kittentogirl

[kittentogirl]

sobbinh thinking of infantilization now ,,, thinking abt being treated as if i don ' t know whats happening at all and just being absolutely lied to n agreeing with it all ,, big brother ' s right , is only fair he can feel good too and there ' s just no other way so he has to completely fill me up , no silly of course that ' s not gonna get me pregnant it ' s fine ( all a lie )

#💬 : text

[kittentogirl]

Normalize practicing with your siblings. A little sister wanting to practice kissing with her big brother before she gets her first boyfriend. Her loving big brother saying of course, his cock already hard.

Starting slowly, just a quick peck or two, but it’s not long before his tongue is in her mouth, fighting for space. They’re in their underwear now, she’s sure it won’t go farther than this. He’s rubbing her bare legs, and touching her between them over her pretty little panties.

She didn’t plan on her brother being her first. It just sort of happened. They didn’t have a condom, but he promised to pull out. He didn’t. It’s still the best thing she’s ever felt

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[kittentogirl]

I just want to be someone’s dumb baby they can have whenever they want. I don’t think it’s that much to ask :c

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[kittentogirl]

specific part of edible kicked in n m . so needy all of a sudden this is hell sobs

#💬 : text #oughhh need . thing in mee

[kittentogirl]

ah to be " called out " because im secretly being abused or whtv n have my big brother force me to read it all after he ' s hurt me to get himself off , telling me all the ways he ' d actually abuse me n how lucky i am to be treated so nicely

#💬 : text #💢 : conabuse #sorry im in . a mood ( tm )

[kittentogirl]

back to craving horribly fucked up sexual acts to be done to me ,, under stimulated in the way of i need my big brother to dress me up in pretty lingerie and sat in his lap only for him to make me cut myself so he can get off to how obedient i am even if i look nervous and my hand shakes ,,, need to have him press his fingers against it and cum to how i tear up and whimper alongside how warm my blood is on his hands ( and then maybe he fucks me so hard i forget it even hurts )

#💬 : text #💢 : conabuse #yall get me right #ahhh a kitty can only dream sobs

[kittentogirl]

save me sex pest big brother fantasy ,, sex pest big brother fantasy save me ..... sex pest big brother fantasy .... <333

#💬 : text #my brain hurts from studying i need to think of smth good and wonderful in the world

[kittentogirl]

straightest lesbian on the internet thinking abt dyke breaking ,, but like . t4t ,, idk

#💬 : text #💌 : nccnc #technically it kinda happened the other way around ( /lh obv ) but man ... thinking abt it .. <3 #told to just close my eyes and pretend its just a toy in me ... told that ofc its okay since they ' re still the same person ! #idk do the ppl get me

[kittentogirl]

fetishizing my own trauma again but thinking about having someone who stalks me everywhere , tells me they know where i live and will 🍇 me , and never leaves me alone no matter how obviously distressed i am ,, need to cling onto my big brother after the asks get just too personal for me to be convinced its just a jerk online and im terrified , hearing him soothe and reassure me ill be okay only for them to start the next day ,,, never knowing that its my big brother doing it because he loves to get off to how pathetic i look curled up next to him when i get afraid ( or how easy i am to manipulate in an episode )

#💬 : text #🧠 : traumaphilia #💢 : conabuse #sorry lmao started thinking abt how someone actually did this to kitty befur n it was super scary but now ??? kinda hot

[kittentogirl]

if I could stop being horny every second of my life that ' d be so cool

#💬 : text #💧: vent #ish #just got off ? thinking abt being fucked again #atp i might genuinely get myself a like . plug or smth to just have smth in me so i stop being like this

[kittentogirl]

all im saying is maybe if i had an older brother who controlled every single aspect of my life (because thats obviously what our parents meant when they told him to look after me) and in return i let him fuck me when he gets stressed (its not like anyone else is allowed to touch me anyways) and he let's me grind on his thigh while he's working at his computer (if i promise to be good) and we share lazy kisses and sweet nothings all throughout the evening and we're the last thing the other thinks about before going to sleep at night and the first thing the other thinks about when waking up (i mean how could he not be when he fucks me awake every morning) that then maybe the sun would shine a little brighter and the birds would sing and flowers would bloom. brotherly love 💝

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[kittentogirl]

Apologetic CNC but flipping the script. Instead of "I'm sorry, I need this" it's "I know you need this, it's okay."

"Therrrre you go, tell me how much you hate it and how disgusting I am." "Go ahead and cry for me, let's get it all out." Holding you still and making you take it while we get those emotions out.

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[kittentogirl]

kitty ? wanting to cry because im exhausted but also super needy ? neverrrrr ( lying )

#💬 : text #💧: vent #wanna be fucked so vad but id barely be able to do more than jus . lay there n thats not fun for him :T

[kittentogirl]

wonder at what point i stop being wet and pathetic ( cute ) and start being pathetic ( bad )

#💬 : text #not a vent im jus . hahaha totally didnt get so lonely n missed my big brother so much ( n got needy ) that i curled myself up on the spot #where he sleeps ( n smells most like him rn ) n got off whaaattt noooooo ofc i wouldnt do that ( lying )

[kittentogirl]

hm . yeah im normal about this /neg

#💬 : text #💧: vent

[kittentogirl]

serious vent so it goes here ig but nothing is going right for me today shit has been so bad n its just another reminder that im a fucking idiot who can't do anything right without someone holding my hand. i hate myself so fucking much

#💬 : text #💧: vent #im jjst constantly fucking up and im so unmotivated i cant do anything and my procrastinating is ruining everything n im just a failure #ik its probably a bad idea to sink into coping by getting high but ngl im probably gonna relapse 🔪 if i dont so . lesser of teo evils #its just one thing after another today why does my life just fall apart when jm alone this is so pathetic

[kittentogirl]

need to feel better so i can have big brother in me sobs

#💬 : text #been wanting it so bad but also been all gross ( period stuff ) so :T