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hi guys!

this will be the last post i make on this account, so i'm going to pin it once it's posted. it's mostly just kind of me rambling, so feel free to skip to the last paragraph if you're interested in following me on my new account. it will be linked at the end :3

honestly, i feel conflicted as i write this, but i think it's necessary. i have had this blog since i was in highschool. i've posted my writing here for at least 6 years!! over those years, i've gained what i consider to be a pretty big following– more than i've had on any other social media, at least, lol. anyways, i've been writing fanfiction since i was a kid, and for years i was embarrassed by it. i didn't think anything i wrote was worthy of being read, and i didn't think that anyone would like my writing. thanks to this website, i was proved to be very wrong. i've garnered over 5k notes on a fic that i wrote when i was 17– that's so many people!! even now, it's mindblowing to me how many people not only read the things i write, but actually enjoy them. i have received so much love and praise over the years, and i am eternally grateful to every single person who's ever liked, reblogged, or complimented my writing.

as i've had this blog for so long, my interests and my values have changed quite a bit since i was 16. when i first started gaining traction here, i didn't really think too hard about the nuances of being a creator. all i cared about was people liking the things i worked so hard on. it didn't matter who they were, as long as they liked me. over the last few years, i've become less and less active here as i've spent time navigating adulthood, as well as getting into new sources and trying to separate myself from certain older sources that i once wrote for. this blog has been with me through so many different phases of my life, and leaving it behind feels a bit disheartening, but i have taken a lot of time to think about who i am, who i post for, what i want to write about and what i want out of this hobby of mine– and so, i've come to the decision to start anew.

i will not be deleting this blog for several reasons. number one being my own nostalgic purposes. i would like to someday be able to look back and see how i've grown as a writer. i've poured a lot of effort, blood, sweat and tears into everything i've posted here. even the stuff that makes me cringe now. also, my fics still get a pretty surprising amount of attention, even the old ones, and though i'm not happy with some of them now that i look back on it, i can see that others enjoy them, and i don't want them to be lost forever (because i for one do NOT keep track of all the documents on my phone, so there's no option to repost them, lmao).

anyways, i'm saying all this to say THANK YOU to every single individual who has spent time reading my work, every person who's supported me, and every follower. i am endlessly grateful to you all for giving me the courage to keep posting my writing and sharing my thoughts with the world.

moving forward, you can find me at the blog linked below. it simply would take too much time to cleanse this blog of people and fandoms i don't want to further associate with, and honestly, a fresh start sounds rejuvenating. i hope everyone has a happy holiday season, and that the new year will bring you everything you could ask for. thanks for your support.

❤️

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get you a man who canonically has to sit spread-eagled to assert dominance

#im fucking CRYING LMFAO

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things that make them fall in love w/ you (again)

reader: gender neutral/no pronouns used

ft. ace, sabo, luffy, zoro, and nami

warnings: none! except forgive me if sabo is ooc, i’ve only seen him in the flashbacks and in adorable gifs after the timeskip !

part one, part two, part three !

ACE has never appreciated praise as much as he does when it comes from you. it could be a simple “good job!” or “you’re the best!” and you’ll have him wrapped around your finger instantly. even if you scold him for doing something he shouldn’t be doing, he can’t stop the butterflies in his stomach. the tone of your voice is always so sweet and loving, he can tell without a doubt that you truly do care about him. he’s always looking for ways to thank you for your genuine love.

the day you pushed back SABO’S hair and kissed his scar, he couldn’t imagine a life without you. he grew out his hair purposely to cover the scar, but your tender loving tells him that it’s nothing he has to hide. all his worries dissipate and all he can do is smile as he looks into your eyes. unfortunately for him, you always catch him off guard when you do it as well. he could be sitting down reading information he’d gather and you’d come out of no where from behind him and give him a kiss. you always know how to lighten the mood.

when captains a bit too ecstatic, all it takes for LUFFY to calm down is your fingers running through his hair. he can never get enough of your gentle movements whether your hands are soft and smooth or rough and calloused. it’s very rare to keep him under control, but head massages always seem to do the trick. he could be bouncing up and down until your fingers make contact with his locks, and now his eyes are slowly closing. he absolutely hates it when you have to stop though and even subconsciously picks up your hand just to put it on his head.

ZORO was always alone in his gym until you started spending time in there as well. usually he shooed everyone else away, but he could never get bored of your presence. whether you were exercising as well or just reading a book in the corner, your presence motivated him. it didn’t matter who started the conversation, he was always craving your attention. as a joke one day, you picked up as many weights as you could and sat on his back as he was doing push-ups. he carried on, saying that this was nothing. it truly was nothing, but it made his workouts a bit more entertaining.

when things get hectic, NAMI can always count on you to help get things under control. whether it’s financing, navigating, or even just breaking up a fight between sanji and zoro, she can’t help but feel relieved when you do her tasks without asking. the “it’s already done!” or “i have it right here!” when she forgets about something never fails put her mind at ease. it’s like you always know what she’s thinking and how to help. she can always trust you with her tasks, knowing you’ll live up to her expectations. she appreciates your help greatly.

