At this moment, you just want to cry. You feel miserable at how you were seen at the element that could probably mess up the choreography.

The room is emptying, and you are the last one to get out. The members start to go towards the cafeteria, but you start to head in the opposite direction. “unnie we’re going to eat! You don’t want to come with us?” Minji, the youngest girl, asks out loud cause you were pretty far from them. “I'm not hungry!” you yelled back with a reassuring smile. You are hungry but you start to feel your tears welling up and you won’t manage to stop them.

You are heading towards your studio and when you change hallway —and made sure that one can see—you tears start falling down your cheeks one after the other. You are a crying mess at this point. Even though, you are sure that no one can see you, you hold your whimpering because you know if you cry out loud you won’t be able to stop yourself.

You stop crying for a second hearing loud footsteps, like someone running, behind you. “y/n!” you recognize Jungwon's voice, ‘shit’ you say to yourself, but you didn’t stop walking nor turn around. You don’t want him to see you like that. “Wait Y/N” you can hear his footsteps getting closer and closer, so you start walk faster, “what do you want Jungwon?” you ask trying not to sound like you’re crying.

You didn’t receive a respond but instead he arrives at your level and stops you by putting himself in front of you.

“y/n, what’s—” “I'm okay Jungwon so please leave me alone” Jungwon stays silent for a bit because of your harsh words but he knows you didn’t mean them.

You kept your head down the whole time, not wanting to show your face to him. Suddenly, you feel your wrist being grip as your body is being pulled. You found yourself being forced to walk. “Jungwon what are you doing?” You ask confused, but he didn’t answer, he just keeps on walking.

You arrived in front of his studio’s door, he opens it and wait for you to enter but you just stand still looking at him confusedly, “Jungwon, why are you bringing me here?” “Just enter.” he demands. You do as he asks et wait for him to enter as well before he closes the door behind him.

He suddenly puts his hands on your shoulders and gently, he pushes you to sit on his studio’s couch. He then squads to your levels before he puts his hands on your knees. You flutter by his action, you cheeks are definitely red and perhaps your cunt is already wet but you’re not very sure.

“Now tell me what’s happening to you lately? And don’t try to lie” he warns with a strict tone. You realize that you’re trapped, and you can’t even escape.

You sigh before saying, “i-i can’t really talk about it...that’s a little bit embarrassing” you say looking away from him. “Is it about period? Don't worry, I'm well-informed on the subject. I have a big sister.” He reassures you to be comfortable with you.

“No, it’s not that. You can’t help me anyway” ‘yes you can but I'm to embarrass to ask you something like that’ you think to yourself.

“Tell me! Perhaps I can help you” you look at him awkwardly with your cheeks all red. You really can’t escape, you have to tell him...

“I'm ovulating.” you say quietly he barely heard it, “you’re what?” he questions as he lifts one eyebrow. You take another big respiration, “I'm ovulating” you let out loud and clear.

Instead of having an embarrassed expression, Jungwon was confuse, “what’s the matter with it?”. You sigh as you realize it’s going to be more embarrassing and harder than you expected. “You don’t know what ovulation means?” you ask, “I know what it means. This is the time of the month when women are most likely to get pregnant. Yeah, what’s the problem with that?” he asks as he tilts his head to side.

“Yes, but that's not all,” you mark a pause before you continue, “it’s also the time of the month when women—not all but most of them—get kind of—really...horny.” You see Jungwon's eyes are growing big.

“The reason why I'm distracted, irritated and I keep messing the choreography is because I can’t make myself to think of something else than having...sex.”

Jungwon still doesn’t say anything, and you stay silence for a few second before he talks first, “I can help you” “what?!” “we can have...sex if that’s what you want” you shake your head as you chuckle out of nervousness, “if this is way of getting you to concentrate than I don’t mind” he say cluelessly “n-no we can’t—” “or you don’t want to have sex with me...” he says kind of in a questioning tone. “No, I want to do it with you but—but I don’t want this to change our friendship” “it won't changes our friendship if you agree it won’t”

“I'm a virgin” you say not knowing why you’re try to make him change his mind even though you really want to have sex with him. “I'm a virgin too” “we don’t even have condoms and I don’t really want risk it.” All of a sudden, he gets up and goes to his desk, he starts to search around his desk, “we do have condoms” he says lifting his hand with a few condoms on his hands. “Why do you have that?” “it’s heeseung hyung’s” he affirms cluelessly as he comes back to you with the condoms in his hand. “Why would heeseung oppa give you that?” you ask as he puts the condoms on the table next to couch and starts to remove the couch’s pillows being you, “I don’t know maybe he knows that this moment would happen” he says nonchalantly as he continues removing the pillows.

“What are you doing?” you ask talking about the fact that he’s removing the pillows, “I'm removing the pillows to give us some space” when he’s done with the pillow, he puts he hands on your shoulders and guides you down the couch. You feel you back touch the couch, your heart starts to beat fast; you are excited and scared at the same time and Jungwon can see that.

“y/n relax, I'll try my best not to hurt you” he reassures you as he’s being on top of you, between your legs. You dreamt about this moment for so long but now that you’re living it, you just can help but to be scared. Jungwon sees that you still didn’t relax so he gets closer to your face, “is it okay if I kiss you?” you nod, and he directly dives into your lips.

None of you have experience kissing, but somehow, you’re enjoying it even though it’s kind of messy. You can feel you pussy being soaked as you unconsciously start to rub your hips again his hips to get some friction, exchanging moans and groans between each other. You can feel he’s boner through all the fabrics.

Jungwon leaves your lips to attack your neck and that’s when you start to be a moaning mess. You sense Jungwon's hand going under your t-shirt and pull down the upper hem of your bra so he can access your breast. “ngh” you let out as you feel him play with you nipple.

After a while he stops playing with your nipple and slide his hands down your body, he sneaks his hands under your jogging and your panties until he gets your desperate part of your body. You feel his finger caressing your clit, you moan out loud, and Jungwon notices that you like it, so he begins to play with your clit less softly.

Your walls start to clench around nothing and somehow Jungwon guessed it. He shifts to a downside localization, which means your vagina.

He attempted to insert two fingers in, without really thinking but instead of hearing moans, he hears: “ah, stop that hurts” you frantically bring your hand to stop him from going further. He quickly pulls away his fingers, “shit, I'm so sorry” he says pulling his hand off your pants.

You begin to be less confident about this, you can’t even take finger how are you going to take a dick. “We should stop” you let out stopping Jungwon from taking your jogging off. “What? Why?” “I'm scared. It's hurt only with your fingers how can I be able to take something bigger” the young man approaches your face before he kisses it, “don’t worry Y/N, I heard that it’s normal for it to hurt the first time” he goes back to trying to take your jogging off, “leave it to me, as I said I'll try my best to make it less hurtful”

He slowly pulls your jogging and your panties, at once, down your body. Your skin is met with the coldness of the air and not so long after, your slit is going to feel the same coldness because right after Jungwon finished taking your bottoms off, he separates your legs allowing him to see your beautiful untouched white flower.

You feel vulnerable under Jungwon's gaze, the main thing that defines you as a biological woman is on full display to the young man on top of you. You feel Jungwon's breath on your pussy, “what are you going to do?” you ask nervously not liking the fact that you don’t know what you should be prepare for. “I'm going to lick you.” he affirms, “you know how to do that?” “Nope but let’s see how it goes.” without warning you he begins to give you kitty licks.

“ngh! Oh my gosh!” you moan out loud informing Jungwon that he’s doing a good job. So, he takes that as a sign to intensify the incredible feeling that he’s creating between your thighs. His kitty licks changes to him torturing your clit with his tongue, “J-Jungwon—ngh —ahh” your chest starts to rise up and down, you’re loving the feeling.

Suddenly, you feel something enter your vagina, “ah” you let out because of the pain it causes. However, Jungwon doesn’t stop licking and continues inserting his finger until it is all in. You don’t have time to think of the pain because all the pleaser Jungwon procures you. When he feels that you are ready, he starts to move his finger in and out, and you don’t feel any pain but pleasure.

“Are you okay? It doesn't hurt you?” Jungwon stops what he was doing for a few seconds, but the fingering, to make sure you are enjoying it, “no, I-It doesn’t” you shake your head while your eyes are close, too immersed in the moment.

Jungwon goes back to literally eating you out and after a while of fingering you with one finger, he adds another one without preventing, “oh fuck, that hurts” Jungwon heard you loud and clear that’s why he doesn’t stop from licking you. Again, the pleasure overcomes the pain, and he begins to slide his fingers in and out.

“Fuck, fuck, fuc—ngh" he hears that you starting to get used to two fingers, he starts to separate his two finger inside your vagina. “Fuck, it hurts, it hurts” he ignores you and go on with his action while eating you out.

He’s making sure that he stretches you, so you’ll be prepared for his dick.

You bring your hands to your thigh and pinch yourself, so your brain focuses on that pain instead of the one between your thighs. It’s going to leave a blue mark because you couldn’t care less.

Your technic seems to work out because you don’t feel any more pain between your thighs but only pleasure. “please~ jungwo-ngh" Jungwon stops stretching you with his fingers because he thinks you're ready enough and he trust you with his two digits.

“Oh, shit Jungwon—aah” you feel big, something that you never felt before while masturbating, down your stomach, “Jungwon i-i feel weird d-down—ngh~” before you could finish your sentence you feel like something explode between your thighs. Like an orgasm but 10 times better than you’ve ever experience.

You're breathing in and out heavily, taking your time to come back to your senses. In the meantime, Jungwon withdraws his fingers, with cum all over them. You eye him bringing his fingers to his fingers and sucking on them. Even though you just came, this view of him sucks on your cum makes you needy for more.

“How did I do for a first time?” he asks still licking his fingers, “it was good” you state softly. He chuckles at your respond, showing his dimple, before he gets up from the couch and unties the lace of his jogging before sliding it down and takes it out completely. You notice his well-visible boner peeking through his boxer before he also takes it down, reveling his large, throbbing, member. Despite the slight darkness of the studio, you perceive a liquid coming out of the tip.

He comes back to his former position between your thighs, he stretches out his arm to take a condom on the table, opens it and you can see him struggle to find the right way to put the condom. “You know how to put condom on, right?” you ask lifting yourself to be on your forearms as you look at him while tilting your head? “Yeah, I know, heeseung hyung taught me. I just need to remember how to do it” you completely lift yourself to a sitting position before taking the condom from his hands, “let me do” you say before awkwardly taking his dick in your hands, which makes you earn a low groan from him, and putting the condom on the tip, then you pinch the tip of the condom with one hand and roll down the rest with the other. “How do you know how to do that?” Jungwon asks while you’re laying back down, “I saw a post on Instagram that shows how to do it” “I didn’t Instagram would allow this things” he says suspecting you of know this from adult websites.

Jungwon aligns himself with your entrance but before doing anything he throws a glance at you, “are you still okay with that?” “Yes, more than okay” you answer quickly, which makes him chuckling.

He begins to insert slowly his cock into you, making him moan but you let a hurt sound out of your mouth. Jungwon crawls on top of you and traps your waist between his arms while resting his hands on the couch. He leans down to kiss you while he still slowly inserts his member inside of you. “mmh~~” you try to say something while hitting his arm, but you can because of Jungwon's lips.

