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idesireelysian · 1 year
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i wanna fuck welt (hsr). while he’s tied up.
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idesireelysian · 1 year
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you, me, and the ghost in between us
shinichiro’s died a few months ago. both you and wakasa are still in love with him.
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charachters: wakasa x reader, shinichiro x reader (past, one-sided?), shinichiro x wakasa (past, one-sided?)
type/genre: fanfiction/one-shot/drabble, angst, hurt/comfort
wordcount: 0.7k
cw/tw: gn!reader, you’re both in your early to mid 20s, death, grieving, unhealthy coping mechanisms (not the ones you expect but they’re still not healthy), kissing
notes: no clue what inspired me to write this, but here it is. i might make a part two if i can think of something. feel like it’d make a nice series. fun fact: the image below is actually shinichiro’s grave, i edited it out from a manga panel <3
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once again, you’re strolling towards the graveyard, a small, hand-picked bouqet of flowers in your hand. it’s mostly made of daisies, but a few random other flowers put the whole thing together. you’re deep in thought. without having to concentrate, you walk towards where shinichiro’s grave is. you’ve already memorised the way precisely. you don’t know if you should laugh about it or start to cry.
as you’re walking around a tall headstone to get closer to your destination, you notice wakasa sitting in front of the exact same grave you’re planning to visit. he whips his head around when he hears your footsteps coming closer.
,,y- i’ll go, you can stay here. i wanted to leave anyway’’, he hastily says, scrambling up from his position.
you push him back down by his shoulder, sink to the floor beside him. ,,stay. it’s clear that you’re not finished with whatever business you’re here for.’’
reluctantly, he nods, relaxes again. his eyes dart over the flowers you’re laying down in front of the stone.
,,hand-picked?’’, he asks, trying to muster up some sort of conversation.
,,yeah. they’re growing on a meadow not far from where i live.’’
he doesn’t reply. it’s awkwardly silent between the two of you, so you decide to say something else.
,,you really loved him, huh?’’
his head turns towards you a little too fast, eyes not quite able to meet yours a little too obviously. ,,do you- is it that obvious?’’ his voice is quiet.
you shake your head, try to crack a sad smile. ,,no, i don’t think so. i just... i see myself in you, you know? the way you looked at him when you thought that nobody would see you. the way you talked about him. with this... passion. how you treated him, and how hurt you looked every time he complained about getting reject by some girl again. sometimes i thought i was looking at a mirror.’’
,,oh’’, he says. nothing else, for a bit. then he asks you a question. ,,why did you never ask him out?’’
,,i don’t really know. i guess’’, you pause to think for a bit, staring into the distance, ,,i guess, maybe i was waiting for something to happen. probably. i mean, he’d never been shy about asking someone out.’’
wakasa ponders for a bit. eventually, he says: ,,yeah, that makes sense. you know, we were childhood best friends. then i fell in love with him. and then we kept on being childhood best friends.’’ he, too, stares into the distance, looking at the skyscrapers that are so far away.
,,i didn’t want to lose him. i figured i’d rather be his best friend than not in his life at all. sometimes i wonder if he would’ve said yes’’, he explains, ,,i wonder if he would’ve said yes to you.’’
a pained giggle escapes you. ,,maybe he would’ve said yes to both of us.’’
he forces himself to laugh, shakes his head. ,,maybe. do you think i’m worth saying yes to?’’
this time, you’re the one to look at wakasa, but you turn your head a lot slower and more sure of yourself. ,,he probably would’ve said yes to anyone, no?’’
,,that’s not what i asked, y/n. i already know that’’, he explains, still not looking at you.
,,will it hurt less if i say yes? i can’t replace him, wakasa’’, you answer honestly. you can’t deny that you’ve thought about trying to move on by dating someone else.
,,i can’t replace him either, y/n. but here we are, wondering if he would’ve ever loved us back. the answer is ‘probably not’. so, does it even matter?’’
you move one of your hands, slowly wrapping your fingers around his. finally, he turns his head around, looks at you. you can see tears in his eyes.
,,probably not?’’, you repeat his words, ask, not expecting an answer.
the corners of wakasa’s mouth turn upwards ever so slightly. he raises his other hand, gently placing it on your cheek, brushing his thumb over your skin. you lean forward, staring at his lips until they finally meet yours in a kiss.
maybe, you two can at least pretend to see a ghost in each other.
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notes pt2: i chose to use daisies in this bc they represent (among a ton of other things) new beginnings, attachment, & true love which i thought fitting for this piece and because i’m too obsessed with flower meanings anyway
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idesireelysian · 1 year
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Omgg, i reallyy liked it!! Thank youu <33
Btw idea of rindou getting fucked over a pool table in front of the other bonten executives 😏😏
aa i’m so glad!! you’re very welcome :D yk, even tho i’ve been writing for.. 5 years at this point i think this was the first ever time i’ve written a request for someone so i’m really happy you like it adhjgdhs <333
hhhh yes it doesn’t leave my mind anymore, guess i gotta write it 😔😔 no but i actually have some ideas for it, so i might fr do it hehe 😏
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idesireelysian · 1 year
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There's nothing in particular that I want, feel free to write whatever you want <3 thank youu
needy mess
rindou keeps complaining about how he wants ‘more’, always urging you to go ‘faster’ & ‘harder’. so, you decide to let him ride you, showing you exactly how he wants you to fuck him.