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💘 One Piece men and how they would realize they have a big fat crush on you (PART 2)

(part 1)

Sanji

ok so big news, this man is a simp and gets heart eyes instantly

but love, oh true love! there's calmness in it.

being the hyper lady lover 3000 that he is, he would be washed away by a wave of peace whenever he is around you

no sweaty hands, no nosebleed, no heart attack. just the lingering feeling of something that is bigger than life

he'd bring you breakfast in bed and would just know that he wants do to this for the rest of his life

your sleepy voice, the cup of tea he prepared for you just as you like it in your tender hands, allowing him to see you this vulnerable...

cupid definitely shot an arrow straight through his heart, another one to be sure and a third one to seal the deal

the following days he'd be busy figuring out your ring size (because why wait when he just knows that you are the one?)

Sabo

Sabo and you would write letters back and forth whenever one of you was on a mission (which was quite often), telling each other about your daily life and feelings

better believe that this man would have risen to become a famous poet if the revolutionary army hadn't needed him first

he would always get really excited to hear back from you, seeing your handwritting, the letter you folded so carefully, and just the tiny bit of your perfume as he opened it when he was alone

lately he would catch himself struggling with how to end the letter. xoxo? (hugs and kisses, huh.) best? (too formal!) your friend? (just a friend...) with love? (LOVE?)

he would ruffle his golden hair in the shimmering candle light, followed by a quiet "oh"

he's still a feral child at heart, so you better be prepared to receive that "will you be my girlfriend? [ ] yes [ ] yes in cursive" letter very soon

Kid

another feral child in a grown man's body

it sure does take some time to win his heart over, but the second he lets you in, be sure that there is no way out

Kid would probably mistake being in love with being hungry first, also a stomach bug maybe

counseling with Killer in an emergency meeting what this strange tingling feeling was whenever you entered the room (Killer would probably be like "bro")

would possibly stomp out of the room with a red head when you ask him about his day and if you should let him run a bath as he seems a bit exhausted

also would come back, yell a soft "yes please" in your direction and stomp off again

imagine him blurting out a confession while you're carefully washing his massive back

which would result in a wrestling battle between you two to stop him from drowing himself immediately because of embarrassment

Rayleigh

oh Rayleigh. at his age, this man has loved and he has lost.

but that feeling in his stomach, when you're around him? could it be? he hasn't felt like this in ages.

at first he would try to brush it off. wasn't he too old to feel like a teenager all over again?

yet there would be no denying that his heart would jump the second he sees you walking towards him, waving and smiling

when you leap yourself into his arms he has to fight the sudden urge to kiss you so bad (and this man is no shy kisser, be assured)

Rayleigh would carefully test out the waters how you felt about the age difference between you two (hasn't he seen the "I <3 DILFS" sticker on your notebook) and if your feelings were mutual or just student-mentor-like

the dark king would be quick to make you his queen, he waited so long for you to step into his life

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laying on their shoulder

-> with law, nami, sanji & usopp

Law

you thought it wasn’t a really big deal for him so you just did it

there also wasn’t really a reaction + he didn’t say anything

but the moment you wanted to close your eyes to relax, you heard something

& the moment he realized what you heard, he stood up to „go and get some water“

guess you already know what that sound was

his heartbeat was literally so fast and loud-

but his face said otherwise

yk how loid from spy x family changes his shocked expression in 0,1 seconds?

he’s just like him fr

Nami

instantly puts her head on yours

like she doesn’t even waste a second

it’s something like an instinct

will also talk in a softer voice till you probably fall asleep

patting your head while looking at your face from above-

it’s these kind of moments she wants to remember for the rest of her life

soft and calm, not like her past or the three idiots she has to deal with every day

Sanji

hahshhahaha what do y’all expect?

OF COURSE HES ALREADY ALL OVER THE MOON

he’ll be really loud and ask questions the whole time

also laughs awkwardly at first like „hahkhgqha whats going on😍“

UNLESS you say that you’re tired and just want to rest a little

man will have a soft smile on his face while trying to calm down his heartbeat🥺

congratulations, he’s now always asking if you’re tired and want to sleep on his shoulder

„no i just blinked-„

Usopp

silence

literally stopped talking for a moment

he was in the middle of introducing his new invention when you put your head on his shoulder

had all kinds of negative thoughts

„am i boring her?“ „is she tired of me?“ „should i stop??

you noticed and had to say that you just wanted to make yourself comfortable while listening

he now has even more confidence and explains every detail with a proud smile on his face

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what they first notice about you .。･:*:･

0.5k words | no warnings! | with sanji, zoro, luffy, usopp, franky, nami, & robin

drabbles

unsurprisingly, sanji first notices your beauty. your beauty stands out in a crowd, his heart skipping a beat the moment he lays eyes on you. sanji has seen many beautiful women on his adventure in the grand line, but your beauty is irresistible. all in a moment’s notice, he realizes he wouldn’t mind waking up to your pretty face every day, or possibly for the rest of his life.

considering that zoro has no idea how to flirt, he will think that your attitude and cheeky behavior are adorable. he’ll match your energy and tease you about anything, expecting you to do the same. zoro not only notices the attitude, but he’ll love it even more if you refuse to back down and hold your ground against his sour tongue too. to be honest, zoro thinks he’s flirting.

ironically, just like himself, you have one of the most beautiful smiles in the entire world. you catch luffy’s eye when you’re passing by each other, your big, bright smile causes him to completely disregard whatever he’s doing. the minute he sees your smile, all luffy knows is that he cannot continue his adventure unless you are by his side. luffy never thought he could ache for a dream so much until now.

