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do you ever wanna tell someone "i havent eaten in 27 hours." bc thats something youre proud of. but then remember thats not a normal thing to do or be proud of

#oof yes lol #im dieting again and its such a delicate matter for me #im trying to do it the ~healthy~ way this time but #ugh. #tw

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reassurance

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i couldn’t fit it in but a bonus level is: i hope trump doesn’t die just yet bc it could affect the election/i would like him to experience intense suffering first/it’s fine if trump dies but only if pence does too.

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open RP

“Hey~”

#this still SENDS ME

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Do you ever get suddenly reminded of how painfully alone you are and it just kinda punches you in the stomach?

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Your impact on other people is bigger than you think. Someone still giggles when they think of that funny thing you said. Someone still smiles when they think of the compliment you gave them. Someone silently admires you. The advice you give has made a difference for people. The support and love you've offered others has made someone's day. Your input and opinions have made someone think twice. You're not insignificant and forgotten. Your existence makes a positive difference, whether you see it or not.

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#fdkgjklf this is so intricate for no reason at all

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“Women get told our vaginas will be wide gaping holes if we sleep around with a bunch of men but no one tells men that all that friction with other vaginas is widdling their dicks down over time and making their dicks smaller :( :( :/”

- Alison Stevenson

Alternate theory 

(Image author unknown - this has been making its way around the web but I’m not sure who made it)

#(ruined)

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Wish I was floating in a big glass tank full of neon green fluid while a bunch of guys in lab coats monitored my brain activity

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One of the most hurtful things I've been told in the last week: I dont "try" when it comes to my mental health. Like I didnt go to therapy for months when I could and have since then TRIED every day of my life to incorporate coping skills I learned from therapy and I go to a job I HATE full time where I work my ass off and have to fake a smile with customers and coworkers all day PLUS deal with an ABUSIVE supervisor. And i feel like breaking down at least 5 times in an 8 hour shift. And then just generally dealing with BPD on top of severe social anxiety and depression. But i don't try. If people don't see any of the effort I put in to just simply getting through the day then ???? Idk what else im supposed to do.

#personal

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