jieunfms

[jieunfms]

open starter : @nightreststarters location : get creative besties cause i'm not

"Are you fucking kidding me?" Jieun exclaimed, more to herself than to anyone that surrounded her as she glanced down at her now broken heel. Limping herself toward one of the empty benches, the brunette dropped down onto it with an audible huff—annoyed. "First there's another killer in this freaking town, more people dead and now my heels won’t even survive the day? Life really can't get any worse." Obviously, one of those things weren't like the other but it was slowly bringing Jieun to a breaking point. Unsure of how much more bad things she can through before losing it completely.

#this is soooooooooooooo #it's the best you guys are gonna get i'm sorry #listed as ⸻ conversations .

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JIEUN: yeah JIEUN: and if i'm being honest, maybe you should stop doing semi-illegal things cause it's not pretty over there JIEUN: not even you could pull off that hideous jumpsuit

fey 📲 ji 👑

FEYZA: i forgot to ask but have you gone to see jake yet?

#ft. ⸻ feyza kaplan .

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JIEUN: at home rn JIEUN: they don't have any of those big mean looking dogs over there right??

Aleyna 📲 Jieun ✨

ALEYNA: here at the dog park!! ALEYNA: where are you?

#ft. ⸻ aleyna durmaz .

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LEGACIES | S4E06: You’re A Long Way From Home

#listed as ⸻ parallels .

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location : jail 🤪

with : @jacoboh

Jieun’s been avoiding coming to prison from the second he was put away— much preferring interrupting phone calls he had with the others over this. Hating the idea that the only way she could see him, at least right now, was through a large glass and disgusting phone line to match. “... Orange isn't your color,” she states, saying the first thing that manages to come to her head—not really sure what to say, or how to act. Merely looking at him from behind the glass wall was enough to make her hate Adee even more.

#not me forgetting to post this #he better think nice things about her #ft. ⸻ jacob oh .

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“are you serious?” it's the immediate reaction that manages to slip out of jieun. it's been months since the music festival and hana was still upset about it? between then and now, there's been countless amounts of deaths and injuries. her ex-friend being exposed as a killer, her brother figure being arrested and , but hana was still upset over a disagreement of clothes? “ you know.. when you act like that, it's no wonder your own brother doesn't want to talk to you,” she let out, both anger and annoyance fueling her words. “it was one fight—well, let’s be honest, it wasn’t even that. i said one thing about your clothes and you shun me forever? all because your feelings got hurt? it’s been two months. after everything that has happened, everyone we lost, you’re going to keep ignoring me because i said i hated your feather necklace? god, get a fucking grip, hana,” arms folding over her chest, eyes shooting daggers in her cousins direction. masking that feeling of hurt with anger— refusing to give her cousin the satisfaction of seeing it. “but whatever. come find me when you get your insecurities all settled.”

a part of her would always care about her cousin even if jieun hated her. should she have tried to talk to her after their argument? probably. but at the same time, she didn't want things to go back to normal. with jieun insulting how she dressed all the time. she was tired of that. and it was something she hated. she didn't need that in her life either. nor did she want jia around it either. hearing her speak, she shrugged her shoulders. "nothing. just wanted to see who came in." she spoke before going back to look at the dresses. truthfully, she didn't know what to really say to her. how could she even talk to her without hearing her cousin complain or insult what she wore? that was almost all she did most of the time.

#ft. ⸻ hana rhee . #not this family falling apart omg

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"Don't gaslight me. I know you do 'cause I gave you a pity follow." But whether or not he deleted it, she wasn't sure. Hardly one to keep track of any socials aside from her own. "That's actually pretty rude," an her expression mocks "I do care. I came all the way over here willing to listen to you complain about your day, week, life." Though, as she thinks about it, Jieun wonders if it's actually worth it. Kyle was her friend and there's an understanding for why he's always so ... down. But this was a good day—like it was the first day in a while where she's actually woken up in a decent mood. Did she really want to ruin it by letting his negative energy cling onto her? It takes a few moments, but she finally concedes. "And okay.. fine. I did want you to take a picture of me," with a roll of her eyes, the brunette presses her back against the booth's seat. "Are you really not going to? This is my job, Kyle. How am I suppose to make a living if I don't have anything to post? You know what it's like to be poor, so it should be in your nature to want to help. That's not a lifestyle you should wish on anyone," she continued, saying just about anything if it means she doesn't have to drive all the way home to get the one thing she'd forgotten—her tripod.

"I have an Instagram?" he asks, because he can't remember the last time he's opened the app. It's mostly because he only used it to follow a bunch of models, and now Kyle had no reason to look elsewhere. "You don't care how I've been. And even if you did, my face basically shows it anyway. Spit it out, what do you want?" If there was a guy version for resting bitch face, he'd have a severe case of it. Besides, he knows Jieun well enough to know she probably didn't care about catching up on his lackluster, slightly depressing life.

