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hyakuninkiri‌:

▶ The hot breath and heavy footsteps could be seen and heard as Guts trampled the snow in his path. His heart ached for her – his companion – she had been a first for him, and after the Eclipse in their world he had grown cautious over her as she had changed. He didn’t know how or why, but his journey to find himself and hone his skills reflected that he wanted her back, he wanted the old times – though not everything could ever be the same.

▶ Almost wishing Puck was there with him, the Black Swordsman drew closer to the scene in the sky - and as quickly as it came, it went away without a trace. Halting in his steps Guts looked around, as everyone in the area seemed to take the Eclipse as a common event. It got his blood boiling.

▶ He just hoped he could maybe sense her, IF she was there – he didn’t know, yet he wished, and wished hard. Even if she wasn’t sane, he’d still love and care for her.

▶ Feet taking him a few blocks further, he came to the outlying area where he had woken up before, he knew it well. Covered with snow the strange looking carriages moved back and forth along the road. 

▶ A dark eye soon fell upon a shape crumpled on the ground. Lips silently mouthed a name he’d been wanting to say - to scream. And he did so. “ CASCA!! “ Propelling himself past the vehicles Guts found himself mere steps from the crumpled woman, his hands twitching in want of scooping her up, to want to hold her.

▶ “ Casca… “ So unsure weather or not she was even there, even coherent or something he stood there, his cape whipping against his legs, snow covering his hair.

It’s scary to be so vulnerable, mostly among strangers. The figure of strength she wished to show had crumbled so long ago, it was almost ridiculous to consider herself reliable in the slightest. Many ignored her, murmurs poured down among the bystanders. Most were hazy figures in her eyes till the darkest one showed nearby. That figure, she could recognize him anywhere.

“......!”

Before she can see him fully, her gaze diverts. Not here, she cannot crumble even further. It had only been such a short amount of time where she could speak, face the world as herself -- it wasn’t fair that things were meant to continue this way. 

If only looking at him wasn’t so painful. 

Kneeled down upon the snow, fingers shyly seek for the edge of his cape to hold upon it. She was not capable of looking at his face without digging into fresh wounds, prying open scars that had festered into the open without the possibility of healing. Not it stung, scathing pain that plagued her whole body. Her grasp was weak in comparison to other times, where she clung desperately. 

Now, it felt like she was only a child. Pleading to not be abandoned.

“It’s you, isn’t it?”

#hyakuninkiri‌ #guts001 #ive been crying for 100 years...

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I'm back and I bring some new Berserk art 👌💗

#⊰ guts ⊱ I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴏʀᴍ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴡᴏᴋᴇɴ ɴᴏᴡ. #⊰ casca ⊱ Sᴛɪꜰʟᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ; wɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇʀꜰᴇᴄᴛ ᴀʀᴍᴏʀ; wɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴘᴇʀꜰᴇᴄᴛ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ. #art by op #its fine im gonna cry in the floor now

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Every single time you’d push me away, this is all I wanted. These panels mean the world to me because I relate to it so much. Like Guts tries to be all Boyfriendly with her and she pushes him away and after noticing he’s upset she takes hold of him. The look on Guts face after she held his Cape is so comforting. It’s all I wanted. It’s all i wanted. It’s all i wanted.

#I LOVE CRYING IN THE CLUB ] #⊰ guts ⊱ I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴏʀᴍ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴡᴏᴋᴇɴ ɴᴏᴡ. #⊰ casca ⊱ Sᴛɪꜰʟᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ; wɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇʀꜰᴇᴄᴛ ᴀʀᴍᴏʀ; wɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴘᴇʀꜰᴇᴄᴛ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ.

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hyakuninkiri‌:

▶ The Winter wasn’t early as bad as some he had faced in his travels. Snow flying around, his cloak was almost not enough to keep out the cold. Armor creaking with every step, Guts cursed himself for being unable to stop moving. He was a creature of habit, one that highly disliked being tied down anywhere.

▶ It was then he noticed the sky – there was an eclipse. His eye went wide and he growled under his short breaths. Did it happen here too?! He was determined to find out. What did it mean?

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It had not been that long since she regained her self. However, she felt as if life continued normally while in Elfheim -- the experiences she lived while dormant were part of her, as many of those painful memories carved on her skin.

Because of that, she couldn’t face him.

The very hope of overcoming such a large hurdle remained and grew stronger upon awakening here. The skies had darkened upon her and at that moment, her fear began spreading. Arms wrapped around herself, an incessant trembling unable to stop. Her legs had gotten weaker and her body eventually gave up, her knees against the cold snow. 

Despite the amount of people taking this matter as normal, Casca could not. How shameful of her, a warrior making such a scene...

