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Hehe a nice drawing. He a cutie don't ya think @t-z-h ?

guy time

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This is terrible behavior, let's give some support to them. Cause they need it rn. They are a great person

Okay so I don't really know how to say this so sorry if it comes out a little weird, but I think that for a while now there has been a group of people that have had a problem with me and it's having effects not just on me at this point, but people who enjoy my content as well.

When it first started happening I thought it was in my own head. A weird comment here or there, a rude ask or the occasional block from a person I'd never even seen before. I wrote it up as normal because it's the internet, that's just what happens sometimes. However these things have gotten worse over the past few months

Some of you might remember this ask

This is what first got me to start questioning if maybe I wasn't just making it up and seeing hate because it was negative, but that maybe there is a group of people that actually hate me. If that was all though then I frankly wouldn't care. If they all blocked me and didn't interact I'd be totally fine with it. However, these are two asks I've gotten over the past month.

I don't take this lightly. I've had enough to deal with in my personal life and this is supposed to be where I go to relax and enjoy things. It's hard to even explain how surreal it is to see this stuff and I really don't want to be that person but this shit has been triggering a lot of my trauma responses. I feel paranoid and my anxiety is through the roof. I don't want to interact or post anything, I don't want to make content here. And it's not even just on Tumblr. People have been mass reporting comments on my Wattpad for literally no reason. I'll just go look at them sometimes and see ten comments that have been reported that are entirely innocent!

So if you're wondering why I've stopped making stories that's partially why. I just don't feel safe here anymore. I don't know what to do at this point. I don't know what I did or why these people hate me. I don't know if there's anything I can do to fix it. I don't want people mad at me anymore. I just want to have somewhere I can go without hearing this, without wondering if there are people secretly out to get me. I'm just so tired of hearing it.

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Alright now I’m working on the next yandere sniper chapter. WOO I got a few things planned out now

#yandere tf2 #yandere sniper #tf2 sniper #team fortress sniper

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If you don't celebrate Halloween, it's fine! Instead, what are your five favorite things to do in fall?

Lol Philippines don't celebrate it. But we managed to get our neighborhood to do it.

I guess dress up is my fave, I'm goin as snoiper this year

Candy, obv haha

Hang with friends

Seeing other people's costumes

Also decorations are nice to put up

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Sexy sniper TF2 eh ain't so bad, I already got the cosplay

Sexy Samuel L. Jackson 😎

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|My hat is better| Engie x reader

(IM DEAD! IM DEAD! Im- oh wait im alive? Well I guess i’m alive. Hope yall know the saying wear the hat ride the cowbo-)

