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and then there are some who believe that old relationships can be revived and made new again. but please if you feel that way don’t phone don’t write don’t arrive

Charles Bukowski, “Alone Again” (via wnq-writers)

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Chase rainbows

I’ll act my age Some other day For now I must chase rainbows Lest they decide to go away

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I will no longer break my heart into pieces so as to fit it in the missing spaces of yours.

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I long to write. 
To write with a purpose. 
To let the doubters see
 that I really had it in me.

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@penonpaper this was the best I had my eyes on. ❤️ gave me a sack of motivation.

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It needs to be titled.

Those faces you come across on streets everyday, Just be kind to them on your way. Don't judge them by what they wear on their body and face! Just like you, these creatures are adorned with filthy grace. You don't know what lurks inside their heads and hearts. So show empathy towards, instead of pointing darts. Don't look at them as they owe you something. Rather, take a minute and wish for their well being. Everybody has circumstances to deal with. Contribute to their contentment with neutrality. Smile gently, when they catch your gaze. This would leave them awestruck and amaze. Letting go all of their tiredness and woes, let them think who you were to smile at them. Ahem! Ahem! Ahem!

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It's okay!

Heartbreaks aren’t easy at all but remember even the forest has to burn itself to give birth to a novel and flourishing life. It’s okay to wipe tears off your cheeks, to stare at the bright moon and twinkling stars when nobody is around. It’s okay to not to change that one song that hits your Playlist. It’s okay to stare those pictures and sob for hours. It's okay to miss that person like hell even if it rips you apart and you can't ring or text. But then, you have to stand up even if your knees keep wobbling and you feel like sulking, sticking to the ground. After all you deserve to heal, even with those track marks, even with those sunken, sullen eyes, even with that tired heart. You deserve to heal. You are enough, but not for him and it’s okay!

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Her words got lost somewhere in her thoughts. All she could do was let a stupid grin upon seeing him.

askpristin  (via wnq-writers)

And that was the most wonderful moment!

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DEDICATED TO MY SAFAR K SAATHI 🌸

Indeed, “a true friendship is a blessing on one. ” Today I would like to appreciate all the efforts my gems have put in to make my life an alluring place to live in. First comes to my mind Is the girl whom I share with, the most incredible bond. She has been by my side like a pillar, tolerating me since six and a half years or so. The girl, who taught me the means of real friendship, who taught me to never regret my decisions. She not only motivates me but is the best company at school. Even the teachers now call us twins (guess the amount of time we spend together that we tend to appear almost the same). Psychology says that if a friendship lasts more than 7 years, it will last a lifetime. We will surely prove it write. Thanks for your existence in my most horrible times B for Babyy. The other girl is a bit classy. No matter how much distance is there between us, we are always together. I know it very well you are not here to read this but still couldn’t stop my heart mentioning your name in this appreciation post. Hope to stay in touch with you forever. Hey guy Bestfriend! Hahaha love the mini gang we make. Such a perfect trio! He’s a fun to spend time with. A person who guides you the best and cracks shit that one will die laughing. Thanks for being a perfect boyfriend, a brother, a best friend, a baby elephant and a joker. Hope we will share the same bond after school. I will definitely going to stay with you buuoy. Next is the one whom I get to meet occasionally but whenever we end up having a date, it’s amazing. The day goes by so quickly with her. She is the one who guides me as an elder sister, behaves like my friend, shares all my sorrows and joys! I’m eagerly waiting to see you achieving loads in your life. I’m waiting for your marriage more though xD. Thanks for being such a wonderful sister. The one who inspired me to write, my blogger sissy blissy. You will always be the sister of my soul, the friend of my heart. Now the one, who used to be my laughter dose till few days back. My perfect partner to my way back home. I know the time isn't good,but it would not surely remain the same. I reminisce him calming me down and telling me to lower my voice and mind my shit xD. I remember all the good moments I shared with him, including sending all those funny memes to him and receiving the same. He is the one whom I abuses the most after CC. Thanks for being such a good friend. Hope to see you super soon R. Last but not the least, the one whom I share almost everything. He has replaced everyone in a couple of weeks. I never knew he would end up being so important to me. He is a blessing to me in disguise. I never knew that my crush’s friend would become a savior to me. He is the one who gets mad, when I get sad. He is the one who barges me with call after call whenever I have mood swings. He is the one who screenshots all my hideous snaps xD. I don’t know what would I have been done or where I had landed if I had never found him. The boy who gives me my mehboob’s info xD. ‘Naya dost lekin purana naata’.Thanks for making me believe everything is okay or will be okay with time. Ily😭 Thanks for making me laugh, giggle, smile everyday, every hour, every minute bestfriend. I have much more to say but will do it when the time comes. Will surely stay by your side till possible :“). I LOVE YOU ALL. 💖 WHENEVER I COUNT MY BLESSINGS, I COUNT YOU ALL TWICE.

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People jump off bridges, hang themselves to death and swallow pills just to get rid of love. Isn't it despising that people prefer to die rather than to live with a broken heart?

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The devil doesn’t come dressed in a red cape and pointy horns. He comes as everything you’ve ever wished for.