the first thing usopp notices about you is your laughter. it’s distinct, unique to only you, and one of the most harmonious sounds that he had ever heard in his entire life. when usopp first hears your laugh, he immediately begins crafting some of the wildest stories (lies) he could think of just to make you smile and hear your laughter again. usopp feels lucky enough just to be able to listen to you, but to be able to woo you too? that’s the dream.

franky can’t help but notice how fun you are. you’re always the first to ask to check out his new invention or whatever cool gadget he’s added to his cyborg body, and he lives for it. franky loves being around you because you’re always offering your help (even if it is just a ploy to be around him). you’re right there with luffy, chopper, and usopp laughing at his hairstyles or being amazed by a new addition to the soldier dock system. he loves knowing that you, not only appreciate his craftsmanship but are eager to learn more about it too!

although nami hates to admit that she needs to be rescued, she first notices your confidence in your fighting ability. especially post-timeskip, she enjoys being able to take care of herself, but when you come in to rescue her and save the day, she swoons. you’re so strong and courageous, she doesn’t mind playing the damsel in distress from time to time if she knew that you were the one saving her. she also wouldn’t mind some personal alone time with you for training sessions.

like many intellects, robin is intrigued by your mind, your intelligence, and most importantly your capabilities. as quiet and private as the woman is, she wouldn’t have really paid much attention to you when you joined the crew as she was mostly keeping to herself. but then she accidentally overhears a conversation between you and someone else and her heart soars. how brilliantly you speak, with such passion and grace, she feels an undeniable connection to you. intellect is one of the most attractive things to robin and now she has an educated individual to discuss with; it’s her personal heaven.

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HOW THEY KNOW YOU ARE THE ONE one piece hcs. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ characters: luffy. zoro. usopp. sanji. ✮

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ LUFFY felt stupid. it wasn’t often that he didn’t feel stupid, but usually he didn’t mind it. this time he did.

his entire life, all he wanted was to become king of the pirates. to sail across the grand line, conquer all in his path and secure the one piece. it’s all he thought about for years, so why was he hesitant now?

it was nothing new for luffy to set aside plans to fulfill the wishes of his crew. if anyone wanted anything—he was more than happy to help, but it was different when it came to you.

standing alone by the front of the ship, his eyes traveled the blue sky in complete silence, an island coming into view, one he knew was a place you adored. he remembers watching your eyes twinkle just talking about the beach there. the food was also noted to die for, and he was drooling at the descriptors alone, but would he be lying to himself if he said he really only wanted to make the stop to see that look in your eye again?

its not like he was on a time crunch to find the one piece, but at the same time, multiple other crews were looking for it as well. shouldn’t he be more urgent to continue the journey?

“got a lot on your mind?” your voice broke his trance, a large grin reaching each of his ears immediately.

“what’s it to ya!?” he teased, growing slightly warmer at the reciprocated smile that he felt was blessed upon him, “‘m just thinkin’ about the food. that’s all!” his eyes returned to sea, the tint on the tips of his ears going unnoticed.

“say luffy,” joining him by the ledge, you both stared off into the distance at the island, “when we get there, will you come with me to eat at the restaurant i told you about?”

“sure, yn,” his chest felt tight, but not in a bad way, “let’s do that!”

perhaps a small detour in his journey wasn’t a bad thing after all, as long as he got to see you happy, it was worth it.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ ZORO looked at his friends confused, puzzled. hand to his chin and a lean against the table, chair tipping off the floor and bound to fall if given any more force. what nami has claimed moments before didn’t make sense to him—and zoro hated when the troublesome woman lied.

“well usopp,” her voice was calm, eyes closed and annoyance dripping from her tongue, “you know it’s true love when you think about them as you wake up, or maybe even if you feel like you always need to be around them.”

she was confident in her response, but he knew that she was wrong. zoro never experienced true love and didn’t expect it anytime soon—and that’s how he knew she’s wrong.

you, his friend for many years, were the person he always felt the need to be around, to protect. the one he woke up wondering about or even visiting in his dreams. it was because you were his best friend, right?

there was no way he was in love with you.

“that’s not true,” he argued, matching the glare nami now shot towards him, “if that were true, that means i’d be in love with yn, and i’m not. so, you’re lying… again.”

his eyes were closed in his declaration, only peaking open after moments of silence and blank stares. it didn’t take long for sanji to make a snarky remark, or luffy to let out a belly laugh—but what really got him was it seemed as if everyone knew something that he didn’t.