Rummaging through your closet you searched for something suitable to wear. Dell was taking you out on a bar date to celebrate your dating anniversary. The warm fluttering feeling of your heart moved in your chest. It was as if you could see the nervous and blushing texan asking you out for the first time. A small giggle escaped your throat at the memory. Seeing as it was a bar that you were going to, you settled with some jeans and a shirt. After brushing your hair you felt two arms snaking around your waist. “Ya look beautiful darlin.” Engie mumbled with his face buried in your shoulder. “Well you look very handsome yourself Dell.” You mentioned placing your hands on top of his and turning around. He was wearing a red shirt with a brown vest and a cowboy hat.  “You’re going full cowboy on this date?” You jested with a teasing tone. He chuckled and shrugged walking you out of your home. “Why not? It was this cowboy who swept you off yer feet.” A gentle kiss on your cheek was felt before you entered the car. The bar was decorated and themed texas. The colorful lights were focused on the band that was playing in the bar. The soft chatter of customers and service workers were heard as well. Along with the cheering of some people who were chugging drinks. Dell lead you to a counter seat and the both of you ordered your drinks and snacks. “How’s your team by the way? You’re on break right?” You asked with curiosity. The texan took a sip of his drink and hmmed. “Well they’re visiting their homes. Ah’m not sure how long our break will last though. There was ah bread problem with the base.” Raising a brow you gave him a quirky smile with a raised brow. “A bread problem? Something like, too much bread? Or not enough?” He rubbed the back of his neck and moved his other hand in a sort of motion. “Ah would say it was a bit too much. But ah reckon it will be fixed soon.” Your face fell a bit at the mention. Though you and engie were dating, you didn’t see each other as often as you had hoped for. Dell didn’t fail to see your expression and read into it. He scooted closer to you and wrapped an arm around your body. “Ah know ah’m gone fer a long tahim. Ah’ll try ta convince my boss to let ya visit on ceasefires.” You leaned your head onto his shoulder and sighed. “Will they let you though? Isn’t that against the rules?” He chuckled and pet your hair gingerly. “They kinda need mah help. So no worries Y/N.” With that the mood lifted once more and you both chatted happily together. However Engie excused himself from you to use the bathroom.  Waiting for Dell to return you sipped your drink slowly and looked at your feet. A soft weight was then placed onto your head. Looking up it was a black cowboy hat. Turning to whoever placed it on your head it was a stranger with a grin. You waved shyly at the man. “A girl like you should have a hat on yer head at this place.” Tilting your head you shrugged and thanked him awkwardly.  “Want your hat back sir?” He shook his head and leaned his body against the counter. “Nah ah think it looks better on you.” He said with a wink. Before you could say you already had a boyfriend, the hat you were wearing was hit onto the ground and was replaced with another. “Sorry there partner, this gal is taken.” You heard your boyfriend say through a smile and gritted teeth. The man put his hands in the air and grabbed his hat. “Alright man, I was just leavin anyways.” He said walking away and disappearing into the crowd. Tilting your head you turned to your boyfriend. “What was that about?” You questioned before Dell pushed the hat down onto your face playfully. “It’s just a thing between cowboys. He was basically trying ta claim ya as his girl.” The sentence nearly made you choke on air at the sudden information. “Well that’s news, his hat wasn’t that bad to be honest. It was fluffy on the insi-Ack!” Once you lifted the hat back up to your head, Dell pushed it down to your face with a chuckle. “Well mahine is better.”

#tf2 engineer #tf2 #team fortress engineer #team fortress 2 #tf2 engie #engie x reader

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Question about the girlfriend of engie, were they hot? Very important

Also did the parents accept them? Ooorrr...nah

Technically that's two questions. However I do want to answer both so I'll let it slide. But you're on thin ice buddy -_-/lh

First question - oh absolutely. She was h o t

Second question - it's a bit complicated and to get into it I have to do some spoilers. So I'll answer below the cut

Okay so this will be a little confusing unless you've read this post. So read that first then come back.

Basically she was on her way to becoming a part of the family since Dell and her had known since they were teenagers, though due to an incident involving Dell and Coda (which I will not be spoiling) she got spooked and left. At that point she was already pretty involved with the family, at least involved enough for them to have wanted her dead. However she was also part of a pretty powerful family of her own that, upon being told of the event by Irene (have I told you guys her name yet? I honestly can't remember if I put it in the chapter or not) were immideatly going on the defense of her. They didn't go to the police because of threats made by the Conagers while the Conagers felt that they would all go down burning if this event (which Irene had evidence of) ever got out. So there was a couple month long power struggle between the two family's that was eventually settled by both family's agreeing to leave the other alone. (which of course didn't stop either side from spying on each other but y'know)

#Dark Nights Come With A Cost #very noice explaination #people read their story!!!! #hehe I got away with it

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Lord have mercy, we MUST stay focused people we MUST stay focused

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AAAAA adorable! @t-z-h he must be the kid in the class who talks non stop if you mention his fav thing awww cute

i think about kid engie once every week at least :,) ♥️♥️

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Adorable, just adorable

"but i... wanted an other kind of corndog..."

breadpuppy design made by bucketart on twitter

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Hey @t-z-h this might be something both of us like to see

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Hehe

I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE ARE MAKING FUN OF MEDIC FOR BEING A 'TWINK' BUT THEN YOU LOOK CLOSER AND IT'S JUST.

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Hehe I love this so much, jealous of ur ability to draw sniper

Stalking.