#ft. ⸻ kyle yang .

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"No, but that's exactly why I feel like you should try it. Branch out, experience new things. You never know what you could've been missing out on." Sounding like she's handing out life advice as opposed to trying to convince Char to buy a mini skirt. A bright pink one. "You would if you at least tried it on and saw how good it looks. Like, look at you. You have great legs and they deserve to be showed off." But trying to convince her was a near impossible mission. This not being the first time she's gone down this road and having no success. With a quick roll of her eyes, Jieun stuck the garment back onto the rack with a defeated (and very dramatic) huff and turned to face Charlotte again. "Fine, but we're not leaving this store until you buy something too. At least something to wear for like.. night outs or dates. You still go on those, right?"

Charlotte quirks an eyebrow in Jieun's direction. The other amuses her, and a lot of times, she has to humor her, but the end of the day, a day out like this helps Charlotte. "Do I look like someone who'd wear a hot pink mini skirt? I do trust you, you don't see me shopping with anyone else. Still, this isn't my style," she points, and she's sure Jieun can see that too. "Make it a sixth." It's not like Charlotte doesn't have similar pieces of clothing. She knows what she likes! "I mean, the color is partially a reason, but I won't wear this anywhere, anyway. I probably have a black skirt somewhere." Not one that's so short, but still. "Let's find something for you instead, maybe?"

#ft. ⸻ charlotte oh .

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♡ arcina ori via instagram ( arcinaori )

#listed as ⸻ parallels .

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FRESH OFF THE BOAT (2015-2020) 1.06 Fajita Man

#listed as ⸻ parallels .

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location : daily dose with : @nam-daeeun

"And where have you been?" Jieun questioned, leaning back in her chair as she looked up at her cousin. "You know, if the killer wasn't already dead, I would've assumed that you were the next victim. Did you forget how to use a phone?"

#listed as ⸻ conversations . #ft. ⸻ dae eun nam .

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"Like someone trying to enjoy what little youth he has left," she replies, her back against the bar. "Then get a bunch of your forty year old friends and make it like .. an honorary guy's night out or something. It's not like you'd be the only ones doing it. I'm sure there'd a bunch of other people your age in here somewhere." In actuality, Jieun didn't believe he was all that old but the way he acted, in her eyes, made her feel like she should get a head start and start looking into retirement homes. He was only thirty-eight years old, but acted like he was pushing elderly. "And she's a thirty year old mom. Shouldn't she be better off handling it? Especially when she's suppose to be like.. I don't know, setting an example for Jia. Can't really teacher her about stick and stones when everything you say hurts Hana's feelings," words filled with an obvious sense bitterness toward her cousin. All of which seemed to subside the second Jun explains why he's not on speaking terms with her. That reasoning being a whole lot deeper than Hana's one-sided fight with Jieun. She remains silent for a moment, never really knowing what to say if it means comforting people and rather than saying something right away, the woman faces the bartender—fingers motioning for more shots. The two they'd taken hardly being enough for this seemingly emotional conversation. "And she hasn't said anything since? Even when dropping a big bomb like that? " She questions, assuming that's the best course of action—sliding the small glass toward her older cousin before downing her's quickly. ".. God, having siblings must suck."

"I don't act old, I just act my age. How would it look if I were to come here more than just a blue moon? I won't be one of those creepy older guys that hangs around a bunch of kids," he retorted before his eyebrows raised, and it dawned on him that she was much more talkative than usual, prompting him to stifle a laugh. He lifts his own shot up after her, downing it and clearing his throat to absolve the burn. "I think we both know she doesn't handle criticism very well. You got the worst of it because you're more outspoken than the rest of us." Jun had been a little bit more blunt when he was younger, but as he grew older, he'd realized that most of his opinions were better kept in his mind. He glances toward Jieun as she has an expression of confusion on her face, leaning against the bar as he spoke. "I told her that I didn't think we were particularly close," he reveals with a shrug. "I think I just realized our relationship was very one-sided. I was there for her, but she never made an effort to be there for me," he lets out, frustration laced in his tone and prompting him to take another shot. He was hardly the kind to vent, especially to his younger cousin, considering he'd always believed he was supposed to be there for her and not the other way around, but the few drinks he'd had made it easy for the words to slip up. "In any case, it's not important. Family is family, I'm sure one day we'll all look back and roll our eyes at the situation."

#listed as ⸻ conversations . #ft. ⸻ junho rhee .

