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hello! my name is lilly and i am 16 years old and this is the main account of mine!

pronouns!!

she/her ✅ they them  ✅ he/him ⛔

please dni if you’re

- racist

- blinks ( if u are a multi that’s fine but i hate the fandom ao if u only stan bp than no )

- anti semitic ( i am jewish, i also would not like if u are gonna worte me ‘’free palastine’’ etc, i don’t want to fight out here doing things i love )

- disrespecful , just be kind!!

ults: fromis_9, bts, purplekiss, cherry bullet, itzy, txt

ult biases:

namjoon and jungkook ( bts )

bora ( cherry bullet )

ryujin and lia ( itzy )

chaeyoung ( fromis_9 )

non kpop favs: pentatonix, billie eilish, ariana grande, euphoria, stranger things ( lil bit )

#my new account! #if u see this account following u its me lol #i forgot my password so unfollow me its ok :)

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maybe ill have new restart too?

#among with TRYING to make gg or soloist or both idk #yes anyway might make new account and think of new name #maybe not thinking of new name since lilly is so close to my irl name ?? idk

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“I don’t consider my main profession, performing and singing, as ‘going to work.’ But when I’m doing something else with the camera right in front of me, that feels like 'work.’ Singing and performing for our fans isn’t work— it’s something I really, really want to do.”

—HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY, JIMIN! ♡ (October 13, 1995)

#😭😭😭😭 #im crying he deserves the world and more😭😭😭😭

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EVERYONE WISH HAPPY BDAY TO JIMIN 

#mad that maybe ill miss his birthday vlive cause im in school #but its fine

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if myah not gonna be e worded im gonna vote for her in the final

#among baihiyyih ririka and bora

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karma loves me sm LMAOOOO

#my homeroom teacher talked with that one friend who was toxic to me #so the girl asked if it's about me even though the teacher wanted to say something else ksjssjjsj

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Flashback

!       FLASHBACK ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀   ––––   [   YOONAH 2019 ! ]

TW :: PANIC ATTACK, VOMITING, INAPPROPRIATE RELATIONSHIPS (?)

"DON'T MAKE ME GO ON," yoonah sobs, whole body shaking as she sits on the floor of the girls bathroom, body awkwardly hunched over the toilet as spit spills from lips. "please don't make me do it. i can't do it. i can't do it, oppa. i can't–"

she ducks her head down into the toilet bowl again, throwing up what remained in her stomach. jinhwa sighs quietly at her vomiting a second time since she rushed in her mere minutes before venus was supposed to go on for their showcase. he still holds her long black hair back with one hand while the other rubs her back gently.

when she's done spilling her guts again, she sobs loudly her body collapsing next to the toilet and into jinhwa's lap, causing the man to grunt softly. he reaches over to rip off a few pieces of toilet paper, dabbing the filth off her mouth. he readjusts her limp body in his lap, hands on her exposed waist.

she's frail now. she's always been tiny but in the past few months she's shrunk at least three sizes. jinhwa feels like her could wrap both his hands around her waist and have his fingers touch. her head rests on his thighs, one of his hands resting in her hair and the other on her stomach as it rose and fell dramatically.

"i feel like i'm dying," yoonah whispers, voice trembling. "i'm gonna die. i'm gonna die."

"you're not gonna die," jinhwa says as his fingers run from her hair to wipe her tears from her cheeks with the back of his fingers. "i won't let you die, yoonah."

"i can't go out there," yoonah sobs, reaching up to take his shirt in her hand, shaking gently. "please, don't make me go out there. i can't do it. i'll die. it'll kill me, jinhwa. i can't do it," her voice trembles and shakes, hot tears running down her cheeks. she looks up at him with the biggest pair of pleading eyes jinhwa has ever seen.

yoonah wraps her arms around his torso, pressing her face into his stomach to try and feel some kind of warmth. jinhwa holds her head to his chest, sighing softly as he looks around the bathroom before lifting his other hand to look at his watch. they have ten minutes until venus is supposed to go on and at this point, it looks like yoonah isn't any closer to getting better.

she's such a wreck, it makes him want to roll his eyes. he doesn't know why she can't just keep it together for an hour long performance then do whatever the hell this is. jinhwa leans down to kiss the top of the girl's head, causing her to look up at him with messed up makeup and a runny nose.

"if you finish this performance," jinhwa watches her face drop as a sob leaves her lips, but he shakes his head as if to silence her. "if you finish this performance, i'll let you take a break. you just have to do this show, okay? just this last one."

