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Best friend Ellie Williams who has been ignoring for days.

Warnings: Top reader kinda, squirting, homophobia, slurs, fingering

You and Ellie have been friends for years, starting back when you guys were teens. From what Ellie has gathered, you’ve always wanted it to stay this way. It’s insane that Ellie knows everything about you doesn’t know if you even like girls. It’s been driving her crazy, she’s been waiting for any signs, any confirmation, that she could ever have a change. Just one mention of a guy you like, or god forbid a girl.

Would dating even change anything? Ellie already sees almost all of you under the guise that you two are best friends. She can come over whenever she wants, she already sleeps in your bed almost every night, and you two change and shower together. She feels as though she is already blessed by being able to be this close to you, she thinks she’d rather stay right where she is than risk it all. Until you start to bring a guy around.

Ellie thinks that her life might be over. That soon he’ll be in your bed, he’ll have a key to your apartment, and that he’ll be able to share those intimate moments with you instead. A part of Ellie is mad at you. That she’s been with you through everything and now you guys can’t share a conversation without him being brought up.

Ellie kinda loses her shit when your new boyfriend calls her out on her little crush in front of you.

The three of you have been sitting in your and Ellie’s favorite bar when it happens. Ellie was tired of feeling like she had to stay dormant as you two giggled all night. For the most part, Ellie just stuck to her phone all night, until your boyfriend said something.

“Would you ever think about getting with a girl?”

You look down at your drink and start stirring the liquid with your straw. Your face is so flushed and anyone good tell you’re uncomfortable right now, but he kept going.

“What no? Not for me? Girl on girl action is so hot.”

Ellie couldn’t stay quiet anymore.

“What the fuck dude?”

Your boyfriend turns his attention to Ellie, visibly annoyed.

“Of course that was the only part of the conversation that you listened to.”

“What?” Ellie can feel her face heat up.

“You heard me, it’s always some dyke that seems to never be able to take a compliment. Don’t look at me think that, I see the way you look at y/n. You’re just mad that you can’t play boyfriend girlfriend with her anymore now that she’s got a real man.”

Ellie is shaking with a mix of pure anger and embarrassment. She wants to punch that smug look on his face so bad, but she knows that would make your friendship officially unsalvageable. Instead she just picks up her stuff and leaves.

She’s been stuck in limbo for what feels like so long now. She can’t talk to you after that. Ellie still feels so embarrassed she can’t breathe whenever she thinks of it.

After a week of not talking, you finally send her a late night text.

“Hey, bf/n said you need to pick up your clothes.”

Wow. You really must hate her. Begrudgingly Ellie drives to your apartment to go pick them up. She expects you to just hand her the bags of clothes when she gets there, but instead you ask her to come inside. Ellie is very reluctant at first.

“He’s not here if that’s what you’re worried about.”

Ellie walks inside and straight to your room silently. She opens up the bedside drawer and starts pulling the clothes out. You stand by the door frame.

“I love you”

Ellie pulls her hands out of the drawer and turns to look at you “I- what?”

“I was scared and embarrassed to tell you, and I don’t want to lose you forever over him. Whether or not what he said was true, I still think you should know.”

“Wait what?” Ellie walks closer to you. After all this time you really had no idea? Ellie continues,

“It is true, everything he said.”

You step forward as well. Both of your bodies are only inches apart, so close you can feel her breathing. Ellie keeps her hands hovering over your hips, not yet sure if it was really okay.

You place your hand in her short hair and pull her mouth into yours. Ellie tries to enjoy the kiss before pulling away to potentially ruin it with a question.

“But what about bf/n? Cheating is wrong”

Not that your answer would’ve mattered, it wouldn’t have made Ellie opposed to kissing you. Cheating doesn’t seem so bad when it’s with her and on that asshole.

Your face now moved towards her neck and chest. “I told him. It was over. After. You left.” Every few words punctuated by a kiss to Ellie’s collar bone and neck.

And with that, Ellie finally allows herself to bask in you. She moves her lips back to yours and wrapping her hands around your curves.

“Ive been feral over you since we met.” She admits.

You crack a smug smile, “Oh really? Why don’t you show me?”

While you might have only been teasing, Ellie took this much more seriously. She removes her hand from your hip, wraps it around your hand, and pulls it into her sweats. Even through her underwear you can feel that she is absolutely soaked.

“Don’t you see what you do to me?”

You move her underwear to the side and dip your fingers in and you can feel Ellie’s whole body shiver. She removes her hand from yours and let you continue with your movements. Your fingers slowly pump in and out of her and start walking her towards the bed.

You slowly pull Ellie on top of you in the bed, keeping your hand in her pants. She immediately starts grinding and riding your fingers, attempting to build up her orgasm. With your other hand you stick your hand up her shirt and tweak her nipple. She clenches and that and her hips start to move faster.

Ellie’s walls start spasming so quickly. Along with her cream, you start to feel liquid. Her breath starts to quicken before becoming silent as her hips start to slow to a grind. Realizing whats happening, you push the heel of your hand into her, giving her that extra needed pressure.

Once the liquid stops she climbs off of you. When she rolls off of you, you notice that her sweats are darkened with her climax.

When going to get her a new pair of pants you grab out of your drawer, not hers. When handing them to you her you say something in a boastful tone,

“You know, since your my girlfriend now and stuff”

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[izohing]

I think about toxic Ellie all the time

Warnings: toxicity, taking advantage of reader, drinking, degradation kinda, hitting

It’s been months since Ellie and Dina broke up and she still can’t get over it. Ellie genuinely believes that she will never be able to get over it. Going through girl after girl just to find the right girl that can give her even a semblance of the bliss she got from Dina. Ellie is so tired, she is ready to give up. Ready to face that no one could replace Dina.

