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#cats #fave #oh my godddd #i love devon rexes sm #big eyed beast.... #that thing is at least 60% eyes

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the urge to disappear vs the desire to be wanted and accompanied

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rocking back and forth. i just wanna draw. i just wanna fucking draw

#🔪.text #it's been. almost five months. #i'm this close to disregarding my health and drawing anyway even though my wrists still fucking suck ass #i just want to fucking draw man. #i just want to Fucking Draw #Please #i don't think i've ever gone this long without drawing before #it feels like i'm never gonna be able to draw again. #okay sorry moment of weakness i'm just. agh.

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i need to make some of my fat ocs fatter

#🔪.text #and make some fat that aren't currently that way

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[kisses you tenderly on the lips while holding you like my lover] don’t eat any food with mold on it even if you cut the moldy part off ok?

#i am completely and utterly paranoid about mold tbh LOL #i won't even eat a food if it smells Slightly Off #if it's been in there a while but looks and smells fine? nope. won't eat it. #i have literally never gotten food poisoning before. i am just Like This. #my mom does not get it at all #i'll throw away a whole thing of bread if just One Piece has mold on it. she will not. #... you know it has now just occured to me that that Might be my ocd. hm. #still not gonna fuck with that tho. i'm gonna listen to my ocd with this idc

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everyday I pray Zillow makes a comment section

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me when i wanna talk about my special interests but i got the vampire autism where you gotta invite me to talk about smth first, otherwise i wont say shit or dont know what to say because i feel like im annoying

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hate that i'm back to blasting my fucking ear drums out, just so i don't hear the fucking dogs

#🔪.text #sorry i am. very tired. #the ear muffs were great initially. but now they aren't enough. #because the dogs barking stresses me the fuck out now #and they alone can't completely block them all out. #so now i have to wear them and start blasting my ear drums out again. #i hate this. it hurts. but it's better than having to hear the fucking dogs #i'm trying to not do it unless they're barking but. god. #they just bark all the fucking time. #i am so tired. #at least tomorrow i go to a petsitting job for two weeks. #so i'll finally have some fucking peace without dogs.

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it's funny when you've been on a medication for so long and talk about it so frequently that you just. know how to spell it without double checking. like yeah that's my methylphenidate. i don't need to look at the bottle or search it up to know how to spell it. she's my longtime friend.

#🔪.text #yes i know almost all medications have a shorter/easier name #however i only know my medications by what is On The Bottle #and most of them have the Long Name #i do know the other name for methylphenidate now but. i am not used to it. #so she is methylphenidate to me. not concerta. #also medication name jumpscare lmaooo. you get to know about one (1) of my medications.

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so. mik decided to break a lil bit more a couple weeks back and now a tiny piece on one of his hinges is missing. figured i'd look to see if i can replace the hinge and. turns out i'd have to replace the Whole Fucking Screen. mik babygirl why.

#🔪.text #i mean a new screen isn't the WORST idea #he does have many many little scratches on his screen #which are admittedly very distracting when drawing #not that i've been drawing but when i Was they were definitely extremely distracting #but they aren't..... That Bad #and man i don't wanna have to replace the whole fucking screen! #because it's like $260 and i cannot afford to do that right now :') #mik please stop falling apart!!! #i don't understand why he wants to fall apart! #i am not rough with him at all! #especially after the last time i had him repaired #i have been so so careful and yet. here we are.

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yknow i never noticed the sheer rareness of images having ids or alt text on this website until i started adding alt text to my art (and trying to remember to add it to any images i post in general, especially text screenshots) and that makes me kinda sad

#save

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! Animated Icon Commissions OPEN !

Flat Price $65 USD

your character will bounce between two expressions

flat colour only with very minimal shading

any bg is allowed (transparent/pride flag/flat colour)

+$5 for multiple background variants

extra touches such as animated sparkles or borders are +$10

only taking anthro and feral designs at the moment

simple designs only!

contact me here on tumblr or at LockandKeyHyena on discord!

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turns out i actually somehow forgot my meds yesterday for the first time in forever LOL

god i think i need to go up on my focus meds. my brain just feels like fucking tv static

#🔪.text #but my point still stands #i've had no focus all week and yesterday was the only time i forgot my meds #but it does explain why it was even worse than usual yesterday lmaooo #i. don't know how i managed to forget them tho. #i have my medicine thing In My Nightstand #underneath my glasses case #i have it in there for a reason. because i have other things i grab from there in the morning #forcing me to see and remember to take my meds #yet somehow! i forgot!! #but lately i've also been struggling to remember to even brush my hair in the morning #like. god. my brain is just really not working and getting worse about it lmao

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#... hetalia :( #unfortunately. #there's a chance it could've been dbz but. pretty sure it was hetalia

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they used to make smackable technology. you used to be able to hit your tv when it didn't work good.

#lmao??? #fave #i swear tvs used to have a soul

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rb for a greater poll size blah blah

#FUCK SWEEEEEEEP