It's hurting and you know Jungwon is trying to distract you by kissing you, but it doesn’t work. He doesn’t stop introducing himself into you, “mmh—mmh” your voice broke down as tears started to form, you bring your hand onto Jungwon hips to stop him from moving forward. He stops the kiss and see tears rolling down your face, “stop~it hurts it hurts” you break down, but Jungwon doesn’t remove his dick but instead he brings his hands to your cheek to wipe your tears before he gives you smack, “I'm sorry y/n! If I do this,” he put the hand that wiped your tears on your clit as he starts to fidget it, “while putting it in” he continues to enter his cock, “does it still hurt you?” “it’s hurt a little bit but less than before” Jungwon nods, “so it’s okay if I keep going?” you nod slowly.

After a while of playing with your clit and inserting his dick, Jungwon finally put it all in. When he finally did, he let out wavering whimpers and you, a loud moan, ”ngh, fuck, I-it's all in” he lets you know as his body starts to slightly flicker. He feels like he could cum only by being in you, he could feel your walls, your tight and warm walls, clenching around him and you can feel his dick twitch inside of him.

Jungwon let out a long moan, as you feel something growing inside your vagina, ‘did he just cum? Just by putting it’ you say to yourself. “Sorry i-i just came” he says rising his body up and withdraws himself from you making your walls clench around nothing.

You chuckle while watching him taking the condom off, tie it and throwing it somewhere, “stop laughing, it happens a lot” he says while taking another condom on the table and he's going through the same process again. “I just found you cute” Jungwon lifted his head at you after he finished putting the condom. He crawls back at you with a big smile on his face and makes out with you while, with his hand, he takes his recent hard on and put it back in you. He didn’t insert the whole thing right away, he wants to see if it going to bother you but smirks when he feels you trying desperately pushing yourself on him.

From there, he slowly begins to trust making you moan against each other’s lips. You wrap your arms around his torso taking too much pleasure. Jungwon's detaches his lips from yours to have some air, but it allows you hear his heavenly moans each time his trust, “fuck—ngh, you’re so tight” “Jungwon” you call him out breathing heavily, “mmh?” “Can you go faster?” you ask and without wasting any seconds he goes faster.

“y-yes, like tha—ngh" his dick keeps torturing a spot that’s making you want to cum, you never know you had a spot that could make feel this good. “J-Jungwon Jungwon~~” he loves hearing you say his name, it makes him go insane and he could feel himself almost close to his climax, “Jungwon, I think I'm about to cum” “m-me too, let’s cum together”.

And after a few more trust, you both came at the same time. His dick is still twitching inside of you as you feel the condom growing bigger and bigger inside of you, and he could feel your vagina clenching nonstop.

You stay still for some minutes trying to come to your senses, as both your bodies are still flickering from your recent orgasm.

Jungwon lifts himself from you and sits on the couch as he takes off the condom and repeats the same processus before he puts it on the table. Then, he lays his back on the couch still catching his breath. You sit up from your laying position also catching your breath as you see him closing his eyes with his mouth open.

Even with your recent orgasm, you were still not satisfied; ovulation really makes you an animal on heat. You sat there silently, looking at Jungwon's body, more precisely his dick, that is not hard anymore, laying on his thigh.

Jungwon sense that something is wrong because of how your silence, he opens one of his eyes and catches you staring at his dick. “You wanna go for more?” he asks catching your attention, “mmh?” you question with your doe eyes even if you heard him very well. ��you’re still horny?” he asks, opening his eyes as he turns his head towards you while he crosses his arms on his chest.

“Uhm...yes” you say chuckling awkwardly which makes him chuckle too, “get on top of me” you excitedly get up do to do what he demands which results of you on top of him with his dick in-between. You stretch out your arm to take another condom, open it, put it on his tip, pinch the tip and roll it down. You put one of your hands on his shoulder as you lift yourself from him, while the other is holding his, already hard, dick and align it with your entree. As you, slowly slid yourself down, feeling his cock going deeper and deeper until it reaches this end and you two moan.

You bring your other hand on Jungwon's free shoulder and on steady rhythm, you start to go up and down on his hard on. Jungwon is already a moaning mess, he puts his hands on hips, not to make you trust him just because he doesn’t know where to put them.

Without any control on your own body, it goes faster than before as your searching for your own climax. Up and down, round and round: you repeat this action again and again as you feel his dick keeps hitting your sweet spot.

“y/n y-you're going t-too fast—ngh~” he whimpers with his head laid back on the headrest of the couch with his eyes closed. “I-I'm sorry but I can’t slow down, I'm about to cum” you trust a few more times before you finally release yourself as you slow down your moves and Jungwon cum not a while after.

Your head is tilt at the back showing how good your orgasm is before you slowly relax all your muscles and you let your head fall onto Jungwon's shoulder as your hips are still flickering.

“Are you satisfied?” Jungwon asks in a low voice after you calmed down, “yes~ thank you so much wonie~” you say sliding your hands from his shoulders to his back to hug him tightly. He brings his hand up to pat your head as you can hear him smile.

“y/n” he calls you out, “mmh?” “If something like this happens to bother you again in the future, come to me” you lift your head from his shoulder and look at him with a smile before kissing him, “yes, I'll do! Thank you so much wonie oppa!” you hug him another time before you release your grip around him and get up from his lap, “we should start heading back. The others will wonder about our absence.” you say while taking your clothes from the floor before putting them back on, “yeah” Jungwon responds before he follows you.

Meanwhile at the cafeteria:

Laughter and chatters are animating the Enhypen table, “why are Jungwon and y/n taking so long? We're about to finish eating” heeseung asks checking his watch, “perhaps, they are playing mommy and daddy...” haera says innocently before putting some food in her mouth. Everyone turns to her, taken aback about what she just said but before they have the time to argue about what she just said, they all hear people entering the cafeteria, laughing. It was you and Jungwon, but they mostly noticed how big of a smile you have, on your face.

Some of them are still eyeing you two as you’re heading towards where they serve the food and others stare at haera who looks back at them with a “I told you" expression as she shrugs her shoulders.

“Sorry for being late” Jungwon says as you both put down your plates. Everyone was looking at you except Minji, who was playing with her phone.

“I'm so hungry” you state just after you sat down, “oh, I'm sure you are” haera, who’s sitting next to you, comments making you look at her and then you noticed all the eyes on you two. Jungwon's noticed them too, you both throw glances at each other.

‘fuck’ you mentally curse out.

Later this day, you’re about to finally go home after a hard rehearsal but before heading out the dance room, your choreographer interrupts you, “wait y/n” you stop in your track and you turn around, “I don’t what happened between lunch time but you must have eaten something incredible because what you did this afternoon was mind blowing” you smile shyly, “thank you” “go rest cause you going to need it for tomorrow” she smiles widely at you before you bow at her before you join the other.

‘Yeah, I had something incredible at lunch time.’ you smile at yourself.

N/A: it took me a while to write this cuz damn 4300 words it's a lot !! I'm not posting anything until July but the next this I want to do is to a scenario with haera and jay. Would you guys be interested ?

Taglist: @y9jungone @peonywon @secretlyapartofthisfandom @jwonistic @chocobread5 @ilovejungwonandhaechan

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kpopluv127 · 16 days

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NEEDY PART 1

Pairing: idol!virgin!jungwon x idol!virgin!fem reader

Warnings: enhypen is a 14 members group, mention of masturbation (I think that's it).

English is not my first language

You’re having a meeting with all your members, your manager and some staff members to talk about some last-minute changes before your concert in 2 days. You are really tired, you barely slept last night, and you woke up late cause you forgot to set up an alarm. Thanks to Jiwoo, one of your members, who woke you up.

You aren’t really listening to what your manager is saying, only responding with head nods. Your sight falls on jake’s hands who is sitting next to you, he is playing with his pen. Normal thing, right? Fans always says that his hands are attractive and sexy, you never understood why they were saying that until now. His hands are thick and veiny, very manly. Seeing him playing with that pen makes you wonder what else he could do with them…

You start to have dirty images of him that you never had before. Imagining him fingering you with one of his hands while choking you with the other.

You’ve guessed it, you’re at that time of the month where you get kind of— really needy…

✨Ovulation ✨

You’ve never felt your ovulating period pass before because it wasn’t that intense, but it feels like the more you grow up the more it’s hard to go through that period without doing anything. You started masturbating at the age of 15 because this was the only thing that that made you feel good and a good stress reliever as well; you debuted very young, like ni-ki, and lots of pressure and stress starts to fall upon you. So, masturbating helps you get through it.

However, now you feel immunized against it. Masturbation doesn’t work on you anymore, maybe on the stress reliever part but not the ovulation part.

You tried to masturbate last night, you thought it worked turns out it didn’t, so you masturbate more and more until it was past 3AM. At the end, you’re still not satisfied so you gave up and tried to sleep but image of getting fuck deeply by some of your members but mostly your closest friend for a long time, Jungwon.

You’ve known each other from the time when you were both trainees at SM. You had your best laughs with him, it was good to have someone like him during your training period, which was the hardest period of your life. You were so happy to see him in I-land, but you were happier to get to debut with him.

He’s your friend, your dearest friend. You feel ashamed masturbating over him, but you couldn’t help…

You’re suddenly pulled up from your fantasy world by one of your members, “uh, what?” You look around while putting your hair behind your ear, everyone’s eyes were on you, worried expressions. Your members noticed your weird act lately. You have been asked so many times if you were doing okay, all you answered is ‘I’m fine, just tired’ with a smile on your face to make them believe that everything is fine.

“Have you heard what I’ve asked you?” you manager asked with a slight irritated expression, “uh, no, i-i didn’t hear it, sorry” you smile awkwardly, your manager sighs “are you sick?” she asked concerned, “what? No, I-I’m fine” “your members said that you’ve been acting weird lately” you look around the table, looking at your members and looks back at your manager “no, I’m fine…just been distracted” you said as you scratch your hair. “By what?” Your face dropped as your eyes went wider, you started panicking. You can’t say that you’re ovulating and everything your members do gets you turned on.

“that’s not important,” you said trying to get you out of this situation, “what were you saying?” You are thankful that your manager didn’t push on the questions more. She repeats what she said before and you answer her, she seems fine with the answer, so she passed to another subject.

You get comfortable on your chair before you notice Jungwon’s eyes are on you, but he isn’t looking at your face, he’s eyeing a little bit down your body. You look down at where he was looking; your nipples are hard and picking through your white t-shirt. This made you realize that you forgot to put a bra on this morning because of all the rush. Your eyes widen as you quickly grab the two sides of your opened jacket and cover your chest. You cross your arms over your chest before lifting your eyes to Jungwon. His cheeks are red and so are yours, he quickly looks away and you follow his action while putting a leg on top of the other.

Your eyes go wide when you feel your panties being really soaked. Damn, your daydreaming session over Jake’s hands really turned you on, and you can’t even do something about it. You’re trapped…

Fast forward to the evening, your needs didn’t calm down at all without mentioning that you’ve been irritated. You’ve kept messing up the dance intro of “bite me”, it’s stressing you out and makes you frustrated cause the concert is in one day and it’ll may be a disaster because of you.

You’ve been assigned to do a duo a dance with Jungwon, with all skin ship, you couldn’t focus right. Your choreographer was desperate, and your members were worried about your state. You are one of the best dancers in the group, it’s unusual for them to see you kept messing up the choreography.