“geez zoro,” she laughed, rubbing her hand through her hair, “i knew you were an idiot, but not that much of an idiot!”

his face grew red at her accusation, or maybe it wasn’t as much of an accusation after all. the combination of realizing and his friends making fun of him felt like a overflowing wave of many emotions, and only got worse when luffy repeated his declaration loudly for the entire sea to hear.

it was only a matter of time before it reached you, who just so conveniently happened to walk out of the dining area moments before his confession.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ USOPP hadn’t realized the movement in his legs until after the blowing hit. it was shocking to others how quick his reflexes were, shielding you with his body in an attempt to save your life. they weren’t the only one surprised, he was too. normally he’d have to talk to himself for some moments—work up the courage—but this time he didn’t.

his body felt light as it hit the floor, hands quickly grabbing onto his head and placing it somewhere softer. the ringing in his ears were accompanied by another sound, a familiar voice.

your sobs were uncommon but he knew they were yours, snapping him back into reality. laying atop your knees, the tears falling from your face landed onto his. it was a beautiful view, he originally thought, not recognizing the reason behind it.

the sound hardly came back as he watched the distress against your features, mouth moving but no words heard. he felt lightheaded—and he didn’t know exactly why. was it because of the large amount of blood he lost? or was it this feeling surrounding him, this feeling of a swollen heart, as he laid against your fingertips?

his eyes dizzily traced over your beautiful eyes, the wetness of your cheeks and the plumpness in your luscious lips. your face was like a masterpiece; art. beautiful beyond comparison to anyone he had come across, but he didn’t understand why he hadn’t noticed the beauty of you to this depth until now.

“just breathe, okay?” the soft melody of your voice brought a smile to his face as the ringing died down, the blood trickling down his cheek long forgotten about as your eyes sparkled in the light, “stay awake. can you do that for me?”

the amount of time that passed seemed short to usopp, but the defeated body of the pirate and belly laugh of luffy suggest otherwise. and, for the moment, he didn’t mind the pain shooting through his body as long as you were safe, and that your attention was on him.

“yeah i think i can do that,” he laughed, causing a giggle to leave your lips. he swore his heart skipped a beat before giving you a toothy smile, “just for you.”

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ SANJI fell silent in your presence; one he was trying to avoid. standing before him, your arms crossed in frustration. avoiding you was what got him into this mess in the first place, and the silence didn’t help him one bit.

“i know you’ve been avoiding me sanji,” you exclaimed. his eyes focused on your cutely furrowed eyebrows and scrunched up nose— no, he thought, screwing his eyes shut to stop the thoughts flooding his mind.

you see, sanji was a womanizer. without a doubt. he loved all types of women no matter her personality, and that’s exactly how he was when he met you. joining the ship, you received the same treatment as any regular woman who crossed his path. the serenading, the pet names, the food cooked with love—it all!

until recently.

recently those pet names that come up naturally started to catch in his throat, a stuttering mess of words spitting everywhere as this overwhelming, unknown feeling had invaded his body. the way his body now suddenly froze in only your presence made it clear that you were the issue.

sanji knew exactly what this weird feeling was, but he had never experienced it before. he can easily admire a woman’s beauty and profess his love for her, but had he actually been in love before? contrary to belief; no. he had zero experience, and now that his entire world stops at just the sound of your voice, your footsteps, he rather just go back to the way things were.

so, being the ‘smart’ man he is, he began avoiding you.

“i don’t know what you’re talking about, yn!” the lies he spewed were easily detected as the awkward smile found its way onto his face, hands shooting into the air as if he was protecting himself from the rage you were soon going to release onto him, “if i were avoiding you, why am i talking to you now!?”

“i just don’t know what i did, sanji. it hurts my feelings.”

sanji loved you, without a doubt. his chest froze once more at the saddened look on your face, bent cigarette falling from his lips and abandoned on the floor.

“i didn’t-” he stuttered, not missing the way the cute, grumpy pout found its way onto your face once again. the eye contact you broke adding onto the list of things only you managed to make cute, even if you were angry with him.

it was now more than clear to sanji that he was in love with you, but what he was going to do? he had no idea, though one thing was obvious.

he was in too deep to continue his charade. way too deep.

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Would You Still Love Me If I Was A Worm?

Word Count: 122

Characters: Monkey D. Luffy, Roronoa Zoro, Sanji, Nami, Nico Robin, Buggy, Usopp, Sabo, Portgas D. Ace, Trafalgar D. Water Law

Post-type: Headcanons

Warnings: None

• "I would put you in my pocket and take you with me everywhere!"

• Don't be suprised if he accidentally eats you one day.

• "No." She deadpans.

• Honestly, you shouldn't be surprised.

• "What a strange question. It depends on the type of worm."

• "A worm? Uh..."

• Avoids answering your question.

• "I don't know, would you still love me if I was a worm?"

• "Huh? What kind of question is that? I guess."

• He'd definitely lose you.

• "I'd turn into one, so we could be worms together."

• "Probably not."

• You can't tell if he's joking or not.

• "Of course! I'd probably step on you by accident though."

• Just stares at you.

• "How did you even become one in the first place?"

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ramattra. (flesh and all)

fem. reader. angst.

it’s been years he’s seen your face.

shambali was his home, as good a home as any, his omnic brothers and sisters and friends its true source of comfort. on occasion, a rare visitor in the form of fleshly human bones entered the temple grounds, searching for warmth in the night. there were plenty of tired, worn faces that came through those sacred doors, but none had that distinct beauty like you did.

what a thought. him, finding a flesh-thing worth beauty?

at the time, and perhaps even now, he did.

he pretended not to notice the others staring. pretended not to hear zenyatta’s whispered words of encouragement. pretended that the brush of your hands, warm, silksoft, did not move something deep inside of him. neither did the way your voice fell like snowflakes upon his audial sensors, nor the pressing of your petal-like lips to his faceplate.

ramattra could care less for most humans, rotten as they are. but when it was you, and only for you, he pretended he didn’t.

now, standing mere feet before you, that face full of beauty from so long ago, he could not pretend his soul did not pulse with sadness, with love. even when your eyes caught onto the fiery destruction laid all around him, smoke and soot and screams darkening the evening air, did he once wish you hadn’t stumbled upon this land — for if you hadn’t, he’d never the chance to see you once more.

he says your name, and the sound is softer than a butterfly’s wing. “go and seek shelter, heart. it is not your place to stay.”

your eyes begin to water, from emotion or ashes he does not know. “it’s you.” you say, voice a simple hurt. “it’s been you, all this time.”