Tucker Max,  Assholes Finish First. (via wnq-writers)

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It's unfair that how easy it is to fall in love and how hard it is to fall back out of it❤️

Who is that person you dream off, standing beside you in the daylight, hand in hand and taking a look at the beautiful sunset? Who is that person you dream about at night? Who is that person with which a single argument leads to malfunctioning of everything; the body organs, the immune system,mood swings and most importantly the heart? Who is that person whom you send your ugly selfies without even thinking twice? Well, I think in that sense you love someone. It's when you find even his hideous zoomed in selfies to be 'the cutest.' When you fall in love, no amount of time and distance can separate the two hearts. Somewhat somewhere they remain connected. The most spectacular version of love with which we all are familiar with, is that they can rip your heart right out of your chest and can make it beat faster and more faster without even giving your eyes a second look. It's that correct person who adds diamonds to your tiara :") who makes you believe in yourself, stays by your side like a pillar. That's the magic of love, no matter how you try to run away from it, it forces itself upon you. When you are in love, you automatically get blessed with an ability to observe every single detail about that person in a couple of seconds, without even letting them know. That one eye contact with your crush or love gives you chills down your spine. isn't it? That defending of your love when someone criticizes him or her. Whenever you fall in love, you tend to fall for 'Forever'. And that my darling, is the harsh reality if love, it's eternal. It's infinite. Whether you want it to go or not, it never goes away once you find it. One or the other part of yours always gets trapped to the person you love or once loved.

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And in the end, I realized that I was more emotionally invested than he ever was 🌎

From the journal I write.

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You stopped me in my tracks and now, I can't even loiter. I am stuck on you

I try so hard not to think about you, not to bring you up in every conversation. I abide to my heart, but your face occupies all my thoughts. I try not to be one of those people who do nothing, but to talk and think about someone they love. But the tragedy is, I'm helpless. I even like the shit that you choke on me with. I'm obsessed with the smile that lightens my face more than what the full moon does. I adore you like you are a placid constellation of twinkling stars in my world full of darkness. I don't know I found you or you found me, But I'm glad we both did. Though you add to my woes, you are like my double whammy wars. Though I pretend not not to care, but you make me happy. We fell in love at the wrong time. Yet, I crave just to get a glimpse of yours. I crave to see that smiling face posing for a picture. Searching for that similar face midst the bevy. (all wearing blue jerseys) I expected nothing but you became everything. I only found nuisance when your layers unfolded. Who knows what evil has lurked in your heart. I think all your love and respect had vanished. Still, I'm stuck into you, so love stricken. Engaged in a dilemma whether to let you go or pull you in. I breathe you in, I breathe you out. I can't really explain how I feel. It just feels like for the very first time ever. I wish upon a star that either I could find my way back to you or a road opposite to yours. Thanks for everything and for every moment you precious gem💋

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Appreciating you all all💙

Be thankful to him everyday It isn't everyday for someone like him passes through your devastated way. To all that love that seems to be fake Could be true ; believe him once for heaven's sake! The way he turns out to be the cutest To the moment you call him the dumbest, Resides the answer to all your questions. So stop barging at him with bullets and guns. Instead, be thankful to him everyday It isn't everyday for someone like him Loves you in that way. 💋

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A page from my journal💙

Once again I am lying here on my bed staring aimlessly at the ceiling. My ears are focused upon the vibrations that hums into my ears as they have been so many nights before. The covers are pulled tightly to my throat, cloaking my body as a armor. It seems like only yesterday that I was growing up at home,playing, giggling and basking in the love and adoration of my family and friends l. It seems there was no bad luck then. I realize and am awaken to the fact that I am only 17 and I frequently feel lonely and devastated. When I notice bairns playing catch me if you can, hide and seek around me and I'm just stuck into : want to know how to get an A in your final exams, tests and last minute cramming and mugging. I ask myself why and where this lifestyle has befallen me. The harder I try to answer my queries, the further away the answer seems to run and hide from me. In the distant past, my life was that of a perfect picture , a flawless piece of art. But now I feel tired. But being defeated by the test of life is not and an option I consider or give place to. There is a reason we people face different trials of life. 'Either do or die' No I didn't coin this phrase so no applause for me please. I wish that I had seized my childhood more carefully instead of letting them flee from my mind like a thief in the night. There are too many people who share same circumstances as of me men, women, teens and old alike. Yeah I am not alone. So I have decided that I'll hang on and not let go just yet.......

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Stop chasing!

It's been a long since we interacted. It's been aeon ages(I feel) since you asked about how I'm doing. Only I was the one writing ballads and anecdotes for you, being a bard for you, barmy for respect from your side. Alas! It was too late in realizing the fact that you have gave upon me, gives me a deeper shock for a sec but then I think of let you go! Some things are just meant to be astrayed. I will stop chasing the person who blocked me anyways, who didn't even blink twice at the thought of me. Who abandoned me dying and sulking when I was down at my knees, begging him. You could have been complained if I was pesky but why you started abhoring me to hell haa? You persisted to sabotage me through your orthodox chivalry, don't you? And I mistook it for bloody love. And still it's you who is dreaming yourself in a hot chick's arms (which I assume because you are like that only) while I'm befuddled in all bloody things going in my life. You thought calling me a pervert will do you good? I hope you could have been understood me well, peeped inside me once, came out of your "MR. PERFECT" Nutshell, agreed with your wrongs and my rights. Defending me once, apologizing couldn't have been harmed you my lad. Now the consequences of your shit is that I couldn't concentrate, couldn't beleive in other oaf's words huh! I am all done (hope so for now)! 'STOP CHASING' is what I have learnt through life. After all nothing stays forever in your Astral.💎

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New begining💙

Enough of shit you had the last year. Some sulked upon their breakups while few found their true soul mates! Love is actually not favorable to all. Some fall, some rise! Some were busy putting their crisp 1000 and 500 rupee notes in use where rest enjoyed the merits of demonetization. Enough of fake people we held around ourselves, enough of hypocrisy we bore. The date too will change the time for sure-- 1/1/2017. Its the time where we have to replace menace that we dealt in past. Forget all the grievances and live through what you have! The very first page of book '2017' is blank. Paint it with colorful hues. Try to adorn inch of happiness to the all 365 pages!