iamthat-iam

[iamthat-iam]

https://www.tumblr.com/onlyhere-onlynow/749154994381619200/something-that-confuses-me-sometimes-is-the-whole?source=share

i have the same question as this anon.

I know the clay or the ocean wave analogy is used often for this, but it's true. Right now you are appearing as what you call a body, the objects in whatever room you're in. It's all made of the same "essence", that being nothingness or " "

You need awareness to be aware of "sight"

You need it to be aware of "sound"

In order to percieve anything, you must be aware of it first.

[iamthat-iam]

i know it’s gonna sound dumb bc i’m talking about trivial problems, but… how do i stop caring what others think of me? really. 🫤

even understanding that it’s not real etc etc it still matters and affects me somehow

Think about WHY it matters, then question the validity of your reasons. Especially since there are no others 👁

[iamthat-iam]

Omfg. I havent been on tumblr in months! I actually still talk to Sophie irl. She left because she was done and her followers needed her to be gone, same with Ada.

While her and Ko had a bit of a discussion once on a post, she actually resonates with "no concepts," and NEVER had beef with Koda. Like??? Anons, mind your business, you don't need to speak for Sophie...her and Ada are gone, and maybe you could understand more if you took "no concepts" seriously. It's all very simple. Being rude and desperate like this will not help you.

Sophie is NEVER coming back...the whole drama that anons speak of is a non event for us, truly.

If she never had an issue with Koda like you claim, that's a discussion that she needs to have with her private. Koda has a few reasons why she knows Sophie has an issue with her. I also have reasons to think she has an issue with me as well, even though we were friendly and interacted on each other's posts all the time.

I suggest you go to Koda's blog to discuss it with her further! She doesn't bite 😅

But thank you for the clarification anon, your point still stands. Being hateful towards people will not bring them back, nor bring you closer to noticing your true nature.

[iamthat-iam]

when I rely on self, idk what to do next 😭😭

Next? There's nothing left to do 😊

[iamthat-iam]

https://www.tumblr.com/iamthat-iam/749211566429306880/httpswwwtumblrcomiamthat-iam7492096478613667

No one has received hate because of bloggers who have deactivated. Maybe in the past, but last time no one talked about them, but since you're a hypocrite who likes to create drama 🤥

Just because you don't see it, doesn't mean it's not happening?? They literally have sent me screenshots. You clearly have no idea what you're talking about.

[iamthat-iam]

https://www.tumblr.com/iamthat-iam/749209647861366784/ugly-on-the-inside-and-the-outside?source=share

Are they trolling? 😭

They're mad because I was sticking up for my friends who recieved anon hate due to bloggers who deactivated 🤷🏾‍♀️

[iamthat-iam]

Ugly on the inside and the outside 🫥

Imagine waiting days to finally leave an anonymous comment about someone's appearance while being incognito. That's a new level of deranged 😨

[iamthat-iam]

happy the anon mode is back!! glad the assholes simmered down, some of us are just shy 😅

Yeah it's the only way to stop them fr 😂 I totally understand the shy part lol

[iamthat-iam]

Omg finally cuz i want to ask something

Go for it!

[iamthat-iam]

hi! so i'm fairly new to all this information and i'm trying to take it all in and i have a question. it's probably very stupid, sorry for that, but if i understand correctly, i'm not a human being, but the pure existence that is aware of everything that's "happening"? if so who decides what illusions take place? or is every illusion randomized? for example if it rains one minute, then it's sunny the next. do those things just randomly happen or somehow i decide it without realizing? sorry if this is confusing, it's very difficult to explain things with words and i'm just trying to wrap my head around all of this. thanks:)

Hello, it's not stupid at all, on the contrary, thanks for that question :)

Well no one. As in , no person. It's all an appearence.

" " "Decides"/Knows itself to experience a world (seeming), full of seeming uncertainty and unpredictability, with random things happening.

Why? Because You seemingly don't remember yourSELF being INFINITE, *it's infinity experiencing finity while still being Infinite* as RW said.

This is all just a play , experiencing yourself as a seeming Universe, but yes nothing is actually happening.You believe yourself to be living such thing. But it is only an interpretation.

That's what matters : empty appearence. Nothing is outside of you happening on its own. There is ONLY you appearing as all. No rainy, no sunny only SELF.