Until she saw you. You might not look exactly like Dina but something in your guy’s nature was the same. The way you two talked, the way you smiled, the way you both would look at Ellie. Maybe, just for a moment, Ellie thinks she could look past wanting a replacement and actually love you. Until Ellie learns of your naivety.

You have no experience in relationships, clearly, don’t know your wrongs from rights. Even from the first time Ellie had met you, she could see that you let anyone treat you how they please.

Ellie found you at a coffee shop. She watched you get screamed at by some lady for not making her drink right. Ellie could see your polite demeanor even after being soaking in the pink drink. Your voice was still so sweet as you called next. Something about you was just so familiar, she scrabbles her number down on her receipt, giving it to you before leaving.

You get to texting the moment you’re on break. Ellie took you out to dinner the next night. She tells you how she ‘just’ got out of a relationship and felt a little lonely. And god, you looked so eager to help her in anyway that you could. Letting her complain to you about Dina, and you giving her pretty terrible inexperienced advice about moving on with a comforting smile. Eventually you feel comfortable enough to open up about your inexperience, not just in dating but in relationships all around. By the end of the date, you really think you two hit it off.

When Ellie convinces you to come home with her she is met with a bit of hesitance before you agree. She thinks how it’s a shame that you’re so sweet, how any girl would be so lucky to have you. But you’re sitting, waiting for Ellie in her living room; Ellie who only wants you because you’re the closest comparison to a girl who wants nothing to do with her anymore.

Ellie returns with a bottle and two shot glasses. She tells you how to play some drinking game and once you both start to get a bit loopy she makes her move. It moves from small pecks on the lips to awkward tongue to Ellie pushing you to lay flat on the cushions. With the alcohol and the gaze you give her, Ellie could really enjoy this. Maybe love you like Dina for a bit, except… you’re so new and bad at all of this that it keeps pulling Ellie out of her fantasy. Working through it, Ellie grabs the bottle and takes a swig before pulling your pants down.

Ellie starts kissing farther and farther down your body until she reaches your panties. Taking a long lick over them. Instinctively, your legs squeeze Ellies head and yet again, she out of it. She lifts herself from between your legs and sighs.

“You want to be helpful don’t you?”

“Mhm”

“Then let me show you how Dina would do it”

Clearly you weren’t expecting a response like that, but Ellie gave you no time to back out before yanking your panties down and threading your hand in her hair. Anytime she even feels your legs jerk towards her head, they were met with a hard smack.

By the time Ellie pulls away, you’re shaking a bit. She looks away from your face and her attention goes to your tits. Ellie unbuttons your shirt with a purpose and once she pulls your bra away, you can feel her disappointment

“Dinas were bigger…”

Ellie Williams really must have some way of making you feel bad about yourself in a way that nobody else can. Shes so fast paced, leaving you no time to dwell on her insult, yanking you into her room.

Ellie was ruthless in the way she shoved you on the bed and climbed on top of you. She unbuttons her pants and pulls them down her ankles and off, leaving no time to take off her shirt.

The girl in front of you keeps her eyes shut as she slots her legs between yours. She lifts your leg over her shoulder. The rolls of her hips are so smooth and wet, you can’t help but moan. Just as quick as it slipped out, it was hidden by Ellies hand.

“Shh sh shh I- I just need you to be quiet right now babe”

It only takes a few more thrusts for Ellies wetness to start rolling down your thighs and tummy. She rolls off of you, leaving you high and dry.

Ellie leans over a pulls a cigarette out of her dresser. She seems to suddenly remember you were there as she takes a glance at you. She lights her cigarette, takes a puff, and then pulls it away.

“Oh and by the way, next time don’t shave. She never shaved.”

(Also I feel like I read something with the same idea a long time ago, if someone can find their blog please comment their @)

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[izohing]

Warnings: Angst, drug use, internalized homophobia, verbal fighting.

Imagine rock star Ellie Williams that let it all got to her head.

She met you when she was still in high school being neighbors. She was so scared to do anything about it. If expressing her feelings wouldn’t ruin your guys friendship then at least it would ruin your relationship with everyone else. She couldn’t do that to you, I mean you guys live in a small conservative town.

You went to her every practice and gig, always joking that you were her groupie girlfriend. It wasn’t until you guys left high school that her band really hit it off. You followed her everywhere.

But as time went on, Ellie kinda changed. After her shows she would go elsewhere, leaving you alone. And every time you meet up with her back at the motel her pupils are dilated and she’s slightly swaying. When you try to tell her how much you’re worried about her she always turns it into a screaming match.

Now, you’ve been home for over a year and the only time you see Ellie is when she is in town. Coming over unannounced and high, passing out on your bed. It’s not worth trying to convince her to stay home and take a break for a while or go to a NA meeting anymore, she won’t listen.

Everywhere you go you see tabloid magazines and new articles talking about a strayed rockstar stringed out on god knows what. With your Ellie’s face on the cover.

Next time she comes over high, you draw the line. You tell her she either needs to go to rehab or she can’t see you anymore. She giggles at that and falls asleep holding onto you.

Ellie doesn’t even try to visit for almost a year, tour after tour with so few breaks in between. But when she does, it’s mid winter in the middle of the night. She’s shaking in her tank top and jeans. God she’s lost so much weight since the last time you’ve seen her. Her sunken in eyes are filled with tears while she begs to come inside.

She’s sobbing and pleading that she’ll go to rehab and get better, do whatever you want if you’ll just let her in this one time. She’s so desperate she finally lets you know how she’s felt for so long. How much she loves you and it wasn’t until recently that she realized she can’t live without you.

With a meek I love you too you shut the door on Ellie.

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