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#tw ana diary #ed not ed sheeran #disordered eating thoughts #tw disordered eating #ana trigger #tw ed diet #ana rant #ed behaviour tw #th1nsp1ration #starv1ng

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Another one I found on Pinterest

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Ong, I hate them

#tw ana diary #ed not ed sheeran #disordered eating thoughts #tw disordered eating #ana rant #ed behaviour tw

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I get jealous really easily but not like an angry vengeful jealous more like a really sad lonely jealous because everybody likes everybody more than they like me and I really really don't blame them.

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i have to get skinny for him.

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I AM SURE

You are sure you will lose weight

You are sure you will lose weight fast.

You are sure you will drop kilos.

You are sure the number will go down.

You are sure you will f@st for longer periods.

You are sure you will stop b!nging.

You are sure you will r3strict more.

You are sure you will prg when you need to.

You are sure your metabolism will speed up.

You are sure hunger will go away.

You are sure you will see a thigh gap soon.

You are sure you have the self-discipline to f@st.

YOU GOT THIS. KEEP GOING. YOUR STRONG ENOUGH.

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sorry I didn't mean to start tearing up as soon as I start trying to talk about my feelings, my bad

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My new year’s resolution board so far. 2024 will be my year, no matter what.

#ed not ed sheeran #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #th1nsp1ration #starv1ng

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I WILL HAVE MY DREAM BODY IN 2024

I WILL HAVE MY DREAM BODY IN 2024

I WILL HAVE MY DREAM BODY IN 2024

I WILL HAVE MY DREAM BODY IN 2024

I WILL HAVE MY DREAM BODY IN 2024

I WILL HAVE MY DREAM BODY IN 2024

I WILL HAVE MY DREAM BODY IN 2024

I WILL HAVE MY DREAM BODY IN 2024

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You think about it. Everyday. Every hour. Every minute. When you look at others, you think about it. When you see yourself in the mirror, it is your only thought. It is time to make it your reality. Stop thinking about it, and put in the effort. No one can stop you. No one can hold you back. Only yourself.

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what they wont understand is that it feels so much better to obsess over calories/weight then it does to obsessively think about all the horrible things that have happened to me

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are you starving yourself for days just to eat like a pig one night and ruin it all?

snap out of it. you can break the cycle. you've done it before and you can do it again.

remember why you're doing this.

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🧠: Why would you think you're irreplaceable

🫀: I thought they were different

#tw ana diary #ed not ed sheeran

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🧠: stop crying about people hurting you when you won't stop getting close

🫀: but I can't help it..

#tw ana diary

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I can't wait to be thinner so I can enjoy normal things like being in public and waking up each and every morning

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it pains me to see