SELF experiencing SELF. The non-dual experiencing the dual by forgetting it was only SELF . You just experience things seemingly different, but there is only now, no actual causality . " " experiencing " "

"I am not denying this looks like a world, persons, time & space. You do see it. But all you see is SELF. Labeling it as a world or persons or space & time is the Mind's abstraction mechanism in play, mistaking infinity as finite. It is not an illusion. The Mind's abstraction is."

- Being Is It

I apologize about the amount of seeming" I put in there. But words are limiting are it's SEEMINGLY (lol) crucial to point that nothing is actually happening :D but you already learned that , i'm just yapping

[iamthat-iam]

Now that the chaos has quieted down, anon mode is back on 👍🏽 ask away

[iamthat-iam]

->Here's the thing 👁️

The misconception of something "not working" is because you think there is "an ego" here to obtain something.. there isn't. The ego doesn't truly exist; it's just an illusion. You, as "THAT", already have everything you seemingly desire because nothing exists beyond "THAT"/you. It's an illusion that blinds your eyes, preventing you from seeing that you are already what you seemingly seek. Don't believe the "observer" is here, and the "observed" is there. The "observer" doesn't exist; everything is "THAT".

No one is observing; there's only the seemingly "observed".

How do you know you're seemingly perceiving something through "senses"? Isn't it because you were aware before interpreting it as "seeing, feeling, smelling, etc"? You think you're seeing, but no one is; it's just the "image" seeing itself. You think you're hearing, but no one is; it's just the "sound" hearing itself. It's all "THAT". Nothing is happening to you because there is no "body" here; you are the "screen", and these appearances happen "within" "THAT", on "THAT", AS "THAT".

You simply exist

FULLSTOP.

And you know that, even without "senses".

"IT" does not need confirmation of existence through five senses; they are not what you perceive any experience with. Transcended them and this world. You lose the illusion of being here or there, trying to find your place; you only experience a still, unmoving existence. Even if the "illusory body" moves, you know you are still, becoming a stationary space allowing things to move within. Because you are not the body; the body is within you. Everything "you want" is there, on yourself; it can truly be felt you're not here because you're not the body. You'll realize you are the formless, nameless source of everything you seem to desire. You don't need to search or wait for another experience which is "THAT"; you are "THAT" now. This is the present truth."

~ infinite.ko / Koda❄️ & Dawa🌙

[iamthat-iam]

https://www.tumblr.com/clochettesworld/749134724450205696/isnt-nd-toxic-positivity

Why not?

Because it's not

It doesn't dismiss what you experience

It's not about repressing emotions and pretend that everything is fine

Some say it's nihilism, some say toxic positivity . Both is wrong and how they contradict each other shows it.

It's a philosophy to point to what you are, it doesn't concern faking stuff and ignoring what you experience. It just tells you what you experience is not a reality in itself. So you can understand who you are and be TRULY happy, not pretend to be.

[iamthat-iam]

(I used translation) I summarised nd as follows, is that true?: "your human identity is the role you play, what you experience is the script, what you see is the stage." and this means: you are an actor. you enter the role you want and you experience the role you enter with everything you want, but they are the behaviours you create, perform and experience in accordance with your role, that is, none of them are real, you do them all just because of the role. when your role is over, you return to your own identity again, you have nothing to do with your previous role, you are now completely in your own essence (awareness). Then, if you want, when you enter another role, this time you start to experience it with everything, to follow its scenario, to live, but these are the things you do according to your current role, independent of the role you just entered, and this time you act according to the imaginations you think according to your role. When that role is over, you get out of that role again, you become yourself again, you become your own self-identity/self-awareness. then if you want, you can enter the role you want again, it is an unlimited cycle. you can enter as many roles as you want, you can change into the roles you want, you can experience what you want.

You're headed in the right direction, I'd correct you on the "role" thing, there actually aren't any characters here (in truth)

Would you know that you have a body or life if you weren't constantly fed that information 'growing up?' Would there be any concept of it?

[iamthat-iam]

how's life going for you?

changed the font.

[iamthat-iam]

It is the person you imagine yourself to be that suffers, not you. It is merely a bundle of memories and habits. Dissolve it in awareness. Think of yourself as momentary, without past and future, and your personality dissolves.

Nisargadatta Maharaj

[iamthat-iam]

We are the silence behind the scenes, we are that little "..." before we answer someone, it is there when we type something on the phone, that silence is you, it is always there, its existence is so faint that you might not notice it, because you take it for granted, it doesn't seem to have the greatest purpose in life, but it does. It is the awareness that underlies everything

Exactly, it is subtle but obvious 👁