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neurotypicals: and that's how I keep a relationship!

my BPD and ADHD ass:

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THAT PARANOIA THO!!

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What BPD is like for me:

I have no idea what sadness feels like, because all I've ever felt is despair.

I have no idea what anger feels like, because all I've ever felt is rage.

I have no idea what happiness feels like, because all I've ever felt is ecstasy.

I have no idea what normal feels like, because I have bpd

I have BPD. My baseline mood isn't calm. I don't have a baseline, I have a borderline. All or nothing. Black or white. Overwhelmed with emotions. Overwhelmed with emptiness. I know no other way

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People who don’t have BPD will never understand what it’s like to physically feel your emotions. The way I can feel my heart hurt with every negative thought and emotion that runs me over like a truck every few minutes. Or the way I can feel how tight my skin feels, and how I just want to claw it all off. Or the way that no matter how positive or negative an emotion may be - I feel it too much and it never feels good in the slightest. It is painful. It’s tearing me apart, and other people will never know just how awful this fucking disorder is.

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BPD

#BPD

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SongThinspo

34) a song with a number in the title.

One and only, Adele.

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w h y    c a n ‘ t    i    b e    s k i n n y

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Slytherin Thinspo 🐍

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Nie płacz, że jesteś gruba, tylko zrób coś z tym...

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not to be dramatic but if i looked like this all my problems would be solved