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"Why not? I think it would look so good on you, Char," she continues to push, holding the skirt against her legs—envisioning what it would look like on. "You have to trust me with this stuff, you know. I do this for a living. I'm more qualified than anyone to tell what looks good on you and what doesn't." Of course, Jieun knows it's possible that Charlotte won't budge, but at least the conversation and shopping would keep her mind off other things. "I already have like, five skirts like this. If it's the color then maybe we can try a different one," turning away from the other to rummage through the rack again, setting the pink one down in exchange for a black one. "I mean, it's .. well, plain but it's a staple. Everyone needs a black mini skirt in their closet. You don't have one, right?"

location: naiad boutique

featuring: @jieunfms

“I’m not buying a pink mini skirt, Ji,” she says, shaking her head at Jieun, quirking an eyebrow in her direction. They had planned to hang out for a few hours, and Charlotte was in need for some new clothes. She was always someone who obsessively cared about how outer appearance and how she dressed, but a shopping day with her sounded nice beyond anything else, an activity she would imagine doing with her younger sister. Jieun was easily the younger sister she never had, after her own biological sister failed to be that. “Though it would look great on you. It’s more your color than mine. You should try it on.”

#listed as ⸻ conversations . #ft. ⸻ charlotte oh .

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"I don't know and I didn't even ask," eyes rolling at the mere thought of everything that seemed to go wrong that night. In the mere span of a couple hours, Jieun went from never being in a fight to being the center of two of them. One of which seemingly being unprovoked. "But honestly, everyone knows there's something fucking wrong with her mentally, so I don't even think she had a reason." A week had gone by and the initial rage from it already subsiding. "Yes," spoken as if the answer was clear as day, "Not only did she leave this ugly mark on my face, which I'm praying doesn't scare, but she also ruined my outfit. Do you know how hard I worked on it just for it to be ripped by the end of the night?" Okay, so maybe she wasn't over it.

closed for @jieunfms

location: zero degrees

Taking a bite of her ice cream, it's pretty hard for her to ignore the cut on Jieun's face, even if a week has done it well in making it look less disgusting. "What the fuck did you two even fight about?" Azra asks. She likes Eve, slightly less after she'd shown how publicly insane she was with the whole bull thing and throwing a glass after her best friend, but if she had to take a side, the choice was already clear. "Are we beating her ass for it or what?"

#listed as ⸻ conversations . #ft. ⸻ azra nadir .

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Jieun turned to the sound of her name, eyebrows knitting in confusion about how the woman was standing behind her. A face that looked familiar, but she couldn't exactly put a name to. Obviously, whoever she was, hadn't been able to leave that much of an impression her. That, or she was a follower. Which alone was enough to have her play nice. "Yeah, that's me," she answered, bringing a smile to her lips as they both remained standing in line. "Good, I guess. What about you...?" Words trailing off, waiting for the other woman to give her name.

Location: The Daily Dose Closed Starter: @jieunfms

"Jieun, right?" Apple asked stepping back in line behind her like they had the first time the two had met. She was on short work break, and figured she could come have a coffee until her next appointment starts. "How has it been?" she asked with a polite smile.

#listed as ⸻ conversations . #ft. ⸻ apple kiraz .

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Her eyes roll. The friendly enough greeting she was ready to give him dying off as she slipped into the seat beside him. "Please. You're like, the last person I'd trust to take a good picture of anything. I've seen your instagram," not needing to say more than that, her statement implying more than enough. "What if I wanted to say hi? Catch up? Ask you how've you been?" A complete lie. Kyle being spot on with why she came over, but the brunette wasn't going to admit that.

closed for @jieunfms

location: mamas diner

It had been a while since he'd seen Jieun more than just in passing. Everyone in this town was connected in some way or another, and over the years, he'd grown used to her personality, rolling his eyes as he glanced at her from across the booth at the diner. "I'm not taking any pictures of you," he says plainly, turning back to his milkshake.

#listed as ⸻ conversations . #ft. ⸻ kyle yang .

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wandering inside of the boutique, jieun was hardly paying much attention to her surrounding until the sight of a familiar face caught the corner of her eye. it'd been weeks since jieun had last seen—or even heard—from hana. the only time she really seems to know how she's doing, or what she's been up to, is through the mouth of someone else and never from her. a fact that only seemed to leave a bitter taste in her mouth. one that grew worse because even when standing in the same building, barely a couple feet apart, there was still nothing more than silence. a hole being practically burned into the side of jieun's head with the way hana stared at her. ".. what?" that bitterness leaking into her words. the usual friendly exterior she once held for her cousin seemingly gone.

location: Naiad Boutique open to: @jieunfms

with a few friends from college wanting to meet up in a few days, it meant getting a new outfit for that. eyes looking at the dress she was holding up, she threw it over her arm to carry around. one of the few she knew she would be trying on. hearing the door to the place she opened, she raised an eyebrow before looking back to see who it was. seeing her cousin walk in, it made her wonder why she was there. especially when she was sure jieun never shopped there.

#listed as ⸻ conversations . #ft. ⸻ hana rhee .