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"flowers are gone, wilted away, dead and gone, so why am i here?"
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{ shim hyunseong }
{ twenty two, grad student and ta }
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a really long, but categorized, ask meme
ACTIONS - ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING
*Accidentally spills [[SPECIFY HERE]] on you*
*Slaps you*
*Kisses you on the lips*
*Bites your lip*
*Rubs your shoulders*
*Dumps ice water over your head*
*Winks at you*
*Flips hair at you*
*Throws a ball of paper towards you*
*Hands you a note, inside it says [[SPECIFY HERE]]*
*Slams the door shut behind you*
*Storms out of the room*
*Wraps my arms around you from behind*
*Kisses your neck*
*Nibbles on your earlobe*
*Tucks a strand of hair behind your ear*
*Strokes your hair*
*Caresses your cheek*
*Holds you in my arms*
QUOTES - PICK UP LINES EDITION
“You’re cute and I’m horny. You thinking what I’m thinking?”
“I see you like cardio… wanna go back to my place and do it together?”
“I’m sorry, but I just received a call for you. From heaven? I think they’re missing an angel.”
“Hold my hand? I’m afraid I’m getting lost in your eyes.”
“Is that a mirror in your pocket? Because I can see myself in your pants.”
“Are you a pokemon? Because I’d like to peek-at-chu.”
“If I had a dollar for every beautiful girl/guy I saw tonight, I’d have one dollar. Because the only beautiful girl/guy in here is you.”
“Maybe I could show you my [[SPECIFY ITEM]] collection. It’s back at my house, so we’d have to go there but…”
*Spills a drink on your shirt* “I’m so sorry! But if it’s any reassurance, I think that top would look better on my bedroom floor anyways.”
QUOTES - STRANGERS EDITION
“I’m sorry, have we met before?”
“I don’t know you, but thanks.”
“You’re a very nice guy/girl, you know that?”
“We only just met… but I’d really like to see you again.”
“Do you think you could move your ass out of my friend’s seat?”
“It’s none of your business. We just met.”
“Hey I’m [[NAME HERE]] and my crazy ex-girlfriend/boyfriend is here and I was wondering if you’d pretend to date me so I can get them off my back?”
“I’m so sorry about that! Let me buy you a new sandwich.”
“Oh shit. I didn’t mean to trip you I swear, I’m sorry.”
QUOTES - WORKPLACE EDITION
“Did you get that email I sent you last night?”
“No, I’m serious. She/he brought a flask to work.”
“I overheard the boss and I think you’re about to be put up for a promotion!”
“I know what you’ve got in that top drawer.”
“I can’t believe you’re drunk at work.”
“You know, most people watch porn at home.”
“Your Netflix binge is using up all the broadband.”
“Stop torrenting, asshole! I have a report to send off to Japan in an hour and I can’t even open Gmail!”
“If you spent half as much time on doing your job as you do on World on Warcraft, maybe you’d have a chance at a promotion too.”
“You’ve been working here for 6 years and you don’t know where the break room is?”
QUOTES - SCHOOL EDITION
“Didn’t you hear? [[NAME HERE]] and [[NAME HERE]] hooked up last night!”
“We lost the playoffs.”
“The girls team beat the boys!”
“I heard he/she got called into the principal’s office.”
“Apparently the swim team had an orgy after hours.”
“I heard they were fucking in the bathroom.”
“She/he’s been paying people to do their homework!”
“She/he fell running in the hallway and knocked out a few teeth.”
“I can’t believe we’re graduating this year.”
“Being a freshman sucks.”
“I slept with a sophomore last weekend.”
“She/he told me they were a junior!”
“Why are those freshmen staring at you?”
“Is there a reason everyone suddenly knows your name overnight?”
“How come everyone suddenly knows who I am?”
“Did you tell them about my [[INSERT SECRET HERE]]?!”
“I can’t believe you hooked up with my boyfriend/girlfriend.”
“I definitely failed that test.”
“I got an A on my essay!”
QUOTES - SASS EDITION
“Wow, there’s a stick wedged so far up your ass I don’t think I can even pull it out.”
“I’m sorry, but my number of fucks to give has officially reached a negative number.”
“Uranus called and said I’m huge and in the way.”
“I’m searching… searching… oh. Well would you look at that. I couldn’t find any fucks to give.”
