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All of Us Strangers (2023) dir. Andrew Haigh

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“Baseball is about going home, and how hard it is to get there and how driven is our need. It tells us how good home is. Its wisdom says you can go home again but you cannot stay. The journey must always start once more, the bat an oar over the shoulder, until there is an end to all journeying. Nostos; the going home; the game of nostalgia, so apt an image for our hunger that it hurts.”

— A. Bartlett Giamatti - “Recall as the Series Ends, The Afternoon of the Fall”

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you drive, you clean, you basically cook what does he do?

nah, Ernie's the vibe guy!

#Remind me to root for the blue jays next season #Im sorry for being late these guys are everything #davis schneider #ernie clement

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When trans women are mocked and made into jokes in the media, I get very upset, and I am often told “Kay, you can’t go through life getting offended every time someone makes a joke.” And I sputter and object but they don’t hear me. So I want to be clear for once, about why the jokes make me angry.

I learned to hate myself for being transgender before I knew I was transgender. I laughed at the jokes in stand up comedy routines, and prime time sitcoms, and animated comedy shows, and in the movies, and in books, and in games, laughing at trans women for existing, about “men in dresses”, about people who “got their dicks chopped off”, and I learned to think that was worthy of ridicule.

And then a day came when I felt a pang of envy at what my female classmates were wearing and I repressed it, and felt guilty, and a day where I felt incomplete because I had no breasts and I repressed it and I felt disgusting And a day when I realized the only images of romance that made me feel anything showed two women together and I repressed it and I felt like a monster And a day when I realized I felt sick when I looked at myself in the mirror after every shower before work and couldn’t bear to look at my own face, and I hated myself. And then there came a day when I hated myself so much, and I thought I could never understand why, and so I just wanted it all to end. And it was just a miracle that I swerved my car back into my lane in time.

And all of it started with a joke that I heard on TV, and then kept hearing from all the voices from the ether, over and over and over, worming an idea into my mind before I was old enough to realize I was absorbing it, the idea that a man in a dress is funny, and that changing your body parts makes you a freak, and that women who have penises instead of vaginas are liars and hurt men. And they’re still making these jokes. And somewhere out there right now, just like all those years ago, there is a little girl in a t-shirt and cargo shorts with buzzed off hair watching the TV, hearing that joke and absorbing it without knowing it, who will someday have to pry herself apart to tear it out of her head, just like I did.

That is, if she doesn’t kill herself first.

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proud to be learning c++

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Whats baseball

when two men love each other very much….

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55 and legacy

article about carlos rodón not wearing no.55 in san francisco (sami higgins, march 15,2022) / the world was wide enough - hamilton (original broadway cast recording) / ocean vuong, daily bread / unknown / glory - bastille

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good news, the phillies have retrieved their heads from their asses

#137 days till opening day #philadelphia phillies

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Book source: Calculus Made Easy by Silvanus P. Thompson

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📷 powershot a400

#digicam #university #college #study space #studyblr #student life

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#free palestine #Palestine #gazaunderattack

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Sharing my fav pics of nick bc he makes me ill

Ive more but i cant find them rip

#philadelphia phillies #Phillies #Mlb #Baseball #nick castellanos #detroit tigers

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have you ever stayed up late with someone texting or chatting and known as the hours ticked by that you’d be ridiculously tired in the morning but it didnt matter because it was really fun and totally worth losing sleep over just to laugh with someone and enjoy their company maybe and then the next day you keep tiredly recalling how much fun it was

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PHILLIES TO NLDS BABYY

I know it ain't their song but the Phillies taking on Red October got me like-

BITCH I SAID WHAT I SAID

I'D RATHER BE FAMOUS INSTEAD

I LET ALL THAT GET TO MY HEAD

I DON'T CARE I PAINT THE TOWN RED

#This is my first time following a team to post season too #I almost wish i was still a reds fans #This is too stressfull 😭 #I need to believe in them.

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Nooo i just finished ep 1 and i alr ship them was that as gay as they get 😭😭

i gotta say it- jim and neal had serious chemistry in the first episode and they should have been gay and a couple

#It doesnt matter i can make a gay edit out of anything #the newsroom #jim harper #neal sampat

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Have you tried yoga? Have you tried aleve? Have you tried physical therapy? Have you tried a chiropractor? Have you tried a new mattress? Have you tired drinking water? Have you tried taking things out of your bookbag? Have you tried losing weight? Have you tried stretching? Have you tried-SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT THE FUCK UPPPP

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2011