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characters: rindou x m!reader
wordcount: 1k
type/genre: one-shot, smut
cw/tw: dom!top!reader, sub!bottom!rindou, anal sex, petnames (baby, at rindou), riding, kissing, overstimulation, coming multiple times, dacryphilia, navel pressing/slight belly bulge, reader is a lil mean and rindou likes it, honestly pretty fluffy most of the time
notes: honestly at first i wanted to write a one-shot of rindou getting fucked over a pool table in front of the other bonten executives (happy fantasising <3) but idk, somehow i ended up deciding to write this instead. really hope you like it, anon! and if you don’t, lmk, and i’ll try again,,
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,,more..’’, rindou whines as you slam into him, already having granted him his request of going harder and faster multiple times. the bed rocks, and he’s looking up at your eyes, his legs wrapped around your waist to pull you closer.
,,rindou, baby, i’m already giving you my all’’, you whisper close to his ear, moaning in between. you’re not slowing down your pace while doing so.
,,still, it’s not- ’s not enough....’’
you sigh, masking it as a breathy groan. he smiles as you lean down to kiss him, meeting his lips with yours. pliantly, he opens his mouth, and you push your tongue against his. it’s all sloppy, but that’s how he likes it, and you’ve grown to like it too.
during the kiss, you rapidly slow down your pace, eventually stopping your thrusts completely. he whines into your mouth, grabbing after your shoulders, but you gently slap his hands away.
you lean back to breathe, panting. ,,i just thought of something. i want you to ride me, show me exactly how you want me to fuck you, so i can do it properly next time.’’
rindou blinks in confusion. ,,but you already know what i want...’’, he says and pouts.
,,apparently i’m not doing it good enough, though, because you keep asking for more. now, get up and start working!’’
you grab his legs, prying them away from your waist, and slide out. he’s still looking at you, somewhat offended, somewhat up for the challenge. you nod, urging him to get up and make more space for you on the bed. reluctantly, he does, and you lay down instead.
,,c’mere.’’ you smile, stretching out your arms in his direction. rindou does as told, placing his legs on either side of your hips, facing you. closely observing him, you put your hands on his waist, but don’t move him just yet.
he pouts at you for a second, until you nod once again, giving him the permission to move. he positions himself over your cock, slowly sinking down until it’s all the way in.
rindou starts to move. his thighs are trembling, hands fisting the sheets beside you. he’s not even moving half as energetic as he always tells you to.
,,thought you like it hard and fast?’’, you tease.
,,mhm...’’ he nods, doing his best to increase the pace. pre-cum is steadily leaking from his tip. he’s trembling, overwhelmed by having to do everything himself. but he manages.
a moaning mess, rindou’s now bouncing on your cock, following the soft pressure on his hips as you’re trying to guide him a little. ,,c-can i.. hah... come?’’, he whimpers, looking down at your half-lidded eyes. it turns out to be a mistake.
,,this early?’’, you tease, smirking at him. you can only get out half of your answer and he’s already having his orgasm, loudly moaning your name while throwing his head back and arching his spine. the pure lust in your eyes has sent him over the edge, already way too close when he’s asked for your permission. heavily panting, he starts to slow down.
,,rindou, baby, what are you doing?’’, you ask, ,,we’re not done just yet.’’
,,i- but i just came!’’, he whines, looking at you and stilling his movements completely.
,,did i give you permission to? no. did i say you could stop? no. you’re simply not obeying me. if it makes you feel better, see this as punishment.’’ you reach up to his face, gently cupping his cheek. immediately, he leans into your touch.
after thinking for a short bit, he slowly nods. ,,kiss?’’, he pleads, fake pout adorning his face again.
,,yes, yes. c’mere’’, you say, waiting for him to lean down and touch your lips with his. you close your eyes, gently pulling him closer by moving your hand from his cheek to his neck. he softly moans into your mouth as you deepen the kiss by prodding at his lips with your tongue and pushing it in as he quickly opens up for you. after a while, you part for air, and then exchange some more soft kisses, until rindou feels satisfied.
,,now, ride me again’’, you command, looking at him with expectation.
he nods. rindou’s still seated on your cock, so he rises first, sliding down again. he’s still half-hard from his earlier orgasm, body shaking and chest heaving under his fast breaths.
,,it- ’s too much, y/n...’’, he moans, stopping his movements as you decide to thrust into him yourself.
you have his hips in a bruising hold, keeping him in place so you can fuck him yourself. ,,can you hold on a little longer for me, rindou? color?’’
,,green...’’, he whimpers between moans. he’s overstimulated, still sensitive from earlier, but he loves it. tears start running down his face, and he struggles to keep himself upright.
,,you’re so pretty like this, baby. all worked up just for me’’, you whisper, also moaning inbetween your words. you like to make sure to tell him just how much you love him, too.
you slow down your pace, feeling your own orgasm coming, and pull his ass flush to your body. instead of thrusting, you start to circle your hips, giving small pushes upwards every now and again. you let your gaze wander over his body, soon being stuck on a small bulge on his tummy.
