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jesssssssssica · 13 days
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@lets-turn-and-burn I ACTUALLY LOVE YOU! WHAT A CUTIE 😭 THANKS FOR ALL THE REBLOGS YOUR COMMENTS ARE MAKING ME GIGGLE 🤭
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jesssssssssica · 25 days
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another sad love triangle! ls2 & op81
authors note! i think i managed to make a gn!reader but i'm so sorry if i haven't! also rip logie bear :(
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Oscar remembers that night so clearly and so perfectly, as it was the night that he first met you, the love of his life.
One moment he was listening to Logan muttering on and on about how he was destined to get more points as the season went on and then the next, he felt his knees buckle as his eyes got lost in yours. 
And from that point he was helpless, fearing that if his eyes left yours for even a moment, he would lose you in a crowd of people, never to be seen again, leaving him forever looking for the mysterious partygoer.
He had never meant to find the love of his life, in fact, he was expecting anything but, having just recently come out of a relationship that he’d never thought would end, and yet here he was, fawning over a complete stranger. 
How was he meant to know that one moment he would be nodding along to the words Logan to feeling his heart repeatedly pound against his chest the moment that he caught your eye.
Slowly, he eyed the rest of the room, trying to create a mysterious persona, one that would hopefully entice you into coming over and greet him, as he found himself too scared to speak to such a beautiful person as you. Nothing could get in his way. 
Though, in the corner of his eye, he recalled catching his friends lingering eye on the one person that he desperately wanted to speak to, so in an act to protect the supposed love of his life, he leaned in and whispered with a slight pleading tone in his voice. 
“That girl over there is pretty cute, isn’t she? I think I might go and speak to her.” 
“Oh really?” 
And then Logan left, smirking as he went, wandering over to you, grabbing you by the waist and speaking to you, whilst Oscar watched in horror, praying to the heavens above that this wouldn’t go horribly, though all his worries went away when you turned and smiled at him. 
All the pain he had ever felt in the whole 22 years he’d been alive for, all went away the moment that he saw you smile at him, as if you were the person he’d been waiting for all his life.
So he watched, watched as Logan lightly directed you over to where he stood in the corner of the room, watching as Logan rambled on into your ear, which he later learned from you, was complete and utter nonsense, until finally, you were in front of his face. 
“Oscar Piastri, it’s nice to meet you.”
“I know, Y/N Y/L/N, well done on your season so far.”
He had fallen hard. 
“I guess i’ll leave you to it, don’t do anything I wouldn’t do.”
And then it was just the two of them left. 
And from there, their relationship bloomed, sending messages to each other nightly, whether it be silly memes or ranting about annoying coworkers, though everyday your relationship strengthened even if you were continents away from one another. 
Then he remembers, after many months of Logan’s endless teasing of how they could always open up their relationship to involve him, Oscar Piastri found himself in the living room of your parents, cracking his knuckles as his palms became sweaty, waiting anxiously to ask for the blessing of marriage. 
He remembers panicking inside as your father rose from his lounge chair, walking over to him, face stone cold, not letting any emotion through, before chuckling and clasping his hand, shaking hands with him. 
“Don’t ever let her go.”
Oscar would never do such a thing. 
And now here he was, standing across from his beautiful fiance, tears gathering in his eyes, hardly believing his luck that he’d found himself lucky enough to be stood across from his soulmate, grateful that he’d gone to that stupid party that Logan was begging him to attend.
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Logan Sargeant was happy that Oscar Piastri, his best friend of many years, was getting married to someone he deemed ‘the love of his life’ with a smitten smile on a drunken night out on the town, yet at the same time he wasn’t happy for this union. 
Yet it was too late for any objection, as now he stands with an arm raised, glass in hand, praising the couple with a strained smile on his face, desperately wishing that he was the one that got to stare into your eyes just before bed and hold you beneath the duvet but he can’t, so now he has to watch the happy couple in the shadows.
“A toast to the happy couple!” He exclaims, watching you stare into Oscar’s eyes, not noticing the pain behind the speech-giver's eyes, wishing somehow it were him. 
