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4th house Sun trauma is being the older sibling. You’re responsible for holding your family together emotionally, morally and what not. It’s having to adultify yourself and become a parental type figure- earlier than you needed to be on a emotional and psychological front.
It’s having to give YOURSELF the absolute emotional stability the people outside of you refused you. It’s being bashed because ’you are too sensative’. Its people making assumptions about you because you clutched and protect the essence of your soul because it constantly has to act like the light in the dark. It’s creating a home and foundation within yourself and carrying it wherever you go giving bits and pieces to others so they don’t even come near to experiencing the pain and psychological torture you had to bare and hold within the deep core of your being.
It’s having to sacrifice a crucial part of self discovery and self identification to be a home and foundation for someone else to lean on. It’s becoming use to being used.
It’s breaking generational family curses and getting ridiculed, demonized and bashed for it. It’s seeing the deepest most darkest profound infrastructures of the earths core and human nature and still come out the other side empathetic and morally sane. It’s being aware that you were abused , but not becoming like your abusers.
The 4th house is at the bottom of the sky, when the sun goes there it becomes the dead of night. 4th housers don’t get props enough for the hell and back they have to go through.
To all the 4th house suns out there, I see you and I love you.
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Whenever someone asks me how I'm feeling, how old I am or what I like to do in my free time, I feel like an alien who took over some random human's body and now has to prove that they are, in fact, that human.
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missionary because i cant take my eyes off your pretty face
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