(asgiwrgh I drew this a while ago but I was afraid to post because I wasn’t so sure if the Sniper was looking good in this drawing :’D)

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@t-z-h We found em, they're real

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Idk Past me what did you THINK I would feel like? Why you left me with such vauge answers? And plotline??? Why did u ask meee????

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|Lurking Eyes| Yandere Spy x Reader Part 2

Working at a run down bar isn’t the best place to earn money. Especially with the drunkards and black market trades gone wrong. Getting into bar fights is basically common now. These fights worrying your dearest. However it puts a roof over your head, that and Opal’s ‘friends’ helping to pay the bills. Putting away the shot glasses your boss pulled you away for a moment. “Y/N you will be shifted to another work area.” He spoke looking at his phone. Raising a brow to him you crossed your arms and leaned against the wall. “What place? I thought you only owned one bar.” 

Clearing his throat he started skimming whatever was in his phone. “I actually have a friend that needs more staff. So they asked if one of my workers could transfer to their bar.” He explained putting away his phone and looking at you. “your pay might be higher, they’re still thinking about the details. But you’ll be starting in two days.” The mention of higher pay was all you needed to know. One moment you were in a run down bar, the next you were walking down the streets to check out your new workplace. In was in the high end part of town. Staring at the address on your phone you kept an eye out for the place. It wasn’t long until you caught sights of it. It was a dark building with purple and white neon lights. Walking into the place you took in the new environment. Smooth jazz played in the background as guest drank and talked joyously. Black marble flooring was seen with a large round bar. The seating area almost full with guests. There was a glowing aquarium wrapped around the building it was stretched till the top of the building as well. Full of colorful fish and exotic aquatic animals. You hummed in approval at the new workplace. If only you could take him here as well. There were also guards around the place, so it would definitely be safer than your old place. Turning heel you went to leave the building, pleased with the environment. “We meet again chère.” A person grasped your hand when you started to leave, twirling you around to meet their face. Lawrence leaned down to kiss your hand before looking up into your eyes with a smirk. “Nice to meet you again sir.” “Zhe pleasure is all mine. I was very rude before not saying my name. When I saw ‘ou I planned to correct my mistake. You may call me Lawrence.” He spoke letting go of your hand and standing tall once more. Shaking your head you giggled with a small smile. “Then I hope you forgive me for my mistake as well. You may call me Y/N.” He nodded and fixed the cuff of his suit. “If it is not too much to ask why are ‘ou here?” He questioned with a tilt of his head. “I got assigned a job here. Just came to check the place out before I started.” A hum was heard from the man before a smile tugged at his lips. “I assume you were to leave? Why not have a drink with me? My treat.” You waved him off with your hand gently. “No need, I don’t want to inconvenience you.” A huff escaped the man before he playfully rolled his eyes and took your hand leading you to a bar stool. “I insist. I wouldn’t ask if I couldn’t afford it. Did ‘ou assume I couldn’t?”  