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Before you, my love raged like a storm;

Now, it’s as gentle as a cool breeze in your presence.

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Happy International Women’s Day

08/03/2024

I spent today celebrating International Women’s Day on my own reading a book written by Ester Lianawati called “Ada Serigala Betina Dalam Diri Setiap Perempuan,” a book that I bought to read specifically today. In this moment of remembrance, I want to reflect on what I’ve studied and researched about feminism, especially through the lense of psychology

09/09/2024

Today was the day where the communities in Medan did the long march. I can’t describe how happy I was to meet a lot of people that are fighting for a more safe and inclusive space for everyone, including girls, women, disabled women, trans women, LBQ women, etc.

I also had the chance to talk in front of them. I brought up about sexual violence that’s still happening a lot until this day and urge the government to make this country safe for all of us. This was my first time doing this and I’m still grateful that I didn’t pass the chance.

From now on, I commit to learning more and more and more and more about how to change the world, making it more suitable for girls, women, queer people, disabled people, and every marginalized community. I commit to continuing to advocate for their rights. I commit, as a privileged woman, to continue to speak out for the unprivileged, especially the marginalized communities.

THE FUTURE IS FEMALE! HIDUP PEREMPUAN! HIDUP PEREMPUAN DISABILITAS! HIDUP ORANG-ORANG YANG TERTINDAS!

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I’m writing this on a random Saturday night, suddenly feeling overwhelmed. My heart feels so full of love. I could feel that it’s about to burst and if it really does, what comes out of it is going to be colorful confetti. What I just said barely scratches the surface of the amount of love I have for you.

Currently, I’m listening to “Home,” a song from the one whose concert we watched together. It’s an unforgettable memory, really. Would it be okay to add another song to be Our Song? Because whenever I listen to this song, you’re all I can think of.

As I feel these emotions, I think about our journey. I know things are not always going to be seamless, but I know you are not going to give up on us, and neither will I. No matter what lies ahead, I am committed to see our journey through. Whatever comes our way, whatever bumps in the road we encounter, I hope we can face and overcome them together.

Pondering the future, I look forward to the day I can finally come home to you and wrap my arms around you after we both had a long and tiring days. The day when I will be cooking foods that hopefully will be your new favorites. The day when we can simply lay beside each other and watch movies together to pass the time. The day when we will not have to worry being away from each other and only seeing each other for a few days. I will always long for and await those days.

Sayang, quoting from the song I know it hasn’t been a while since 21 but I know I will always feel the same.

You are and will always be my home.

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Reality is becoming more and more cruel, I’d like to thank you for constantly being kind.