,,feel that, rindou? that’s me inside of you’’, you groan, softly pushing down on the bulge.
he immediately moans loudly, dick twitching and coming again as soon as you press down once more.
with the way he’s clenching on you now, it only takes you a few more seconds to come too, riding out your orgasm by slowly circling your hips. rindou lets himself fall onto your upper body, cock still in him, and you’re both heavily panting.
after a while, he lazily turns his head, looks at you. ,,kiss?’’, he asks, and you smile before you meet his lips with yours.
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idesireelysian · 1 year
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well no, i do actually write gn!reader too. not f!reader tho. i’ll go change that on the pinned post!
I don't know if requests are open but could you do a timeSkip smut yamagishi x female reader a shower after work
they are open! but sorry, i only write m!reader because i’m not comfy writing nsfw works with female characters,, so i’ll have to turn this down
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idesireelysian · 1 year
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I don't know if requests are open but could you do a timeSkip smut yamagishi x female reader a shower after work
they are open! but sorry, i only write m!reader because i’m not comfy writing nsfw works with female characters,, so i’ll have to turn this down
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idesireelysian · 1 year
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masterlist
just a list all of my works compiled
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tokyo revengers
black dragons
☆—`shinichiro
dirty phone calls — explicit/smut, m!reader
you, me, and the ghost in between us — angst, slight hurt/comfort, gn!reader
☆—`wakasa
you, me, and the ghost in between us — angst, slight hurt/comfort, gn!reader
s62 generation
☆—`rindou
needy mess — explicit/nsfw, m!reader
toman
☆—`mikey
discovering their gun kink — suggestive, gn!reader
☆—`sanzu
smut abcs — explicit/smut, m!reader
discovering their gun kink — suggestive, gn!reader
☆—`kisaki
putting kisaki in his place — explicit/smut, m!reader
bonten
tenjiku
mizo middle five
other
☆—`naoto
dirty phone calls — explicit/smut, m!reader
discovering their gun kink — suggestive, gn!reader
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idesireelysian · 1 year
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Hiiii~! Can you write sub!rin x dom!male reader?
i can. and i will! :3
any specific kinks or other things you’d like me to include? i’m up to writing pretty much anything so feel free to request (my off-limits are on my pinned post)
if you don’t care what i write except for what you’ve already specified please still send an ask to tell me that so i know that you’ve seen this & so that i can reply to it to post the piece i’ll write adgjfsh
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idesireelysian · 1 year
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putting kisaki in his place
kisaki is a little too bratty for your liking, so you fuck it out of him
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characters: kisaki x m!reader
wordcount: 1.7k
type/genre: one-shot, smut
cw/tw: m!dom!top!reader, sub!bottom!kisaki, petnames (towards kisaki), blindfold, bondage, gag, manhandling, brat taming, spanking, humiliation, praise, dacryphilia, anal fingering & sex, creampie, reader is kinda mean but kisaki’s very into it, slight overstimulation, (implied) aftercare
notes: i wanna put him & ryusei in their place and make them all submissive and putty in my hands so bad help
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kisaki’s sitting on the bed before you, already stripped naked, with his arms secured tightly behind his back. you’ve stuffed his mouth with a gag. his glasses are on the nightstand, replaced with a satin blindfold over his eyes.
,,turn around. head down, ass up’’, you command, smirking as you look at his fce. he shakes his head, glaring at you as best he can with his eyes hidden behind the black fabric.
but that’s not really a problem as you grab him by his hair and force his face into the bedsheets. you get a hold of his hips, turning him around so he’s kneeling in front of you, facing away.
,,count.’’ is the only warning he gets before your hand meets his ass cheek. he tries to say something, probably a number or a complain, but it’s muffled by the gag in his mouth.
,,huh? i didn’t quite hear you there, baby’’, you explain, dragging out your words. they drip with sarcasm. you wait for him to attempt to say something again, but he doesn’t, keeps quiet instead.
,,well. you didn’t start counting yet, so i’ll just have to repeat this until you do.’’ you smirk. kisaki tries to speak up, but you’ve already slapped him again before he can get out any noises. you can make out muffled sounds coming from him, trying his best to form a coherent sentence with his mouth stuffed.
,,you want me to remove the gag, darling? ah, but that would be so sad. look at how much you’re enjoying this!’’ you reach around his hips to get a hold of his hard cock at the base and slowly stroke up and down a few times, smearing the pre-cum he’s been leaking all over it after reaching his tip.
,,look how hard you are. you’re so boring, do you really want to get rid of the gag already?’’, you ask, fake pout on your face. quickly, kisaki nods. you comply, reach for the clasp on the back of his head that secures the gag. you open it, let the toy fall onto the bed as he looks up. you grab it and lay it to the side.
kisaki’s panting. ,,finally!’’, he breathes out in a low voice, ,,you fucking bitch.’’ leftover spit runs down his cheek and pools into the wet puddle under his face. he’s already so messy.
your initial reaction to his words is putting the gag back in his mouth, but you decide against it. it would ruin your little counting game anyway. instead, you just sit and wait in silence, not doing anything. you’re waiting until kisaki starts wiggling his hips, groaning. you know that he’s anxious, not knowing what to expect because he can’t see you, and you’re awfully quiet.
silently, you raise your hand. slap, it lands on his ass, where there’s a red area forming because you’ve hit him three times now. kisaki swallows a pained moan and huffs.
