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I took care of him in a way most people could never understand I took care of him in a way most people could never understand I took care of him in a way most people could never understand

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Dean Winchester in SUPERNATURAL 7.06 'Slash Fiction'

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Destial is so talked about i got into supernatural thinking they'd be too overwhelming of a canon to ignore and all that hearsay. But then I watched supernatural and found out they got NOTHING on what samdean have. The hundred crammed-in fic/romantic tropes. The yearning glances and looks of pure love. The constant sexual innuendos and parallels to lovers. Soulmates unhinged codependent freaks who'd damn the entire world and sell their own souls to save each other time and time again. The chemistry, the storylines of them being forced to separate by every higher power yet desperately coming to each other every time. Most romantic relationship i ever seen on Tv.

Destial is an ant before a mighty God (samdean) it's not even near them.

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SUPERNATURAL 7.08

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Bringing this one back in light of today’s events

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when that guy points at sam through the prison fence and goes “you’re mine, baby,” and sam just looks fucking perplexed and nods. and dean says (in his sleaziest voice) “don’t worry, sammy. promise i won’t trade ya for smokes.” we get it dean he’s Your property. Jesus Christ. a little surprising they weren’t all trying to call dibs on you too but it’s nice to know that your first response to hearing someone hit on your brother is that he’s already taken.

dean being. Entertained by the fact that sams roommate keeps “staring at him” is also just… unhinged

and then he immediately gets in a fight because some guy said One harsh word to sam. after SAM bumped into him. fucking freak

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Dean Winchester in SUPERNATURAL 7.08 'Season Seven, Time for a Wedding!'

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very small detail in mystery spot… but the very first tuesday sam goes to brush his teeth and there’s toothpaste like all over the tube and it’s mostly empty. and he looks at dean like “seriously?” and dean shrugs. then after dean dies, during the montage of sam living alone on his revenge mission, there’s a shot of him brushing his teeth and the toothpaste tube is clean. the trunk is organized, the photos on the wall are lined up, the guns are spotless, the bed is made. the toothpaste tube is clean. dean was always the one who made the motel room a home, made it messy, made it lived in. there’s no mess. there’s no dean. sam doesn’t know how to do that. he’s never needed to. maybe never even noticed that’s what dean was doing; he was too busy complaining about his dirty clothes being everywhere.

it is so extremely codependent how sam’s ocd behaviours spike when dean is gone. like dean is his emotional support animal. “we keep each other human” in a very non-supernatural way. sam can only function on a normal level if he knows dean is ok. no one and nothing can drag sam out of that spiral other than dean, because there’s no reason to get out of the spiral if dean isn’t there. sam calls dean selfish for making the deal not because sam wouldn’t do the same thing, but because the prospect of living without dean is hell to him.

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I feel like this sums up their dynamic. Cheeky vs suspicious side-eye 😅

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[Image ID: The Destiel confession meme edited so that Dean answers 'fag' to Cas' 'I love you'. /End ID]

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—Let's hit the road. Go find Dad.

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sometime i like to think- we would’ve found each other even if we weren’t „us“. i mean, we kinda did, in those other universes. but even in this one, i would‘ve found you.

in elementary school, you would’ve been bullied by some dickheads that were three feet taller than you because you’re always reading, i would’ve sent them flying, telling them to pick on someone their own size- we would’ve started hanging out at lunchtime and they’d have left you alone.

in high school, you would’ve been that dorky teen, tall but not familiar with his limbs yet, always bruised from bumping into things and with a fringe hiding your pretty eyes, like those scene kids- i would’ve pulled you into football club with me, or basketball, just something that would have us spending time together.

at stanford, you would’ve shared a room with some douchebag and the shower’s would’ve been hunted, dad would’ve sent me cuz i was close anyway, simple salt and burn- you would’ve gotten spooked and talked to me at some diner until dawn because you didn’t want to be alone.

i would’ve found you in every reality, in every universe i would’ve devoted myself to you.

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watching bugs for probably oh i don’t know. the fortieth time. never once have i noticed this little moment of sam whacking dean in the crotch???????? please what was the reason 😭

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sam n dean growing up so isolated they never really internalize the fact that incest is widely considered gross until sam gets to college and talks about his brother in ways that majorly freak people out 🫶

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you came back wrong and i am racked with guilt because i cannot bear to see you like this and i should have let you rest. i loved you so much that i defied death itself but i do not think either of us are happy

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that being said i do think jensen ackles is gay in a way that matters and warrants discourteous speculation