“you know it must be me.”

the words cause tears to cascade down your cheeks. briefly a memory surfaces, of nights he’d run a careful hand beneath your leaking eyes, a metallic touch providing cold comfort. he watches your beautiful face crumple, and wishes it wasn’t because of him.

“go, now,” he urges again, stepping closer. “go, before harm befalls you.”

ramattra, ramattra, you cry, like a bird’s song on morning breezes. you human, what makes your spirit so weak? have you no thought to live, to breathe or to shine? human flesh, he thinks, does not befit your beauty. for the fleshly things he doth hates, but that soul of yours he loves so completes him.

distant voices sound closer, a warning for him to pull his troops back lest any more of his friends are lost. he imagines an emblem, round with human hope, and is assured you’ll be found by lowly humans fortunate to be in your presence. as he turns his back, a whisper stops him still.

“i’m sorry.”

he turns to look at you, one last time. he hopes you see what little fondness is left in his soul, reserved for those deserving like you. “you are never to apologize to me. it could never be from something like you, merciful and true.”

“but if it hadn’t been me?”

something lies behind the irises of your eyes.

he looks away, not daring to see it.

as he leaves you for yet another time, ramattra wonders whether the beauty of you will soon again greet him in this life; flesh and blood and sinew and all.

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GRRRR

ARF ARF

BARK BARK BARK

HES SO HOT OMG

tbh he most likely hates humans but I would let him kill me

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Hopeful - Ramattra

Pairing - Ramattra x reader

Warnings - too much fluff frrrr

Word Count - 3,937

Notes - this fic was inspired by this post by @lady-shimada!! i am super thankful to them for allowing me to write this wonderful idea because I absolutely love how this turned out!! this is one of my longest fics yet and I cannot express how fun this was to write!! thank you again @lady-shimada and I really hope you enjoy it!!! Have a great rest of your day/night everyone and please stay hydrated!!! <3333

You wiped the sweat off of your forehead and smiled at your work. "Does that feel better?" You asked the omnic who's arm you had just finished fixing up.

She rolled her arm and practically beamed at you, if she could of course. "Thank you! Y-You don't know how much this means to me!!" She pulled you into an embrace and you hugged her back with no hesitation.

"Of course. I'm just happy to help all that I can." Nothing felt better than seeing an omnic happy. As a human, it was rare to get along with omnics, especially after the war, but you were just glad that there was some peace in the world that you could take part in. Especially thanks to your teacher, Zenyatta, who was an omnic himself. You just wanted a better world. One in which omnics were seen as more than just robots, but another half of humans.

"How much will that be?" The omnic pulled her wallet out and started fishing out cash.

"No, please, it's on me. I don't need any money."

"Please let me pay, it's the least I could do." She started shoving money at you, but you kept declining.

"Ma'am, I'm serious. Seeing you in tip top shape is more than enough payment for me."

"You're a blessing, you know that?!" The omnic threw her arms around you once more before thanking you what seemed like a thousand times before leaving.

Genji just smiled at you from across the room. "You are very talented, y/n."

"Oh, stop it, Genij." You cleaned off a couple of tools and gave Genji a playful punch on the arm.

"It's true! I don't know what the omnics would do without someone like you. I don't know what I would do without you." He pointed to his robotic body, making you giggle a bit.

"It's seriously the least I could do. They need help, right? That's what I'm here for. To provide that help." You wiped some oil off of your face and slipped off your dirty apron. "Now I'm off to go get some food because I am exhausted."

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"Brother, I just want to know why you're not fighting for us! For the omnics! The ones who raised you!" Ramattra exclaimed, throwing his hands in the air. He was on a walk with Zenyatta, as it had been years since they had last seen each other.

The two decided to get back in contact after a lot of thinking Zenyatta had done on his part. Moral of the story is: he missed Ramattra. They had an unbreakable bond that was taken away from them over a few disagreements. It's not that Zen wanted Ramattra back to change his mind. He just wanted to see him again. Without that brother-like omnic by his side, Zen was becoming a bit lonely.

"Don't you care about your people, brother?! Don't you care that they are dying?!"

"Of course I do, Ramattra," Zenyatta sat next to a nearby lake, looking up at the stars. "But doesn't everyone die?" His tone was soft and Ramattra was already getting frustrated.

"Yes! Everyone dies! But not like this, brother... not like this." He sat next to Zen, looking to the stars as well. "I just want peace for our people. I want to avenge Mondatta. I don't want it to happen all over again... especially to you." Ramattra sighed, feeling a little more at ease, waiting for Zenyatta to say something. Praying that he would agree with him.

