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currently reading TWO fics that are incomplete and I’m losing my goddamn mind!!!! this is why I always sort by completed but the rec for a tlou!huskerdust au was so tempting and the other is a good omens writer that i ADORE so I couldn’t resist. first is at the end of extinction by the_bad _samaritan and second is by blackeyedblondie, both on ao3 :-]

#getting back into the groove of reading daily/nightly #I truly cannot find published works that interest me more that fanfic so on ao3 I shall continue to live #I just had to yap about it anyway goodnight

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just found out that if i stay in my room all the time my life will eventually shrink to the size of it and i will lose all memory of how to function as a person. shocked & upset

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shine

#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #hazbin hotel #art

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just got barely 10 things at target and it was $100 I’m going to lose my mind

#why do I have so much anxiety about spending money but also WHY IS EVRYTHING SO EXPENSIVE TF #I went to get my brother cool things n crafts and get my dad bday gifts without crying afterwards #I try to hard to save my money and for what lol I can’t even spend it on myself or others #also leaving the house is nvr as enjoyable or helpful as I expect it to be I don’t want to do it ever again #I’m okay if it’s w my parents or siblings but by myself or w my brother when I have to be the one in charge is a Bad Time mentally #idk how I’m gonna be able to handle going back to school this summer I’m so scared and it’s embarrassing #and that itself is gonna be so much fuckint money I can’t do this #bout to give up fr what’s the point if I can’t leave the house don’t talk to anyone and can’t succeed lololol

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they should invent a being in your twenties in which you do not feel your life is unsalvageable and ruined

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box car sluts

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its nothing some ibuprofen and a blunt and 5 beers and a head injury and jacking off and killing myself cant fix

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From: Alfred Hickethier, Le Cube des Couleurs, Dessain et Tolra, Paris, 1973

(via Micah Lexier, plus typoswiss)

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#vid

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pulling over to jerk off to 3 car pileup

#LFMDJAJW

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I love being alone <- girl who has known nothing but loneliness her entire life and so has no choice but to take comfort in it

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you say “5th of the month next month” and it’s like yeah buddy it sure it. you say “3 years since destiel love confession scene next month” and it’s like who said that.

#three years……

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gay sex

#dash is dangerously close to convincing me to watch house

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#GAY SEX??????