You are on your desk, studying because yes idols can go to college too. Most of them do and you really want to have a plan B if something goes wrong. However, idols get special treatment because of busy schedules; for example, idols get to return assignments a little later than the normal students or having more time to study finals.

You sigh out of anger because of the noise that your members make outside your room. The boys are here. The boys and girls have separate dorms, but you still live in the same building. Y'all made a deal that each week one dorm gets to cook for the whole group and that week is your turn. Usually you help the girls too, but you weren’t in the mood to cook, and the girls were fine with it, maybe it’s because you’ve been acting weirdly so they let it pass.

You couldn’t concentrate because of the noise, so you get up from your desk and open the door before yelling, “CAN YOU LOWER VOICE! I’M TRYING TO CONCENTRATE!” the dorm went silent before you hear, “sorry unnie/y/niie” you closed the door and on your way to your desk, you hear haera, your roommate who’s 3 years older than you, say “damn” she comments while still tapping on her phone. Haera was also supposed to cook but she made up an excuse that she was sick. She is just too lazy to cook.

You ignore her comments and sit down on your chair and continue studying but of course you can silence that many people. So, your second option is music. You take your earphones out of your bag and put some music on. Chase Atlantic’s music to be more precise but you quickly start to regret your choice of music.

You clicked on ‘slow down’ before taking your pen back into your hand.

‘You’re buried in the pillow, yeah, you’re so loud’ ‘Push a little further on the edge Crawl a little further on the bed, babe I’m burning up, yeah, all I see is red, ah She said, « Fuck me like I’m famous » I said, « Okay » ‘

You tilt your head, getting uncomfortable because of the lyrics. You switch to another song, “OH! MAMI”

“Then she bent it for me sideways, ah I might have to fuck her on the highway” “She wanna fuck me, okay She wanna know how it tastes”

You unconsciously rubbing your thighs against each other, as you’re writing something on your paper trying as hard as you can to concentrate on your assignment. You switch songs again— “into it”.

“Said she wanna fuck me later Girl, I’m into it (Woo), I’m into it, I’m into it (Woo)”

‘Okay I give up” you say to yourself before taking your earphone off and stopping the music from playing. You cross your arms on the table as you let your head fall upon them while letting out desperate groan.

You hear the bed behind you crack followed by slow footsteps. You feel a hand on your shoulder as your hear the chair next to you being sit on. “what’s going on, jagi ?” haera asks rubbing you shoulder. You shift you head position to the side so you can look at her. “you’ve been acting weird lately and when we ask you ‘what’s the problem’ you just brush it off. Didn’t something bad happen ?” you close your eyes while sighing before reopening them, “nothing bad happened, I’m just frustrated…” “do you have your period ?” she asks but before you could respond she interrupts you, “no it can be that, you got them 2 weeks ago,” she lifts her eyes up with her eyebrows arched, thinking of what could bother you.

Then it hit her, “I know!” she exclaims as she lifts her index up, “you’re ovulating!”. As soon as she says it, you sigh heavily with your eyes shut, “so I’m right!”, you nod your head. “Damn, this month’s ovulating must be hard for you to act like this” she states with amusement and pity in her tone.

“It is!” you whine as you lift you head from your arms while pouting, “masturbating doesn’t help with anything and I get turned on so easily” “aw, my baby sister is growing so fast,” she cups your face as she mirrors your expression. “It’s only the beginning, things are going to be harder in the future” you put some hair, that falls from your messy bun, behind your ear looking straight at your eldest with interested eyes, “it also happens to you?” “yep” she responds with that ‘I’m older so I’m more experience that you expression. “How do you dealt with it?” she hesitates for some minute before displaying a smirk, “someone helps me”, your eyes widen, “what?! Who? Are they in group?” haera just chuckles.

“He is” she declares, “who?” you insist, “jay” you gasp at the name. “No way…” you say as you put your hand over your mouth. She nods with her eyes closed and her eyebrows lifted, “yes way”.

“But what if the managers learn it?” you asked concerned about their —kind of — relationship. “He always books a hotel room, or we do it in his studio, so we won’t get caught”

“I’m jealous” you whine, “maybe you ask one of the boys —or girls— to help you,” she proposes with a smug face, “maybe ask Jungwon” she says as she comes closer to you. Haera knows your relationship with Jungwon, that you are basically best-friends, but she also notices how you relationships shifted and not in the friendly way.

“Now, I couldn’t ask him that. I’m still a virgin, he must be—” “he also a virgin” haera says as she checks her nails. “How do you know that?” “From jay, we do not only fuck, you know”

“So, take your chance! Discover the amazing world of sex together” you chuckle at her funny sentence, “I don’t know about—”

You discussion is being cut by ni-ki opening the door —without knocking—before he says, “dinner’s ready, come eat” “Yah ni-ki, what didn’t you knock? What if one of us was naked? This is not how I raised y—” “what’s with all that yell? Haera, are you the one who’s yelling?” Jiwoo, the eldest girl, asks, “aren’t you supposed to be sick?” Jiwoo asks with a hand on her hip.

Haera suddenly holds her head, “yeah my head hurt but I’m bit better now” haera say, obviously faking. Jiwoo rolled her eyes at her horrible acting before her eyes lands on you, “are you okay, y/n?” you nod, “okay perfect, come eat with us!” “Yes, I’m coming”.

You follow them to the living room where the rest of the group is sitting. They had assemble the little table together so we could all eat together. The tables are laid with food—main dishes and side dishes. You sit down on the floor, next to haera and ni-ki before you take a set of chopsticks.

“Thank you for the meal” everyone says before the eldest starts to dig in. The room is filled with chatters and laughter as everyone is continuing their previous conversation. You're not really paying attention to the discussion and your mind starts to wander around.

Your eyes felt on Heeseung who was discussing with Jiwoo and jay, he grabs his cup to drink, and you notice his Adam's apple moving. You don’t know why but you somehow find it attractive. You realize what you are doing, you can fantasize about someone that you consider to be your big brother. You shake your head slightly and focus back to the food.

As you’re chewing on my food, your eyes start to unconsciously wandering around, again. They landed on Jungwon, who was sitting on the couch, manspreading. Your eyes blocked on his thingy; you begin to wonder what sex will be him.

“y/n”

Imagine his dick inside of you,

“y/n”

while you clench around him.

“y/n!”

You are finally pulled out from your daydreaming state, “mmh?” you let out in a questioning tone. Jiwoo chuckles before she repeats her previous question, “do you want more meat?” “no, thanks.” you respond as you lower your face to your food.

“you’re still daydreaming,” Jiwoo chuckles, “something keeps you from focusing on this reality?” Jiwoo continues with her head tilted to the side and displays a questioning expression. “Or someone...” haera says under her breath but most of the members heard it. You slightly slap her thigh before you give her glare.

“Uhm, no nothing bother me,” you display a big smile, “maybe it’s just stress or —” “frustration” haera interrupts me as she keeps eating like nothing happened, “frustration?” Heeseung questions. You glare at haera again before you take a breath to respond but again haera talks before you, “sexu—” “study frustration” you interrupt her before she could say something that would embarrass you. “Study frustration” you repeat with an awkward smile on your face.

You should’ve known better than to let haera know that you’re ovulating, that girl is such a tease.

“don’t worry y/n, you’re smart! I know you're going to pass your semester” jake says try to cheer you up, you flash a smile at him. “don’t be hard on yourself” Jungwon join the cheering, you smile shyly. “Oh, you wish he could be hard on you” haera whispers in your ear which make choke on your food.

“Oh my, eat slowly! Ni-ki give her some water” Jiwoo exclaims as ni-ki rushes to pour you some water and hands you the cup, “t-thank you” you hardly say throughout your coughs. You drink your water, and the food went down your throat. You come back to your senses as you look around, “sorry for that” you chuckle awkwardly.

“it’s okay but eat slower next time” you nod before looking down your plate. “Hey y/n,” haera calls out for you, you look at her as she holding a piece of steak with her chopsticks, “do you want some sex— I mean some steak?” she asks with a smirk on her face.

If eyes could kill, she would be dead, “no. thank.” you respond harshly. She lifts her shoulders innocently before she goes back to eat.

Sorry the lyrics of CA are not written the way I posted them 😭

N/A: it's been so long haven't posted, honestly I missed it but I don't really have time because of my exams! I'll post the second part as soon as I can and then after that I won't be posting until the summer holidays which means July!

Anyway take care mes bébés !

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kpopluv127 · 20 days

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How you get the girl.

SUMMARY - Natalie falls in love with Laura’s best friend.

4.8k words. Natalie Scatorccio x Fem! Reader.

TW - smoking, car accident????

A/N- This had to get out of my drafts it has been living there for so long. Also loosely inspired by Taylor Swift's song. Not proofread.

If you were being honest with yourself Natalie Scatorccio frightened you.

Being total opposites on the social aspect scale prevented you from having to interact with her. You were Wiskayok high school’s resident sweetheart. Always helping tutor others, bringing the school spirit to games, and always going out of your way to assist anyone gave you that nickname. Whenever you entered a room the mood was immediately brought up by your contagious smile.

However, Natalie was a typical rebel. She was always skipping school and starting fights with others. She just reeked of teenage angst and always went out of the way to defy norms. Sometimes you caught her outside with her friends smoking but never said anything about it as it wasn’t your space to get involved. Outside of her typical appearance at school her personality carried throughout the way she played as a yellowjacket. She was aggressive and tended to make risky moves, yet the Yellowjackets were on a consistent winning streak.

After one of the Yellowjacket's playoff games, Laura Lee asked if you could take her home. She was one of your best friends and you could not even think of turning her down and saying no. As you watched them shake the hands of the other team after their triumphant win Laura was quick to run over to the bleachers before she went to the huddle with her team. Celebrating with your friends and turning down their offers to go out to eat you heard Laura call out your name. Heading down the stairs you leaned over the rail and were met with Laura’s smile.

“Congratulations Lee! Few more games and you will be state bound!” you said to her ecstatically to recognize their team's efforts.

“I know!” She yelled out excitedly before being cut off by her coach yelling at her to come back to the huddle. “Are you still able to drive me home tonight?” she’s quick to the point not wanting her team to wait too long.

“Of course! I’ll just stay behind over here” you said nodding with a small smile as she was quick to give thanks and run back to the huddle.

As she ran back to the huddle you glanced over and noticed a certain bleach-blonde girl who was seemingly checking you out, but once the two of you made eye contact she glanced away before scolding Laura for holding them up.

Your mind started racing thinking of all the things that Natalie could have wanted from you. Did you do something to her? Was it for intruding on multiple of her smoke seshs? Thinking of all the possible reasons the time passed quickly and soon you know it Laura placed a hand on your shoulder.

“Earth to y/n? You there…” Laura trailed off a little worried about her friend's sudden distance.

Jumping from her touch you glanced over your shoulder recognizing that it was her. You grin with a light laugh causing her to smile. “I’m just overthinking tomorrow's biology test… Planning out on how I can study the whole unit tonight…” You made up half true as she looked at you understanding.

“Hey don’t worry too much about it! I’ll pray for you and your success tonight!” she said honestly as she started to guide the way to your car.

