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#✖ RECORD SCRATCH. ( out of character ! )

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the mountains are calling & i must go. independent stan marsh of south park. originally loved by montana oct. 2018 &. revisited august 2020.

#✖ HUMBLE FOLKS WITHOUT TEMPTATION. ( promo ! )

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dangerous territory, boys...

#please hold for the next available blog revamp.

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#✖ HOW DO YOU GO ON WHEN NOTHING MAKES YOU HAPPY? ( musing ! ) #✖ CAN QUEUE WAIT FOR ME ?

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more lines from modern media that are raw as hell

warning: some may be nsfw

insp: x / x

❝ we deserve a soft epilogue, my love. ❞

❝  we are good people and we’ve suffered enough. ❞

❝ violence for violence is the rule of beasts. ❞

❝ when the weight of the world is on your shoulders, you learn. ❞

❝ will you fight? or will you perish like a dog? ❞

❝ welcome to my twisted mind. ❞

❝ i will face god and walk backwards into hell. ❞

❝ you mean the chaos emeralds? ❞

❝ i see now that the circumstances of one’s birth are irrelevant. ❞

❝ it is what you do with the gift of life that determines who you are. ❞

❝ it’s not about the size of the dog in the fight but about the size of the fight in the dog. ❞

❝ pick a hell and rot there. ❞

❝ we are the timeline that god has abandoned. ❞

❝ do you think that god stays in heaven because he too lives in fear of what he has created? ❞

❝ every day we stray further from god’s light. ❞

❝ you’re about to experience the wrath of a god. ❞

❝ alone on a friday night? god, you’re pathetic. ❞

❝ you sit on a throne of lies. ❞

❝ they don’t decide who you are. you are who you choose to be. ❞

❝ thanks to you, i am saddled with unnecessary… feelings. ❞

❝ i won’t hesitate, bITCH! ❞

❝ i survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me. ❞

❝ bold of you to assume i can die. ❞

❝ if you had the chance to change your fate, would you? ❞

❝ it’s a beautiful day outside. birds are singing, flowers are blooming…on days like these, kids like you… should be burning in hell. ❞

❝ despite everything, it’s still you. ❞

❝ in this world, it’s kill or be killed. ❞

❝ i’d sell you to satan for one corn chip. ❞

❝ prove to me that you are strong enough to survive. ❞

❝ i should have killed you when i had the chance. ❞

❝ god won’t let me die. ❞

❝ god gave me depression because if my ambitions went unchecked i would have bested him in hand to hand combat by age 16. ❞

❝ you know i had to do it to em. ❞

❝ it seems you were the one offended, my good bitch. ❞

❝ you will stay who you are, not a perfect soldier, but a good man. ❞

❝ YOU ARE ALREADY DEAD. ❞

❝ the risk i took was calculated, but man, am i bad at math. ❞

❝ this jackassery will NOT stand! ❞

❝ god can’t help you now. ❞

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in another universe i’m happy

#✖ HOW DO YOU GO ON WHEN NOTHING MAKES YOU HAPPY? ( musing ! ) #✖ CAN QUEUE WAIT FOR ME ?

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WHAT ABOUT THE SONG SUNG FOR THE BROKEN BROTHERS? — for the forgotten fathers, the nonbelievers? what about the song sung for the teenage romances, once abandoned? what about every song about heartbreak never published because the author never learned to love himself? who sings the broken battleground hymns when the enemy is only seen in the reflection of the self? so many questions, and i do not possess the answer. —BUT GODDAMN, I WISH I DID.

independent stan marsh of south park. loved by montana.