“What’s the difference between a dolphin and you? Dolphins have brains.”
“Just because that’s mistletoe hanging above us doesn’t mean I’m going to kiss you.”
“Take a picture, it’ll last longer.”
“At this point you might as well ask for my autograph.”
QUOTES - ARGUMENTS/ROWS/QUARRELS EDITION
“You know I’m right! I’m always right!”
“Shut up. Just shut up!”
“I don’t need to listen to this.”
“You’re lying.”
“I can’t believe you’d say that. Even in an argument, that was low of you.”
“I can’t look at you.”
“Don’t fucking touch me.”
“If you say one more word, I swear…”
“Pipe down, you’re making a scene.”
“What’s wrong with you?”
“Now I know why people think you’re neurotic.”
“You must be crazy.”
“I'm not backing down.”
“You can’t hide the truth forever, you know.”
“What’s your issue?”
“You make me so angry.”
“This has nothing to do with you.”
QUOTES - LOVERS EDITION
“And… and I love you! It’s what I’ve been trying to tell you all along.”
“I don’t know how to say it. But you know what I’m trying to say, right?”
“I’ve never been good at this. I don't do relationships. But I… I want to try with you.”
“You’re the one that I want.”
“I don't care. I don’t give a shit, don’t you get it? I don’t give a flying fuck unless it has to do with you. I love you.”
“Please don’t say that. You know you’re the only one for me. Fuck everyone else.”
“I can’t stop thinking about you. Every minute of every day. I could be standing in the shower or cooking breakfast, but you’re still the only thought on my mind.”
“I want to wake up next to you, everyday for the rest of my life.”
“I’ve always been afraid of commitment, okay? That’s why I sleep around.”
“I’ve never wanted to give love a try until now.”
“Please, don’t leave me.”
“I need you more than you will ever know.”
“I love you more than I could ever express in words.”
QUOTES - DRUNK AND KNOCKING AT YOUR DOOR EDITION
*Starts singing [[SPECIFY SONG NAME]] outside your door/window*
“I didn’t fuck him/her, I swear!”
“I brought vodka and ice cream.”
“You left your anal beads at my house. Wait… no, they’re just normal mardi gras beads.”
“I can’t believe you went without me!”
“I love you, I love you so much and you just don’t see it. What am I supposed to do?”
“I know you’re sad and upset. Let me be your distraction! I want to be your distraction!”
“I can’t find my apartment and I couldn’t stop thinking about you.”
“Let me in! I think I’m gonna throw up.”
QUOTES - NSFW EDITION
“What do you think about this outfit?”
“Bend over.”
“It’s not going to get up by itself, you know.”
“I thought you’d be bigger.”
“Where did we leave those damned handcuffs?”
“I can’t find my vibrator.”
“Just set your phone on vibrate!”
“I want to fuck you until you’re raw and shaking.”
“That’s it… do a little striptease for me.”
“You can watch… but you can’t touch.”
“Be quiet! They’re going to hear us.”
“And get this… the new toy? It glows in the dark.”
“I’ve got two flavours. Cherry or fruit punch?”
“I want to be on top.”
“That is one fine ass.”
“You look like a screamer.”
“Let me tie you up.”
“What’ll our safeword be?”
“I love making you squirm.”
“Not my neck! It’s summer, I can’t wear a turtleneck in the sun.”
TEXTS - DRUNK EDITION
[TEXT] You dumped me for HIM/HER?
[TEXT] I can’t stop listening to our song.
[TEXT] My pillow still smells like you.
[TEXT] You left your cologne when you moved out. I used it up.
[TEXT] Do you even love me?
[TEXT] What happened to us?
[TEXT] I just want to eat bacon and see you naked. And then eat bacon off of you naked.
[TEXT] IM26C4U.
[TEXT] You never gave a shit about me.
[TEXT] I couldn’t care less.
[TEXT] Now you know how it feels.
[TEXT] I still love you.
[TEXT] I can’t stop thinking about all the times you told me you loved me… and wondering if they were lies.
TEXTS - NSFW EDITION
[TEXT] You can’t have me if you can’t even get the three C’s. Chocolates, champagne, and candles.
[TEXT] I’m in the bath… come join me?
[TEXT] Don’t tease. You know I like it rough.
[TEXT] Bed, counter, or floor?
[TEXT] If you can get here in five minutes I’ll suck you off first.