,,count. it really shouldn’t be a problem now that your mouth is empty, no?’’, you repeat.
,,...one’’, he hisses, and hides his face in the bedsheets. this is so embarassing for him.
,,see, i knew even a stupid little bitch like you could do that!’’, you exclaim. gently, you brush your index finger along the red mark on his skin, lightly tracing its shape. you raise your hand again, this time prepared to slap his other ass cheek. slap, your palm meets his skin.
,,two..’’, he murmurs. you decide to let the fact that it’s so quiet slide this once.
,,good. let’s get all the way to ten, hm?’’ you lean down, gently pressing a kiss to one of the many visible vertebrae of his spine. kisaki shudders under your touch, not used to the affection at all.
you pull away, slapping his ass again. he quietly hisses. ,,three...’’, he says.
nothing interesting happens after the next few spanks. while trying not to make any other noises, kisaki correctly counts them all. four, five, six, seven, eight, nine.
he only whispers ,,ten....’’. you’ve already allowed him a mistake, but another is too much.
,,what did you just say? i couldn’t hear, speak up!’’, you say, slapping him again.
,,ten!’’, he calls, panting.
you gently brush your fingers against the skin you’ve just slap, touching it ever so slightly without any pressure. ,,good boy’’, you murmur, leaning down to one of his ears.
beside you, there lays a bottle of lube which you now grab. you pop it open, squeeze a good amount onto your hands. while leaving gentle kisses on kisaki’s neck, you circle his rim teasingly, refusing to push in just yet.
he starts trying to move back against your hand, but you grip his hips and stop his movements. ,,no’’, you scold, ,,if you want me to do something else, you have to beg.’’
kisaki groans, but stops trying to move. he shivers under your touch as you press more kisses to his nape, panting quietly.
,,touch me’’, he breaths out.
,,i’m already touching you, honey, that’s not specific enough.’’
,,...fuck me’’, he mutters.
,,i told you to beg, not to command, tetta. isn’t that easy for a slut like you?’’, you explain, still not changing your movements.
he hisses, and you can see a tear running down his cheek. you’re truly breaking his pride.
,,c’mon, tetta, beg for me. beg for me to fuck you with my fingers.’’ you know that he gets weak for you saying his first name, so that’s exactly what you do.
,,..please’’, he whispers under his breath.
,,there you go. what a nicely trained whore you are’’, you coo, finally pushing one of your fingers in.
kisaki’s thighs tremble, quiet moans escaping him. he’s always so sensitive, especially with a blindfold on. you take your sweet time to push in and out, slowly loosening him up.
,,not... not enough’’, he mumbles, rubbing his face on the bedsheets because he can’t keep still anymore but you won’t let him move his hips.
you decide to be nice for once and push in the second finger after waiting for a bit. now, you properly scissor him open.
still, he’s not satisfied. ,,m-more..’’, he begs, and after a short pause, adds, ,,please?’’
you pause your movements, making him whine and hiss out in pain. the desire to come is nearly too much for him already. ,,more of what?’’, you ask, acting as if you have no clue what he’s talking about.
frustrated, kisaki groans. ,,fuck me. with your... your cock’’, he whispers, more tears streaming down his face. his last words are nearly too quiet to understand, but you still accept them. it’s kisaki, after all. maybe, one day, he’ll be more compliant, but that’s still in the far future.
,,good, tetta, that’s it’’, you praise, pulling out your fingers and grabbing the lube again to squeeze some more onto your hand. you stroke your dick a few times, making sure it’s all slick. you line it up with his hole, leaning over him to place a hickey on his neck.
kisaki whines as you finally start pushing in, and a loud moan escapes him as you bottom out. he’s trembling even more than before, and his legs are giving out under him, only held up by your hands on his hips. he looks beautiful.
slowly, you pull out until only your tip is still inside him, then you snap your hips and push in to the hilt again. you continue with this rythm, pace getting faster and faster.
you decide to wrap a hand around kisaki’s cock while you’re still leaving hickeys on his neck. he’s leaking pre-cum like crazy, dick hard and twitching between your fingers. lazily, you begin to stroke it.
he’s a moaning mess, not able to hold back his noises anymore, whines and whimpers leaving his drooling mouth. his face is full of tears and spit, and his whole body is shivering, but you know just how much he enjoys this. he’s very embarassed about it, but he loves when you strip him of all his pride and power, only leaving a putty mess in your hands.
,,do you wanna come, tetta?’’, you ask against his neck, watching as he shivers under the touch of your breath. he frantically starts nodding.
,,what do we say when we want something?’’
,,p-please.. please....’’, he moans, voice shaky and higher pitched than usual.
,,good, tetta. then come for me’’, you say, pressing more kisses to his nape, sucking on it to leave yet another hickey.
a few more thrusts, and he’s coming all over your hand, back arching and moaning loudly. you fuck him through it, chasing your own orgasm.
kisaki starts whimpering. ,,too much, ’s too much...’’