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*  SHIT  JOHN  MACLEAN  HAS  SAID ; SENTENCE  STARTERS

❛  personally,  i find christmas and the festive period to be very stressful; as i have so many gifts and presents to buy for myself.  ❜ ❛  today i discovered i had depleted my supply of mulled wine,  which is awfully tragic.  ❜ ❛  ‘men taking me home from the club’?  i object to this highly.  ❜ ❛  the only man that takes me home is the chauffeur.  ❜ ❛  the only clubs i’ll be going to will be private members,  secret societies,  or  ones i own.  ❜ ❛  i don’t really understand when people ask me what i identify as.  how do you say ‘god’  without sounding arrogant? ❜ ❛  i feel mortal. ❜ ❛  my caviar has been reputed for alluring all the lords to the court. ❜ ❛  i felt so unwell i thought i was going to die…  so i phoned all my friends and told them i was dying. ❜ ❛  i think it’s polite to schedule that sort of thing in advance ;  you should always let people know when you’re going do die. ❜ ❛  i thought it was a kind thing to do. ❜ ❛  some people like to be glowing for the gods.  i like to glow greater than the gods. ❜ ❛  some people think i only wear black.  this is simply not the case. i also wear dashing black, fetching black, refined black, seamless black, elegant black, noveu black, light but dark black, dark black, ultra black, and pastel black. raven black, matte black, glossy black, and satin black. ❜ ❛  i’m not so keen on being ill, it’s a bitter reminder that i’m mortal. ❜ ❛  i’m not so keen on being mortal. ❜ ❛  and furthermore, they accused me of being highly dramatic. ❜ ❛  i’m going to individually contact all of my friends, even the ones that are dead, and accuse each and every one of them of theft. ❜ ❛  i’ve always found the idea of a milkshake rather rancid. ❜ ❛  trends are designed for the anxious. ❜ ❛  it may seem as if i’m just slapping it on and hoping for the best… which is what i’m doing. ❜ ❛  well, i didn’t run. i trotted very vigorously. ❜ ❛  i’m as unforgiving as the old testament. ❜ ❛  it almost seems as if we’re in a cocaine factory. ❜ ❛  i’ve pinned back my hair and i’m looking very ‘english governess 1845′ ❜ ❛  my skin has been as dry as a stale croissant. ❜ ❛  i had a terrible altercation with my neighbor’s hedge this morning. ❜

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#✖ RECORD SCRATCH. ( out of character ! )

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#✖ OH DUDE ! YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE ! ( save / gifts ! ) #✖ HOW DO YOU GO ON WHEN NOTHING MAKES YOU HAPPY? ( musing ! ) #jfnskrbhfkjshfljsrgnljsrg

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                    CRIME  BASED  SENTENCE   PROMPTS  .

             A VARIETY & MIXTURE OF COMMITTED CRIMES PROMPTS,                TRIGGERS MAY APPLY; BLOOD, MURDER, ETC.                  CHANGE PRONOUNS AS NEEDED / FITTING .

 i.       murder.

❛     what  have  you  done?     ❜

❛     what  did  you  do?   ❜

❛     you’re   going  to  prison  for  murder.    ❜

❛     how  do  you  plan  to  get  away  with  this  one?   ❜

❛    i’m  not  helping  you  do  anything!   ❜

❛     i  can’t  believe  we  just  killed   someone.      ❜

❛    why  did  you  tell  me  you  did   this!    ❜

❛     do  you  really  think  you  can  outrun  this?     ❜

❛     we  just  committed  a  murder,  don’t  tell  me  to  calm  down!     ❜

❛     i’m  not  going  down  for  this.      ❜

❛     what–   is  that  what  it  looks  like  ..  please  tell  me  it’s  not.    ❜

❛     you  really  did  this,  didn’t  you?    ❜

❛     you  really  think  i’m  going  to  help  you  move  a  dead  body?   ❜

❛     you’re  telling  me  you  didn’t  do  this?   ❜

❛     i’m  going  to  be  sick,  oh  my–  i  can’t.    ❜

❛     why  did  you  do  this?   ❜

❛     you   can’t  get  away  with  murder!   ❜

❛     you  said  we  were  going  to   scare   him/her/them,  not  kill  him/her/them!   ❜

 ii.       theft.

