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Chimri 28.8.22

Chim ri à, tớ sợ lắm (chữa lưng, xe buýt)

Gấu gấu, bước lên tiếp nào

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I DECIDED TO CANCEL THE SESSION WITH VANH ON SUNDAY BC I DONT WANT TO FEEL TRIGGERED BY SEEING HER.

I HATE IT 

I DONT WANT TO SEE HER TO GET TRIGGERED

HATE IT

SUCH A BUMMER 

DONT WANT TO BE NICE

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wtf

I hate it.

I feel hurt

2 people let me down

I really hate it when someone make the catch up seem liek they are doing it for me

fucking hate it

it felt so reluctant of her. she could have stayed at home

i don’t want to see her on Sunday anymore

I hate it

it seems like I have NO good friends at all. Just fun friends. you know friends for fun.

HATE IT HUYEN AND VANH. FUCK YOU ALL.

YOU LET ME DOWN.

I EXPOSED MY FEELINGS AND MY NEEDS BUT DONT GET RECIPROCATED.

I COULD HAVE TOLD HER THAT NEXT TIME IF SHE ISNT INTERESTED SHE COULD HAVE STAYED HOME

FUCK YOU YOU RUINED MY NIGHT

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strawberry people!

illustration by Elsa Beskow 💗

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housing/personal space problem

You already solve it.

Co owrking space near you right?

After all you still want food and the convience at home.

What do you want?

some personal space, feeling less trapped

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“Tôi từng cảm thấy bản thân là một người hướng nội, bởi vì rất nhiều lần tôi thích ở một mình. Nhưng sau này tôi nhận ra, tôi chỉ là thích yên tĩnh mà không bị ai làm phiền, bởi khi ở cạnh người khiến tôi cảm thấy an toàn, làm những điều khiến tôi hạnh phúc, tôi cực kì hướng ngoại.”

Nguồn: Zhihu | Yến Yến dịch

Photo: 猫矮-Maoi

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team work

I was trying my best to be straightforward. 

I was afraid of her thinking that I’m taking too much control in the page.

So I was trying to offer her a chance to do the work, but when she seems hesitant, I took that chance immediately

it was very tough man. like tug of war.

youre learning

youre on the way 

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one day you're going to have to live for youself, so why not now? just say fuck it and do what makes you happy.

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Going to the trip

I’ve made my mind that I’m not going to the trip. I just think its not that worth it.

4 teaching shifts to be cancelled and rescheduled.

The benefits of networking is not guaranteed and finite. Its not like you can have a job straight away. Usually its just like planting a seed which you’re not sure if its going to become something. So that’s it.

There are alternative opportunities in Hanoi and this is not like the end of everything.

But the lost is real.

Inconvinience of living and staying with total strangers man. must be very long. On average, we get bored of each other after 2 hours.

So like no escape.

Stay at home, work on your craft, enjoy the aircon

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phanh

how do you feel being with her?

just ok. verage.not click as before.

is there anything wrong with that? no i dont think so. its ok

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thinking and problem solving

MAn I solve problem the mót efective during the day, not on bed. ALL of the big problem I have solved, I solved it in the morning or afternoon. Period!

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“Nỗi buồn không phải thứ chỉ nhìn thấy bằng mắt.”

[Bí mật của Naoko - Higashino Keigo] 

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Tuned into the stream of unconditional love.

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Time

11.13 PM

home bed

I feel stressed because I couldnt finish the things I planned to.

It took too much time for choosing an image.

Angry ahhhhhhh

its OK next time just be more aware. set alarm and write on paper. it

dont strive for excellence. just strive for good enough

you know, relax. It’s OK if you dont touch the article with Ms.Hoa like at all today.

The unpleasantness and discomfort of not finishing is greater than ANY other kind of discomfort associated with not have the “best” piece of work.

oh what I am being angry at

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reflection

hey homie long time no see

no writing 

sleep: I need to reestablish my sleep hygiene, meaning relaxing after 9 or 9.30, strict. No one needs my fucking writing than me needing a good sleep.

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