Smiling at her offer you thanked her before getting in your car. As you started the car up you noticed there was only one other car that was lingering in the parking lot. “Oh, that’s just Nat's car. Who knows what she could be doing…” Laura grimaced as you two looked over while driving past. Nat’s absence was observed before Laura changed the subject with no second thought about her teammate's whereabouts. Laura invited you to church with her this weekend and you respond with a slight hum not wanting to deny your friend. The conversation continued on how fun it will be and by the time you got to her house, you promised that you would make an appearance with her. Bidding her goodbye you continued to drive off in the night to your house which was a while away from hers.

While you were on the back road blinding headlights were coming at you pretty fast from behind. As you squint your eyes in an attempt to keep your eyes on the road the other car quickly sped around you and cut you off. While doing this you recognize the car to be Natalie’s before sliding off the road and ending up in a ditch. You huffed slightly upset at her dangerous actions, but when you tried to move the car to get out you were stuck. Getting out of the car you looked to inspect it noticing not only did you have a flat tire but your tire got stuck on a mud track.

Silently cursing the girl in your head you grabbed your backpack and car keys before looking at the time on your car's clock. Noticing that it was twelve am made you even more upset knowing that your twenty-minute drive will probably turn into an hour's walk. Slamming your door shut and locking your car you began to hike to your home.

The walk was silent and freezing. You cursed the idea of taking an isolated road and would have rather had took a shot at hitchhiking. Halfway home life decided to curse you as it started to rain. A light sprinkle turned into a heavy downpour and by the time you made it to your house, you were drenched in rain and tears. Fumbling with the key you open the door to put your bag down and recognized that your bag was drenched. You forgot that you were carrying it before you realized it your mind was focused on your biology notes.

“No, no, noo…” you mumbled repeatedly as you furiously unzipped your bag and pulled out work that was completely wet and smudged. Letting out a furious scream you threw the papers down and kicked your bag before heading straight to your shower. Filled with rage and tears you sobbed doing your night-time routine in hopes to settle down. Once you finished you glanced over the clock and noticed it was 2:34 am. With an upset sigh, you knew that the only thing that would make you feel a little better was to go to sleep. Once your head hit your pillow you were out like a light.

The next day you failed to make it to school. Your father found your car and once he returned home and you told him the whole story he was understanding and urged you to stay home.

However, at school, there was an eerie vibe, and the rainy gloom added to it. Everybody didn’t seem too happy to be there and the classes you were in were bored out of their minds. It was unusual for you to miss a day of school leaving everybody to miss you and speculating what could of happen. Time went by extremely slow allowing the students to suffer, but by the time it was after school, the Yellowjackets were found in their locker room preparing for practice.

Natalie normally did not seek out Laura during locker room talks, but she was quick to question her who was the mysterious girl she saw her with yesterday.

“Hey…uh, Laura. Who was that girl you were with after the game… at the bleachers?” Natalie commented feigning a nonchalant manner.

“Oh, that’s y/n! She’s super awesome! Why do you want to know–” Laura continued skeptically before she was cut off by Taissa.

“Oh, poor girl! I feel so bad for her… she must have had a rough night…” Tai says sympathetically as a bunch of girls chimed in their agreeance and sorrows for y/n.

“God… I passed her car this morning and I couldn't help but think that she must have been stuck out in the rain… My dad was talking to her dad this morning over the phone questioning him on whether or not she’s okay and he said she’s a little upset but she made it home safely…” Gen rambled to the varsity girls as they listened intently to hear another perspective of the top story at the school today.

“Whoever did that is a real jerk. I hope they feel bad now that they know what they did to the nicest person in the world… I mean if I ever found out who did it to her I wouldn’t mind giving them a piece of my mind.” Jackie scoffed as others chimed in.

“Hey… what even happened?” Natalie asked confused wondering what could have happened to the pretty girl she set her eyes on.

“How do you not know what happened? Some asshole cut her off last night and she ended up having to walk home in the rain.” Van acknowledged in an attempt to fill her in before realizing Nat’s earlier question “...yeah, hold on… why do you want to know about her anyways?” Van pressed curiously.

Suddenly the whole locker room glanced at Natalie and she was quick to put on a facade and shrug them off. “No reason… I just never seen her around…” she quickly made up.

“Then why would you pry more details about her from Laura? If you really cared that much I mean you could have asked her…but typically you wouldn't care about these things.” Tai pressed looking at Natalie with a smirk,

“Do you have a crush..?” Lottie looked at Nat through the mirror watching her get flustered.

“What? No–” She started to get defensive before Lottie turned around with the biggest grin ever.

“Holy shit! Scatorccio has a crush on y/n! Who would have known you two are like total opposites…” Lottie teased as Natalie’s face turned red in an attempt to defend herself, but failed miserably.

“...I mean yeah… she’s pretty who would deny that… but, I don't even know her.” Natalie admitted before bringing back her tough persona quickly “...anyways why would she fall for me anyways?” Sarcastically before turning around to slam her locker.

“Do we need to teach you how to get the girl?” Van wiggles her eyebrows teasingly before others chirped in on Natalie’s lack of ability in flirting.

“Hey! I'm not bad at–” Natalie started before Laura chimed in ” Y/n likes flowers… she loves the wildflowers by the church parking lot especially…” She said as the room fell silent.

Natalie looked at Laura confused by her sudden interruption before understanding what she was trying to get at. Natalie looked at the others in the room and noticed that they all were trying to hold back their grins in order to emphasize that it was obvious that Natalie was interested in the girl. “...But I don't even know her that well…” She repeated before trailing off.

“Then get to know her,” Van replied with a shrug of her shoulders as if it was obvious. “I mean Laura might have more ideas, their best friends…” Van suggested before Laura offered a gentle smile to Natalie.

“I don’t need your help… I can figure this out by myself.” Natalie scoffed not wanting to seem completely useless in the field of dating. She did not listen to the rest of their teasing as she head out of the locker room rather quickly in hopes to get the day over with. Laura sent a small frown toward Natalie as she headed out before the other girls started betting on the outcomes of Natalie’s game.

It was the next day and you were already late for class. You decided to take your bike to school with limited options after your car was in the shop. As you were locking your bike to a tree you looked up and noticed Natalie in her daily skipping spot. You sighed to yourself still upset at her and you had no clue if she even realized what she had done. Knowing you had to walk past her you crossed your arms tightly while looking down hoping to not catch her attention.

As the smell of smoke became more prominent you heard her sudden movement as she threw her cigarette to the ground and stomped it out. You almost passed her before she called out “...Hey… y/n right?”.

Turning around to face her you noticed she had a confident aura as she leaned back on the wall. Crossing your arms in an unwelcoming sense you watched Natalie check you out in your presence as you scoff. “Are you serious right now? What do you want from me?”

Natalie was stunned by your rudeness and she grimaced thinking that she could have come off too strong. “I'm sorry but–”

“Do you not remember running me off the road last night?” questioned her frustrated as you witness her face fall.

“Oh, god… on Oakridge Road? That was you…? I’m so sorry...” She said now with an embarrassed look as she was confronted by you. She brought her hands to her face fully recognizing that she was the cause of hurting the sweetest girl at school. “Jesus Christ I’m so sorry. What could I do so you can forgive me?” She asked honestly as she shrunk from your harsh glare.

“Just leave me alone… There’s no need for us to be talking anyways.” You shrugged her off rudely before turning around and entering the building to meet up with Laura for your office aid period. Unbeknownst to Natalie and you, Laura watched the whole scene unfold. She watched Natalie curse under her breath before lighting another cigarette stressfully as she watched you walk away.

“What was that about out there?” Laura questioned her friend curiously with a concerned look.

“She was the one who ran me off the road last night. She wanted to talk to me and I don't even know who she learned my name from, but I told her to leave me alone.” rambling to Laura a little upset as you returned a look at her. Laura stopped in the middle of the hall before grabbing onto your shoulders.

“Trust me… I believe you should give her a chance to redeem herself. “ Laura stated out of nowhere. Her look was genuine and it threw you off guard. Knowing that they were on the soccer team together you sighed knowing something must have gone on.

“Laura, what have you done this time…” You were quickly interrupted by Laura “Just trust me! I always believe in forgiveness! She just made a mistake which I'm sure she regrets… she’s not as tough as her exterior is.” Laura continued hiding her intentions. You sighed in response as she let go of your shoulders. She changed the topic quickly and as the day went on the earlier interaction with Natalie had disappeared from your thoughts.

However, when Laura got to lunch and sat with the other yellowjackets she ditched her usual spot next to Lottie to sit across from Natalie. This caught everyone's attention as they watched the two of them awkwardly stare each other down before Laura began “You’re going to get those wildflowers today and offer to take y/n home.” She said already making up her mind.

“Excuse me, what? She hates my guts.” Nat said in an argument. She had never seen Laura like this before Laura continued “So make her not hate them. She won’t be able to ride her bike in the rain and I already offered her a ride home after school, but I’m going to leave sick early and tell her that a friend offered to help her home. That’s when you’ll swoop in and save the day!” She playfully kicked Natalie grinning widely at her plan. The other girls smiled at Laura’s idea praising her for how good it was.

Natalie huffed “You can’t just force me to pick her up! What if I don’t?” She was quick to respond before Jackie cut into the conversation “Then I, and I’m sure the others will join me too, will make sure your life is a living hell for leaving the nicest girl behind in a storm” she teased before Natalie rolled her eyes.

“Fine… But if anything goes wrong it's not my fault.” Natalie said a little heated and nervous about this upcoming plan. Deciding that maybe it was a good opportunity to truly apologize and hopefully get to know you more. She got up quickly without saying goodbye as she heard teasing remarks from the group. Before leaving, Laura caught up with her with a gentle smile and handed her some money, and nearly threatened Natalie to treat her best friend well. If it wasn’t for her church girl demeanor Natalie would have been a little more scared.

If Laura was right, she better get a head start on finding your favorite flowers and a few other things in hopes to make it up to you.

Natalie drove down by the church and picked out a bunch of flowers that she thought you would like. She would only pick out the best in attempts to make a worthy enough bouquet for the pretty girl that has been on her mind. Knowing that there was no practice after school she rushed a little as she went to a nearby store and got a sorry card, some sweets, and a small teddy bear in thought that any girl would love to have a gift like this. She tied the flowers together with the leftover ribbon she found in her truck from a previous game and then she was quick to speed back to school. School ended twenty minutes ago, but Laura informed Natalie that y/n stays behind to finish her homework in the library. Natalie decided it would be best to park near y/n’s bike and just sat in her car waiting for her.

It started to rain slightly as you exited the library. Natalie watched you intently and noticed that you were holding a bunch of your books. She was quick to jump out of her car before she made eye contact with you. Huffing slightly at the sight you looked down in an attempt to avoid any puddle or Natalie’s watchful gaze. As soon as you knew it she jogged over to your side and you looked back up stopping in your tracks as her steps got closer.

“Here let me give you a hand…” She said quietly not wanting you to carry all your heavy books and end up ruining your shoes from a puddle. You didn’t have time to reject her offer before she took the books from your arms and started to head to her truck before continuing “Laura couldn’t pick you up today so she asked me to…”

It all clicked. You looked at Natalie with sudden bias before saying “Did Laura set you up for this? I can just take my bike home it’s not too much of a hassle.” You said seriously as you began to unchain it from the tree as Natalie was already quick to put your books in the back of her truck.