"I understand how you must feel, brother," Zen's tone was still soft, not breaking once. "But we each have our own ways of thinking. I don't think anyone should die for the sake of others. I think in the end, we should all be equal."

"But how are we supposed to be equal when-"

Ramattra's rough tone was quickly interrupted by Zenyatta skipping a stone over the lake they were next to. "Listen, Ramattra. I invited you here because I missed you. That's all. We can have talks about war and death later, but for now," Zenyatta got up from his spot, continuing the walk. "I want to know how you've been."

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"What did you get?" Genji walked up to you, taking a fry from your meal; the omnic he was talking to that was in recovery went back into rest mode. There were a lot of omnics that had to heal up, especially some who have seen some bad places. Your shop wasn't the cleanest, but at least you had a space for them to stay for a while.

"Well it looks like you already figured it out Mr. I Like To Steal Fries." You giggled, placing your food on a nearby table with tools strewn across it.

"Sorry, sorry," Genji put his hands in the air in joking defense. "Look, I'm just hungry too, y/n. You can't blame me."

"I thought you would be," you sighed, pulling out another bag. "So I got you some food too."

"That omnic was right... you are a blessing."

"Shut up Genji and just take the food. And you owe me a fry now!" You laughed, handing him his food.

"Do you have any more patients today?" Genji took off his mask to reveal his scar covered face. If only you could do something about that.

"I think I have one more... but it's a Junkertown patient."

"Are you serious?" Genji's mouth was full of food, shock painted on his face.

"Yeah," you said solemnly. "I hate getting those patients. Not because they're hard to fix, but because I feel so bad. The Junker Queen really fucks them up, I tell you what."

"I bet. I'm sorry." Genji looked at a patient who had been bed ridden for weeks. Another one from Junkertown, still trying to regain consciousness.

"Genji, I'm the last person you should be apologizing to." You looked down at your food, getting prepared for the patient you were going to have to help soon. You wished it didn't have to be this way between humans and omnics, but for now, this was the only thing you could do to help.

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"Wait," Ramattra pinched the bridge of what would be his nose. "So you're telling me that you're teaching... a... human?"

"Two actually." Zenyatta said casually, watching an airplane fly by.

"Two?! Have you gone mad?!"

"Perhaps a little mad." Zen giggled to himself.

"You have got to be playing some sort of sick joke on me. I can't believe you would do something like that."

"Not all humans are bad. You do know that, right?" Zen gave Ramattra a playful look, which was returned with glaring eyes.

"Yes they are. Why else would we still be going through this pain and suffering?"

"Follow me. I want to show you something."

Ramattra sighed, but didn't argue with Zen. "Fine."

"Might I ask when the last time you spoke to a human was?"

Ramattra went silent, trying to think. "I don't really... speak to them. They made us suffer, so I make them suffer."

Zen hummed in response. "I see."

For the rest of the walk, the two omnics were silent. They didn't feel like more needed to be said, so they just listened to the nighttime birds sing and the slight breeze blow onto the nearby lake.

Ramattra loved when the world was peaceful. It was rare for him. Not often did he get to just enjoy the sounds of the world, it didn't feel like he was allowed to yet. He still had things he needed to do for his people. It was like a breath of fresh air was unheard of for Ramattra.

In that regard, he was very thankful for Zenyatta reaching out again. It was like how he used to live. And even if it wouldn't be permanent, it was nice.

"Right this way, brother." Zenyatta pointed down a dark alleyway, the only light coming from a dim lamp next to a sign that said in dark colors: "Omnic Repair". Zen opened the door to a dimly lit workshop with tired omnics lying in hospital-like beds.

Ramattra looked around the workshop, his gaze finding Genji who was sitting with an omnic that was in better condition with the rest, joking and chatting with him.

"Brother, what is thi-"

Ramattra was quickly interrupted by Zen putting his finger over what would be his mouth and pointing to you, who was hard at work fixing the omnic from Junkertown.

Ramattra turned to you and felt like everything around him had stopped. Like nothing existed in the world but you.

"Not all humans wish to see us suffer, Ramattra," Zen whispered with a smile, seeing how gentle you were with your patient.

"H-How?" Ramattra's tone was almost as soft as Zenyatta's.

"What do you mean, 'how?', brother? This is what they love to do. They want nothing more than to see an omnic live out its life."

"B-But... they're human."

"Very observant brother," Zenyatta giggled, putting his hand on Ramattra's lower back. "Why don't you say hello?" He pushed him to you, but Ramattra quickly stepped away.

"Zenyatta, I can't. They're doing something important right now." His eyes stayed glued to you, watching as your eyes didn't once leave your patient. You were so focused on fixing them, on helping them not be in pain, it was admirable.

You tilted your head, fixing a screw and stood up, stretching. "I'll be back." You said to your patient, who was already more than halfway completed. "You're a trooper."

The barely conscious omnic seemed to smile at you, giving you a limp high five and saying a soft "thank you."

You nodded and turned around, almost bumping into a large... omnic?!

You apologized and took a step back to find Ramattra standing in front of you. He was taller than any other omnic you have ever seen and a hell of a lot scarier too. But he also looked so... cool. Definitely unlike any other omnic you've met.

"y/n!" Zenyatta stepped out from behind Ramattra as you took off a face mask you had on. "You're doing excellent work in here!"