,,hold on a little longer for me, tetta. i won’t take long’’, you assure him, letting go of his cock to better grab his hips.
you thrust once, twice, three times, until the heat inside your body is toppling over and you can feel your orgasm approaching. you slam into him one last time, starting to circle your hips while filling up his hole with your cum, fully seated inside. he whines.
as your orgasm stops, you start panting and slowly pull out of him. for a moment, you lay down beside him. ,,wait a minute, tetta, gotta calm down for a second...’’
after your short rest, you wipe your cum stained hand on the sheets, and reach forward to take off his blindfold. kisaki weakly opens his eyes, looking back at you with a faint smile on his lips.
you open the clasps on the binder that’s securing his arms on his back, gently pulling them out of the device, and placing it on the bed somewhere. kisaki lets himself fall down to the side, turning to lie on his back. you grab his cheeks, lean down to kiss him. it’s soft and slow, and you have to try hard not to smile into it.
,,you feeling okay?’’, you ask, checking up on him. you take one of his arms, and start to gently massage it. kisaki nods, and you continue to soften up his sore muscles as he closes his eyes and falls asleep.
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idesireelysian · 1 year
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very happy that my gunkink post got so much love!! lmao i feared people would shame me for it and now it’s my best doing piece
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idesireelysian · 1 year
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Idk I just wish tumblr would do for Gattaca (1997) what it did for Goncharov (1973)
I mean, you’ve got the gay longing, the girlboss “love interest” who is actually probably either bi or lesbian, the incredible powerful symbolism, the almost kiss scene, and of course the incredibly tragic ending, basically everything.
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idesireelysian · 1 year
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discovering their gun kink
how i think you would discover tokrev men’s gun kinks
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characters: sanzu, naoto, mikey
wordcount: 0.6k
cw/tw: gn!reader, guns, gun kink, pet names (once; baby), slight talk of kink, suggestive but not nsfw, you can interpret this as a romantic relationship qpr fwbs etc tried to keep it ambigous but what’s established is that you’re fucking
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☆—`sanzu
he’s known about his gun kink for a while now
has even lived out the fantasy with someone before you two started fucking
so he’s wanted to tell you for a while
he’s not insecure or embarassed about it at all but communication is kind of hard for him, which is why he thought he could maybe just hint at it. which didn’t work at all
one day, the two of you are on a party hosted by the haitani brothers
somehow, you end up playing truth or dare, and sanzu gets asked what one of his biggest kinks is
he admits that he has a gun kink
later, when you’re in private, you tell him that you’re surprised but certainly open to try it out sometime
he grabs your face and hungrily kisses you right then & there.
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☆—`naoto
he hasn’t discovered his gun kink yet.
as a detective, he has his own gun. he decides to show it to you one day because you seemed interested
he lets you hold it and all that, but he unloaded it beforehand for safety
so you jokingly point it at him, slowly drawing closer
naoto doesn’t react at all, which is why you decide to only stop walking right in front of him. you lay a hand on his nape and hold the gun to his temple
so close to him, you can see a blush spread from his cheeks all the way up to his ears
he stays still, no signs of moving away. ,,y/n, can you put the gun down, please?’’, he asks, voice raspy
you do as you’re told, lowering your hand with the gun. ,,why’s that, though? i can see that you’re enjoying it, you know...’’
,,i just- i didn’t expect to get turned on by being held at gunpoint’’, he admits, not looking into your eyes
,,oh? if you want to, we can explore your newly discovered kink’’, you offer and smile
his blush gets even darker, and he nods. ,,please put it back on my temple’’, he asks shyly
,,of course, baby.’’ you shove him against the nearest wall and comply.
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☆—`mikey
i feel like he straight up tells you tbh
you’re coming home after work, and see him standing in the kitchen, reaching for his beloved taiyaki
obviously, you decide to sneak up on him and hug him from behind. it earns you a surprised yelp
,,y/n! now you made me drop my food..’’, he complains, but doesn’t make any attempts to leave your grasp and pick it up again
,,yeah, yeah, love you too.’’ you roll your eyes, though can’t help to smile
mikey leans back into your touch, tilting his head back to look at your face
you gently kiss his forehead
,,more..?’’, he asks, and grins
you like kissing him anyway, so you comply, spinning him around to face you first
he immediately leans in to kiss your lips, trying not to smile too much to ruin it
after a few kisses, it starts to get more and more heated, and mikey’s clinging to your body, trying to find naked skin
you shove him against the counter, taiyaki long forgotten
,,y/n? could we.. try something a little more extreme today, maybe?’’, he asks against your lips
,,like what, exactly?’’
,,well, you know. i have a sort of gun kink..’’, he admits, looking right into your eyes. he isn’t ashamed of it
,,hm... sure, if you’d like that!’’ you smile, and cup his cheeks, pulling him into another passionate kiss.
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idesireelysian · 1 year
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i wish i could scoop out all the words and stories inside my head with a butter knife and spread it onto a document and that was it
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idesireelysian · 1 year
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Someone posted this on twitter
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idesireelysian · 1 year
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I cannot believe I’m only 10k words away from writing the end of this 5k fic
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idesireelysian · 1 year
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dirty phonecalls
tokrev men (as your boyfriends) reacting to you calling them while masturbating.
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characters: shinichiro, naoto
wordcount: 1.1k
cw/tw: dom!reader, m!reader, masturbating, phone sex, use of petnames (a lot), praise, implied voice kink (reader), implied multiple rounds
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☆—`shinichiro
shinichiro’s just finished working on a motorcycle for hours, sipping on a refreshing drink while seated on a couch his friends urged him to have in his shop, saying he at least needs something nice to sleep on if he keeps on overworking himself. suddenly, his phone beeps. he fishes it out of his pocket, sees your name on the screen, and immediately smiles.
