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can i get a hell yea if you’re still gonna be wasting your time on this website in 2014

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im making this its own post actually

found family is "i have endured the fucking horrors with these guys. i would both kill and die for them. i would rip my own bones out to make splints to heal theirs. there is no name for the bond we share"

found family is NOT "this guy is so dad-coded and these guys are so sibling-like and—"

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“To be hopeful in bad times is not just foolishly romantic. It is based on the fact that human history is a history not only of cruelty, but also of compassion, sacrifice, courage, kindness. What we choose to emphasize in this complex history will determine our lives. If we see only the worst, it destroys our capacity to do something. If we remember those times and places—and there are so many—where people have behaved magnificently, this gives us the energy to act, and at least the possibility of sending this spinning top of a world in a different direction. And if we do act, in however small a way, we don’t have to wait for some grand utopian future. The future is an infinite succession of presents, and to live now as we think human beings should live, in defiance of all that is bad around us, is itself a marvelous victory.”

— Howard Zinn, A Power Governments Cannot Suppress

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if someone would’ve told me that womanhood would still included me styling my hair and hysterically crying, I wouldn’t have believed you

#I really hate feeling like this still #I feel lonely and decided to try and make myself feel better by staring into the mirror #like I’ve completely lost it #but it’s the only way I’ve been able to cope since I was a teen

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Oh how Hozier has written an album about the absolute worst humanity has to offer, all our sins and crimes laid bare, and he says you are forgiven with so much tenderness. This is what makes you human. This is what makes you complex in the most beautiful ways. Look at the tragedy around you, and look at the survivors. Aren’t you all just so beautiful in your efforts to strive forward and begin again.

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[emerging from the hozier song covered in blood] anyway,

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I never saw you as anything but my big brother until I was 6 and you were 8

Grandma had taken us from our mom, you were happy. I was being neglected and groomed by our grandfather.

The divide between us grew, you never noticed. You didn’t even remember how cruel she was to me, no one did. Everyone explained it away. I never forgave you for not protecting me

Until I was 16 and you were 18, a decade apart from the world we grew up in. I felt like I really knew who you were and felt a real bond with you. We used to walk for hours just talking.

I don’t think I could set foot in that town and not think about you. And now I’m 24 and you’re 27.

We haven’t spoken since your birthday, but really the last time we spoke was an hour long conversation with you ranting about how my kind of people were pedophiles on my birthday.

I will never forgive you. I forgive you.

#sorry to come back to tumblr with this #I just am in my feelings about my older brother #I hate that this is how our relationship is #maybe after the ideological war is over in America I can have my big brother back #maybe not

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when I drink coffee past four pm and my brain is being unkind, the only thing that can make me sleepy is the same four comfort fics I’ve been reading for YEARS

#the one I thought was most recent was from THREE years ago #I need better coping mechanisms I guess #but I feel so happy now so it’s worth it to me #I come back to tumblr to post this and then leave again for x amount of time #I hope everyone is happy and healthy

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🔥 on american culture

There isn’t any.

America stripped the cultures away from all who came here in order to hammer them into the good little uniform consumers that were wanted.

The culture of America is one of endless consumption and breathtaking arrogance.

#this was a nice read #it made me kind of like being American #in a way no other patriotic thing has

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spotify wrapped is HERE! send me a number 1-100 and I’ll tell you the song it corresponds with on my top 100 playlist!

#I use Apple Music BUT! I have so many good songs on my top 100 #just don’t pick the top ten because it’s just tomorrow x together

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How tf does a deactivated account still have blue checkmarks

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i would like to have someone to talk to every day and every night

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babygirl you would not believe the superiority complex me and the other never left tumblr homies have right now

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I need to go and scream at the top of a mountain

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i am so violently sick of advertising. its everywhere it creeps into every inch of reality that it physically can theres no escape from how invasive it is. cant even rickroll people anymore because theyll just get a 30 second advert for car insurance

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i don’t have any red flags. i have a white flag. i give up

#the universe has to give me a win before I do #but besties I am so close