You smiled and gave Zenyatta a short hug. "Thank you, master. It's been a long day, but we're almost done."

"I'd like you to meet someone." Zenyatta pushed Ramattra in front of him, revealing to you the tall omnic. He had to be way over 6ft, he was gigantic.

"Hi!" You smiled, sticking your hand out to him.

"Hello there." Ramattra just stared at your hand and you let it limply fall to your side. You gave Zenyatta a confused look.

"This is Ramattra," Zenyatta introduced him because he knew that Ramattra wouldn't do it himself. "Ramattra, this is y/n."

"Does he need repair? Because he looks just fine to me. I mean I could check a couple of his bolts and wires, but like I said, he looks in tip top condition." You took a fry from the table in the corner of the room and popped it in your mouth.

"I need no repair, human." Ramattra's tone was rough, but it didn't scare you. It was just alarming to hear someone speak to you like that.

"Alright then... What can I help you with?"

Zenyatta just laughed and shook his head. "y/n, Ramattra here is like a brother to me. We've taught each other a lot, but got separated due to differences. I just wanted to show him the work you conduct in here, perhaps show him another side."

"Nothing will change my mind about humans." Ramattra turned around and crossed his arms, looking around the small workshop.

"That's not what I said, brother. I just wanted to show you something new, that's all."

Ramattra just ignored Zenyatta, walking over to an omnic who had to get all of his limbs replaced and was clearly exhausted, but still awake.

"Why are you here, brother?" Ramattra grabbed the omnic's hand, looking at his tired figure. "Why not get repaired by one of our own kind?"

The omnic just looked at Ramattra and stretched, his eyes getting brighter. "y/n is great. They make sure we're cared for and in our greatest condition."

"Yes, but they are human."

"I've met a lot of good humans in my day. And they are definitely one of them. If not for them, I wouldn't be here, talking to you."

"I see... Well, I will let you rest now. Godspeed, brother." Ramattra left the omnic to rest and saw that you went right back to work on your patient from when he walked in.

He walked over to you and sat down, watching you as you worked, not once thinking about anything else but saving this omnic.

"How long have you been doing this job?" You jumped slightly, shocked to hear Ramattra's booming voice.

You giggled, a little embarrassed about getting frightened. "I've always been interested in repairing, but it wasn't until I met Zenyatta that I realized that I can use those abilities on omnics too. Plus, I know that you all have been through a lot and I just want to start the movement to help. It's not much, but it's what I can do."

If Ramattra had a heart, it would be pounding. Perhaps he felt the simulation of it or at least his brain was telling him that his heart would be pounding. Whatever it was... he didn't like it. "W-Well, human's have been the reason for our destroyed life. The reason we are so hurt and suffer this much. It is because of you that you are fixing us. You're not helping with anything."

You didn't know how to respond. You had never been through what he has, nor do you even know how he would feel. So you just kept working on your patient. "I'm sorry." You ended up saying. "I know a simple apology isn't enough, but I am really trying to do better as a human. Omnics deserve much more than they are currently given and how they are treated, so, I'm sorry Ramattra." You looked up at him, making eye contact. "Truly."

For the first time, Ramattra couldn't say a single word. He had no rebuttal, nothing rude to say, no singular comment, nothing. He had nothing to say to you.

So instead of words, he opted for a head nod and continued watching you work. You were so precise, so caring, making sure not to hit any vital wires that would hurt the omnic in front of you. You knew what you were doing, and you were clearly skilled.

Shortly after, you took off your mask and smiled at your patient. After a couple of hours, this poor omnic that was torn apart by the citizens of Junkertown was finally as patched up as you could get them. Definitely able to live a mostly normal life and that was all you wanted for them.

The omnics eyes lit up. They couldn't walk or move too much due to their current condition, but they could definitely feel the difference. If they could smile, they would, but you could certainly tell how happy they were. "Th-Thank you." Their voice was weak, but sounded way happier than before. "You don't know how much this means to me."

"Of course," you smiled, grabbing their hand. "I'm just glad you're all better now. Like I said earlier, you're a trooper. Now get some rest, alright?"

They nodded lightly and pulled their blanket up their body, drifting off into sleep.

Ramattra was amazed. You were so... gentle with the omnics. You really did seem to love your job.

You slipped off your mask and your apron, receiving a high five and a "good job" from Genji.

"Thanks Genji. Another day done." You stretched, a couple of bones in your body popping.

"So," Ramattra scoffed, still trying to keep his intimidating front. "How much do you get paid for this?"

"I don't," you admitted, hanging up your apron and slipping on some slippers, yawning. "Why would they have to pay to continue living? That's just not fair."

God, Ramattra hated the way you were making him feel. Humans weren't supposed to be this... nice. They were evil. All of them. Right?

"Oh shoot!" You ran up to Ramattra, gently brushing your fingers over his arm. "There's a crack."

"It's nothing." Ramattra quickly pulled away from you.

"I saw a missing screw in there, it's not nothing. Can I please look at it?" You reached out your hand to him again and he pulled away again, walking away from you.

"No. I won't let a human touch me! I-"

Ramattra was interrupted by Zenyatta putting his hand on Ramattra's shoulder. "Just let them try. I promise they won't hurt you."