[TEXT] What do you think about threesomes? And, what about foursomes?
[TEXT] You’ve been naughty, I’m going to punish you.
[TEXT] I can’t believe you just sent me that. I’m at work/school!
TEXTS - EMERGENCY EDITION
[TEXT] I fell down the stairs and… well, I’m in the ER.
[TEXT] ______ got injured during their game and I’m waiting with them at the hospital but I can’t do this alone.
[TEXT] Did you know your mother/father is at the hospital right now??
[TEXT] I was cleaning out the garage and I’m stuck under some boxes!! Please help before the spiders get me.
[TEXT] I don’t know what happened I was just cooking and then all of a sudden the pasta was on fire!
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waah sorry for the long string of inactivity;; i’ve recently finished my finals and i’m finally home from uni, so i’m finally free to plot and rp!! ;u; please drop by with a message if you wanna plot or even hit me up on my aim - eehyunwoo
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! — Tag ten people you want to get to know better.
Tagged by: donghyxn
Tagging: i havent talked or plotted with people yet, hi sorry, please wait until my finals are over;; haha;;; im so bad at this
● BASICS
NAME: Shim Hyunseong
BIRTHDAY: June 9th, 1993
GENDER: Male
HEIGHT: 178cm.
● TALENTS
CAN YOU JUGGLE: No
ART/SPORTS/BOTH: Arts.
DO YOU LIKE WRITING: Yes
DO YOU LIKE DANCING No
DO YOU LIKE SINGING: It’s the only thing I’m decent at.
● FANTASIZES
DREAM VACATION: Europe probably, just somewhere quiet away from the bustling city of Seoul.
DREAM GUY/GIRL: Haven’t though about it much. Someone kind and quiet that would take care of me maybe?
DREAM WEDDING: I don’t plan to marry.
DREAM PET: A dog. Dog’s are nice.
DREAM JOB: I dunno, I should decide now, shouldn’t I?
● PREFERENCES
GUYS/GIRLS/BOTH: When the time comes I’ll know.
EYE COLOR: Doesn’t matter.
HAIR COLOR: That doesn’t matter.
HUMOROUS/SERIOUS: Humorous?
TALLER/SHORTER: Shorter, please.
BIGGEST TURN OFF: Alcohol.
BIGGEST TURN ON: Um, pass?
● OTHER
FAVORITE ARTIST: SALTNPAPER
FAVORITE COLOR: Purple and a pale blue.
LUCKY NUMBER: Er, 15? ... 23?... I... haven’t thought of that yet.
AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: Depends on the amount of work hyung gives me, so... eight is the max and... two is the least? Five?
A PLACE THAT MAKES ME HAPPY: Happiness is hard to find.
LAST THING I GOOGLED: how would overdosing on advil affect the body?
HOW MANY BLANKETS I SLEEP UNDER: Two!
TIME AND DATE AT THE MOMENT: 05:25 am. May 10th.
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shim hyunseong. 22. ta at seoularts.
“there’s always something hidden behind a sincere smile.”
( Ⅰ Ⅱ Ⅲ Ⅳ Ⅴ Ⅵ )
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Exhaustion was present in the leader’s actions and expression. His attempt to get the elder to smile failed and he’s only certain any other attempts would end the same. He’s unsure of what to do. They’re all exhausted (Donghyun even more so) and not only is it taking a toll on their body, it’s also taking a toll on them emotionally. There’s too much going on within their life and there’s only going to be more. There isn’t a day where they can stop to breathe. There isn’t a day where they’re rested (but lately he hasn’t been able to sleep at all).
A break is all they really need, but it’s impossible with their upcoming comeback and Korean tour the month after.
Hyunseong’s smile drops at the statement he hears from the man. A question that isn’t a question—desperation clings onto his words and it’s worrying. He doesn’t know what’s going on in Donghyun’s mind, what thoughts are racing through his head? What has been putting him on edge? There are too many questions and he won’t receive any answers unless he asks. But he’s not one to pry. If it’s help Donghyun wants, he’d be completely willing to give it.
They’ve been supporting each other for years now, four and counting, there isn’t anything he wouldn’t do for the man (or any of the other members really). He’s been there at his lowest and was there at his highest. They’ve laughed together, cried, made precious memories throughout their years within the time they’ve been together and he couldn’t ask for anything more. Donghyun has done so much for him and it’s his turn to return the favor.