“What? No… I mean in a way yes, but no. There’s no cruel intention… Here let me put it in my truck bed…” She blushed slightly realizing her inability to summarize the whole situation under your gaze. You watched her in silence as she hauled your bike in the back of her truck but then turned around to you to signal to get into her truck. As she slammed the tailgate shut she was quick to meet you at the passenger side of the car and she opened the door for you. With a gentle smile, you thanked her for her kindness even if her actions were sudden and awkward. She smiled back before making sure you were safe and comfortable before closing the car and entering on her side.

As she settled in on her side she offered you a small smile. Before handing you a set of CDs to choose from. “Here pick something out… to make the ride less awkward.” she joked slightly and as she watched the corners of your mouth turn upwards her heart fluttered. “Wow, there are so many options…” you teased her as you skim through a bunch of punk rock CDs before handing her a Nirvana CD. “Oh… yeah they probably sound all the same to you…” she said embarrassed slightly but once you handed her the CD she grinned widely. “Didn’t know you were a big fan of them. You seem like you would have the total opposite taste.” acknowledged as she put the CD into her radio system. “I’d like to think I'm full of surprises,” you said nonchalantly as you looked out the window.

Natalie glanced over at you with her heart still fluttering as she started to head toward Oakridge Road. Hearing you humm to the music made her fall in love even deeper with you even considering the bad start you two had together. “...So umm… where do you live anyways…” Nat questioned breaking the silence as she focused on the road a little flustered. “Out by harvest creek. By the lake,” you answered short and simple but Natalie seemed to get the memo and smiled slightly in an attempt to ease the awkwardness of the car.

“I love that lake… It’s so quiet and serene, but one time we had team bonding at the lake once and Laura and I were sharing a kayak, and in panic, she saw what she claimed to be a gator. She ended up flipping our kayak and we had to swim back to the shore and swallow our pride…” She couldn’t continue as she broke out in laughs at the memory and you broke out into a wide grin at the story. Laughing quietly at her story you turned to her observing the features on her face as she watched the road.

“Pretty sure New Jersey doesn’t have alligators.” you teasingly respond with a small smile before Nat glances over at you smiling at your sudden openness. “Oh, are you sure about that? Might want to inform your friend Laura.” Nat responded back with a grin.

“Lee, should have known that though! I told her many times before whenever she visits. Maybe she set you up. Seems like she is always setting you up.” you teased her in reference to the car ride and Natalie blushes as she remembers Laura’s original plan. Natalie hums as she turns into your neighborhood but pulls off onto the side getting over her sudden nerves. All that could be heard was the rain tapping on the roof of the car as the sun began to set. Looking away from the window a little confused as to why she stopped and began to rummage in the back seat of the car. Natalie turned around and you were met with the site of a humble bouquet of flowers and a small gift bag.

A little confused about the site you looked at Natalie as she urged you to take the flowers and the bag. Smiling lightly you take the items from her gently grazing her hand as the tension of the car has taken a dramatic change. You blushed darkly recognizing the flowers from the lot near the church and you began to play with the ribbon around them.

“It’s for you, Laura said it was your favorite…” Nat started trying to be confident but had undertones of nervousness.

“But why..?” you questioned as you put the flowers down neatly in your lap before beginning to go through the small gift bag. You pulled out the sorry card and read it before carefully putting it back in the bag. Now it was Nat’s turn to observe all the small details on your face before continuing “to apologize and to impress you…” She admitted as she raised her hand to rub the back of her neck to soothe herself.

She was alarmed by your lack of response until you pulled out the bear and turned to her with the happiest and prettiest smile she has ever seen. All her nerves settled bringing her back to her cocky laidback demeanor as you chimed in “This is definitely how you impress a girl… Who knew you had this in you��” you teased her as she feigned a look of defense.

“Oh trust me that’s just the beginning…” she said suggestively as she was a little shocked by her own comment. Once your attention has switched from the bear to her she smirked a little before continuing “...How about I take you out on a date? I’ll promise I can treat you right…” she declared honestly as she tried to look deeper into your eyes in search for an early answer.

Your eyes light up at her suggestion as a familiar pinkness rushed to your face. Without even answering Natalie already knew the answer before giving a cheeky smile. She was totally head over heels for you and it was early on in your relationship.

“If you promise to drive safe.” attempting to keep up with your nonchalant cool demeanor but failing as you were given away by your sudden shyness “I would love to have a date with you.”

“Awesome, sounds good. How about after the game on Friday? I can take you out right afterwards…” She continued to ramble excitedly throwing out names of places the two of you could go to “I would love that.” interrupting her rambling as you reach out to squeeze one of her hands. Grinning she turned the car back on and shared “I can’t believe that Laura Lee was my wingman…” she said chuckling living off the high of getting a chance with her dream girl. She started to head in the direction of your house and heard light giggles coming from your side.

“Once I tell Laura she’s bound to give you a shovel talk… Hope you can withstand that…” You giggled out and Natalie joined you at the thought. Laura wasn’t that scary but she wondered if she would be more serious when it comes to breaking the heart of y/n. “...If that gives me the opportunity to be with you I will withstand it…” she said cheesily as she pulled into your driveway.

She gathered your books and slung your bag over her shoulder before exiting the car to open your door. Thanking her you stepped out and grabbed onto her hand with your free hand as you quickly ran to the porch and grabbed your keys and unlocked the door. As you ushered her inside she put your stuff down on a nearby couch before turning noticing you disappeared. She called out your name and you answered informing her that you were in the kitchen. She followed your voice and noticed that the flowers were already put into a vase with the bear leaning against it.

Smiling at the thought, she watched you turn to face her handing her a note. Natalie looked down to read it and smirked once she saw your writing that messily scribbled your number and name. She mumbled a quiet thank you before you led her back to your front door.

“You should get home… before the storm gets worse…” announcing as you played with her fingers. She looked down at the act before back at you with an awkward smile. It seemed like she didn’t want to leave just yet but she knew you were right. “Oh my god… my bike…” suddenly interrupting her train of thoughts before trying to step out on the porch so you can get it out.

“Don’t worry about it I’ll get it,” Nat said grabbing your hand and pulling you back to the comforts and warmth of your house.

“Are you sure about that?” You questioned her quietly not wanting her to go out of her way.

“How about I drive you around from now on? It’s not safe to be riding around town all alone.” She said honestly and already decided your decision for you.

“Oh, but–” you started before Nat interrupted “I’ll pick you up at eight.” with a small smirk. Nodding at her you thanked her, but before she could say goodbye you quickly leaned in to leave a kiss on her cheek as a thanks. Pulling away you were met with her grin.

“Goodbye y/n.” she said calmly but she was trying to keep her cool demeanor.

“Stay safe Natalie! Call me when you get home!” you slightly shouted out as she walked away to take your bike out of her truck. You watched her lean it against a wall by the side of your house before getting in her truck to leave. With one final wave she left and you entered back in your house once she was completely gone from your sight.

Smiling to yourself in awe you could not wait to tell Laura what happened and you wanted to do it before Natalie mentioned it to her. While Natalie was driving home she couldn’t hide her smile for herself as she was already planning on telling her team how she got the girl and that she had a date with y/n on Friday.

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kpopluv127 · 24 days

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Tbh I am completely obsessed with the idea of Fiona Gallagher x fem! Milkovich reader

fiona gallagher x fem!milkovich!reader headcanons

a/n: i'm back to writing <3 thanks to you all for sticking around during my weird hiatus

warnings: kissing/making out, this is all fluffy and silly sorry, i also didn't proofread at all, sorry again, this is not very good at all but i'm a little rusty :/

mickey was so certain that he was the only gay sibling

he didn't expect it from you at all, even though you were sure you made it obvious

when you told him, the first thing that came out of his mouth was a sarcastic remark about there only being room for one gay person in the family

but in reality, he was happy to not be alone

when mickey and ian started dating, you'd cross paths with ian quite often

and you grew to really like him, witnessing him bring mickey out of his shell

around the same time, you met fiona by chance at the alibi

it just so happened that fiona's best friend worked at the bar you met your friends at that night

and when fiona stopped by to see v, she was immediately distracted by you

luckily for her, the feeling was mutual

and she brought you home that night, planting a kiss to your lips when you finally got back to the gallagher house

mickey and ian walk downstairs, and it's impossible to hear them over your focus on kissing fiona

"y/n?"

your brother just stares blankly as he realizes what's happening

"what are you doing here?" you mutter in response to his confusion

"i'm dating ian."

"wait, y/n, how do you know mickey?" fiona had asked, still confused by the situation

"he's my brother," you had said, deadpan

after a few seconds, the whole room had erupted in laughter

bc the whole thing was just so ridiculous

but you and fiona kept seeing each other, and eventually officially started dating

at which point, you started running into mickey at the gallagher house a lot

always teasing him about how much he likes ian

but he would CLOCK you back about fiona 😭

fiona already liked mickey, but when she found out you were related she liked him even more

you're still her favorite though <3

it's refreshing for fiona to have happy relationships surrounding her

she's so grateful to be able to provide that for you too

she's obsessed with taking you on dates, even if it's just going to the park for a walk or to visit kev and v at the alibi

she likes to show you she cares in every way she can

she never wants you to feel unappreciated or unwanted, her biggest fear is making you feel the way she did in her past

she's just overall an amazing girlfriend

and your relationship brought you a new friendship with ian and a stronger bond with your brother

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Dating Tatter includes.... (swf)

- small kisses in between dance practices.

- Tatter surprising you with flowers and your favorite candy or food after a long day.

- so many naps together.

- Tatter making you breakfast so you can sleep in.

- tracing patterns on her hand whenever you feel overwhelmed.

- matching outfits. ( most days )

- helping her with her hair in the morning.

- showering together.

- back massages, shoulder massages. basically a full body massage if you ask her for it.

- random neck kisses.

- always doing each other's skincare.

- Tatter cooking for you.

- mall dates, restaurant dates, museum dates etc.

- traveling out of the country together.

- cooking dinner together whenever you ask to help her.

- Tatter being the big spoon while she rubs your stomach to help you fall asleep. <33

( help Palestine )

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omg can't wait for audrey's!!!!! thank youuuuuu (⁠ʃ⁠ƪ⁠＾⁠3⁠＾⁠）

Fear | Audrey Lane x Fem Reader | Fluff

Summary: a small misunderstanding leads you and your girlfriend, Audrey to end up on bad terms. Three months later, you realize how much you love each other.

Word count: 1.6k

Warnings: a bit angst. Brain tumor mention.

A/N: sorry if it’s a bit unrealistic. I know it’s not my best work. I’m not a medic or doctor… enjoyyyy •u•

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You and Audrey had been working nonstop on a new K-pop choreography. Being a part of the Jam Republic dance crew has been a milestone in your career. You went from being a small and heavily criticized TikTok dancer who covered K-pop dance to a successful choreographer.

Having Nick reach out to you to be part of this project was perfect as he had also contacted your girlfriend, Audrey. You couldn't believe that you and Audrey got to dance together and spend time together as well.

However your schedules were packed and after the show, there were some things you two couldn't do together. She was booked doing the brand new show Street Dance Girls Fighter 2 and you were booked creating new choreographies and interviews.

One day you finally got to see her but you were too tired. She seemed to be really excited to hang out with you and you were just thinking of going home.

"What if we take a walk? and then we can go camping," she suggested but you shook your head.