Ramattra sighed, but sat down anyway. He wasn't super stoked about having to be fixed by a human, but that crack and missing screw have been messing with his ability to use his arm properly. "Fine. But if you try anything, human, know that there will be prices to pay."

You could tell that Ramattra was stiff. You realized something though, perhaps this motion he made around humans wasn't because he was trying to defend himself or wanting you to fear him... it was because he was... scared. At least it seemed that way to you. He has only seen humans as something to harm him and the people he loves. Maybe being able to see a human as an ally was frightening to him.

"You don't have to be so tense," you giggled, pulling out a bag of assorted tools. "Loosen up a bit and this might be easier for both of us."

"It's a little difficult to do that... I don't want to drop my guard."

You hummed in response, picking out the tools you needed. "I understand... It must be weird to see humans as a nice thing, huh?"

Ramattra went silent for a moment, looking at a dim light bulb above him as you went to work. "I suppose. Your race has done nothing but hurt mine."

"I wish it didn't have to be this way," your tone was gentle as you concentrated on your work.

"Me too." For the first time, Ramattra's tone dropped. He wasn't trying to intimidate you anymore. It sounded almost... friendly.

"I'm going to bed, y/n." Genji took a step away from his desk that was cooped up in the corner of the workshop and stretched. "Great job today."

"Thank you Genji," you smiled. "Get a good night's rest, alright? It's already pretty late."

"I will. Don't work yourself to the bone, got it?"

"I won't. I'll be heading to bed myself after I fix up our new friend here." You chuckled as Genji went off to his room.

"After I fix up our new friend here."

Was Ramattra really stooping so low to find a human... friend? No. There was no way.

"All done!" You put any tools away and looked over Ramattra's metal body to see if there was anything else you needed to do.

Ramattra moved his arm and was shocked. It was the best his arm has felt in years.

"Thank you." Ramattra bowed at you. "I... appreciate your efforts."

"Anytime," you cleaned up and smiled at Ramattra, your hands moving to your hips. "Just be sure to come back again if there's anything wrong, alright?"

Ramattra just nodded and followed Zenyatta to the door of the workshop.

"Oh, y/n?"

You were headed up to your room to finally get some rest after such a long day, but were stopped by Ramattra's voice.

"Yes?" You stuck your head out from the top of the stairs.

"Promise to get a good night's rest?"

You thought for a moment as a smirk painted your face. "Yes. Promise to be back?"

Ramattra thought for a moment. "...Yes."

---

Ramattra did, in fact, come back. A lot actually. More than you expected him to, at least.

At first, it was for small upgrades he was thinking about related to his body and his weapon. And then it was to just see what you were working on and to visit other omnics. And finally, it was just to see you.

It was odd building a relationship with someone who hated your kind. Someone who was afraid that you would turn your back on him at any second. But you noticed every day that he would warm up to you more and more. Even if it was just little things like scooting a little closer to you or telling you about his day.

There started to be days where you would rarely not see his face.

---

"Good morning, y/n." You heard that familiar bell of your workshop door opening and Ramattra ducking his head to get through.

"Good morning, Ramattra." You smiled, continuing to sweep the floor.

"Any big plans for the day?"

"Nope! Today's my day off so I'm going to try to organize this hellhole."

Ramattra chuckled at the sight of your messy workshop. It wasn't unsanitary by any means, just cluttered.

"Sounds good." Ramattra nodded, sitting on a nearby stool, looking giant in it.

"Do you need any upgrades or anything fixed, Ramattra?"

"No, not that I can think of."

"Then do you have any big plans for the day?"

"No. I trained with Zenyatta this morning, but that's the only plan I made for today."

The two of you did what you needed to do in silence. You cleaned up all the clutter, trying to organize it to your best ability, and Ramattra would be on standby if you needed him to reach anything.

"Can I be honest with you, y/n?" If Ramattra could blush, he knew he absolutely would've been.

"Sure, Ramattra. Go ahead." You finally got a chance to take a breather, so you sat across from him.

He cleared his throat and kept his composure. He couldn't lose that stoic posture, couldn't let his guard down. "You are the most tolerable human I have ever met."

You laughed out loud. "Thank you?"

"I mean it. You're kind, caring, and helpful. I hate to admit it, but I think I'm actually starting to like you." He laughed, not believing he was actually saying any of this to you.

"That's actually very sweet, Ramattra. I've liked you from the beginning, so nothing has really changed over in my department." You smiled, laying your hand on the table.

"y/n? I just wanted to let you know, I hate the way you make me feel."

"Really?" You laughed. "Why's that?"

"I don't particularly enjoy conversing with humans, let alone take pleasure in being around them."

"Is it scary?" You asked, tilting your head a bit.

"To be honest with you, it's terrifying. I feel like I'm losing that hard edge. Growing softer. I'm not keen on that." He chuckled almost nervously and you slid your hand over to his.

"Well, I like guys with a soft side." You smiled and immediately made whatever heart Ramattra did have melt. How dare you!

"Don't you dare." Ramattra chuckled, giving you a playful smack on the hand.

"I'm glad I met you, Ramattra."

"I feel the same... I'm thankful that there are humans out in the world like you. It's almost making me..."

"Hopeful?"

"Precisely."

Ramattra walked up to you and placed his forehead on yours. You planted a small kiss on his cheek and he hugged you.

Yeah. You were making him feel hopeful.

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