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okay yes i am going to a movie all by myself for the first time ever texting both my mom and my sister where i am bc last night when i didnt answer my sisters text she called me like five times bc she thought i stuck my head in an oven

do i go alone to see challengers bc i know no one else wants to see it and i'm pissed at my cousin for changing our plans last minute

#big step for me a neurotic freak of a girl

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#fashion

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#cats

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i think there's something so beautiful about postcards and how they say that yes i was in this beautiful place but i still couldn't stop thinking about you

#oh :") #humanity

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do i go alone to see challengers bc i know no one else wants to see it and i'm pissed at my cousin for changing our plans last minute

#ive heard its rly good + the ticket for a matinee is only $6.50 #but ive never gone to a movie alone i know thats weak but im scared of going places alone my intrusive thoughts get rly bad #but hm..... the showing isnt until 4pm so ive got time to figure it out but im leaning towards yes maybe ?

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#NEED

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#room

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hey girl not to be mean but have you ever thought about getting a borderline diagnoses due to your abandonment issues?

i've talked extensively about my abandonment issues with both of my therapists (i do cbt and emdr) and while bpd is a possibility and something i've discussed it's really hard to get a diagnosis as an autistic woman bc there's so much overlap between the two

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#tats

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it's actually so devastating that the first boy i ever loved and who loved me back was struggling with addiction and self harm and depression when we were together and like. it was never going to happen and we were never going to make it, despite my neverending hope that it would.

#and now im never going to love anyone again bc i wont survive it #i almost k*lled myself like three times after we broke up #and then when we got back into contact and i got closure i still ruined it with my overeagerness #and i landed myself in a fucking psych ward #so yea i dont think i can ever try to love anyone else again it's too dangerous and im going to have to be alone for the rest of my life #and im just sitting here bitter and tired bc my sister and my cousin will always choose their boyfriends over me #im always going to be the one left behind and i just need to accept it #while theyre moving in with their boyfriends and growing up and getting to do adult things ill just be stuck living in my moms house foreve #bc i dont think ill ever get better to the point that i could have those things too

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Waiting for the bus under a sensually fragrant lilac tree

#fashion

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ppl who say that phoebe bridgers is trying to be joni mitchell or joan baez or whoever has obviously never listened to her music. she literally wrote an entire song about her imaginary meeting with elliot smith and then named her album after it. posers.

#like yea she has a very folk rock sound esp in stranger in the alps but it's more atmospheric and haunting than joni mitchell or joan baez #if ur gonna be a hater at least be correct about why ur being one god.

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Phoebe Bridgers

#HIIIIIIII <3 #phoebe bridgers

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By horror surrealist photographer Christopher McKenney.

#the void is calling

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not enough eerie girls out there these days. eerie girls rise

#hiiiii <3

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Palestinians are not "animals."

They are not "children of darkness."

Little kids are rescuing cats and trying to comfort them when they themselves are terrified.

A doctor broke down when his father and brother came into the trauma unit.

And several of his colleagues hugged and gathered to comfort him.

Journalists are playing with babies.

Doctors are refusing to evacuate hospitals because their patients can't and refuse to leave them.

There's a little boy who gives tea to the journalists and thanks them for spreading their stories.

He's displaced at the hospital, his home is gone.

A kid was asked what he wants to be when he grows up and he said kids in Gaza don't grow up.

Kids are writing their names on their arms so they can be identified.

Momin Kireka is a Palestinian journalist who was disabled by an Israeli attack in 2008.

And despite the difficulty in moving around, he vows to continue to show the world the truth.

Awni, a young Palestinian boy has a gaming YouTube channel he loved so much.

He was killed in the bombing.

Mohammed Sami was an artist who's dream was to open an art gallery.

He was playing with the kids to raise their spirits. And the next day he was killed.

They are victims.

They are going through unimaginable horrors and still find it in their hearts to be kind.

They have hopes and dreams just like you and I.

They are people.

And they deserve to be recognised and known as such.

#palestine

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#palestine