“A toast to the happy couple!” The guests repeat, all of them collectively cheering at the union of two people who needed each other most, naive of the spiralling best man in front of their eyes. 
“From your best friend Logan, who has always and will always be by your side.” And it’s true because no matter what, no matter how much he craves to be in your arms, he will always be the best friend first. 
“And may you always be…”, he pauses, arm still raised, thinking back to that night, the night, the night he met you, “satisfied.”
He remembers that night all too well as it was a night that he would regret for the rest of his life due to his selfless choices. 
He remembers watching the many beautiful women that would try and capture his attention, none of whom particularly captured his eye, well except for you. 
I mean how could he forget when he had just seen the prettiest person ever, standing in the same room as him, a face that would forever change his life.
Flashback to that night, where he stood at the bar, rambling on to Oscar about how this season would hopefully be filled with more points and luck than the last, when he noticed how out of focus his friend was, who instead of listening along to the rambles of his friend was staring at you. 
If there were one word to summarise how he felt when he first turned his head and looked at your face, it would’ve been enamoured. He was enamoured from first sight and he knew that he would never be completely happy if he didn’t get to know you, but he wasn’t the only one left enamoured by your bright persona, for Oscar was too. So in an act of kindness, he walked over to where you stood until he came face to face with you. 
“Hi” your meek voice said, smiling softly at him.
Oh he was gone, no longer remembering his own name, instead only focusing on your beautiful smile, but he needed to put this aside and give Oscar a chance to explore this possible connection, even if it hurt him.
“Hi now I know you don’t know me but you will, and I think there’s someone I need to introduce you to”, Logan slowly raised his hand over to where Oscar stood, watching your eyes brighten “Now he may seem like some dork, but I think you and him would really get along.”
You smile back at him, laughing slightly at the small insult made at this possible setup.
“Is that so?” 
“Well I'd like to think so.” 
For a moment you just stare at each other as if only you two knew something that the rest of the world didn’t, which technically you did. Unbeknownst to Logan, you’d also found yourself quite taken with the American man, so it came to quite a shock to you when he’d approached you, not with the intentions of setting himself up with you, but instead with the man sat by the bar.
So why was he able to give you up so easily?
How was he able to come to the conclusion that Oscar was going to give you life that you deserved from a conversation that lasted two maybe three minutes, especially when he had managed to charm you in said conversation?
He wished to just whisk you away from this place and run away with you and live a free life with you, without having to worry about anything, but then he saw Oscar’s face. 
Oscar’s face portrayed nothing more than adoration and helplessness for the stranger that stood across the room.
That’s how Logan knew that Oscar would treat her better, because no matter how much Logan tried to convince himself that he could love her and treat her better than Oscar, he couldn’t. Logan knew that Oscar wouldn’t dare find himself falling so quickly and so easily, especially on a night out that he was so reluctant to go to from the beginning, showing to him how deeply in love his friend had fallen.
Because from his face to his eyes to his mannerisms, he could tell he was helpless. 
He knew that if he had been selfish enough to take you away from Oscar, he would just leave his friend feeling lonely and depressed yet faking a smile, because he was one of the kindest people he knew. 
Which is why he knew that could and would never be able to love you in public, hence why the only time he could imagine you in his arms, was at night in the comfort of his own bed. 
But at least Oscar got to and Logan would always love you even from afar.
“So here’s to the happy couple and may they always be satisfied!”
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jesssssssssica · 1 month
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help me please!
i just need to figure out how i best need to format my work so that it looks all lovely and nice for you!
all i need to know is how you read fics!
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jesssssssssica · 2 months
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'but i love you-' 'so? please let me go' ln4
'but i love you-' 'so? please let me go.'
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in which saying 'i love you' to keep a relationship together has been overused.
in which you've had enough
One too many times had you found yourself back in the arms of Lando Norris. The strong comforting arms of Lando Norris that holds you at times of need, became an addicting pull factor of keeping this crumbling relationship together, well that along with his constant throwaway of the words “I love you.”
