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you know your sick when you wonder how many calories were in the toothpaste you accidently swallowed

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ngl it gets annoying having to constantly prove people that you eat. or lying about eating lmao sometimes idk what to say to make them happy but also the sick part of me thrives on those comments

but it's annoying i wish i didn't have to do anything. i wish they would just let me live and not mention food anymore

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Do you ever correct your posture just because you think you look fat standing like that?

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I have 2 reactions when someone tries to take some of my food.

1. No! I know the EXACT AMOUNT of calories in this & you are not going to ruin that for me.

Or

2. Yes, please, have as much as you want! Less calories for me!!

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can’t eat while you’re asleep lmao zzz

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the hardest part isn’t the hunger pangs or the light headedness, it’s how slow it is. it’s dealing with the fear that i’ll never reach my gw, or even be skinny at all

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Tumblr, because who needs therapy when you can talk to yourself 24/7 without risking hospitalization.

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Everyday

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everyday i step on my silly little scale, lose my silly little weight and continue my silly little life

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yeah heartbreaks hurts but have you ever binged on a food you were looking forward to and it just tasted sad and disappointing and all you’re left with is feeling like a overblown whale

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does anyone else put off buying clothes because they wanna wear shit when they’re skinny but never actually buy anything???

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my common sense: so what are you gonna do when you reach your ugw?

me: i'll just eat normally and be normal :)

my ed:

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my fav thing is being excited to go to sleep so i can see how much weight i lost the next morning

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yeah heartbreaks hurts but have you ever binged on a food you were looking forward to and it just tasted sad and disappointing and all you’re left with is feeling like a overblown whale

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Ok yes everyone here can relate omg. Like oh god I wasted stomach space and calories for THIS GARBAGE??

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The worst part about massive weight loss and body dysmorphia is not being able to see the changes everyone tells you are there lol

Forever a fat fuck

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My ed: you’re not aloud to eat until you go to the gym

Me: no we’re not aloud to go to the gym until we eat

My ed: O:

Me: that’s what I thought bitch now stfu