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Man, I am not a fan of the fake out mail message even though it’s totally something I could see myself doing

#voicemails

[jillypups]

Like what the fuck. He’s just GONE. He is gone. I will never ever talk to him again. I understood death before. Death and loss are so different. He is gone, I have LOST him. I cannot comprehend this, I don’t want to. I can’t wrap head around this. My dad is GONE. I keep looking, and asking, and begging, but he’s just gone. There were so many hugs and conversations. There was so much left. There are bags packed now that will forever sit by my front door. They are full of “where did you go?” And “why?” I just can’t figure this one out.

[jillypups]

If I say “See you next Tuesday!” to one more patient, people are gonna start thinking I’m just being rude lol

#see you next tuesday

[jillypups]

the bridgertons (mainly benedict) being confused with colin’s appearance (“glow up”)

[jillypups]

Longing stares S1 vs S3

[jillypups]

have you lost your mind, or has she taken all of yours too?

SHE'S GOT YOU HIGH (song by MUMM-RA) BRIDGERTON, SEASON 2

[jillypups]

she was 17 bullying the entirety of london society

[jillypups]

Can we just give a shout out to Albion Finch, I mean what a supportive brother in law🥰🥹

[jillypups]

It would be so funny if Colin catches Penelope doing her whistledown thing while she’s doing the Irish accent

[jillypups]

I genuinely love this candle symbolism.

For her, it’s been burning. For him, it’s finally igniting.

( And actually his candle is already low and a liiittttle bit lit, implying the love was always there, burning so low as to not be noticed, but surely burning nonetheless 🔥♥️ )

[jillypups]

i bet crossing spears with someone to block entry into a location feels so fucking good

[jillypups]

kitten i'll be honest daddy isn't sure he's cut out for full time employment

[jillypups]

#hey pops

[jillypups]

Out of the blue it hits me that my dad is gone and I’ll never speak to him again. It’s the most sudden and instantaneous scooping and hollowing out of oneself. Everything dumped out like the innards of a pumpkin. There’s my heart, a seeded pulpy splat on an unwanted newspaper.

#5 second panic attack every time

[jillypups]

Getting real good at using the computer mouse with my non dominant hand. If I get good at math, the whole world is gonna know who I am

#southpaws who suck at math

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Please don’t pay for his music.

[jillypups]

“My boy Spatula bunking down for a snowy night” 

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