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2023/10/22

a bit of halloween spirit as i study for my political science midterm tomorrow!

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28.10.2023—refreshing my work space after some time off

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hello! it’s almost midnight. i’m taking advantage of this shift to study nephrology. finally done studying gastro!!

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100 Days of Productivity [64/100]

🌿30/10/23🌿

And thus spooky season is almost over :( I can't lie October went by too fast for my liking but it was fine.

Today I mostly focused on coursework for my marketing course and on making the weekly spread I forgot to do. Also every time I write "In the beginning..." my mind starts playing the "In the beningin" audio on loop.

🎧 song of the day: Te Mata - Kali Uchis

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10.07.23 -- studying progress

coffee, studying, reading, and being grateful that i have nice decorations around my apartment so it feels more like home :)

today:

health assessment: finished answering all practice questions for the exam (398 questions ...)

reading more of make it stick and recording some thoughts in my commonplace journal

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08.10.23

I'm back after a little break! Everything's been a bit chaotic recently and I'm getting adjusted to a new routine :)

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journaling on a rainy day, in an unfamiliar country i keep getting lost in :)

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wednesday, october 11th, 2023 | 53/100 days of productivity

today's productivity:

made progress on a programming project at work

did lab 1.3

reviewed section 1.4

today's self-care:

did a workout

ate fruit

took advantage of working from home by wrapping myself in a cozy blanket at my desk for the last half of my workday :)

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09.10.23 ⭐︎ 46/100 days of productivity

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05.10.23 ⭐︎ 43/100 days of productivity

a desk just doesn't feel like mine if there aren't spacey decorations around it

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Wednesday, October 18th

Hello my lovelies! I've missed you guys so much, and I'm so sorry that I've been gone for more than a month (😦). Being completely honest with you, I have been so full of things and so overwhelmed... nonetheless this last week I had fall vacays and it was amazing, I had a break and I could put order to my brain. Went on a trip with my bf and it was really nice! Nonetheless, school is back on track which means I must keep doing the IB... it's horrible. Rn my average is on 6 but I have had to sacrifice my mental health.

Anyways, kids, don't follow my example.

Something really important I would like to ask is if anyone wants to create a whatsapp gc to motivate each other to study! I really want to give and have support and would love to see you all make part of it.

🎧 - fina (bad bunny)

📚 - Perfume by Patrick S.

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October 19th, 2023

This week I didn't find time and energy for my PhD. I'm looking forward to tomorrow evening, I'll definitely sit down and revise some pages.

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10/17/23: japanese + consumer behavior

listening to: the neighbourhood

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Spooky season is finally here! 🦇🎃

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It's finally hot matcha season in France 🤎🍵

ALSO I've changed my name from Elinordinary to RasbEli (get it, like raspberry) because it's more my vibe and I'm trying to "claim" my online space in a way that makes me more comfortable and get back into blogging 🖤🍂

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19/10 || finally I'm back! I got rejected by all the unis I applied to this year except one for which I even got a scholarship so I don't have to pay any tuition fees. It was such a bad experience yk handling all these rejections without a break but it also gave me the chance to think what exactly I want to do. I am in my masters now which feels really weird jdjdmdmdm we studied logotherapy today and it was so!!!! Cool!!! Trying to take things slow even when I've all these assignments pilling up lol

🎧- my love mine all mine by mitski

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some of you need to make your bed and have a shower with a soap that smells nice, and then sit in a chair near the window and have tea with milk and read a hardcover book and see how your creative block is after that tbh.