"Sorry, Audrey. I'm drained and I just want to lay down," you said bluntly. One thing about you is that you could be very oblivious to others' feelings when you weren't feeling well... not to mention minor anger issues that almost caused you major trouble with Mannequeen.

"Well, what if we just go for some ice cream? Or maybe something to eat?" She said once again with her bubbly voice trying to get you out of bed and spend quality time together. It's Audrey. She was always bubbly and you lived for her but at this moment, tiredness hit you like a truck.

"Jeez, I said no. I'll just be in my room," you said in an aggravated tone leaving her behind on the couch.

You took painkillers for your headache and as you lay on your bed you heard soft sobs making your heart clench at the sounds. You know you fucked up. You promised to never make her cry and you just did. As you tried to get up to apologize, you felt your body collapse on the floor and you were unable to get up. Your vision immediately became dark.

You woke up and saw a bright light. You definitely weren't home. Your house was green and the lights were almost always dimmed. This room was too blue.

Your eyes tried to adjust and you groaned. You felt someone grip your hand tightly but the voice was almost unrecognizable as your ears also tried adjusting to the noise.

"Audrey..." was the first thing that escaped your lips. You called her name. You wanted to apologize and when your vision finally cleared up, you saw her sitting on the side of the hospital bed holding your hand and asking if you were okay. Her eyes were red and teary as well as her nose as she let out sniffles.

You felt your heart clench at her sight. You made her cry twice. You never meant for any of this to happen. As you tried to get up your poising headache pulled you back to the bed.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry, baby. Please forgive me," you said as a tear escaped your eye. Her head shook repeatedly.

"Don't apologize. I didn't realize you felt this bad and I should've known. I should've made you rest and taken care of you," she said as she lowered her head.

"Audrey, it's okay. I'm okay, see?" You said as you kissed her hand.

"You're not. Sorry to tell you this ma'am but you have a brain tumor. You need surgery and treatment as well as absolute rest for around three months. We need to do this now or you might not make it another month," the doctor said. You didn't protest. You knew it would be best if you wanted to keep living the life that you have. You wanted to be with Audrey.

"Audrey?" You said when you saw how she was holding in her sobs and cries. She turned to look at you with red eyes and you began to cry as well.

"I love you. I love you so much and I will be with you forever," you said.

"Don't... it sounds like you're saying goodbye," she said.

"I know you have to catch a flight. You have to go back home. Go work on your projects, baby. And come back to me in three months," you said and she started to shake her head.

"I can't leave you. Who will take care of you? Who is going to make sure you're okay? I want to make sure you wake up and you can see me and..." you moved your hand on her cheek and she stopped talking. She shut her eyes tightly and pressed her lips on your hand.

"I will be okay, baby. I have to go now but never forget that I love you so much," you kissed her one last time before the nurse took you away.

(Three months later)

It was finally the day. The day Audrey would come back and you could be together again. This time you promised you would never let her go and would never make her cry.

You heard the doorbell and rushed to the door. You fixed my clothes and hair before taking a deep breath and finally took ahold of the doorknob. You twisted it and there she was. A big smile and a beautiful gold light radiating from her. Her eyes seemed to be teary and her smile was shaking.

She immediately dropped her bags and ran to you. She grabbed your face a kissed you tenderly. It was a long-awaited kiss. Three months felt like an eternity without her. How could someone live without that gorgeous smile? It's a smile you would die for.

"You have no idea how much I missed you," she said as she buried her face down your neck. Her sobs began to fill your ears and your tears began to roll down your face.

"I missed you too," you said as you kissed her head.

"How about we get out of here? I have a surprise for you," you said and she looked at you with a confused expression.

"But you need to rest more. What if-" Audrey started but you stopped her by shaking your head.

"I'm okay. We aren't doing anything that might be straining. Let's go," you said as you put on your shoes and jacket and walked out of the door with her. She was too quiet for your liking but you didn't say anything as you saw her fidgeting with her hands in the car. You knew she was nervous.

After around thirty minutes you arrived at a camping site and got out of the car to open her door. A small smile was painted on her lips.

"You didn't forget about the camping date?" She asked.

"I could never forget about your favorite thing. Your pink curly hair, the sweet perfume you use, the way you move when you dance. It's all engraved in my head. Let's set up and watch a movie," you said as you walked to get our things from the trunk.

A few hours later you had everything set up and ate dinner. The sun was starting to slowly set creating a beautiful orange and pink hue in the sky. Audrey was silently sitting on a chair looking at the sky as she took small sips of her tea. Your biggest fears began to fill your head like poison.

'Does she not love me anymore? Is there someone else? Did she find someone that treats her better?'

"Audrey, come here," you said and she turned to you. She stood up and placed her mug on the chair. As she walked to you, you immediately cupped her face with your warm hands and planted a kiss on her lips.

"Whatever is on your mind, tell me," you said as you broke the kiss.

"It's just all surreal. I thought I was going to lose you and not being able to contact you due to work was killing me and now that I'm here, I just feel like I should've been here all along," she said.

You immediately connected your forehead to hers. You wanted her to forget about everything and anything that happened in the past.

"Baby, you're here now and I couldn't ask for more. You're all I need and I just want to be with you. Enjoy the moment, my sweet girl," you said and kissed her forehead.

That seemed to make all of her worries melt away. Her mind was clear and her heart warm. She smiled brightly for the first time and a small tear escaped her eye. You kissed it dry and she let out a small giggle that melted your heart.

Setting up for bed was quick and soon you realized that you had forgotten her sleeping bag back home. You scratched your head and chuckled nervously.

"Sorry, babe. I forgot your sleeping bag," you said.

"It's okay. We can sleep in the same one," she said as she got situated. She looked up at you and you nodded. You got inside the bag and spooned her, sharing the warmth of your body as a movie played on your iPad.

Suddenly, she turned to face you, completely ignoring the movie. You were lost in her eyes and you shared a moment of silence.

She reached to peck your lips and you finally saw her purest smile.

"I don't know how I managed to be with you for so long. I'll never leave you again. Promise you'll never scare me like that again," she said as she buried her face in your chest.

"I'm sorry baby, I'll never do it again..."

There was a small pause and you pulled back from the hug.

"We fit perfectly in this sleeping bag don't you think?" You asked.

"Yes. We are perfect," she said before snuggling close to you.

“I love you,” You kissed her forehead and you both drifted into a deep slumber.

Thank you for reading!!🩷

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Israel’s senseless slaughter leaves thousands of children orphaned. Palestine must be free! Don’t tire keep talking about what’s happening!

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friendly reminder that if you support israel youre either racist, or stupid

israels a bitch and dont you ever forget that.

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this is so cool omg

(+ check out the new character posters)

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Plus sized lily evens supremacy

You want me to say it again?

PLUS SIZED LILY EVANS SUPREMACY!!

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SAM | SAMHAIN (trick r’ treat)

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“I Scream” (Sam & Platonic!Reader)

| Getting Sam to try some new treats when he comes back around for Halloween.

| Reader is always black unless I say differently

| SFW, trying new things, this lil demon has grown attached to you, sweets!, light playful scolding

| 1k+ words

There’s a little inconsequential tug on the bottom of your shirt and you look down to see Sam standing beside you.

Once you’re at Sam’s level Sam doesn’t do anything but point to the left, towards the sink. Even without words you can feel the tiny impatient pout it’s no doubt leveling at you.

You chuckle a little. “You really want that milkshake, huh?”

Sam gives you a small thumbs up (with both thumbs) and nods rigorously.

You laugh again before straightening back up and taking two shuffling steps to reach into the sink. In one of the mixing bowls you cleaned, after whipping up the cornbread that was now baking away in the oven, was a kids sized milkshake being defrosted in hot water.

After confirming that Sam would indeed eat anything personally deemed sweet enough you’d asked the little entity if it’d ever had ice cream before. At Sam’s confused head tilt you’d decided that getting it acquainted with frozen sweets was of top priority, and so this Devil’s Night you’d made sure to stock up on all sorts of frozen treats to taste test with Sam in between handing out candy and cooking dinner.

Unsurprisingly whatever hell he crawled out of once every year wasn’t big on sugar.

You shake the excess water off the cup before pulling on one of your drawers and taking out an orange silicone straw for the demon. You made extra sure that everything would be as soft as possible (while still holding its frozen treat integrity) in order to not startle Sam too much. Sam, who promptly snatches the milkshake from your outstretched hand, moves its napsack up to expose its mouth, and then takes the longest drink of the milky peanut butter cup substance that it possibly can.

You cringe lightly.

“Uh, Sam I don’t think that’s a good id - ah shit!”

The bugger’s already growled and threw the cup down before you could get to it. You stare forlornly at the small mess the milkshake is making before looking back at Sam. Just by Sam’s stance alone, arms limp at its side and mouth twisted into a sneer, you can tell the demon is less than pleased with its first try.

Sucking your teeth you pull a dish cloth from the stove handle and get to cleaning the cup after exchanging a disgruntled look with Sam.

The Halloween entity has taken to pouting at you, and so in turn you roll your eyes.

“Don’t look at me like that, I damn well know we talked about frozen treat edicate and the risks of brain freeze.”

Sam’s expression doesn’t change as you put the half empty cup on the counter and throw the dirty towel in the sink, but the entity does cross its arms with a little huff.

You give Sam the same energy right back.

“You could keep pouting or we can try that again. I promise if you actually listen to me, you’ll love it. And you love chocolate, which is in all the stuff I got, so if that doesn’t sell you I don’t know what will.”

A contemplative silence settles over the two of you before you start puttering around again. Sam quietly trails behind you as you cut off the stove and oven, throw the soiled towel in the washing machine for later, and answer the doorbell after it rings.

It’s a group of teenagers that begrudgingly say, “Trick or treat!” at you but you don’t do much but greet them with confusion as you hold your cauldron of candy close to your chest and lean against the doorway. Sam peeking at them from behind your legs obviously catches some of their attention but most of the kids are pretty caught up on the way you haven’t given them any sweets yet.

You hum.

“Is this like a group costume thing? Cause I’m trying to figure out what I’m seeing and it’s looking grim.”

“Oh!” A blonde boy off to the right of you exclaims, his hair is so badly dyed it’s painful. “We’re supposed to be the lost boys!��

One of the girls off to the side nods her head. A spiked choker and rosary glint off of her due to your porch lights as she excitedly takes over.

“Jake, Samson, Angel, and De’shawn are David, Marko, Dwayne, and Paul. While me,” she waves between her and two other similarly dressed girls. “Caymie, and Talia are the Bitches of Eastwick.”

Your eyes light up and you move to high-five all three girls. A grin splits across your face.

“Okaay, that’s what’s up. Here,” you dig into your pale and give each kid a good chunk out of your candy collection.

Behind you Sam’s giving them all really quiet but enthusiastic applause and the kids nod slowly back at him in thanks with awkward little upturns of their lips. They’re sweet kids, you hope Sam doesn’t end up going after them because they’ve broken one of the night's rules later. Truly.

“Be sure to respect the lit Jack o’ Lanterns you see! It’s bad luck to put them out!”

At the end of the walkway they laugh at your warning before you wave them goodbye then close the door. When you turn around Sam’s already watching you.

“How about we try again?”