❛     hey,   did  you  steal  that  from  me?   looks  familiar.     ❜

❛     you  want  me  to  help  you  rob  someone?   ❜

❛     i  am  not  going  to  help  you  rob  someone.    ❜

❛     i’m  pretty  sure  that’s  stealing.   ❜

❛     you  stole  from  me!   ❜

❛     the  only  thing  i  steal  is  hearts.      ❜

❛     give  it  back!    ❜

❛     are  we  seriously  stealing  right  now?     ❜

❛     you  have  a  serious  sticky  finger  problem.    ❜

❛     you  can’t  just  go  around  and  steal  from  people.      ❜

❛     why  did  you  take  it?     ❜

❛     you  know  you’re  going  to  get  caught,  right?    ❜

❛     you  want  me  steal?   why  can’t  you  do  it?   ❜

❛     i’m  not  going  to  steal  for  you.     ❜

❛     you   are   a   thief!     ❜

❛     why  are  you  robbing  these  people?   ❜

❛     you  tried  to  steal  from  me!   ❜

❛     i   didn’t   steal   it!  ❜

 iii.       arson.

❛     you   didn’t  have  anything  to  do  with  that  arson.     ❜

❛      arson  is  a  crime.     ❜

❛     they’ll  know  it   was  an  arson.    ❜

❛     you  didn’t  have  anything  to  do  with  that  arson,  did  you?   ❜

❛    you  set  it  on  fire!   ❜

❛     i  can’t  believe  you  want  to  burn  it  down.      ❜

❛    put  the  matches  down!    ❜

❛     why  you  would  you  tell  me  you  committed  arson?     ❜

❛     i  didn’t  have  anything  to  do  with  that  arson.    ❜

❛     i’m  not  going  to  help  you  commit  arson.      ❜

❛     you  didn’t  really  burn  it  down,  did  you?     ❜

❛     what  if  there  would  have  been  people  inside?    ❜

❛     you  didn’t  think,  you  just  did  it?   ❜

❛     you  can’t  just  burn  the  place  down.     ❜

❛     please  don’t  do  this! ❜

❛     why  do  you  want  to  burn  it  for?   ❜

❛     you  really  did  it?   i  didn’t  think  you’d  really  do  it!    ❜

❛     you  aren’t  being  serious,  right?   they’ll   know   we  did   it.    ❜

 iv.       fraud.

❛     you  stole  my  identity?     ❜

❛      you   stole   someone’s   identity?   ❜

❛      i’m   pretty  sure  that’s  fraud.    ❜

❛      you  can’t  just  forge  a  signature.     ❜

❛      i’m  just  going  to  forge  their  signature.   ❜

❛      you  aren’t  allowed  to  sign   someone   else’s  name.      ❜

❛     you  signed  my  name  for  me?   ❜

❛     why  would  you  sign  my  name?     ❜

❛     that’s  illegal,  you  can’t  sign  for  anyone’s  name.    ❜

❛     you’re  using  someone’s  social  security.      ❜

❛     you  stole  someone’s  social  security?     ❜

❛     how  are  you  not  in  jail  for   fraud?    ❜

❛     you  do   know  that’s  fraud,  right?   ❜

❛     it’s  not  okay  to  forge  my  signature  without  asking  me.     ❜

❛     you  lied  about  you  are! ❜

❛     you  gave  the  police  a  wrong  name?   ❜

❛     i  didn’t  mean  to  sign  your  name.   ❜

❛     do  you  think  they  have  finally  caught  on  to  you?     ❜

 v.       truancy.

