herbert-west-reanimaterr

[herbert-west-reanimaterr]

i feel . sickly.

#west.

[herbert-west-reanimaterr]

waiting for my girlfrind to come back,,,,,uughhh..

#west. #i fronted because the host had an anxiety attack. so thats no fun. #but maybe if i wish on a star....my bad bitch gf will come back......!!!!!

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dipshit came to front fully and was completely concious for like. 3 seconds? then dumbshit went back under the rock.

we are completely dissociated and the host is playing divejump 3d on some game website. will liveblog when get chance.

#west.

[herbert-west-reanimaterr]

we are completely dissociated and the host is playing divejump 3d on some game website. will liveblog when get chance.

#west.

[herbert-west-reanimaterr]

An adult in a diaper isn't less of an adult. An adult who needs the help of a caregiver isn't less of an adult. An adult who can't speak isn't less of an adult. An adult who can't work or study isn't less of an adult. An adult who can't live independently isn't less of an adult. Adulthood is about your amount of years spent alive, not about your skills and abilities

#fuck yeah.

[herbert-west-reanimaterr]

host here, but like half the time this dumb fuclk (affectionate) fronts the first sign is that hes talking about how gay i am. please.. . epalpplaese leaveme alone.

#host yaps his mouth

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the worst part is limbo. the worst part is being unable to tell.

the worst part is being unable to see the difference between love and hate. between patience or wasting your time waiting for somebody. im not sure what to do. theres nothing we can do.

except wait. or stop waiting and move on, turning love to hatred. as we did previously.

but . just. what do we do now?

it hurts,

#west.

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#west reblogs

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"people show their true colours in life threatening situations" no, they show you what they act like when they're mortally terrified, an emotion notorious for literally turning your entire brain off to the point where people who go into those situations as a profession need to be literally trained on how to not have that happen

#west reblogs

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@im-a-silly-goose for you : )

YOU ARE GORGEOUS

YOU ARE WORTHY OF PLATONIC AND/OR ROMANTIC LOVE

YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT ELSE YOU'RE WORTHY OF??

*throws a dollar at you*

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THAT'S RIGHT.

fourteen dollar

#west reblogs

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#west reblogs

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i believe i often times underestimate how much the host has been affected by what happened. he always seems so joyous and comedic when discussing those things;which leads me to be careless. and act in ways i shouldnt.

#west. #it has clearly affected the host more than its affected anyone else in the system; myself included. #and i shouldnt be shaming him or treating his vulnerabilities as a comedic bit.

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#yeah. seems legit. #west reblogs

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this is a lullaby from my childhood and listening to it today, it has turned into a small animatic. On my account, I forbid to romanticize the state of Toki, he is not cute.

#things the host will love;

[herbert-west-reanimaterr]

dear princess celestia

#my little pony #west reblogs

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speaking of my roblox eboy, how do you feel about the self insert yaoi fanfic?

...I approve of the self-insert yaoi fanfic.

#west. #please note that i dont remember what happened in it. #but. shine your way autistic child. shine your way.

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it just dawned on me that , [redacted], was the first one to truly know about our plurality. he knew i was alive before anybody else. he also knew about harvey too. though neither the host, nor him, knew what was going on.

#host is in cofront as i write i believe. #west. #i vivdly remember him saying. '... but who is harvey?' a few days before his first disapearance. #its just. so strange to think about. #system #this was back when the host believed i was a delusion.