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out of curiosity, I decided to see what my actual capacity is when sober. I kinda hyped myself about it all day, got myself some pizza, sat down to eat… aaand nope. Ate 4 slices, the same amount I eat any time I have pizza, and hit a wall. It was worth the experiment I guess

I messed up!

On 4/20 I went and took advantage of all the deals to get myself some new edibles I hadn’t tried before. I got myself some Chinese food, took an edible, and got comfy. Had a good time! Noticed that this strain made me hungry though. Not a problem, I have no issues with food and I have a lot of snacks. Then I fell asleep without meaning to. The next day I got up, disappointed that I’d slept through most of my high, and figured since it was still the weekend I might as well just try again.

Had a great time! These edibles felt great. But I mentioned they made me hungry.

Backstory 1) I am historically terrible at feeding myself. It’s a little funny how bad a girl with a stuffing kink can be at keeping herself fed. I just have adhd and low appetite, and that leads to many single meal days, snacking and feeling like it’s enough, ect. Unbelievably low caloric input most of the time. I’m trying to work on it. Because of this, my reaction to actually having an appetite is to feed it, immediately, with whatever I’m craving. I am not mentally equipped to deny my own hunger.

Backstory 2) I am asexual. I don’t like the idea of ME engaging in any sort of sexual anything. This includes belly stuffing. I don’t want to take part in either feeding or being fed. It squicks me out and my brain really doesn’t like even engaging with thoughts at all relating me or my body to sexual things. I just enjoy thinking about fictional people without any of the complexities of real humanity and I’m fine. Being high apparently eroded some of that need for a barrier too.

Guys I ate so much. I was just consistently hungry, and I was enjoying the high so I kept taking more when it started to wear off, and I think I was basically eating consistently for 12+ hours. It felt fake, the way the desire for food literally never went away. It was like I was in a kink story that previously I would have written off as unrealistic. I could see my stomach when I pulled my shirt up. I was so full I couldn’t lay down. And I was getting turned on by it too, a bit. I didn’t actually get off until the end but again, my brain does not vibe with my body being involved in sexy things. Me being turned on at all was wild on it’s own.

None of the above is the problem. The problem is it’s two days later and I basically have not eaten since. I’ve had water, some juice, and a handful of nuts today. I may have had a single piece of toast yesterday, but I’m not sure. I can feel that my body is probably hungry by now. But my appetite? Gone. Not a whisper. Even the idea of eating is sooo off putting. It’s so unfair! I had a fun time, got to experiment a little, played with a kink I’ve had for years in an all new way, and now I’m worse off instead and can’t even tempt myself to eat a normal meal. Ughhhhh. If anyone has any food suggestions, please reply to this with them, I’d really like to eat again before I go to bed tonight!

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🎂🥛 for toni (or just 🎂 if you only wanna give her one)

Oh she’s so happy with both. And will fit both.

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eternally horny abt bubble tea 😈🧋 i cannot stop thinking about the idea of the bubbles growing in your stomach and having to push them out...

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...Or is it? Comm

#this is how I felt #blog bookmark

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I messed up!

On 4/20 I went and took advantage of all the deals to get myself some new edibles I hadn’t tried before. I got myself some Chinese food, took an edible, and got comfy. Had a good time! Noticed that this strain made me hungry though. Not a problem, I have no issues with food and I have a lot of snacks. Then I fell asleep without meaning to. The next day I got up, disappointed that I’d slept through most of my high, and figured since it was still the weekend I might as well just try again.

Had a great time! These edibles felt great. But I mentioned they made me hungry.

Backstory 1) I am historically terrible at feeding myself. It’s a little funny how bad a girl with a stuffing kink can be at keeping herself fed. I just have adhd and low appetite, and that leads to many single meal days, snacking and feeling like it’s enough, ect. Unbelievably low caloric input most of the time. I’m trying to work on it. Because of this, my reaction to actually having an appetite is to feed it, immediately, with whatever I’m craving. I am not mentally equipped to deny my own hunger.

Backstory 2) I am asexual. I don’t like the idea of ME engaging in any sort of sexual anything. This includes belly stuffing. I don’t want to take part in either feeding or being fed. It squicks me out and my brain really doesn’t like even engaging with thoughts at all relating me or my body to sexual things. I just enjoy thinking about fictional people without any of the complexities of real humanity and I’m fine. Being high apparently eroded some of that need for a barrier too.

Guys I ate so much. I was just consistently hungry, and I was enjoying the high so I kept taking more when it started to wear off, and I think I was basically eating consistently for 12+ hours. It felt fake, the way the desire for food literally never went away. It was like I was in a kink story that previously I would have written off as unrealistic. I could see my stomach when I pulled my shirt up. I was so full I couldn’t lay down. And I was getting turned on by it too, a bit. I didn’t actually get off until the end but again, my brain does not vibe with my body being involved in sexy things. Me being turned on at all was wild on it’s own.