❛     you   really   need  to  go  to  school.     ❜

❛      why  don’t  you  want  to  go  to  school?     ❜

❛      you  can’t  keep  missing  school.    ❜

❛      we  got  a  truancy  letter  in  the  mail  today.   ❜

❛     you  have  a  court  date  for  missing  school!   ❜

❛      please,  just  go  to  school,  before  you  end  up   in  jail.      ❜

❛     you  will  go  jail  if  you  keep  missing!    ❜

❛     why  aren’t   you  ever  at   school?     ❜

❛     it’s  either  school   or   jail.    ❜

❛     i’m  being  convicted  of  truancy.      ❜

❛     they  are  trying  to  lock  you  up  for  missing  school?     ❜

❛     why  should  i  go  to  school?    ❜

❛     you  want  to  go  to  jail?   ❜

❛     come  on,  just  a  few  more  years  and  it’s  history.   ❜

❛     get  to  school  now! ❜

❛     what  does  being   truant  ever  mean?   ❜

❛     i’m  sorry,  you’re  what,  a  truant?   ❜

vi.       vandalism.

❛     pretty  sure  this  is  vandalism.     ❜

❛      can  you  even  really  get  into  trouble  for  painting  a  wall?     ❜

❛      it’s  just  a  little  graffiti.  ❜

❛      you  broke  someone’s  property,  that’s  okay.    ❜

❛     you  can’t  go  onto  someones  property  and  break  things!   ❜

❛      i  don’t  want  to  do  this  anymore!      ❜

❛      don’t  tell  me  to  calm  down!  we  just  got  caught  on  camera!    ❜

❛     you  took  a  baseball  bat  to  someone’s  home?     ❜

❛     i’m  not   going  to  ruin  someone’s  property.   ❜

❛     they  know  it   was  you.      ❜

❛     you  spray  painted  the  side  of  that  building?   ❜

❛     you  want  to  graffiti  with  me  later?    ❜

❛     did  you  ever  get  in  trouble  for  vandalism?   ❜

❛     i’m  not  going  to  vandalize  someone’s  house.  ❜

❛     hurry!   someone’s  coming!   ❜

❛    you  know  there  are  camera’s  up  everywhere?   ❜

❛     are  you  crazy?  they  have  camera’s!   ❜

vii.       trespassing.

❛     hey,  i’m  pretty  sure  this  is  trespassing.     ❜

❛      you  want  to  go  over  there?     ❜

❛     you  want  to  climb  the  fence  and  go  over  there? ❜

❛      what  are  we  doing  here  anyway.    ❜

❛      you’re  trespassing!   ❜

❛     i  am  not  trespassing  and  breaking  and  entering.    ❜

❛      that’s  breaking  and  entering!    ❜

❛     first,  trespassing.  now  breaking  and  entering?     ❜

❛     i  am  not  going  to  trespass.  ❜

❛     stop  right  there!   what  are  you  doing  trespassing  onto  my  property!     ❜

❛     you  think  someone  is  trespassing?  ❜

❛     you  are  trespassing!   ❜

❛     i’m  not  getting  in  trouble  for  trespassing.   ❜

❛     i’m  not  trespassing,  i   live  here.   ❜

❛     what  are  you  doing  trespassing?   ❜

❛    you  can’t  go  around  and  trespass.  ❜

❛     trust  me,  i’m  not  going  to  get  caught.   ❜

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PRE - ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME .

send a ♡ and i’ll fill this out for our muses !  i’ll bold what i want for their relationship, italic what i could see and strike out what i don’t .

FRIENDS.   childhood friends  /  work friends  /  family friends  /  recently friends  /  turning antagonistic  /  turning into something romantic  /  stable  /  falling apart  /  friendship of need  /  friendship of circumstance  pen - pals or internet friends  /  coworkers  /  partners  /  other .

ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  skinny love  /  unrequited from my muses side  /  unrequited from your muses side  /  friends with benefits  /  awkward  /  fading  /  turning  toxic  /  toxic  and  destructive  /  other .

FAMILIAL BOND.   sibling bond  /  older sibling figure to your muse  /  younger sibling figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal  guardian  /  other .

ENEMIES.   dangerous to themselves  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  passionate  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into a sexual tension  /  developing into a romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based of misunderstandings or lies  /  other .

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“I need a father. I need a mother. I need some older, wiser being to cry to. I talk to God, but the sky is empty.”

— Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

#✖ HOW DO YOU GO ON WHEN NOTHING MAKES YOU HAPPY? ( musing ! ) #✖ CAN QUEUE WAIT FOR ME ?

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shit i say — sentence starters

i decided to make a meme out of all the shit i say regularly. enjoy!

GENERAL SHIT. 

❝ I’M GONNA MCFREAKING LOSE MY MIND. ❞

❝ I’m going to shove an entire baseball bat down my throat and smash my insides. ❞

❝ *aggressive finger guns* ❞

❝ *high pitched screeching* ❞

❝ That’s where you’re right, kiddo. ❞

❝ I AM THE ONE THAT WEIGHS A TON DON’T NEED A GUN— ❞

❝ HECK. ❞

❝ GOTTA FUCKING BLAST. ❞

❝ That’s my cue to blast outta here. ❞

❝ GOT ME MOTHERFUCKING MCSHOOK. ❞

❝ Thoroughly shooken. ❞

❝ LISTEN— ❞ 

❝ Trust me, I’m a professional. ❞

❝ I’m gonna throw myself off of a fucking bridge. ❞

❝ I’m convinced I was a cat in a past life. ❞

❝ Inject caffeine directly into my veins, please. ❞

❝ I literally have a ‘white people voice’ for when I’m being polite. ❞

❝ I sound like a fucking twelve year old. ❞

❝ I got a tiny ass head. It’s like a fucking golf ball. ❞

BITTER SHIT.

❝ _____ is the literal bane of my existence. ❞

❝ I hate you. …I’m kidding. ❞

❝ Yeah, well, he’s/she’s/they’re a manipulative cunt, so. ❞

❝ I’m gonna punch you in the fucking mouth. ❞

❝ I’m small and bitter like an espresso. ❞

❝ I am Denatonium benzoate, aka the most bitter substance on the planet. ❞

❝ *facepalm* ❞

❝ *frustrated groaning* ❞

❝ I hate _____ with every fiber of my being. ❞

❝ I will kick your fucking ass. ❞

❝ Don’t you fucking dare. ❞

❝ I get it, I’m fucking short. ❞

LOVEY SHIT.

❝ You mean a lot to me. Like, seriously, a fucking lot. ❞

❝ I do it because I love you. ❞

❝ *fondly* Fucking nerd. ❞

❝ *fondly* Dumbass. ❞

❝ You are my absolute favorite person. ❞

❝ *heart eyes* ❞

❝ Don’t even fucking think about leaving without giving me a hug. ❞

❝ *whining noises and grabby hands* ❞

❝ There he/she/they go(es), the love of my life. ❞

❝ It’s literally unfair how attractive he/she/they is/are. ❞

❝ Look at how pretty he/she/they is/are, I’m gonna fucking cry. ❞

❝ I just wanna smooch his/her/their face. ❞

❝ JUST LOOK AT HIM/HER/THEM! I’M GONNA SCREAM. ❞

MOM-FRIEND SHIT.

❝ I am mom-friend. ❞

❝ You best not be fucking texting and driving. ❞

❝ Do you want ____? ❞

❝ Please don’t do that, you’re worrying me. ❞

❝ Listen, my job is to make sure everyone else is okay. ❞

❝ ‘Drink water kids!’ I say as I am severely dehydrated. ❞

❝ ____, that’s not good. ❞

❝ Who do I have to fucking fight? ❞ 

ANGSTY SHIT.

❝ I hate myself with every fiber of my being. ❞

❝ I’m just really fucking scared. ❞

❝ I’m sorry that I love you. ❞

❝ I’m sorry that I’m like this. ❞

❝ What’s wrong with me? ❞

❝ God, this happens every fucking time. ❞

❝ I loved her/him/them. And she/he/they fucking abandoned me. ❞

❝ I don’t know what I’m doing. ❞

❝ Why the fuck am I crying? ❞

❝ I’m getting bad again. ❞

❝ It’s like everything goes in one ear, out the other with you. ❞

❝ I’ve told you time and fucking time again that it makes me feel like shit, and yet you still do it. ❞

❝ I look and feel like absolute shit. ❞

❝ It’s nothing, I’m fine. ❞

SLEEPY SHIT.