Taking note of his smirk you couldn’t help but giggle. “Is this one of your attempts to tease me again?” He rested his head against the palm of his hand. “I’m not sure. did it work?” Laughing you shook your head, him sharing laughter shortly after. Lawrence ordered the both of your drinks before continuing the conversation. “If ‘ou work here I presume zhat I will see ‘ou more?” He inquired from you while taking a sip from his glass. “If you come here often, then yes. You probably will.” You spoke taking a sip of your own drink. “Then I will be sure to visit often.” Visit often he did from that day forward. Whenever you were on your shift he was there at the bar waiting for you. Engaging in any conversation he could with you. Telling stories from his life and you doing the same. There were times where he would be doing business work in the back with others. However he would always glance at you, giving a warm smile whenever you two caught each others eyes. Constantly asking himself if it was him or the wine making him have warmth. His business meet ups were usually very calm and you were thankful that it wasn’t like your old bar. Bang! Smash! Unfortunately that wasn’t the case today. A crash was heard to your right of the bar. You ducked down from the impact. One of the guests had thrown a decorative vase at your way in a flash of rage. The shards breaking against the bar. Knocking over a few bottles of liquor on top of you. A shriek of shock escaped you before security rushed in and grabbed the man, dragging him out of the building. Dashed footsteps advanced towards you before they peeked over the bar. With you bent down and covering your head. “Are ‘ou ok Y/N?” He asked helping you up. A few broken glass shards made it onto your clothes along with the toppled liquor that drenched you.  “Yeah i’m fine Lawrence. I appreciate the concern but i’ve been in a few of these before. No big deal.” You laughed it off with a smile. Only for you to be met with the troubled eyes of your friend. With a soft smile you rubbed the back of your head. ‘I’m fine really! I’ve been through worse.” The frenchman seemed taken back by that sentence but nodded and kept composure. “Let me take ‘ou away from here.” He spoke helping you brush off the remaining glass shards and leading you out of the building. He entered his car and you followed suit. It was very expensive as expected. It made you feel guilty for ruining it with the liquor that spilled on you. “Do ‘ou have an address for me to drive to?” He asked starting up the vehicle. Giving him a hum you took out your phone. Sighing in disappointment as it was cracked from one of the bottles that fell on you. It was a gift from when he departed for work. Despite your emotions you told him your home address and messaged Opal what had happened. Putting away your phone you noticed him looking away the last second and grumbling something before driving out of the parking lot and towards your home. Stopping in front of your home you unbuckled your seatbelt and exited the car with him following. “Thank you for taking me home Lawrence.” You spoke advancing towards the door. “It is no problem chère.” “I assume i’ll see you tomorrow again?” Some silence was what you received in return. Studying the man he seemed in a deep thought. “Lawrence?” You asked knocking him out of his trace like state. “Oh well ‘ou could if ‘ou accept my invite.” Curiously you tilted your head and removed your hand from the door wanting an explanation. He took out a black letter with a red rose wax seal. “I am having another party and am in need for a bartender. If it is not much trouble will you come?” He asked reaching his arm out for you to take the invitation. Taking the letter in your hand you smiled and nodded. “I’ll tell my boss.” A smile reached the frenchman’s face. A new heat growing in his chest before coughing into his fist and nodding. “i will see ‘ou zhere zhen.” You entered your home as he turned heel and took out his phone in agitation after getting into his car. Pulling out one contact ID he rang the person with an impatient tap of his foot. “How annoying you are you imbecile.” He spoke with malice. Upon entering the house Opal was very concerned about you. Circling you like a worried mother and checking for any injury.  “Nothing too bad right? Oh, you got glass on you still. Go change!” She said ushering you upstairs. Fixing yourself up you sighed in discontent upon staring at your phone once more. It won’t be a big deal, you could fix it.

