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i don’t have the healthiest coping methods but i haven’t killed myself yet so where’s my fucking medal

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eating normal human meals <<< making one protein bar last a week

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“Not everyone deserves to know the real you. Let them criticize who they think you are.”

— Unknown

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every time i think, i take 10 damage

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im so scared the rest of my life is gonna feel like this

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"how have u been”

bro i want to disappear forever without a single explanation

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Normal teenage nostalgia: school dances ✨ hanging out with your besties 🥰 your first crushes 🤭

My teenage nostalgia:

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not killing myself is a personal achievement but you cant really brag about that at dinner parties

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“Why is it that a worm can regrow most of its body, but we can’t replace so much as a finger? I am left with the troubling conclusion that the worm’s survival may, in the grand scheme of things, be more important than my own.”

— Amy Stewart, The Earth Moved: On the Remarkable Achievements of Earthworms

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please don’t ever think that you can’t talk to me about something

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when god made me he just wanted to see how many things could be wrong with a girl at once

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Update SHE LIKES HIM i was so right man =]]]

Hey all i want to Say is that i think my best friend Is Gonna hurt me so bad I already can see it

She is always telling about my crush, the guy I lose weight for, is taking pictures of him, saying to me how much they talk, how such great friends they are...how he told her I was only a one night stand...and I kinda saw this coming for a long time but never stressed about it...until a few days ago when I realised that if I don’t lose weight something bad is not gonna happen

Today I felt so sick so I had breakfast and lunch. Now I feel like a failure because I have such a weak willpower. I saw myself so skinny in the mirror after a really long time.all I wanted today was to cry about eating and how tomorrow I’m going to be bigger than ever. I feel trash. This weekend I m gonna fast and work out until I beat the crap out of me. All I want is to lose weight...it’s everything that goes through my mind.

She also went on a diet and I taught this would motivate me even more because she is now gone in a trip for the weekend and if I fast I can lose weight faster than her. I m turning this into a competition and I don’t want to but that’s what she made me do

I m gonna lose these 7 kg until next month and she s gonna be jealous about it. I m gonna show her how great I am compared to her.

I m gonna starve until I will pass out but tonight I m gonna find my true motivation

Good night y all❤️hope your day was great because mine for sure wasn’t

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i'll stop living in my head someday

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Update:) wrong bfs i was worring abt. It was the other one that is now actually in a relationship with that guy:)))) at least i saw smth coming =]]]]

Hey all i want to Say is that i think my best friend Is Gonna hurt me so bad I already can see it

She is always telling about my crush, the guy I lose weight for, is taking pictures of him, saying to me how much they talk, how such great friends they are...how he told her I was only a one night stand...and I kinda saw this coming for a long time but never stressed about it...until a few days ago when I realised that if I don’t lose weight something bad is not gonna happen

Today I felt so sick so I had breakfast and lunch. Now I feel like a failure because I have such a weak willpower. I saw myself so skinny in the mirror after a really long time.all I wanted today was to cry about eating and how tomorrow I’m going to be bigger than ever. I feel trash. This weekend I m gonna fast and work out until I beat the crap out of me. All I want is to lose weight...it’s everything that goes through my mind.

She also went on a diet and I taught this would motivate me even more because she is now gone in a trip for the weekend and if I fast I can lose weight faster than her. I m turning this into a competition and I don’t want to but that’s what she made me do

I m gonna lose these 7 kg until next month and she s gonna be jealous about it. I m gonna show her how great I am compared to her.

I m gonna starve until I will pass out but tonight I m gonna find my true motivation

Good night y all❤️hope your day was great because mine for sure wasn’t

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i want to die

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this is the money dog, repost in the next 24 hours and money will come your way!!