"you promise?" yoonah whimpers, knowing jinhwa's word means the world or nothing at all. she looks at him with big wet eyes, tears dripping down her cheeks. jinhwa tilts his head down at the girl, smiling warmly at her, giving her tiny arms a squeeze.

"promise." jinhwa whispers, touching his forehead to her's before guiding her head gently to rest it on his chest. yoonah sighs in relief, shutting her eyes in peace.

jinhwa's smile fades.

#NOOOOO #sobbing #yoonah doesn't deserve it

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ok machi wherever u are i finished staninng enhypen n i think ik each one of themmm <333

#bias might be sunghoon or jay cause they :( #but sunno too aa

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LIA FC LIA FC

BASICS

stage name. alice

full name. kang dasom 강다솜

english name. allison kang

nicknames. ally, som, little mouse

birthday. october 30, 2000

zodiac signs. scorpio, dragon

birthplace. new york city, new york

hometown. seoul, south korea

languages. english, korean, japanese (basic)

FAMILY

mother. amanda kang

father. ethan kang

PHYSICAL

height. 162 cm (5 ft 3¾ in)

weight. 43 kg (94 lbs)

blood type. ab

body modifications. both of her ears pierced three times

face claim. choi jisu / lia

CAREER

company. kingsmen entertainment

group. blue roses

positions. vocalist, sub rapper,

years active. 2017 - present

years trained. 2013 - 2017

PERSONALITY

positive. cheerful, outgoing, affectionate

negative. insecure, absentminded, unorganized

TRIVIA

she moved to korea at the age of five

alice and ophelia have known each other since they were 13

her parents moved back to the us after she debuted

her favorite animal is a giraffe

#heart eyes 😍😍😍

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plz tell me if you don't like that I'm talking about bts here, they're one of my ults and i see a lot of ppl saying dni if ur army :(

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rosie why did u have to do it HARDDDD

PLAYER TALENT SHOWCASE !

CHOOSE YOUR FAVORITE PLAYER HERE !

#player 8 might be my fav cause ik this choreo by heart almost-- #and player 12--- cutie #so is player 9 #ROSIE I HATE U /j

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just because yaning is racist and said the n word doesn't mean that she isn't actually pretty talented

#yaning has really good vocals imp #imo*** #but again idk what todo bc of the situations yk

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girls planet 999 creation mission - u+me=love // suyeon ❤️

#she lived!!! #hoping she will be in the final lineup!

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my ranking for gp999 songs! ( after hearing them on spotify and live performances )

1. shoot! - like do i have to even explain??? baihiyyih ririka and ruan slayed thier parts and yujin was such a good leader! wei also slayed sm and myah my cutie :)))) the high notes and the expression?! YEAS

2. u+me=love - unlike rollin rollin in pd48 i can understaned why the masters liked it, it's suyeon and kotone song for me! among with shana may and mashiro the jgirl slayers

3. utopia - love it a lot!!! bora and chaehyun vocals of the lineup!!! xingqiao a lil bit disappointed me and didn't shine for me but she absolutely did wonderful job

4. snake - sad that it wasn't enough to the masters HOWEVER hikaru and wenzhe were lovely and I'm sure xiaoting and dayeon will be in top3 again!! but DAYEON BEST LEADER :))

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JO YURI ♡ GLASSY × OUTFITS

#that's why she is my bias wercker in izone!!! #the song is a big bop

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HAPPY BDAY LEDGEND WKDKDKDKXKDLD 

HAPPY 33rd BIRTHDAY KEVIN OLUSOLA!! (10.5.1988)

#HOW TF HE IS 33?

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A COMPREHENSIVE BREAKDOWN OF JUNG YOONAH’S CHARACTER [ HAN DOYUN / PLAYER 098 ] IN SQUID GAME BY EVERY EPISODE.

TW :: DEATH, MURDER, AND BLOOD MENTION. MINOR SQUID GAME SPOILERS. 

EPISODE ONE :: "Red Light, Green Light (무궁화 꽃이 피던 날)“

DURATION OF SCREEN TIME :: 2 MINUTES

Player 098 and Player 099 sit with Gihun before the first game the three of them discussing why they’re here and how much money they think they’ll take home. It’s revealed that Player 098 and Player 099 are a young married couple, both struggling with loans as they are both currently unpaid interns at an unnamed company. The first game is Red Light, Green Light, where those who lose are gunned down on the spot. All three are able to complete the game.

EPISODE TWO :: "Hell (지옥)”

DURATION OF SCREEN TIME :: 12 MINUTES

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#LILAH SERVING ICONIC WITH THIS #SO DOES YOONAH MY LOVE #BAEBI BIASED 4LIFERSSSS