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|Lurking Eyes| Yandere Spy x Reader Part 1

Grand lights shimmered through the crystal chandeliers and  light laughter rising throughout the large extravagant room. Sitting at the side of the mini bar you did your best to not stand out. Fiddling with your clothes you kept glancing around for your friend. She was a very social person and somehow she managed to talk her way into a big lavish party. Watching your friend from a distance you noticed her enjoying herself and having fun. A smile made it to your own lips upon watching, however it soon shifted into a frown. 

There was a reason why she brought you along and you weren’t doing it. Shaking your head you left your seat and decided to walk around the manor. Though conversing wasn’t your favourite, exploring didn’t hurt. It wasn’t like you got to party in such a lavish building anyway. Striding down the halls with other guests you took in everything that caught your eyes. The building designs, paintings, and decorations were all so luxurious.  Though after a few minutes you realised that there were no guests in your area. Stopping in your tracks you tried to notice any signs of guests nearby. However everything was hushed. There was no clinking of champagne glasses nor laughter from others. Upon realization you turned heel in attempts to reach the party once more. Your footsteps slightly rushed in tension. It was a simple mistake, nothing to panic over. Time passed and it seemed like you haven't gotten anywhere near the ball room. Ugh why didn’t you keep track of the guests? “Are ‘ou lost?” Someone spoke up behind you. The sudden voice causing you to jolt up in shock. Turning to the man you gave him a shy smile. “Yeah...heh are you lost too?” You asked to which he shook his head with his stance tall. “I was just changing suits. Someone was clumsy.” Nodding to his sentence you studied him for awhile. Him doing the same to you. He had slick dark hair, blue eyes, and a chiseled face. You didn’t get to observe further since he cleared his throat catching your attention. “Vell, let me escort ‘ou back chère.” He said holding his hand out for you to grab. Giving him a smile you hummed and grasped his hand tenderly. He returned a small smile of his own before leading you down the various hallways. “I haven’t seen ‘ou before. Are ‘ou a plus one of someone?” You were quick to respond. “Yes, I came here with a friend.” With that answer you peaked his curiosity quickly. “May I ask zhe name of ‘our friend?” “Opal.” Once the name escaped your lips he chuckled, using his other hand to cover his mouth. “Is something funny sir?” You couldn’t understand why he was laughing. Did he know your friend? His chuckle died down and he soon placed a hand up in an attempt to regain his composure. “I ‘ave met ‘er before. She asked me to invite a friend. Not only zhat but she was the cause of my change of attire.”  “Oh I am sorry for the trouble that my friend has caused. Oh wait, she asked you to invite someone?” You questioned in curiosity. He raised a brow while continuing his serene walk with you. “I am zhe host. Is zhat a problem?” Your face turned red in embarrassment. Did you sound rude? Oh no you offended him, he’s a rich guy! “No!- I mean no. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to sound rude.” He laughed in amusement at your answer. His mouth covered by his hand as he turned his face away from you. His body shaking from the laughter. His reaction causing you to appear flabbergasted. Unsure of what to do or say to the man. “I apologise chère. I was just teasing.” Letting out a sigh you finally took in some air. It then occurred to you that you were outside the building in a garden like area. “Is this a short cut to the party?”  “No, in fact we are further away.” Tilting your head in confusion he gave you a warm smile while letting go of your hand. “ ‘Ou walked around to avoid zhe guests no? I figured a more serene place will be to ‘our liking.” He led you to a stone bench near a fountain in the garden area. Coaxing you to sit down next to him. With hesitance you sat down and gazed at the tranquil and alluring night sky. Comfortable silence shared between the two of you as both enjoyed the presence of one another.  “Shouldn’t you be hosting to the other guests?” You spoke out after a couple of minutes. “And miss zhis night sky, chère? I’m afraid not.” 10 minutes flew by before you checked your phone. The time showing it was past 9. Standing up you caught the attention of the frenchman.  “Is something wrong?” “No I just have to leave with my friend. She promised me that we would leave around this time.” An acknowledging hum made it to your ears as he slowly stood up as well. “Zhen I shall lead ‘ou back. Properly zhis time.”  Indeed he did lead you back. In a matter of minutes you had arrived to the familiar sound of chatter and music. Your friend waiting for you near one of the glass door exits. Turning to the supposed host you nodded your head slightly. “Thank you for spending time with me sir.” He shook his head with a gentle smile. “Non, thank ‘ou for allowing me to spend time with ‘ou chère.” He said leaning down to kiss your hand. You laughed lightly at the action and said your goodbyes to him before meeting up with your friend. Opal smiled as she entered the driving seat of her car. “How did you enjoy the party Y/N?” You smiled back and leaned into the car seat. “It was fun, I spent time with the host.” Once you reached a stop light she leaned her head against the wheel while turning to face you. “You didn’t get his name did you?” She asked with a knowing smile. Opening your mouth to object you froze in place in realization. Opal started to giggle at you. “Did you even tell him your name?” She asked with a snicker. Your face flushed with red when she pointed another thing out. Leading her to just giggle more at you. “Well it’s not like i’m going back anyways! It’s a one time meet up thing!” You reasoned with your best friend. She hummed with a smile now calming down from her fit of giggles. “Mhm, his name is Lawrence to ease your mind a bit.” The mention of his name did ease yourself a bit. How embarrassing you didn’t even introduce yourself. That must of been so rude to him! Opal teased you the whole time until you made it back home. Entering your room you changed into your sleeping clothes and opened the curtains to let the moonlight in. Laying on your bed you smiled staring up at the ceiling. At least you had fun today, you would’ve stayed longer if you didn’t have work the next day. Shrugging you placed the covers over your body. Though it would be nice to meet that nice man again.

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