#hyakuninkiri‌ #guts001 #rubs my filthy hands all over here now that i can write ]

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now that holiday hell has ended, i can finally write here. 

so give it like for a starter, i’ll be capping at 4.

#isola rp ad #⊰ ooc ⊱ ɪ ʀᴀɴ ᴏᴜᴛᴛᴀ ᴘᴜɴᴄʜ ᴊᴜɪᴄᴇ!

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CASCA | BERSERK

big sis figure!!! she cares for everyone!

the only woman in the band of the hawk

former unit commander then leader when griffith was imprisioned

she only cared about griffith at first and his goals, being entirely willing to give her life up or the sake of his goals

she slowly became her own person as time went by, growing closer to guts in the process

the only survivor besides guts after the eclipse

like him, she is branded and she is a target for the apostles 

after the eclipse, she lost herself entirely and regressed into a child-like state, forgetting everything. upon reaching elfheim, she was cured by schierke and farnese. she is still battling with plenty of mental scars, though

she is unable to face guts despite being conscious now

she remembers what happened while she was in such an awful state, feeling grateful toward farnese mostly.

tired but very earnest to do what’s better for everyone

she is not as cynic as guts but she has a very tough attitude and is very determined !!

a bit self-conscious, she battles a lot with the fact she is a woman and considers feminine stuff doesn’t suit her

has a soft spot that anyone can get to see given some time

miura for the love of god stop making her suffer i beg you my crops are dying

#isola follow #⊰ ooc ⊱ ɪ ʀᴀɴ ᴏᴜᴛᴛᴀ ᴘᴜɴᴄʜ ᴊᴜɪᴄᴇ! #fnally i can post this ive been dying so much lately ]

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#⊰ casca ⊱ Sᴛɪꜰʟᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ; wɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇʀꜰᴇᴄᴛ ᴀʀᴍᴏʀ; wɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴘᴇʀꜰᴇᴄᴛ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ.

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#⊰ inbox ⊱ ʜᴀᴡᴋ ᴅᴇᴄʀᴇᴇ. #⊰ dashboard commentary ⊱ sʜᴇ ɢᴏᴛ ᴀɴ ᴏᴘɪɴɪᴏɴ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴅᴇᴠɪʟ's ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛ's ʜᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇʏ sᴀɪᴅ. #⊰ about ⊱ ᴀɴᴅ ꜰᴏʀᴛᴜɴᴇ ꜰɪɴᴅs ᴍᴇ ꜰɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʙʟᴇ. #⊰ aesthetic ⊱ ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀʟʟ; ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʙᴀᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴏɴ. #⊰ musings ⊱ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴏꜰ ɢʟᴀss ʙᴜᴛ ᴡᴇ ʀɪᴅᴇ ᴛᴏɴɪɢʜᴛ; ᴛᴏɴɪɢʜᴛ; ᴛᴏɴɪɢʜᴛ. #⊰ casca ⊱ Sᴛɪꜰʟᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ; wɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇʀꜰᴇᴄᴛ ᴀʀᴍᴏʀ; wɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴘᴇʀꜰᴇᴄᴛ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ. #⊰ meme friday ⊱ ᴛʜɪs ᴛᴇsᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴄᴏᴜʀᴀɢᴇ; ᴛʜɪs ᴛᴇsᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴘʀɪᴅᴇ. #⊰ griffith ⊱ ɪ ꜰɪɢʜᴛ ᴛᴏ sʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘᴜʀᴘᴏsᴇ; ᴛᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ʏᴏᴜ sᴀᴛɪsꜰɪᴇᴅ. #⊰ headcanon ⊱ Wᴏʀᴅs ᴜɴ-sᴘᴏᴋᴇ; ꜰᴇsᴛᴇʀ sʟᴏᴡʟʏ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ sᴋɪɴ. #⊰ music ⊱ ᴡᴇ ʜᴀᴅ ᴀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪs sᴏɴɢ; ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ᴡʀɪᴛᴛᴇɴ ʏᴇᴛ. #⊰ band of the hawk ⊱ ᴡᴇ'ʀᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ; ᴛʜɪs ᴀᴛ ʟᴇᴀsᴛ ᴡᴇ'ᴠᴇ ʟᴇᴀʀɴᴇᴅ. #⊰ crack ⊱ ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴄᴀsᴄᴀ ᴡᴀs ʜᴏᴘɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴅ sᴛᴜꜰꜰ ʜᴇʀ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴛʜᴀɴᴋsɢɪᴠɪɴɢ ᴛᴜʀᴋᴇʏ. #⊰ guts ⊱ I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴏʀᴍ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴡᴏᴋᴇɴ ɴᴏᴡ. #⊰ ooc ⊱ ɪ ʀᴀɴ ᴏᴜᴛᴛᴀ ᴘᴜɴᴄʜ ᴊᴜɪᴄᴇ!