Words that once held so much adoration and joy in your mind were now the words that were slowly destroying you from the inside out, and yet your weeping heart constantly craved for more, wanting to be with someone that claimed to want you. Of course you’d noticed that these words caused your heart to freeze up, rather than beat faster and yet you still somehow still had this idea that Lando did truly mean these words.  Was it delusion to help soothe your already breaking heart or was it just pure insanity? Either way, you received pity from the onlookers that watched in on your relationship, week after week, watching the distance between you two in the pit lane become further and further apart, watching as the man that supposedly loved you, laughed at the unfunny jokes that the models would tell him, watching them place their arms on his arm and stay there as he refused to shove them away. 
And yet, you still loved him, because after all he still loved you. Right? Of course he loved you, that’s why he’d say those magic words. He wouldn’t throw those sacred words around, right?
Of course he would. 
Lando Norris would only find himself using the words ‘I love you’ at times where he needed to avoid his mistakes being thrown back into his face and to keep you by his side. Of course, at one point those words did truly hold value and meaning to his relationship, but that was a long time ago and the meaning was now washed away, and a new definition for the phrase was made, to keep you. If you were to ask him what the meaning was however, he would proclaim that it means and symbolises his adoration and infatuation with you, and you being none the wiser would further and further into his arms, never wanting to let go and leave this comfort blanket that had been made just for you. 
I mean who would want to leave this VERY financially stable man that was able to fill your house with flowers and gifts, constantly flying you around the world with him as he always holds you and reassures you with his ‘love’.
You certainly didn’t want to. For god’s sake you had been with the man since you were 17, having known eachother since you were both 14, and you didn’t know anything about the real world without having Lando by your side. Of course your mother would always offer a place to stay whenever you had one of your rocky moments but that was only for a day or so, now where would you go if you truly were to finally take that leap of faith and leave the one person that was actually holding you back? 
But I mean what were you even talking about? Leaving Lando sounded more like a nightmare than a saving grace, I mean leaving the one man that has always been there for you? You’re crazy to think I would eve-
“Y/N! I am baaack” his voice sounded slurred as he shouted into the apartment. 
You turn your head from where you sit on the sofa, swirling the glass of wine that you hold in your hand, watching Lando struggle to slip off his trainers, a task he ultimately gives up on, huffing loudly before straggling over to your spot. 
“I missed you” he breathes, his breath confirming your thoughts.
‘Great’ you think, ‘Another night of babying him’ 
You don’t dare try and translate his coherent babbles, watching as he mindlessly talks to the ceiling, waiting for him to slowly sober up, which leads you to getting up and filling him a nice glass full of wa- 
“I cheated on you.” 
“What?”
“You heard”
You freeze, both out of shock and also out of anger. How could he? A man that she had dedicated 7 years of her life to and yet this is the cause of the end. An easily avoidable action that he seems to have no guilt or sorrow for happening? How could someone that preached to his lover how much he loved them, then proceed to do the complete opposite? 
Your brain speaks for your heart in this moment, sacrificing your feelings for the next couple of months for your sanity, putting down the glass and heading down to your shared bedroom without saying a word, pulling out a suitcase and packing what you needed most, you could leave behind items, that would be his problem as you would not be coming back. You grab what little trinkets you have that don’t remind you of him and start to leave for the front dorm when you are stopped by him. 
It’s only now do you take in the intoxicated state that he was in, though you’re pretty sure that by now he’s sobered up, messy hair that seems to poke out at every angle, definitely having felt the fingers of many a woman comb through it. You also notice the slight rouge colour that’s been attempted to have been smeared off, a clear sign at the man’s infidelity. It’s pathetic really, that you had once been enamoured with the man that stands in front of you but now here you are, leaving behind the one thing that has held you back this whole time. You don’t know where you’ll go but anywhere is better than this place that you once thought was the place you’d grow old with each other in, but that was before you truly woke up. Sometimes it’s best to leave things in the past and Lando Norris is a great example of this, though you’ll never forget when it was real, when you were both happy. 
Maybe it was meant to be at a time but it wasn’t meant forever. 