❝ I’m so fucking exhausted. ❞

❝ I really wanna just sleep. ❞

❝ I need to just sleep for like 17 years. ❞

❝ I could literally fall asleep anywhere. ❞

❝ I’m gonna pass out in the middle of the hallway. ❞

❝ I’m already fucking tired. ❞

❝ If I sit still in one place for like 30 minutes, I will fall asleep. ❞

❝ Can I just nap instead? ❞

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*  SHIT  JOHN  MACLEAN  HAS  SAID ; SENTENCE  STARTERS

❛  personally,  i find christmas and the festive period to be very stressful; as i have so many gifts and presents to buy for myself.  ❜ ❛  today i discovered i had depleted my supply of mulled wine,  which is awfully tragic.  ❜ ❛  ‘men taking me home from the club’?  i object to this highly.  ❜ ❛  the only man that takes me home is the chauffeur.  ❜ ❛  the only clubs i’ll be going to will be private members,  secret societies,  or  ones i own.  ❜ ❛  i don’t really understand when people ask me what i identify as.  how do you say ‘god’  without sounding arrogant? ❜ ❛  i feel mortal. ❜ ❛  my caviar has been reputed for alluring all the lords to the court. ❜ ❛  i felt so unwell i thought i was going to die…  so i phoned all my friends and told them i was dying. ❜ ❛  i think it’s polite to schedule that sort of thing in advance ;  you should always let people know when you’re going do die. ❜ ❛  i thought it was a kind thing to do. ❜ ❛  some people like to be glowing for the gods.  i like to glow greater than the gods. ❜ ❛  some people think i only wear black.  this is simply not the case. i also wear dashing black, fetching black, refined black, seamless black, elegant black, noveu black, light but dark black, dark black, ultra black, and pastel black. raven black, matte black, glossy black, and satin black. ❜ ❛  i’m not so keen on being ill, it’s a bitter reminder that i’m mortal. ❜ ❛  i’m not so keen on being mortal. ❜ ❛  and furthermore, they accused me of being highly dramatic. ❜ ❛  i’m going to individually contact all of my friends, even the ones that are dead, and accuse each and every one of them of theft. ❜ ❛  i’ve always found the idea of a milkshake rather rancid. ❜ ❛  trends are designed for the anxious. ❜ ❛  it may seem as if i’m just slapping it on and hoping for the best… which is what i’m doing. ❜ ❛  well, i didn’t run. i trotted very vigorously. ❜ ❛  i’m as unforgiving as the old testament. ❜ ❛  it almost seems as if we’re in a cocaine factory. ❜ ❛  i’ve pinned back my hair and i’m looking very ‘english governess 1845′ ❜ ❛  my skin has been as dry as a stale croissant. ❜ ❛  i had a terrible altercation with my neighbor’s hedge this morning. ❜

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Yes.

#✖ I CAN'T LIE / I HAVE MY FATHER'S EYES. ( .sm ) #✖ HEAD IN THE CLOUDS / BUT YOUR GRAVITY'S CENTERED. ( .ct ) #✖ MY STARRY - EYED MAN / AND HIS CONSTELLATION KISSES. ( stan / craig ) #✖ CAN QUEUE WAIT FOR ME ?

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WHAT ABOUT THE SONG SUNG FOR THE BROKEN BROTHERS? — for the forgotten fathers, the nonbelievers? what about the song sung for the teenage romances, once abandoned? what about every song about heartbreak never published because the author never learned to love himself? who sings the broken battleground hymns when the enemy is only seen in the reflection of the self? so many questions, and i do not possess the answer. —BUT GODDAMN, I WISH I DID.

independent stan marsh of south park. loved by montana.

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