helloiamnotreal

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idk i think sunny days & making yourself food & opening the windows & brushing your hair & reading outside is what i’m here for

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i choose to love i choose to love i choose to love and i will continue choosing to love because what point is there in life other than listening to the birds in the morning and making my friends laugh and hugging my mom

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“you should be at the club” i should be by the sea. i should be in the mountains. i should be awestruck and rendered speechless by the majesty of the natural world. if you even care

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girl are you okay? you’ve been consuming so much media lately that you haven’t allowed yourself to feel one single human emotion for months

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[sitting completely still in my own bed] this world is gutting me like a fish

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god i hate knowing i have stuff to do it's like bearing a curse

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this but instead of phone call its email

top 5 scariest things to do

phone call

driving

have a job

not have a job

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FUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKKK i got tomorrow tomorrow

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sorry I didn't mean to start tearing up as soon as I start trying to talk about my feelings, my bad

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they should invent a new type of "staying in bed for 2-3 hours after you wake up repeatedly opening and closing apps on your phone" where it makes you feel awesome and energized and emotionally fulfilled

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stomach hurts from hunger. stomach hurts from eating. what the hell do yuou want from me you stupid fucking organ

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i feel like i do 25% of what an average person does in a day and still it's too much

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I MISS THEM LIKE THIS

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man I miss Duan Jiaxu...just might rewatch Hidden Love tomorrow

#He's literally the perfect man #I rewatch this show so often

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love being in bed under big winter covers i feel like an old king dying of illness telling his last will to his son

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-JmStorm

#me and who