“Where are you going?” His voice snaps you out of your monologue that you preach in your head. 
“I’m leaving and I am not coming back.” 
At first he thinks you're joking but the strong demeanour you hold on your face shows that you are doing anything but. 
“B-but I love you y/n.”
You scoff.
“So? Please let me go Lando.” You say, voice laced with desperation.
So he does, he lets you go and you don’t dare look back.
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jesssssssssica · 3 months
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i love you so
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reader x charles leclerc, lando norris, max verstappen. oscar piastri and carlos sainz
charles leclerc
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'i love you, so please let me go'
in which being in love with someone is the reason to finally let go and be free, even if it means leaving your best friend.
in which he realises too late what's already lost
lando norris
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'but i love you-' 'so? please let me go.'
in which saying 'i love you' to keep a relationship together has been overused.
in which you've had enough
max verstappen
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'i love you, so please let me-' 'go.'
in which hearing the truth breaks your heart.
in which he tries to pick up the pieces that have already been broken.
oscar piastri
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'i love you so' 'please let me go'
in which saying goodbye to a summer fling is hard to do.
in which he wants to move on.
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'i love you so please...' 'let me go'
in which he so desperately tries to cling onto the past.
in which she needs to move on.
coming soon!
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jesssssssssica · 3 months
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slut! gr63 & aa23
in which having two lovers might be worth it for once 😻
alex_albon and georgerussell63 posted on their story!
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f1updates as it turns out, the women that have stolen the hearts of number 23 and 63 are the same person! does this mean that the boys have been two timed and cheated on by this woman or does is it something else?
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jesssssssssica · 4 months
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if i was to hypothetically make a love island f1 au! who would we want the love interest to be?
thank you for voting!!!
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jesssssssssica · 4 months
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so let’s say if i was to hypothetically do a love island f1 au what kind of trope do we want to see and who do we want it to be with?
tropes
bombshell x already in villa - x is already in the villa and in a comfortable relationship when y comes into the villa and blows x away. slow burn kinda of thing where y partners up firstly with someone else and then slowly comes to a realisation.
casa amor stick or twist part a - kind of like the bombshell where x is already in villa but this time it’s where his partner back in villa doesn’t expect the twist from x
casa amor stick or twist part b - this time x and y are both in the villa before casa and x twists with a casa girl. angst before coming to realisation that they love each other
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together from the beginning
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jesssssssssica · 4 months
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the 1 fa14
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jesssssssssica · 4 months
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is he proposing or…? cs55
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jesssssssssica · 4 months
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tolerate it lh44
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I feel foolish, studying your facial expressions as you split your time between eating the dinner I made and the spreadsheets that are projected on the computer screen in front of you. 
I find myself questioning my next move, juggling the ideas of either clearing my throat and asking how your day was or just sitting back and desperately praying in my head that you would possibly ask how my day was. 
I surprise myself as I continue to sit in silence, though I realise that I can’t get the words out, mouth suddenly feeling sour. 
Silence. 
I pick up my knife and fork, slowly cutting into the food, which by now has gone cold. 
‘Great’ I think, sighing heavily, recalling the desperate measures I had gone to to try and recreate the dishes I had googled online about. 
“This is nice.”, I finally utter, though my voice is small enough, that I feel as though a slight echo bounces off the wall. “Us two finally being able to sit down and enjoy this meal, feels like it’s been ages since we were last able to sit down just the two of us.”
I fist bump myself in my mind, pride bouncing off my aura at the conversation starter I had just created and just all I receive is a nod and a hum of agreement.  
Where had this once happy marriage gone wrong? 
Sure, we were married quite early on in our relationship but that was because we loved love each other and nothing in the world could make our bubble of love pop. 
Yet here I am, freshly twenty five and in an unhappy marriage with a man thirteen years older than me. How sad. 
I wish I could go back and bandage up all the cracks that began to appear many months ago, well in all honesty if I had the ability to go back in time, I would go back to that very first night I met him. I would’ve taken my younger self into the grimy toilets and told her to fall in love, truly fall in love before moving to marriage so quickly into a relationship with the first guy that reciprocates our feelings. 
