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Sometimes I think about changing my name because of my gender

Because my gender shifts between androgynous and masc, but my names (both my real first name and the name I go by online) are very femme.

But the motivation isn’t to be more comfortable, because funny enough I love my names, despite them not reflecting my gender.

The motivation when I think about changing it is simply because others will either automatically assume, or will simply not believe me that my gender is andro/masc. the fact that I still like dressing femme sometimes doesn’t help.

But I love my names. I identify with them.

#mini rant #mini vent #nothing serious tbh it’s more of a casual post #is there a casual tone tag #nonbinary #queer #genderqueer #gender stuff

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LIFE IN PINK BY THE READY SET????

Y’all I feel like I’m discovering music for the first time what the fuck

I have rediscovered what it’s like to listen to music with earbuds. Fuck, man, I’ve been missing out, huh? No fuckin wonder people love music, I can feel the beats in my brain

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Y’all I’m so serious rn have y’all HEARD Little More Tequila by Maoli playing directly in your ears, close and loud enough to feel it in your brainwaves pLEEEAASSEE

I have rediscovered what it’s like to listen to music with earbuds. Fuck, man, I’ve been missing out, huh? No fuckin wonder people love music, I can feel the beats in my brain

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I have rediscovered what it’s like to listen to music with earbuds. Fuck, man, I’ve been missing out, huh? No fuckin wonder people love music, I can feel the beats in my brain

#I generally listen to music on speaker or in my Bluetooth #not like bluetooth earbuds like raycon I mean that’s what it’s called it’s a singular earbud mainly/originally for like calling people #which I still good but I can’t FEEL the music through it like I can regular earbuds #man… #I’d have done this a long time ago if I didn’t have a stupid fucking Apple phone that needs an adaptor for earbuds #… my wireless earbuds don’t work

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Wanna draw wanna draw wanna draw

What draw?

Nothing

But wanna draw wanna draw

Draw ⭐️H i m⭐️

Oh ✨him✨ yes <3him<3 - but how draw 🌈him🌈?

#this is what my brain sounds like rn #I wanna draw so badly lmfao but anything I can think of to draw is too complicated #and I just KNOW I’ll get frustrated and stop drawing lmao #maybe I’ll draw a character sheet for 💕him💕 #idk if that’s more or less complicated but we’ll see I guess 💀

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Still raging about this <3

That moment when one of your comfort shows is no longer on any of your streaming services and the only dvds you can find online say they most likely won’t play in your country ✨🤪

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Please Reblog is Your Blog is Safe for Non-Binary People.

If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals

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Another repostober thing ✨

Currently fuckin around with a Hazbin Hotel OC

Need to fix the bangs a big and I dunno what exactly I’m doing with her eyes.

She’s a pansexual candy-obsessed kleptomaniac who died sometime in the 80s maybe 😂

#check tags for my last repostober post #repostober

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Anyway here’s another repostober thing

‘Ey, tried drawing Angel

I was just watching Ashley’s live-streams with Michael Kovach (voice of Angel) and felt like drawing so I sketched Angel. Came out pretty well actually, which is surprising lmao.

Might attempt Alastor later. Even tho it’s 4 am right now.

#I drew this back before Vivziepop was… controversial??? problematic??? #I’ll be fully honest… #I was (and am) so fucking tired of drama big and small #from ‘hey this girls a general asshole’ to ‘holy shit this guy fucked something/someone he shouldn’t have’ #was and is extremely exhausting and mentally draining #so I never looked into the vivziepop controversy 🤷 #anyway this isn’t supposed to be a rant—I was just sayin I don’t support her nor do I know what happened 🤷

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The fact that Zootopia saw Hippos as prey is wild

#I know they’re herbivores #but do you understand how violent these guys are? #quick google search and only baby hippos are really prey #adults aren’t really hunted by anything #and like??? what animal DOESN’T have something going for their babies #even big time predators

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I meant to post this on here two days ago, fuck

Guys look! I think this is a good!

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I’m just practicing, at the moment. Arms and hands. Mainly hands right now but arms in a bit.

I think I did good on this though!! Considering I’ve always been reeaallyyy bad at hands!! I mean, I’m looking up references on google, but still~!

I’m proud of it 👌(or should I put 👎??? 👀 lmao)

#did it on the wrong account 💀

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I don’t have a lot of art, nor is this technically an art account, but I’ll reblog this for repostober and at some point later will reblog the other art piece.

Hell, maybe I’ll actually draw too 🤷 definitely not every day, absolutely not, but I might do a little somethin

~ Finished ~

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There’s the good doctor! :D

He’s here for his #egoartweek :D

Okay so I don’t think it’s perfect, obviously (*cough* especially the ears, oml) but hey! I’m pretty proud of it!

:D

I’m happy :D

Oh also I tried put shading a bit—not the best but it’s alright I suppose???

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Ok I have decided that I don't have the stamina for an october drawing challenge I am going to start #REPOSTOBER where I just repost old art that I like every day 💁‍♀️ JOIN ME IF YOUR DARE 🎃

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That moment when one of your comfort shows is no longer on any of your streaming services and the only dvds you can find online say they most likely won’t play in your country ✨🤪

#I want to punch something so hard

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Okay but me and my qpp when we got married

Prompt #1031

"It's actually a funny story, but yeah... we got married."

#queer platonic

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Crochet project number ??

I’ve made 23 out of a possible 70 pumpkins

And my orange is lookin kinda low

#crochet #to be fair theyre small 2D pumpkins made for granny squares #so I don’t need a whole lot of yarn for each pumpkin #but I am still concerned 👁️👁️💧

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do you guys miss forums as much as i do? what forums were you apart of?

i was very active for a few years on animalcrossingcommunity.com, toontask.com, zeldauniverse.net, and darkjedi.org

#anyway reblogged this on my other blog but probably should’ve put it here