healing-daisy

[healing-daisy]

I could cry myself to sleep again tonight but I really just dont want to

#personal #i feel so sad how do i get out of this

[healing-daisy]

I wanna be skinny

#personal

[healing-daisy]

Smoking is a form of self destruction man it never gets me better. Every time I think it will help me to get rid of other toxic/addictive thoughts, it all just gets worse. For me, it’s become a part of all this sadness. Yet, every time I try to quit I just cannot. Especially now, I just cannot. I am too used to feeling this way and have, perhaps, gotten addicted to the feeling of hating myself so so much, it feels so normal- and normal feels like comfort. Maybe I will be able to quit when I am strong enough. Maybe I want to start getting stronger right now.

#personal

[healing-daisy]

The soil falling over my head…..

#personal

[healing-daisy]

#damn needed this #personal

[healing-daisy]

[healing-daisy]

This sadness bro…………

#personal

[healing-daisy]

My birthday is tomorrow guys I’m getting OLD :(

#personal

[healing-daisy]

My home is in these trees. This is heaven to me. The only thing that keeps me going these days.

#personal

[healing-daisy]

I really thought I was doing better and then today was such a step back again…

#personal

[healing-daisy]

I hate myself so much that I truly start to wish no one around me will ever feel this way about themselves.

[healing-daisy]

Feeling particularly disappointed in myself when I feel so much sadness inside of me while beautiful nature surrounds me. It feels like I’m failing everything I love. I feel like the flowers in the forest I walk through every day are disappointed to feel the sadness I bring to them. I feel like I’m failing the beautiful things around me that deserve my attention more than anything- yet I don’t have the attention for them currently. My sadness feels so selfish.

#personal #sadness #nature #pain

[healing-daisy]

It’s so comforting to see other people struggle mentally yet also trying to make the most out of life idk I’m really trying to do the same too. But I just wish I had real love in my life

#personal

[healing-daisy]

I kinda miss being in a relationship like after almost three years of being single I’m so down for love again

#personal

[healing-daisy]

*feels sad today*

#personal #what else is new #i feel so down and i dont know how to overcome it #also i had a dream where i was in love with john maus it was fuckin weird

[healing-daisy]

[healing-daisy]

Taylor Swift, Fortnight (feat. Post Malone)