I would tell her to rethink her choices as well that night, telling her that the right guy was in the crowd that night but we didn’t notice this whole time that he was the one that was willing to bend over backwards to make us happy.
If only I had chosen him.
I would also tell her to be strong. 
Tell her that if one day you do find yourself trapped, fight for freedom. Don’t continue to live with someone that makes you knowingly unhappy, someone that you know is a hindrance in your life. I would tell her that even though you want so desperately for things to be perfect, like the ones you see in fairytales, not everything works out and even if it doesn’t someone better waits around the corner. 
But I will never get the chance to do that. 
So that’s why I lie in this bed, this uncomfy bed that doesn’t make me feel warm or make me want to sink into the mattress, staring at this man that is the epitome of beauty, watching as his chest rises and falls. 
That’s all I seem to do these days, watching as you live this perfect life.
It truly does make me wonder sometimes about what you think about when you see me. 
Does your heart leap out of your chest every single time you see me? Did it ever? 
Do you feel sorry for me every single time you sit on the opposite side of the dinner table to me? Do you even notice my eyes studying your charming features? Do you know how much you reel me in, even when I try so hard to distance myself from you? Do you ever feel as though I don’t treat you right? Do you tolerate me?
It’s times like these that I wish I was older. 
I wish I was wise enough to understand the way of the world properly, in the ways that you do. 
I try to study the ways you do things, criticising my own mannerisms to match yours, desperately trying to fit in and be the wife you desire and yet you just tolerate me. 
That’s all I can ever seem to make you do. 
Tolerate me, not love me or like me.
You just tolerate me and my foolish ways, building up a grudge of annoyance every single time I can’t manage to mask my youthful ways, turning a nose up and not saying anything. 
Yet I seem to understand perfectly what you’re saying to me.
All of a sudden, I feel a wetness drop onto my hand, waking me up from my trance, bringing me back to reality. 
The reality is being in a marriage with a man that will never appreciate me and the things I do to make him happy. 
I look up once more, only to find him gone, my only indicator of another person being in the room with me is the half eaten plate of food that lays on the table. 
Only then do I finally let the tears go, gripping onto the sides of the chair to find balance, having lost the strength to stand. 
Arms wrap around my waist catching me as I start to fall down, my cries now turning into a sob, having come to the realisation that this was the life I would have to live. 
The arms that were once around my waist now slide up to my face, wiping my tears away from my cheeks, hushing me as they did so. 
“It’s okay now y/n, just stay strong.” 
I recognise the voice instantly.
It’s Lando’s voice. 
“It’s not okay Lando. You don’t understand do you? You aren’t married, you don’t have to live with a partner that barely looks at you anymore. You don’t bend over backwards for people to make them happy only for them not to appreciate all the hard work that you’ve done for them. You don’t stare at them as they fall asleep, feeling envious that they get to live in this perfect world while you have to just watch them as they do so. You don’t have to double check your behaviour every five seconds in fear of disappointing the one person that is meant to love you no matter what, and you certainly don’t have to feel the shame of knowing that no matter how much you try, your partner has to tolerate you when they should love you!” 
Silence overtakes the room. 
“And another thing, you don’t have to go through this unhappy marriage knowing that the right person was right in front of you this whole time and you just didn’t see i-”
Before I can finish my sentence, his hand grabs my cheeks pulling me in until our lips touch. 
I melt instantly into his arms, feeling as if I had just found the one, because he was the one. 
We pull away, my hands going to my lips, slight guilt pooling in my stomach because regardless of how right it felt, I was still married. 
“Lando, we can’t”
“We can and we will. I promise you and even if it’s not today we will someday.” 
“Someday Lando.”
For now I will just tolerate it, waiting patiently for when it’s right.
