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"Just fix it all. It's just your perspective" gee thanks dad what a wonderful bit of advice. If I could just fix every fuckkng thing I've fucked up these last two months don't worry I would in a heartbeat but you know "just fix it." Is a great way to help

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I remember not wanting to get out of bed, and everyone yelling at me to stop going to sleep so late. But it wasn’t that, I was not tired at all. I was sad, I was so very sad that even getting out of bed seemed pointless to me. It was hard, being so sad that it became a struggle to get up in the mornings.

A.M.// sadness really fucking hurts (via tullipsink)

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*sees a pretty girl* shit!!! shit!!! Oh ymy god!!!

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All tests should be open book. It’s not like your future boss is going to say, “I need those tax returns finished by noon, but don’t look at any of the financial statements. Do it all from memory.”

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The moral of Rudolph the Red nose reindeer is that no one likes you unless you’re useful.

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I guess my problem is that I’m afraid of being rejected so I reject everyone instead.

midnight thoughts (via timid)

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me when i’m not ok but I don’t want people to worry about me

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Welcome back depression, it was nice when you were gone and I dealt only with anxiety for a few weeks but welcome back. I've almost missed your comfort of always feeling lost and sad.

#depressed #sucidial #anxious all the time #and hating life #help me.

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“The reason people treat me like I’m nothing is because I’m nothing.”

#I am nothing to them. To any of them.

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I’ve lost friendships, relationships, and so much time.

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Surprised? I’m not. 

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It’s like I’m a ticking clock, self destructing. I’m just leaving my footprints behind and then I’ll be gone. But I can’t explain it, and you don’t want me to. 

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Which isn’t even holding it together anymore. I’m trying so hard but I’m afraid people are noticing.