,,hey, y/n!’’, he says excitedly.
,,mhmm.. hi, baby’’, you answer, smile evident in your tone. you’re trying to hide your moans while you’re jerking off to your boyfriend’s beautiful voice, but you’re definitely not giving it your all.
,,how’s your day been so far?’’, shinichiro asks and ignores the weird noises he can hear over the phone.
,,exhausting.. but, mhm, hearing your beautiful voice makes everything soo much better~’’
he starts to realise what your weird background noises might mean. ,,y/n... y/n, are you... touching yourself right now?’’, he asks shyly. a blush creeps over his cheeks.
,,oops, there goes my secret’’, is all you reply, followed by a hearty moan. ,,i sure hope you’re alone right now, baby?’’
shinichiro nods before realising that you can’t see him. ,,yeah’’, he breaths out. he wouldn’t be able to deny that this is turning him on if he wanted to, especially with the way his dick is already half-hard after only having heard a single moan. so lucky that he’s already closed down the shop, even though he stayed overtime again.
,,great. you wanna sing for me? touch yourself like i tell you to?’’, you ask, a huge grin decorating your face. this is becoming even better than you’d imagined.
,,mhm, mhmm’’, he half hums, half moans. hastily, he zips open his work overall, pushes his underwear down to his knees.
,,darling, can you grab some lube for me?’’
,,no.. don’t have any here. is spit okay?’’ shinichiro puts his phone on speaker and lays it down beside him. he wants to have both of his hands free for this.
,,yeah, yeah, mhh... then coat two of your fingers in spit and push one in, please, baby?’’, you purr, eagerly waiting for your boyfriend to make more pretty sounds.
,,on it’’, he says, and you can hear him spit onto his hands. soon enough, he’s moaning, fingering himself just like you told him to.
,,good boy, darling’’, you praise him, moaning in between, ,,continue opening yourself up until you’re ready for another finger, hmm?’’
shinichiro just moans, moving his finger in and out for a bit until he adds the other one. ,,mhm... y/n, i’m at two now...’’, he whimpers.
,,keep going, shin, scissor yourself for me?’’, you ask, groaning in pleasure. his noises are a real turn on, and you’re so glad that you ended up calling him.
,,will do, yes... nghh..’’ shinichiro whines as he spreads his fingers, stretching his hole. just from this, he’s already a moaning mess, leaking precum all over his untouched dick.
,,you gonna come for me with just your fingers, shin, mh? so turned on already by just your amateur hands?’’, you tease him.
,,yes, y/n, yes. hah, nggh... ’m close, y/n, gonna come soon!’’, he whines.
,,come for me, baby’’, you purr, stroking your dick faster, brushing over your sensitive tip. your goal is for you to orgasm at the same time.
,,y/n!’’ shinichiro comes with your name on his lips. he whimpers while fingering himself through his orgasm.
hearing his scream, you immediately come too, moaning and praising your boyfriend. ,,mh- hah.. just like that shin, so good for me, as always~’’
after he stops coming, shinichiro pulls his fingers out of his hole. he’s panting, takes a moment to relax, but eventually manages to sink further into the cushions. for now, he’s ignoring the cum on his belly. ,,that was amazing, y/n... i’m glad you called.’’ he smiles.
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☆—`naoto
,,hey, y/n, why are you calling me this late?’’, naoto asks you in confusion. it’s nearly midnight, and he’s only still up so he can work on some private research. he’s pleasantly surprised, but really didn’t expect you to call.
you, on the other hand, didn’t expect him to pick up, thinking that he’s probably too focused on his work. a moan escapes your lips, but you quickly decide not to try and hide it. ,,’m horny, darling, didn’t think you’d pick up... don’t know why i even called, really.’’
,,ah- oh. i’ll go grab my headphones real quick, wait for me, baby’’, he explains kindly, and you can hear him stand up and walk away. luckily he’s coming back again soon.
naoto plugs the headphones into his phone, puts them on. ,,here, now i’m properly prepared.’’
,,mhm... what are you planning, now that you can hear me so close to your ears?’’, you  ask, switching to a whisper halfway through, hoping to awake something in your boyfriend. usually he gets all blushy and turned on when you lick or whisper into his ear, and you’re curious if this also works.
,,ahh- listening to you..?’’ an involuntary moan leaves naoto’s mouth, and his cheeks turn red. he loves when you’re whispering so close to his ears, even if it’s just over a call, you both realise.
,,well, then i’ll be so nice and comply. mhm.. don’t you wanna touch yourself too, love?’’, you murmur.
,,yeah, yeah i do’’, he breathes out as his jeans are starting to be uncomfortably restricting.
,,then touch yourself, baby. jerk off your dick alongside mine, hm?’’
,,working.. working on it, wait a sec’’, naoto exaplains, quickly opening the button and zipper of his pants. he slides his hand into his boxers, grabbing his dick that’s already more hard than not, and takes it out. he starts stroking himself, letting moans escape his lips.
