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[kotahhhh]

Even when it don't look like it everything i do is for you I had to be mean I didn't mean that shit but I had to say it so you'll give up on me. Just so you know. I love you and I always will I'll always be here deep deep Down you know cutiebutt

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I've been searching for you I heard a cry within my soul I've never had a yearning quite like this before Know that you are walking right through my door All of my life Where have you been I wonder if I'll ever see you again And if that day comes I know we could win I wonder if I'll ever see you again A sacred gift of heaven For better worse, wherever And I would never let somebody break you down Until you cried, never All of my life Where have you been I wonder if I'll ever see you again And if that day comes I know we could win I wonder if I'll ever see you again At every time I've always known That you where there, upon your throne A lonely queen without her king I longed for you, my love forever All of my life Where have you been I wonder if I'll ever see you again And if that day comes I know we could win I wonder if I'll ever see you again All of my life Where have you been I wonder if I'll ever see you again And if that day comes I know we could win I wonder if I'll ever see you again All of my life Where have you been I wonder if I'll ever see you again And if that day comes I know we could win I wonder if I'll ever see you again I wonder if I'll ever see you again I wonder if I'll ever see you again I wonder if I'll ever see you again I wonder if I'll ever see you again I wonder if I'll ever see you again I wonder if I'll ever see you again

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The closer I get to you The more I feel like crying The farther I get from you The more I feel like dying You said you'll be right here forever, baby Oh, I know this will be There's no forever, baby I'm just looking for a little favour And you're just trying to save a little time Baby, let me give you a piece of mine Forever That's what I get for loving you Code blue That's what I get for loving you Code blue And that's what I get for loving you Code blue And that's what I get for loving you Code blue Take whatever's left of me If you go without your heart you will never know You, me As we walk into those doors In the shadows of the unknown I think of you daily Loving every day about you And I hope that you You love everything about me too But don't you leave me right here Don't leave me right here, oh, no Stay with me just a couple minutes more That's what I get for loving you Code blue That's what I get for loving you Code blue That's what I get for loving you Code blue That's what I get for loving you Code blue That's what I get for loving you That's what I get for loving you Code blue That's what I get for loving you All I do, all I do Code blue That's what I get for loving you Code blue That's what I get for love That's what I get for love That's what I get from you

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Looking back on the memory of The dance we shared 'neath the stars above For a moment all the world was right How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd have had to miss the dance Holding you I held everything For a moment wasn't I a king But if I'd only known how the king would fall Hey who's to say you know I might have changed it all And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd have had to miss the dance Yes my life is better left to chance I could have missed the pain but I'd have had to miss the dance

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People say she's only in my head It's Gonna take time but I'll forget They Say I need to get on with my life They don't realize Is when you're dialing 6 numbers just to hang up the phone Driving across town just to see if she's home Waking a friend in the dead of the night Just to hear him say its gonna be alright When you're finding things to do not fall asleep Cause Know she will be there in your dreams That's when she'smore than a memory Took a match to everything she ever wrote Watched her words go up in smoke Tore all her pictures off the wall That ain't helping me at all Cause when you're talking out loud but nobody's there You look like hell and you just don't care Drinking more than you ever drank Sinking down lower than you ever sank When you find yourself falling down upon your knees Praying to god, begging him "please" that's when she's more than a memory She's more She's more Cause when you're dialing her number just hang up the phone Driving across town just to see if she's home Waking a friend in the dead of night Just to hear him say it's gonna be alright When you're finding things to do not to fall asleep Cause you know she's waiting in your dreams That's when she's more than a memory People say she's only in my head

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We were born in this little town Growin' up I was counting down Every single day till we made our get-away But you said you could never see yourself Trying to make a life anywhere else This would be your home and I was on my own But ever since you said good-bye I've been out here on the wind Baby you would be surprised All the places you have been I've seen you in Albuquerque waitin' out a blizzard Arizona dancin' 'cross the desert Watchin' the sun set in Monterey Girl I swear just the other day you were Down in Georgia pickin' them peaches In Carolina barefoot on the beaches No matter where you choose to be In my heart I'll always see you Everywhere Now days When I'm passin' through The conversation always turns to you I hear you're doin' fine Livin' out by the county line Got a man that's home every night a couple of kids and the kind of life That you want to lead Guess you could say the same for me Cause you and I made our choices All those years ago Still I know I'll hear your voice And see you down the road Maybe in Oklahoma drivin' 'cross the prairie In Dallas, Texas isn't that where we Always said we would like to try Never did so maybe that's why you're on Every highway just beyond the high-beams Right beside me in all of my sweet dreams No matter where you choose to be In my heart I'll always see you in Albuquerque waitin' out a blizzard Arizona dancin' 'cross the desert Watchin' the sun set in Monterey Girl I swear just the other day you were Down in Georgia pickin' them peaches In Carolina barefoot on the beaches No matter where you choose to be In my heart I'll always see you Everywhere

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I've been having trouble sleeping Cause all I think about is you Its all I know how to do I've been having trouble thinking Cause all you are and how you played me like a fool Hurt so bad but got me hooked In another year, I'll be waiting here So you can figure it out In another life, you were satisfied Always running around in circles Around in circles In circles I've been having trouble sleeping Cause all I think about is you Its all I know how to do I've been having trouble thinking Cause all you are and how you played me like a fool Hurt so bad but got me hooked Hooked In another year, I'll be waiting here So you can figure it out In another life, you were satisfied Always running around in circles

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I’m sorry that I ever hurt you

Yelawolf - Tennessee Love (via sulfur)

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I hope you see this. You will never know how much you mean too me. I think about you everyday 24/7. Praying one day I'll wake up and all of this was a dream. I still have faith in you. I understand you don't want me. I understand im unhealthy for you babygirl I fucked up your world. If you ever questioned my love , just know I never stopped even after everything I never stopped loving you. You will always be my soulmate. I'm glad you're happy I'm glad you have everything you ever wanted. I just wish I was the one caring for you , providing for you, loving you. Maybe one day our paths will cross again & I can make you fall in love with me like you did before. I know our love was real. The things I'd do for you , just for a kiss, would scare you & blow your mind. But as each day passes I just pray it's another day closer to me being with you. Weather it take another year, a decade, or forever it will be okay because for you, forever isn't really that long.

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There's something in your eyes Is everything al right? You look up to the sky You long for something more, Darlin' Give me your right hand I think I understand, follow me And you will never have to wish again

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07/05/12 is the day i first kissed the love of my life .07/13/12 is the date i asked the love of my life my soulmate to be my girlfriend. I want to spend the rest of my life with her. I never thought anyone would love me as much as she does. She puts up with my bullshit, my fucked up sense of...

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It's crazy.

I'm willing to change my entire life around whatever you want and you're not even willing to give me the time of day

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I miss you like crazy.