The demon makes a small noise, shakes its head, and then pulls two chocolate bars from behind its back. You purse your lips, but well, chocolate bars are tried and true. With a vague shrug you take the offered treat and allow Sam to grab the curl of your fingers and lead you back to the couch.

You don’t bother arguing with him, instead settling back and then knocking your bars together in a toast. Clearly the demon wanted to watch The Invisible Man one more time before he left to peruse the streets more. You weren’t gonna argue.

NOTES: please excuse any typos and as per usual I hope you enjoyed.

Also - WOW- 100+ followers? Thanks y’all!! I know followers are pretty fickle, but I’m glad you like my random work enough to engage with it and my blog🧡.

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A/N: i got… just the absolute sweetest messages from a reader who’s chinese so that’s what this is the result of. we poc deserve hella specific imagines just like anyone else!! smooches @calling-out-maeday. hope you like it!!

sidney prescott x chinese fem!reader x tatum riley ft. that’s it …. that’s the whole concept (and a whole lot of learning to love yourself)

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The girls stop dead in their tracks the first time they notice you. Or Tatum stops dead in her tracks. She’s the one who actually sees you first. She throws out her arm to psychically stop Sidney (because the moment requires some drama god dammit). Sidney is about to start glaring when Tatum, in the most love-struck voice Sidney has ever heard from her, goes “who is that?“

Sidney finds you easily in the crowd. Mostly because Tatum is pointing at you in a way that is both not subtle and also … rude. She has to let it go because … well Tatum has always had good taste, "No idea. I’ve never … seen them around before.” It took her a second to properly get the words out because you were so pretty.

You must be new since the town is small enough to have a vague idea of everyone who attends even if you don’t know everyone’s name. Just being frank Tatum knows she’s not stupid enough to have missed going to school with a Chinese girl all these years since you’d have been, quite literally, the only one. Despite this being California, Woodsboro is a little lacking in diversity.

“I’m gonna go talk to her.” Sidney thinks she just saw Tatum adjust her shirt (aka boobs) a little before she started trying to walk your way. She grabs her best friend by the arm and yanks her back. Tatum starts to pout, “What?”

“Look at her … she seems kinda ….quiet, y'know?” Sidney notices that you’re outside alone during lunch period. They’re only outside cause they were going to go get lunch off campus. Your energy says you’re outside for a very different reason discomfort. “Shy, maybe."

"Just means she could use some friends.” Just like that Tatum yanks her arm away from Sidney and hauls ass over to you. Sidney tries to run after her to stop her from being probably far too aggressive with you but doesn’t make it in time (Tatum runs track instead of doing the bare minimum in gym class like some people).

“Hey.” Tatum skids to a stop in front of you and you jerk back at the sight of shoes suddenly in your line of vision. When you look up there she is, grinning down at you. “Newbie? Never seen you around before.”

“Oh uhm ….yup! The new kid. Having a lot of fun.” Tatum laughs at your barely joke (a little too loudly. the way girls that are flirting always do-).

“Can we join the party?” She’s already sitting down and dragging Sidney (who has the decency to look embarrassed) with her.

Just like that Tatum is there to stay. And Sidney despite her initial protests, is too. You’re fun to be around and oh so pretty. They’ve both caught each other zoning out in the middle of you talking (they can practically fucking hear this playing every … single….time) just …focusing on something like how you throw your head back when you laugh or just the way your laugh shapes your mouth. They’re too gay to be trying to function.

You become a third part of a duo they’d never known was missing a piece. Having you around feels natural. Not having you around ruins their day (Tatum stop being dramatic-). They’re always hovering nearby and you’re always doing the same. You know you spend a lot of time together because they’re no longer Sidney and Tatum always Tatum, Sidney, and Y/N. It makes them smile. It makes you smile too.

Tatum loves your smile. But you don’t seem to. You’re always covering it when you do it in a way that looks automatic. Like you’ve been doing it your whole life.

It’s never really bought up until you’re all having a night on the town and Tatum sees a photo-booth that she instantly crams all three of you into. You take the first set of pictures and all hop out to see the results. The girls are wacky and wild in the photos meanwhile you’re …restrained, to put it lightly. They crawl back in and demand you make the same poses and faces so you can be a matching set. Quietly you say, “That will show too much teeth.” The girls pause in their pushiness sensing that you’re actually quite serious.

“What do you mean?” Sidney asks.

“Yeah, what do you mean?” Echoes Tatum.

“My teeth are kinda….big, y'know?” You gesture at your face and purse your lips together as if you want to hide them forever. “They stick out and that will make them….stick out more. That…that pose. And…that face."

"Your smile is pretty, Y/N! What are you talking about?” The genuine, earnest, confusion on Tatum’s face and in her voice makes you pause. “It’s one of the prettiest smiles I’ve ever seen.”

“Are you serious?” You ask, bewildered.

“As a fucking heart attack!” and then Sidney smacks her arms. “What? Tell her, her smile is pretty, Sid.”

“It … is a really pretty smile, Y/N. It was one of the first things I noticed about you."

"Me too."

"Yeah because my teeth as so-”

“No because it’s so cute.” And Tatum grabs your face and pulls you so close that you can feel her breath on your lips, “So make the face with me and Sidney. Or don’t - but don’t do it because you don’t think you look pretty doing it. You look pretty doing anything.”

Her gaze could make a nun blush but Sidney clears her throat and breaks the mood of the booth. She’s been on the other side of a look … similar. She knows how it feels. “Let’s take this picture.” You do take the picture and you don’t do the exact same face as them but one … similar. And Tatum keeps the picture in her wallet. You, Sidney, and her. Her favorite people in the world and her.

Sidney got sick one week straight and you and Tatum did nothing but pout the whole week. “Where’s your better third?” Shouted Randy as the two of you walked by. Tatum flipped him off and you felt yourself get hot with embarrassment. “She’s at home sick, asshole."

You two bring her notes and homework. Which means you are bringing her notes and homework and Tatum tags along. She’s not stupid but she doesn’t do her work in-depth enough to be bringing Sidney friendly "catch-up’s” from History class.

As Sidney’s flipping through one of your notebooks (you’d given her a whole stack) she notices this particular one’s pages are full of Chinese calligraphy. Tatum, who is sitting too close to her on the bed if she doesn’t want to get sick, sees and starts to ooh and ahhh.

“You didn’t tell us you could write in Chinese!"

"What?” You yelp and immediately go to snatch back the book. Sidney, who cannot read them but loves the way the ink looks on the page, dodges you annoyingly easy for a woman on her deathbed, “Wrong notebook! Give it!”

“In a minute! It’s beautiful. You can write like this?” The transfixed quality in her hoarse voice makes some of the tension leave your body. Not all….but some.

“Just a little.” Trying to sound modest. Or maybe you sound small….like it’s not something you’re particularity proud of. You should be though. It looks like pure art. Tatum gasps when Sidney turns the page and she finds new characters. She’s now well and truly snuggled up to the other girl (definitely going to get sick).

“How can you know just a little when these pages are full with like … a lot?” Tatum laughs, putting a finger out to brush along one of the ink strokes. Her tone is soft. “What are you writing in them?"

"Random things.” You shrug, “ I just…I do it so I don’t forget it. Y'know?"

"Can you teach us what some of these mean?” You blink at Sidney’s question. She’s looking up at you with wide, eager eyes. Tatum follows her lead.

“Yeah get over here!” You don’t have time to move before Tatum is yanking you in-between the two of them and settling the book in your lap. She points to one of them. You’re trying not to notice how they feel pressed and curled against you. They both snuggle closer. Tatum points with more insistence, “C'mon! What’s it say. It’s pretty!” She’s so pleading you can’t not tell her. They spend the rest of the afternoon curled up listening to you read the characters off the page.

“You don’t seem to like any of the food they serve?” Sidney asks one day when she notices you pushing the food around your plate. The cafeteria food isn’t great but it’s not bad either. “Why don’t you ever bring anything like Tatum does?”

You look like a deer caught in headlights which makes Sidney and Tatum exchange a knowing glance. You only ever make #That Face when they’ve stumbled on one of your very specific insecurities. Now they’re determined to know what it is.

Sidney places a hand on Tatum’s thigh under the table and squeezes, a silent plea to let her try and find out what the insecurity is.

Sidney can be subtle. Tatum is loving but … not subtle. When she can tell something is wrong with someone she cares about she’ll raise absolute hell until the problem is resolved. It’s one of her more endearing traits but it can go … not in her favor, at times. Sidney senses this is one of those times it could go poorly.

Tatum, knowing this, deflates a little but gives a small nod that she knows you won’t notice. You’ve already gone back to looking at you cafeteria tray a little miserably.

“I don’t know…” You say after a long moment of silence. The girls are never quiet for long so you know that they’re actually waiting for an answer. The fact that they’re so focused on you makes you want to crawl out of your own skin with nerves. “Just don’t like it much."

They analyze the ever loving shit out of your response and the next time they have a sleepover at your house while Tatum distracts you upstairs with an impromptu pillow fight attack Sidney goes downstairs to talk to your Mother.

"Hey uhm Mrs. Y/L/N?” she plays nervously with the end of her sleeve, “Can I ask you something about Y/N?"

Your Mother pats the seat on the couch next to her and Sidney comes to sit. She can see the worry on your Mother’s face and quickly starts to reassure her, "Nothing is wrong! Or at least …. nothing is seriously wrong? I just…. Y/N is kinda…. She can be kinda…A little-” Sidney struggles with the words for a long time before she just settles on the first one that’s most honest, “Insecure? It seems about a lot of little things.”

Your Mother sighs deeply at the words and closes her eyes. By insecure she knows Sidney is referring to how you feel about your Chinese heritage. You’ve always been that way. The world around you telling you that you and your culture aren’t beautiful and wonderful and you unfortunately, believing the world. “Ah. Yes, she can be… is this about something specific?”

“She hates the food at lunch. Barely eats it. And I can tell she’s super hungry by the end of the day. And I was just wondering … what her favorite food is?”

“Pork baozi. She’s loved it ever since she was a little girl but she … doesn’t like to eat them much in public.” Sidney starts to frown. Your Mother frowns back. Not at each other but at what they both know is going on.

Sidney clears her throat and adjusts herself to sit up straight, “Can you teach me how to make it? Me and Tatum? Please.”

Your Mother stares at her for a long moment and then she smiles, even reaches out to pat Sidney’s cheek, “You’re sweet girls. Come back tomorrow afternoon. She’s always at the library for hours at that time. I’ll teach you then. Now shoo back to your sleepover.” Sidney grins all the way upstairs.

Tatum and Sidney arrive promptly and your Mother puts them to work immediately. While they’re learning they all talk about you. Listening to your Mother talk about you is eye-opening. They realize just how deeply some of your insecurities go and just how much they care about you that afternoon. When they leave it’s to your Mother hugging them goodbye. She can tell how much they care about you. Furthermore she can tell they’re good influences on you. You’ve been smiling more since you’ve met them.

On the ride back to Tatum’s, where Sidney is going to spend the night, they finally start talking seriously to each other about what’s clearly been going on, “I think I really like Y/N. As in … like-like her.” Tatum goes first, deep breath once and then just dives right in. She’s always been like that. Sidney has always loved that about her, “Maybe even … a little more than that?”

“I uh ….. like-like her too. And maybe …also feel a little more than that?” Sidney admits before she covers her face with a groan, “What are we twelve?”