With that deciding factor, Hyunseong gives him a reassuring smile, pulling him closer to him. “Of course I’d help you. Why wouldn’t I, hyung? What do you need help with?”
He should have seen this coming. He knew Hyunseong was going to resort to affectionate tactics for every time the leader went down this kind of mood. Ever since his little public argument with Jeongmin during one of their ‘Bounce’ fan meetings, Donghyun has become more conscious and watchful of himself when he tries to reprimand or mediate his members wherein some cases, he doesn’t at all in fear of being unable to control his temper.
His voice wasn’t even loud and high when he scolded Hyunseong. It was low yet stern which was more frightening. Kwangmin pointed it out before that he knows things get serious when he uses that tone. The truth is, he’s physically and mentally exhausted to even express himself well hence his emotions are all over the place. No matter how much his friends and members tell him to stop thinking too much, he just couldn’t help but fill his mind with unnecessary worries that weigh him down.
Beyond the usual responsibilities and workload that tire him out, what’s been giving him the most stress and pressure is thinking about the preparations for his ‘promised day’ with Minwoo. Plans have been made, but it’s still all in his head. He hasn’t gotten the chance to lay it all out on paper and really map out how he’s going to execute the little event for the beloved maknae. He’s been waiting for Paris. Both of them have. It’s his last chance to make a grand gesture and officially ask him out but time and schedules won’t permit him to work on it, so when Hyunseong asked him to smile, he couldn’t.
Helpless and still exhausted, Donghyun sighed deeply as he dropped his upper body into a deep and remorseful bow, throwing his heavy arms around his brother as soon as he straightens up. It was just like how he threw himself on Kwangmin just a few days ago when the younger was begging him to go to sleep, but that time he was being affectionate. This time, he’s just straight up enervated.
“Seongie-yah..please help me.”
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"Please tell me what I did wrong, what I can do to fix this."
angsty sentence starters. | ( verse: general )
Hyunseong’s head shoots up in surprise. This was the lastthing he’d expect to hear from the leader’s mouth. He runs his hand through hishair then rests it on the nape of his neck, rubbing it slightly. He glances atthe man with hesitant eyes, unsure of how to respond. It wasn’t entirelyDonghyun’s fault to begin with, it was his. He was the one who messed up duringpractice and Donghyun merely scolded him. It stung, it really did, but it was him who overreacted and lashed out atthe elder. He’s the one who startedto give the man the cold shoulder. He’s theone that started treating the man a bit harsher than usual. It was him, not Donghyun.
Sure he’s been stressed from the constant practicing and preparationsfor the next comeback and upcoming concerts, but it didn’t give him the optionto treat Donghyun like this. He’s not the only one tired and stressed, Donghyunis too. He has his duties as a leader to attend to, he has to take care forfive other people, he’s practicing twice as hard now that their popularity hasincreased and he’s been composing late into the night with Jeongmin. He does alot for them and Hyunseong takes it for granted. There were too many things hedidn’t take into consideration and there’s no reason for the elder to feel theneed to apologize or fix anything.
There isn’t any reason at all.
And so Hyunseong forces a smile on his face and laughs. Hepushes himself off the floor and playfully nudges the man. “Eyy, c’mon hyung,why are you like this?” He continues nudging him for a short while beforethrowing at arm over Donghyun’s shoulder. “You didn’t do anything wrong, I’vejust been tired. You don’t have to fix anything, I swear. So smile for me,hyung?”
#postelude#inbox:answered.#verse:general.#( IM DOING THIS ONLY FOR YOU OKAY;;;;;;;;#other than that please don't take him as a general muse looks away
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[ donghyxn ]
There’s a possibility he hopped on the chance of becoming a teacher assistant too soon. He only graduated from undergrad studies a couple months ago and he hasn’t quite settled in his life of a graduate student yet. Being a teacher assistant would only add onto his workload of classes and the part-time job he’s trying so hard to maintain. He can only curse the education system for putting him in this much debt, but it was all his choice to begin with. There were benefits however, he did get paid and he knows his part-time wasn’t going to pay his bill or his rent, so maybe accepting the offer of becoming a GTA wasn’t that bad. It was just that the professor he’s assigned to TA for has a reputation, an extremely good one.
