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borderline personality disorder culture is splitting on a friend and saying something shitty and by the time they respond you’ve already gone back to normal and are so embarrassed

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OH MY GOD I HATE 90% of bpd related posts with a burning passion. Why does it always have to have this 'disturbing quirky teen girl' vibe to it, why can't it just be 'i get so incredibly sad sometimes when i'm reminded of my traumas that i see no point in living anymore then i watch a sunrise or a funny video and suddenly life makes sense again'. Why does it always have to be this glorification of addiction, self harm and toxic, obsessive "love", why can't it just be 'my brain is my worst enemy and my best friend and i want to stop constantly spiralling but not at the cost of my life'?? Fucking self diagnosed weirdos who fell in love with the concept of suffering and mental illness, I hate you all.

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- February 10, 1915

- The diaries of Franz Kafka, 1914-1923

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what is preventing me from remembering? / what is haunting me?

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no one will notice that I only own 3 pairs of pants and wear 3 shirts

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if i saw a person filming me i would kill them

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it could happen

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