itsbuck

[itsbuck]

❝𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞❞ rp meme. as always, feel free to change pronouns, tweak, modify, or adjust these prompts as needed!

❛ Tell me how I know you. ❜

❛ Tell me how to help you. ❜

❛ Tell me what you want. ❜

❛ Tell me you want me. ❜

❛ Tell me the truth. ❜

❛ Tell me a lie. ❜

❛ Tell me a story. ❜

❛ Tell me if this hurts. ❜

❛ Tell me what happened. ❜

❛ Tell me who did this. ❜

❛ Tell me to stop. ❜

❛ Tell me you love me. ❜

❛ Tell me to stay. ❜

❛ Tell me if I'm bothering you. ❜

❛ Tell me how you did that. ❜

❛ Tell me you didn't just do that. ❜

❛ Tell me you didn't just say that. ❜

❛ Tell me I'm pretty. ❜

❛ Tell me you didn't think about me too. ❜

❛ Tell me you don't love me. ❜

❛ Tell me you want me to go. ❜

❛ Tell me you don't want me. I dare you. ❜

❛ Tell me what you want me to do. ❜

❛ Tell me when to stop. ❜

❛ Tell me what you were dreaming about. ❜

❛ Tell me about it? ❜

❛ Tell me about him/her/them? ❜

❛ Tell me what I should do. ❜

❛ Tell me you didn't forget. ❜

❛ Tell me I'm yours. ❜

❛ Tell me you're mine. ❜

❛ Tell me everything. ❜

❛ Tell me more. ❜

❛ Tell me what I did wrong. ❜

#you know you wanna | meme

[itsbuck]

the confirmation & hearing tommy saying their name brings a small, tired, but very content, smile to their face as they meet him halfway across the front room of his place, practically falling into the man's chest & open arms without hesitation. it's a sensation they're still getting used to-- being able to just flop into tommy's space-- without worry that he won't be able to catch him. the man is a freaking brick wall & buck fucking loves it.

"just exhausting," they correct, words slightly mumbled against tommy's shoulder. "i don't think we ever spent more than an hour back at the station before the next call came in." the people of los angeles were in a mood the last 24 hours.

@itsbuck asked: "can i have a hug?" //@ tommy

when it gets hard || sentence starters. | Accepting

Tommy has his legs propped up on his coffee table, one arm resting on the back of the couch and the other arm resting on his lap, holding his phone. He looks up from his phone and sets it down on the coffee table as he lowers his feet and stands up.

"Of course. Bad day at work, Evan?" Tommy asked, moving toward the other with his arms outstretched so he could hug Evan when he got close enough.

#protectxthem #v;; right at home (main)

[itsbuck]

buck's pout continues to linger as tommy lets himself settle in, & it doesn't take long for them to move across the kitchen from where they'd been hanging out on their balcony. as soon as tommy is in range, arms wrap around his waist, hands clasping behind his back to keep him from moving away-- not that they expect tommy to do so, of course.

"there's only so much tv i can watch before i get bored." while impatiently waiting for you to finish your shift. they keep the last bit to theirself, but wouldn't be too surprised if tommy could easily hear what buck isn't saying; they haven't exactly been very good at not being clingy when seeing each other for the first time after mismatched schedules finally decide to line up. "plus i'm starving & i was promised dinner with my boyfriend."

"it sucked without you here." // @itsbuck

"Really?" It's not that Tommy is unconvinced, he's certain the disappointment from opposing schedules is mutual, but Buck's got an adorable pout and he kind of wants to get his hand on his chin again.

But, first, dinner - takeout from some place Buck's raved about in their texts. To his credit, it's decent. Better than the coffee.

"I mean," Tommy glances around Buck's apartment. "It looks like there's plenty to keep you entertained."

#fyrewalks #v;; right at home (main)

[itsbuck]

#Gay on gay crime

#such sibling energy #trustworthy conviction & advice | hen wilson #i can always turn to you | dyn: buck & hen #let the light shine bright | visage #always digging deeper | character study

[itsbuck]

headcanon

buck 100% gives maddie permission to tell their parents about tommy before the wedding. they don't want tommy's presence, as their date, to take attention away from maddie & chimney's big day, but they also don't exactly want to talk to margaret & philip, either. so maddie telling them as much or as little as she wants is the way to go.

plus it gives maddie a chance to politely tell their parents that they aren't allowed to say a single word about it to buck-- or anyone else-- because buck is finally happy & that's all that matters.