It’s his first day and nervousness grabs at his ankles and he can’t bring himself to take another step forward. Hyunseong looks at the door with wavering eyes. He’s heard a lot about Professor Kim Donghyun (he may’ve or may’ve not asked them about him). He’s apparently extremely handsome, a man of talent and skill, level-headed and charismatic. And amongst the staff, he’s known for being firm and passionate with his teachings of the performing arts. Indeed Kim Donghyun sounds like a very intimidating man. How did he, Shim Hyunseong, a lowly music composition major end up becoming the teacher assistant for such a man, he’s not even sure, but he considers himself lucky.
He swallows his nervousness away and knocks on the door. He’s told to enter and he carefully turns the handle and enters. The professor is sitting at his desk, staring at papers (and is that a half empty bottle of vodka?), not bothering to give Hyunseong a single glance. “Uh, hi. I’m your new TA, Shim Hyunseong.” He offers an awkward smile. “Nice to meet you?”
#donghyxn#type;para.#;the past.#( this is dumb and set in the past ENJOY YOURSELF YOU BUTT.#posted;starter.
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I hope you never forgive me for what I did to you.
angsty sentence starters.
It’s amusing hearing Donghyun speak during his alcohol binge. His words are slurred together and often incoherent. None of his sentences connect and yet there are those moments where the man is solemn, serious, anything buy playful. Sometimes what he hears is surprising, unexpected, but they’re words the man would never utter sober. His pride prevents it and Hyunseong would never know until the professor is tipped over the edge of sobriety and into drunkenness. And it just happened to be one of those rare moments. He’s unsure of what to say.
It doesn’t matter to begin with honestly. The man would barely remember what he said (so far he has yet to remember anything in his drunken state, but Hyunseong is waiting), so it wouldn’t matter if he said something far more personal than usual.
“But hyung, you barely know me. What you do barely hurts me in any way, I’ve been through worse.” He can’t help but to laugh. He recalls the situation at home and how he’s literally a phone call away. How they could call his cell right now and he’d have to rush out and head towards Gangnam to retrieve either one of his parents. “I’m a pretty forgiving person, hyung.”
And sometimes he’s almost too forgiving.
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I needed you and you weren’t there.
angsty sentence starters.
Drunk again. There hasn’t been a moment where the elder hasn’t gone a night without drinking and there hasn’t been a moment where Hyunseong wasn’t catering to Donghyun’s needs. It’s starting to become a tiring cycle. The man becomes unpredictable drunk. His emotions takeover, sweeping all logic and rationality away (but he finds most alcoholics are like this, irrational and impulsive). He can’t help but to sigh, rubbing the nape of his neck as Donghyun accuses him of something he can barely remember.
It’s becoming too much. He’s had too much to drink (again) and he had a class to teach the next day (as always), He really doesn’t want to teach his class again.
“Hyung, you’re being ridiculous,” he pulls the man away from the bar, prying his hands away from the bottle of vodka he managed to grab. “There’s plenty of times where I wasn’t there when you asked.”
He slings his arm around his shoulder and apologizes to the bartender for the scene Donghyun had caused. “You can’t be upset over a small thing like that, right?”
He drags him out of the bar and hails for a taxi. “I’m sure I’ve done worse.”
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Angsty Sentence Starters
Are you just going to disappear on me again?
Are you saying that this is my fault?
Don’t pretend like you ever cared.
Everything was a lie, I was just using you.
Forget you ever met me.
How could you leave me here?
How long have you known about the affair?
I always knew I’d end up hating you.
I don’t think I can trust you anymore, or ever again.
I hope you never forgive me for what I did to you.
I needed you and you weren’t there.
I never want to hear your name again.
I remember when you made me happy, I don’t know what I was thinking.
I should have never trusted you.
I thought you said you’d never hurt me.
If this is goodbye, make sure I never see you again.
It was fun while it lasted, but I can’t do this anymore.
Just the thought of being around you makes me feel sick.
People have died because of you!
Please tell me what I did wrong, what I can do to fix this.
There’s no such thing as love, at least not between us.
Was everything a lie?
We used to have something great and now I can’t get far enough away from you.
We’ll never be able to go back to how we were.
What about all those nights, do they mean nothing to you?
What we had meant nothing to me.
You can’t just walk away like nothing happened!
You never want to see me again?
You used to give me hope and now you give me nothing.
You’re so caught up with impressing everyone that doesn’t matter.
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