“Maybe.” Tatum laughs and pokes Sidney in the side. Only putting her hand back on the wheel when Sidney’s commands her to do so. “I’ve always kinda…. like-liked you too, though.”

“Yeah?” Sidney asks a little breathlessly, taking her hands off her face to look at Tatum’s.

“Yeah.” Tatum nods firmly, “But it was never the right time. But now ” She trails off with a smile and Sidney knows what she means.

“Now’s perfect.” Sidney will not hold Tatum’s hand but she does give her a kiss on the cheek (how was that supposed to be less distracting? Tatum wants to know as she tries desperately not to fucking swerve-).

So now they’re a thing. And as they wait for you excitedly outside at lunch where they’ve told you to meet them? They’re hoping you’ll all be a thing soon.

You know they’re up to something as soon as you see them but they refuse to say anything until you sit down. Once you do Tatum starts to nervously reach into the over-sized bag that she bought to school today for “some” reason. Sidney starts talking, “Y/N you are amazing. You’re sweet. And funny, and beautiful, and our best friend. And we love you. But-”

“We also might wanna be a little bit more than best friends. Maybe. If you’re up to it.” Tatum finishes, and with that she puts an open container of pork baozi on the table. They wait for your reaction. Or they try. The stunned look on your face makes Tatum start babbling, “Either way we made you lunch. Your Mom taught us. It’s your favorite right? She told us it was but we know how parents are. Who really listens to their kid these day Ow!” Sidney pinched her thigh to shut her up. The look she gives her is gratitude despite the exclamation of pain. She’d wanted desperately to shut up.

“You guys didn’t have to do this ” Your voice is so quiet and small it makes them nervous.

“We wanted to.” Sidney says firmly. At first she was thinking you hated it but your expression shifted to something a little softer and now she thinks that your reaction is coming form a place of insecurity once again. She wishes she could slap anyone who’d ever made you feel like this. Instead she reaches for your hand. When you let her take it she sighs in relief. Tatum takes your other one.

“We really wanted to. Just like how we really like you.” Tatum is catching on too now. She goes a step further and leans over the table top to kiss your forehead. You release a shuddering breath that makes her do it again.

So together. You’re all together and the girls couldn’t be happier. Insecurities don’t disappear in a day but they try to help as best as they can. You’re worried that one day it will finally be too much but so far every-time you reveal a new insecurity they reveal just how deep their compassion and love for you goes.

And yes love. Tatum said it barely a month into the official start of the relationship. She knows herself inside out and knew the moment she loved you for sure. She’d wanted you to know just as quickly.

Sidney is always more reserved and careful. But she follows Tatum’s lead a month later and says it when you’re both alone and you’re allowing her to put eyeliner on you. You’re squirming at how much she’s staring at a part of you that has always made you so insecure in particular. She kisses the corner of your eye when she’s done, then she kisses your lips for good measure, “I love every beautiful part of you. I love you."

Maybe you cry a little. Maybe she cries with you. Maybe it brings you closer.

Tatum even opens up to you about her own insecurities hoping to make you feel more normal. "I know it’s not the same thing and the reasons are different but everyone has things they don’t like about themselves. I think my hips are too big, and …that my nose is too pointy … and I’m not a natural blonde. If you couldn’t guess that from my totally brunette family."

You’re quick to comfort her and tell her how beautiful she is and that’s when she snatches you by the face and forces you to look at her, her expression resembles the cat that caught the canary, "Aha! That’s the exact point. I am beautiful. Just because I found some things not to like about myself doesn’t mean I’m not. The same goes for you, babe. You’re a fucking knockout and everyone can see it but you."

Maybe that makes you cry too. Maybe. Tatum has got thicker skin than Sidney so maybe it doesn’t make her cry seeing you cry but maybe it makes her hold you a little tighter, determined to make sure no one ever makes you feel this way again. Not even you.

A random dance is coming up. For what no one knows and no one cares. It’s a chance to buy a new dress and party! What more does a teenager need to know?

You’re all trying to go dress shopping but you can’t find anything you like. You go back to your house feeling put out but are determined to go shopping again tomorrow. You all won’t stop till you find the perfect set of dresses that compliment each other nicely (no clashing, demands Tatum, deadly serious).

While you’re all hanging out in the living room trying to brainstorm Sidney notices something new about the place. "Hey what’s that?” she points at a picture in a frame hanging on a wall surrounded by other pictures. This one is the most eye-catching though. The biggest and prettiest.

“That? A picture of my grandma my Mom just found. She finally got around to unpacking some things a relative sent us while we were moving. In a box of junk was this. There’s not many pictures of her so she was super excited.” You’re trying to make yourself sound casual but they can hear that you were just as excited as your Mom at the find. They smile at each other.

“What’s she wearing?” Tatum asks.

“Oh that’s a Hanfu. She really loved it apparently. Was her favorite thing to wear. It's kinda pretty, huh? I could never wear something like it though.” Sidney and Tatum share another look. You could absolutely wear something like that. And furthermore you will.

Once again they talk to your mother, “Oh she’d never go for it.” She says right off the bat, “you girls know that.”

“She’s a lot more confident!” Tatum disagrees politely which your Mother can agree on but you’re not that confident. “Maybe this is one of those … one of those one last push things? Like when you push a baby bird out the nest and it’s the one you maybe didn’t think was gonna fly but it surprises everyone cause it does.”

The optimism in Tatum’s voice makes your Mother smile at her fondly, even reach for the girl’s hand to give it a comforting squeeze, “You have done a lot for her these past few months. But this is just something she won’t do. I’m sure of it. She would feel too out of place. Too embarrassed."

"What if we did it with her?” Sidney asks suddenly, interrupting, which she never does to an adult. It makes your Mother pause and look at the two critically. “I know it’s kind of weird for us to wear them because …you know…but if it got her to do it would it be okay?”

“I think…. I think that might work.” Your Mother finally says after a long moment of thinking. Then she nods to herself once, “Okay girls. Into the car. It’s time we go shopping."

The day of the dance comes around and the girls had told you to not worry about your dress because they’ve got one for you but it’s a surprise. You’re already nervous. To that Tatum puts a hand on her hip and scoffs, "No offense but I have more fashion sense in one finger than either of you has in your whole bodies. I’d never let my girlfriends walk into a dance not looking amazing.” She was interrupted by a brief, offended “hey!” from Sidney which she steamrolled over easily. You’d conceded the point and allowed them to keep their little surprise for you. They’d also insisted you not lift a finger to get ready. That they were going to do all that for you.

“You’re our princess and we’re gonna make you feel that way!” Tatum had rubbed her nose against yours gently all while holding Sidney’s hand and giving it a squeeze (she knows the other girl is getting nervous).

When they arrive all their makeup is done and so is their hair but they’re in simple jeans and t-shirts. They get to work quickly on you. You feel absolutely pampered. They paint your nails. Give you a facial. The whole tender loving care package. Tatum even surprises you with some make-up foundation included that matches your darker skin-tone perfectly. And a blush that compliments you perfectly, just to sweeten the deal. When you ask her about it she scoffs, “I spend all day looking at you, babe. I remember everything about you."

When it looks like you might cry she orders you to close your eyes quickly and hold your breath. Cold spray hits your face, "If you want to cry you can do it in five minutes when that setting spray dries.” It makes you laugh so hard you couldn’t possibly cry.

Once Sidney does your hair they step back and look at you, grinning from ear to ear, “You look beautiful.” Sidney says softly.

“But she always looks beautiful so what’s new.” Tatum playfully knocks you on your chin. “Okay we gotta go get your dress. Don’t peak at yourself in the mirror though. Okay? You gotta wait to see the whole finished product.” For good measure she covers the mirror on their way out and gives you the “watching you” gesture that you know she means.

It takes them so long to come back you both get tempted to peak and tempted to go find them. You start to do the first one, pulling at the towel on the mirror. Tatum of course comes back at that very moment, “Hey! What did I tell you?!” You whip around ready to apologize sheepishly but stop dead in your tracks.

There stands Sidney and Tatum. Behind them stands your Mother, a hand on each girl’s shoulder. They’re both wearing Hanfu dresses and in their hands they’re carrying a matching one for you. Silence in the room, “They knew you wouldn’t wear it on your own. So instead you’ll all go as a matching set.” She sounds as nervous as the girl’s look.

You start crying and Tatum mutters that she’s glad she put that setting spray on you. Sidney elbows her before she rushes over to hug you. Twenty minutes of reassurances and cooing and then you’re in the dress. Then the towel comes off the mirror. You look….. well, you look, “It’s beautiful.” You gasp and touch the sleeves looking mesmerized. Your Mother shakes her head and comes up behind you to adjust something, “No honey that’s all you. You look beautiful.

You take pictures on the staircase as if this is prom. As important as prom. In some ways it is. It’s super important. More important than anything you’ve ever done before. Your Mother hugs you crying before you go, kisses your cheek and says she’s proud of you. Then she’s hugging your girlfriends tightly whispering something to them that makes them look like they’ll start crying too. Then you all say goodbye (Tatum teasingly telling your Mother not to wait up and receiving a swat along with a string of Chinese she can’t understand but she figures she can’t be too mad since the older woman is laughing and smiling-).

You’re nervous all the way to the school even though the girls are trying to distract you. "It will be fine.” Says Tatum, reaching to hold your hand from the backseat. “You look incredible.” Says Sidney, who is a safe driver and refuses to take her hands off the wheel but the fond look she shoots you might as well be a kiss.

When you get to school there’s no more time to hesitate. Tatum doesn’t let you. She steps out the car and opens your door for you, taking your hand to help you out. You feel dizzy with nerves. Sidney takes your other hand and if you’re leaning on them both as you walk into the school they don’t say anything. Just squeeze your hand tightly.

Entering the gym feels like entering another world. It’s not that incredibly well decorated but the music is loud and the lightning is nice. But mostly the change in the world is coming from inside. You’re nervous but … suddenly? A good nervous. When you look down you can see the end of the dress. The trailing sleeves. And you think to yourself it’s beautiful. I’m beautiful.

The girls are just proud they’ve gotten you in the gym. They’re more than ready to find a table as far from the center of the room as possible and sit there the whole damn night. Or even just ten minutes. They’re proud of you. Really proud of you. You shock them by shaking your head and smiling. No, not smiling you’re grinning! It’s a grin that shows off your front teeth you never used to like (memory of a photo booth that Tatum had first told you, you were pretty in). A grin that lights up your eyes, tear-dropped curved and pretty (memory of Sidney putting eyeliner to them and then leaving soft kisses behind).

“I love you guys. Let's let’s dance!” You shout over the music and they blink in surprise for a moment and you laugh. They don’t hesitate for long before dragging you to the middle of the floor. You can feel people staring but Tatum and Sidney are so close that soon a teacher is going to have to come and separate you guys.

But for now they’ve each got a hand on your hips and you can hear that, yes some people are talking. And yes they’re noticing you. But what they’re saying is “They all look so pretty!” and “Yeah but check out that one girl in the middle.” “That’s Y/N, right?” “She looks so good! Beautiful! She’d always seemed so shy!” “Guess not anymore. Dating Tatum will do that to any girl Look at that smile-"

And you keep smiling. And you keep dancing. And your girlfriends think you look beautiful. But more importantly? You think you look beautiful.

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