,,you’re doing great for me, baby, keep going’’, you whisper, moans in between as you speed up your hands to his beautiful noises.
naoto whines when he brushes his thumb over his slit and plays with the head of his dick. it’s always been the most sensitive part of him. ,,goodness- mhm.. y/n, y/n i’m close-’’, he moans.
,,jerk your hand faster, darling, and come for me~’’, you whisper, some moans and groans adorning your words. you’re close too.
just like you asked him to, naoto strokes his dick even faster. brushing over his sensitive head again tips him over the edge, and he calls out your name while coming.
you stroke your dick a few more times, chasing your own orgasm that you soon reach, singing his name. ,,naoto, naoto- nghh.. baby, you did great~’’
,,thank you..’’, he says, not quite sure for what. the praise? the orgasm? probably both.
,,wait, wait, i’m not done with you yet!’’ you’re whispering again, hoping to get his dick to rise again by that.
,,but i’m still sensitive...’’, he half-heartedly protests. you both know that he doesn’t mean it.
,,darling, go grab your favorite dildo. this is gonna be exciting’’, you murmur, already grinning from ear to ear. naoto sighs, but seems to comply as you can hear him take off his headphones and walk away.
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idesireelysian · 1 year
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smut abcs: sanzu
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pairing: sanzu x m!reader
cw/tw: semi-public sex, gun kink, mentions of wound-fucking, hair pulling, throat-fucking, pet play, falling unconscious (sanzu, not reader), edging, mentioned threesome/group sex, hinted overstimulation
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a - aftercare
sanzu is sleepy after sex, he wants to get cleaned up and then just go to sleep cuddling. he can adapt to a shared bath though, if that’s what you prefer. if it’s just a quickie he doesn’t really need anything, and if he has to, he can actually hide the fact that the two of you just fucked pretty easily.
b - body part
i do think that he has somewhat of a hand kink, so hands certainly are worth mentioning. he also really likes your eyes—your whole face, actually. those are probably his favorites.
c - cum
his: he doesn’t cum that much during one orgasm, which makes it very fun to try and milk him dry. it’ll take quite a while, but trust me, he’s very much into it.
yours: he’s down bad for you cumming inside him, be it his mouth, throat (he’ll make sure to swallow all of it) or his ass. he’d even let you plug him up, if you’re into that.
d - dirty secret
i just know this man’s walked around in public with a vibrator up his ass before. when the pleasure got too much, he quickly jerked off in the bathroom, then continued his day like normal. he kind of wanted you—or anyone else, really—to notice, it would’ve been so humiliating, though also a huge turn on for him, given whoever noticed is into it too.
e - experience
i imagine that pretty much everyone in bonten is fucking everyone else in bonten, so bonten!sanzu is certainly very experienced. i do think he’s less experienced in the other timelines, but still moreso than the average person.
f - favorite position
getting fucked: bend him over a table, a desk, a drawer, the kitchen counter—just bend him over something and fuck him from behind. he might want to hold your hand though, or you can let him suck your fingers. another favorite of his is when you’re fucking him on a soft mattress. lying on his back, so he can look up into your beautiful eyes, and wrap his legs around your waist. hold one/both of his hands for bonus points, and occasionally (but passionately) kiss him.
fucking you: he wants to be able to see, and touch, and kiss every part of you, so he either wants you in his lap, or even better, on a bed, looking at him. he loves being able to see your eyes, and leaving hickeys and other marks on your body while fucking you.
g - goofy
i think this really depends. he’s certainly into bdsm, healthy bdsm, and can act out his role in perfect seriousness, no matter the scene or circumstances. sometimes you might think he’s scarily good at acting. however, otherwise, if you like to joke around, he’ll join you in on it with ease.
h - hair
body hair: i’m sorry, but i just have to add that his pubes are/he dyes them pink like his hair. anyways, i think he just makes them look clean, like he takes care of them (which he does). he has some body hair, but it’s a very light color and barely visible, so he doesn’t bother shaving his legs or anything like that to look good.
hair pulling: fuck him bent over something and force him to keep up his head by pulling on his hair, he’ll love it. however, he specifically doesn’t like to pull on your hair. unless, maybe, when you’re sucking him off.
i - intimacy
i’ve said it before, and i’ll say it again, but especially when you’re having gentle sex, he just wants to hold your hand. he also really likes to kiss you. the first time he said ,i love you’ out loud? you were slow-fucking him. he loves rough sex, yes, but sometimes he just wants to get pampered with love and gentle fucking/pamper you with said things.
j - jacking off
sanzu mostly jerks his dick as quick as possible. he’s honestly not too big of a fan of masturbating, he’d much rather sleep around, have sex with you, or at least do it in front of some kind of audience. he feels it’s kind of useless otherwise. still, sometimes he likes to fuck himself on a dildo. preferably one that you’ve gifted to him, so he can remember you and sing your name while fucking himself silly.
k - kink
okay. honestly, i imagine him having quite an amount of kinks, but the one that’s certainly worth mentioning is his horrible gunkink. especially bonten!sanzu gets incredibly turned on if you pull out a gun and point it at him. fuck him at gun point, he’d be in heaven. bonus points if you touch his temple or neck with it, extra bonus points if the safety is off. he trusts you. and if you’re concerned about safety, remove the bullets beforehand, but don’t tell him. knowing you could kill him any moment makes him so much harder. dare to go wild his gunkink. he’ll suck off your weapon if you let him, going as far as pushing it down his throat. he’d even let you insert it into his ass. that said, he doesn’t get turned by guns if it’s any random person holding it. it needs to be someone like you, someone he’s close with, who he can trust, and who turns him on anyway.