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jesssssssssica · 5 months
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we are never ever getting back together! cs55
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jesssssssssica · 5 months
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won't say i'm in love gr63
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get a grip y/n. look at you, falling for a guy with two first names. curse you george russell and your gorgeous green eyes that lure you in and your muscles that for some reason make me starstruck every time i see them.
for some reason you make my stomach feel so strange like there is something in there, and no before you say anything, it’s not butterflies. no, it’s probably just me feeling sick whenever i see your face because you annoy the hell out of me, yeah that’s probably it, definitely not anything to do with me maybe possibly just the tiniest bit in love with you. that's simply not possible.
i don't even know why i continue to think about this topic, this possibility that i, even in the slightest, could possibly love, no like a man like you. especially not when no man has ever made me feel like this.
how come the first man that makes me feel as if i'm someone is george freaking russell? the same george russell that pushed me off the goddamn track and ruined my chances of getting a world champion title. the same george russell that would always seem to roll his eyes and scoff at anything i would say when interviewed together.
how could i ever feel such a thing for a man that angers me so very much? or am i just overexaggerating everything? maybe we're just close to the border that separates love and hate. either way i'm sure it's just a little thing, i'm sure it'll pass soon and that way george russell will just be another one of the 19 drivers that i have to go against every weekend. i'll just remember him as someone that was part of that weird phase that everyone goes through.
i mean if i was wanting to start a relationship with someone why would i choose someone that i spend so much time with, someone that i literally have to compete against every single week? it just doesn't work and besides all that it's george russell.
it doesn't help either that i always have lando and alex down my ears going on and on about how george and i are "made for each other". oh how i wish they would realise that nothing is ever going to happen between us, even though that would be nic- what am i talking about.
every time lando and alex bring him up i can't help but listen to the 'proof' they have that something is brewing between me and number 63 and i have to give them credit because sometimes it even has me believing in the possibilities. i mean the last time they spoke to me, for the rest of the day, i was constantly blushing and getting flustered every time george would pass by me, occasionally brushing against each others sides. but nonetheless i will forever see george russell as nothing more than competition, which once again shows that we would never work out, how can you love someone and yet still want to punch them so hard in the guts.
even if i were to possibly like him, i wouldn't dare ever say it out loud, not a chance. i mean how cliché is it that the girl who swears she absolutely hates this one boy ends up falling for him in the end.
and it's not as if i don't understand the self sabotage i'm doing to myself, i've been through this before and by now i thought my heart must've learned its lesson, to not fall in love, but no here i am falling in love with him.
and yeah maybe it will feel so good in the beginning, having someone that treats you like a queen, desperate to impress you so they can reel you in but then it turns sour but it's strange because it's almost like a nice sour, oh i really am desperate.
i know how wrong this is of me, feeling as if i've committed a sin, for falling for someone, especially a man like george russell, a man i was committed to hate for the rest of my life, though i can’t seem to help myself.
i can’t help that he has the most gorgeous eyes and the most perfect face and soul and i most certainly cannot help it that whenever i’m around him, my stomach seems to explode into a hundred pieces.
i can’t help it either that george just won’t seem to leave me alone, no matter how obvious i make it that i want to put some distance between us, making it practically impossible for me to not find him a little pretty.
i thought i’d learnt my lesson from the rollercoaster of my last relationship, where it starts out peaceful and lovely and then you suddenly want to rip your hair out in frustration, crying your eyes out at the stupidity of the situation. 
though it seems i had not. 
of course i didn’t. 
and of course the reason i find myself falling is because of george william russell. 
brilliant. 
though i’ll never say it aloud. never. i can’t let myself fall for another person, not when i know i could get hurt. i want to say something but surely this is all just an exaggeration, i’ve just never been able to tell the difference between love and liking someone in a platonic way. 
yes, that’s it, i’ve just finally come to the realisation that me and george are friends and that’s this feeling that i’m going through.
oh, let’s be realistic y/n you love him. 
but i will never say it out loud.
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get him back! ln4
thank you once again for all the love and support on the previous parts! love you guys lots. this can be read either as a part 3 or as a standalone 😽 part 1 part 2
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thank you for all the love on part 1! this part starts in a time skip so don’t think you’ve missed a bit! part 3 should be coming soon 😽😽😽
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