#headcanon

[itsbuck]

//alright lovies. today is your last chance to chat/plot with me before i disappear for 2 weeks on vacation. so get your butts into my dms/disco (thatonekrys) please and thank you

#ooc

[itsbuck]

Send a 👫and I’ll write four headcanons I have about our muse’s relationship

[itsbuck]

tommy kinard + his nose scrunch

#buck absolutely LOVES his nose scrunches #ready for you | tommy kinard

[itsbuck]

eyebrows raise as they watch eddie. "do you really think i wouldn't have already grabbed everything we need?" they laugh. "will you put that away & get over here?" at this rate buck's about to banish eddie from the kitchen while they cook, then eat the bolognese without him. while making him watch. "now start chopping up the onions, diaz."

@itsbuck | continued

"i don't know what you're talking about." he can't keep the grin off his face as he glances over at them and slowly opens yet another random drawer. "i just want to make sure we don't miss anything that we might need. like... this." he has no idea what the hell he just grabbed, but he's not about to admit that. "what if we need this... hook?"

#parameddie #v;; right at home (main)

[itsbuck]

//and bc it's related to the hc post i just made, an amusing image i've had in my mind since the coffee date happened:

p&m: evan buck: it's buck 😡 tommy: hey evan buck: hey tommy 🥰 p&m: ?????

#ooc #do not reblog #it makes me laugh every time i think about the possibility

[itsbuck]

headcanon

after learning about daniel, it took buck a long time to get through the aftermath. going back through their childhood with this new information, everything made sense, but they still couldn't understand why. why everything turned out the way it did, primarily their parents' reactions, especially when compared to maddie's. how could their parents practically ignore them when maddie was the most attentive & loving & caring person buck has ever known in their life?

a shit ton of therapy later, they've gotten through most of the trauma & issues. but their parents' lack of interest in continuing the family sessions they'd started after the lightning strike & coma scare are a bit of a hindrance. all of that was worked through in their usual sessions with dr. copeland. finally coming to the realisation that philip & margaret are never going to change their ways when it comes to buck, they make a conscious decision: they forgive their parents for never being able to move on from daniel's death, but no longer have any desire to try & make things right. they're never going to change, & buck has the family they've spent their whole life searching for in the 118. buck will play nice whenever philip & margaret are in town, for maddie and jee-yun's sake, but won't go out of their way to interact or talk with either of them.

this decision doesn't even bring in to consideration how they treat buck beyond that, refusing to call them 'buck', scoffing at the reveal of their gender identity, & the fit that margaret just barely manages to not throw-- purely for the sake of not ruining maddie's wedding any further than it already has been-- when they reveal they're dating a man.

#in the shadows of the sun | headcanon #i don't care what m&p's reactions are to learning about tommy in the next episode #bc we all know margaret will have THOUGHTS about it

[itsbuck]

//just finished rewatching the coma!buck episode bc i'm that much of a masochist someone please help i'm drowning in the feels

#ooc #honestly i needed to watch it for an hc post i'm working on #but i'm still going to complain

[itsbuck]

evan

#*evan* #i really need to write up an hc about the evan of it all #one of these days #[tevan] safe in your hands #ready for you | tommy kinard

[itsbuck]

Send a 👫and I’ll write four headcanons I have about our muse’s relationship

#you know you wanna | meme

[itsbuck]

buck + gay shit going down in his kitchen

#always digging deeper | character study #buck's kitchen has SEEN THINGS

[itsbuck]

I promise, I'm fine. I just look tired a lot, thanks to... the tiredness.

meme

buck snorts, letting out a soft laugh as an arm wraps around cecelia's shoulders & they-- gently but firmly-- guide her to a nearby set of chairs. "you look like you're about to fall over-- & i'm pretty familiar with that specific look since i look like that after a ton of shifts. how long have you been on shift?"

#v;; right at home (main) #cehcelia

[itsbuck]

“It's 4am. You need sleep”

meme

they're so zoned out, staring at the floor just past where their feet are resting, that they don't hear eddie coming up the stairs, despite how otherwise silent it is in the station-- & especially the loft. buck's been in that same chair, in that same position- elbows on their knees, hands clasped & supporting their chin- since they got back from their last call. a call that didn't go so well.

it's been a long time since a call has affected buck this badly, especially one that didn't involve any of their friends or family. but it had been a weird day for buck to begin with, one of those ones where they aren't in a great headspace (but not enough to be a hindrance in any way), & then that one thing happens to just make everything go wrong.

eddie's voice suddenly breaking the silence makes buck startle just enough to pull them out of....whatever it was they were in. rubbing their face with one hand, they glance at their watch to confirm eddie's statement. how the hell is it already 4am?

"i can't. not after...." buck's voice is low, almost raw, & trails off without finishing their point. it's not like eddie can't figure out himself what they're not saying.

#parameddie #v;; right at home (main)