l - location
he’s not a fan of fucking outside. other than that, he doesn’t have too much of a preference, as long as he can hold onto something for stability, and nobody that he doesn’t want to see/hear is able to.
n - no
as said before, he’s into basically anything. even stuff like piss, vomit, knife play, blood play, and whatnot. especially bonten!sanzu, he’s honestly fucked in the head and into pretty much anything, even pretty high levels of masochism. what he doesn’t really like though is wound-fucking. in the moment he doesn’t really care about hygiene, but no dick will ever get close to his deeper wounds. your fingers might, if you’re both down bad, but it’s a dark gray area.
o - oral
giving: he loves when you fuck his throat, when you make him choke on your dick, and make him cry. he’ll relax his jaw and let you do whatever you want to him. he’s not very fond of eating you out, though. it’s simply weird to him.
receiving: he also loves to throat-fuck you, though. if you lay on your bed, head off the mattress, and let him fuck into your mouth while watching his dick form a bulge on your neck, he’s in heaven. bonus points if you let him lightly press down on said bulge. he’s hugely fascinated by it, and the fact that he can feel his own cock inside your throat makes him cum immediately. one of the few things he doesn’t like is when you eat him out. he might allow you to once in a while if you want to really badly, he thinks it feels okay, but it’s not really pleasuring him.
p - pace
depends a lot. usually he prefers getting fucked fast and rough, but sometimes he wants it to be slow and soft. if you prefer it slow by a lot, he can accomodate, but it might take him a while. especially bonten!sanzu, he’s very used to sex being fast and rough, so he needs quite a bit to adjust. he will do it for your sake, though.
q - quickie
always down for a quickie, no questions asked. bonus points if you cum inside him, and he gets to walk around with it leaking out into his underwear.
r - risk
i keep on talking about bonten!sanzu (i just love the bonten timeline, sorry), but he’s done more risky things than you can count on ten fingers. way more. in the other timelines he hasn’t done too many risky things, but if you want to, he’s always up for it.
s - stamina
getting fucked: he can easily go a few rounds, even if he’s riding you, but after round five or six he’s gone totally limp. he’s still very much conscious though, and he’ll let you continue fucking him for as long as you want to, even cumming for quite a few times still. at some point he’s milked dry though, and if you keep going after he’s had his first dry orgasm, he’ll fall uncoscious. there’s a very small chance he’ll still let you continue after that (how do you even have so much stamina, honestly?), but if you ask nicely before starting your session, he might agree.
fucking you: i don’t think he can go any more than three or four rounds, even if he tries. his body is just too exhausted. he’ll let you ride him until you’re satisfied though, but sadly, you can’t rely on him for help.
t - toys
he’ll be very happy if you gift him a dildo or two. he might even record himself using them, so he can send the videos to you, and you can jerk off to them later. apart from that, he kind of likes butt plugs. he’d wear cat ears, a collar, and a tail plug for you, too, if you’d want him to. you could even have him on a leash, and order him around in your own apartment/house for a bit.
u - unfair
teasing: unless you specifically ask him to, he won’t tease you much. he gets a lot more pleasure himself if you’re happy too.
getting teased: he hates to admit it, but he loves getting edged/edging himself. in that sense, he loves being teasted. he hates if you send him spicy pictures though, because he feels uncomfortable jerking off to them, so he’ll just be horny with no release. apart from that, he’s not too fond of it, but he doesn’t dislike it or anything.
v - volume
most of the time he isn’t too loud, but he makes a ton of noises. whines, whimpers, moans, sighs, groans, you name it. there’s barely a moment of silence. he’s actually more vocal when fucking you or when getting sucked off, not because he likes it more, but because it just feels good in different ways. you can make him scream though, if you’re rough enough, or if you hit one/multiple of his kinks head-on.
w - wild card
sanzu is actually very much up for a threesome, or even group sex. be it his friends, yours, some you share—as long as at least one of you two knows them, he’d love it if there were more people involved than just the two of you. don’t get him wrong, he loves you, and you can satisfy him perfectly, but it kind of turns him on. his personal pick would probably be rindou, i think, if you were to ask who he’d like to have a threesome with. or mucho, given he’s alive in this timeline.
x - x-ray
he doesn’t have too many muscles or fat, he’s naturally just very skinny, and has always had problems with putting on weight. luckily, it doesn’t bother him that much, and he feels pretty healthy as is. i think his dick is both a little longer and a little thicker than average, and it’s pretty pinkish, too.
y - yearning
his sex drive isn’t that high, but he enjoys sex a lot and bonten!sanzu fucks a lot as a way of self-destruction. and if someone asks him to fuck, he nearly always starts feeling like it and agrees. either way, even though his libido isn’t too high, he ends up fucking others and/or you quite a lot, especially if yours is high.
z - zzz
after multiple rounds, he gets very sleepy very quickly. he can easily handle a quickie without getting too tired, but if you fuck his soul out of his body, he’ll fall asleep in a maximum of five minutes. unless you/the circumstances don’t allow it.
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