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There was a pool 🏊‍♂️ for skeletens 💀 only.

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so I started a new anxiety medication this past week and so far it’s been going very well except that I have extremely vivid dreams and apparently sleep texting. I seem to have sent this at 3am and i have no memory of it

but i am Right

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Women's Day 2024 in México, feminists all over the country protesting against femicide

[terfs don't touch, nuestro feminismo será transincluyente o no será.]

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you cant be talking like that white baby

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Quick! Funniest reason for someone to become a villain

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driving around with my best friend and her husband I always sit up front with her husband bc I get car sick in the back

and we were discussing baby names bc our other friend is about to have one. they wanted old fashioned names so we were all tossing out recommendations like Theodore and Emerson and then my friend’s husband said in the thickest vampire accent, “what about….Dracula”

and it utterly undid me. I laughed like someone’s loudass uncle and nobody could talk for three minutes while I tried to pull myself together and then I had to use my inhaler

and when I was finally sane again my friend said “I’m afraid that just last week my mom pointed out that you two have the same sense of humor.”

Imagine being friends with someone for 26 years who laughs that hard at stupid ass jokes only to marry the man who MAKES the stupid ass jokes. and now you’re surrounded.

That’s how life should be actually but rip

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i struggle to read marcilles succubus as a sexual fantasy

i feel that chilchuck is the only one who gets a clear cut sex fantasy presented to him bc hes the only member of the party with the kind of sexual experience that would make him let his guard down that way. hes been married his entire adult life, was sexually active since he was a teenager, hes the only one who makes sex jokes (which dont land, see that extra on tentacles), and we know hes been faithful to the wife he has not seen in years. that is a very long time to be dry

while its certainly possible to read marcilles fantasy as a virgin maidens desired seduction, its also very chaste even for that. her knight is covered head to toe, and looks like an overdesigned fantasy character, with no sexual appeal. hes posed on a horse, but in such a way that specifically covers his groin. there isnt a physicality to him that kui uses often to draw the eyes to a sensual nature--compare that pose to how the winged lion poses (for laios, not marcille, he ALSO is posed less sexually when with marcille, though i could be forgetting a pose here or there) to highlight his seductive nature.

even in swinging down from his horse, theres just no carnality. hes stiff legged, body turned away from the camera.

its all very romantic in a courtly fashion. i.e. the fantasy is a lot more about this decorated man telling her shes a princess who belongs in a castle. its a 12yos dream boyfriend made real.

marcille isnt comfortable enough with herself as a potentially sexual being to get even close to what works on chilchuck--she seems almost afraid of recognizing peer-to-peer relationships, and that deeply impacts her ability to engage with sex. look back at how she engages with falins shows of intimacy in the bath scene and the bed scene after: when falin engages as an equal, as an adult, marcille panics, and pushes her back into a childs role. she starts lecturing falin when she tries to return mana, not listening to her say she has a well of it right now. when falin comments that shes grown tall and strong and may not fit in a single bed with marcille anymore, marcille dismisses her with "you'll always be a kid to me!"

while marcille is not a child, she straight up is not ready for sex yet bc of that resistance to having peer relationships

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#putting on the socks before the shoes is normal okay #its bc socks are part of Getting Dressed #i put my socks on in my room along with the rest of my Outside Clothes #putting shoes on is a Separate Task #which is done in the Entranceway #unless you sick sick mfers are putting your shoes on in your bedroom and just .... wearing them around the house?

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The council will see you now

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obsessed with john waters parents, they were funnier than him!

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Dog Date

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big things happening in england

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kitten chewing marker asmr

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Many aspects of Americanism are contemptible and grotesque but not God’s glorious favorite sandwich the PB&J