None of the above is the problem. The problem is it’s two days later and I basically have not eaten since. I’ve had water, some juice, and a handful of nuts today. I may have had a single piece of toast yesterday, but I’m not sure. I can feel that my body is probably hungry by now. But my appetite? Gone. Not a whisper. Even the idea of eating is sooo off putting. It’s so unfair! I had a fun time, got to experiment a little, played with a kink I’ve had for years in an all new way, and now I’m worse off instead and can’t even tempt myself to eat a normal meal. Ughhhhh. If anyone has any food suggestions, please reply to this with them, I’d really like to eat again before I go to bed tonight!

#anyway I’m just venting because I have no one irl I can say this to #the only thing I want to eat is hummus and I don’t have that in the house #stuffing #420 went tragically wrong #feel free to ask me about it all though I’d be happy to share details #belly k!nk

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Like! Here’s a list of things I got it to generate for me:

- Multi course feasts eaten all by one person while the other watched - Belly rubs - Button popping - Buying new clothes and seeing how fast they could eat their way out of them - Hand feeding - Funnel feeding - Tube feeding both while awake and while asleep - Getting stuck in a booth - Getting stuck in a chair - Belly got too big to be able to reach the table - Stuffing in public

and probably more. twice now it’s spontaneously created an automatic feeding machine. I’ve steered clear of this because I don’t like it much but it would almost certainly write emeto and bellyaches if asked. If you like impossible expansion you just need to say the character is dreaming. I just think its wild that it’s willing to write absolutely insane stuffing scenarios but if i use the word “overeat” too early in the chat it refuses to write anything because it doesn’t want to promote unhealthy behavior. Character is so stuffed they can’t stand but is still whining and moaning to be fed? That passes because the word aroused isn’t used. algorithms are wild

#stuffing #if you do this don't post it #it is basically plagiarism #but it can be an interesting way to get your rocks off for an afternoon #belly expansion #belly kink

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I absolutely hate ch*tgpt but I’ve been playing with it mostly to see how much fanfic it stole and. um. its weirdly good at writing stuffing kink. like as long as you manage to steer it away from overt references to arousal it’ll just. write it. it won’t write weight gain (it’s got some internal guidelines about not promoting “unhealthy behavior” and after being fed the majority of the internet it interprets almost any reference to gaining weight “unhealthy”), but one character frantically stuffing themself with as much food as they can hold while another character watches encourages and rubs their belly? It’ll write that no problem

#to be clear the writing isn't good #its repetitive and can be rather flat #it likes to make the characters have the same conversations over and over #and every character talks the same #but the speed at which it picked up what i was asking for when at the start i was trying to talk around it was insane #stuffing #stuffing belly #belly k!nk

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sorry i never really came up with a whole ending to the comic,, have a peace offering

#oooo this is good

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Currently preoccupied with the thought of someone ordering takeout and while on the verge of finishing their huge meal, stuffed to the brim, laying on their back and panting they call back and place another order. When the delivery gets there they’ll have to struggle, huff and push just to sit up and heave their fattening heft from the sofa, their belly pushing up against their chest and thighs making it nearly impossible. By the time they finally get up and waddle and sway to the door, they’re out of breath, bursting at the seams and entranced with nothing more but stuffing themselves till they’re a moaning, burping, helpless mess.

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decided to make a tumblr blog so uhh first post :)

annie leonhart feeding / stuffing / wg sequence part 1/3

#ooo

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thought too hard about gerome liking getting stuffed after being introduced to it as a kink

#my eyes are so big rn #blog bookmark

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Commission I did not too long ago— Love doing sequences like this one 🖤

#nice

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Lil stuffing 'comic' with my OC Maurice

#hmmm not bad

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der/ek but i make him fatter because i can

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I’m like a sucker for pouring things directly into a character’s mouth? Like they’re so greedy and enthralled with eating, they don’t even care? Or their feeder’s stuffed them so full already, they can’t protest~

Like if one character has been binging on ice cream so they just chug chocolate syrup from the bottle. Or after making sure the feedee eats a genuine feast for Thanksgiving, the feeder dumps some gravy down their throat just to top it all off. And of course the ever popular laying under an ice cream machine and just letting it flow in scenario~ X3

Edit: also letting a character gorge on cookies and other sweets and then having them drink a whole gallon of milk to wash ‘em down~ <3

#yeahhhhh

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stuff her in ever way

there's definitely not enough wlw content on here

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#this hit me wayyyy too perfectly oh my god