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#{ sorry for being awol after only just returning. i should hopefully get my shit together soon and be back here to get some rping done! } #{ life is just so exhausting sometimes y’know? lol } #mobile.

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Dina

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@tolast​ said: 🤝 + 19 or 51! fifty reasons to touch someone. no. 19. …on a scar.

          dina can feel ellie’s fingers tracing over the scar on her back; the place where she’d been pierced with an arrow and, shortly thereafter, knocked unconscious.

          the memories would come flooding back to her whenever she’d catch a glimpse of it in the mirror, or the times when it would itch and she’d struggle to scratch it. for the most part, she was able to shove those sour thoughts aside and go about her business as usual, but other nights she would wake up in a sweat from the nightmares. none of these occurrences were ever brought up to ellie, however, since dina knew they had enough on their plate-- even though she could tell that they would try to put on a brave face about it all.

          there was no doubt that ellie was thinking about that night now.

          “ hey, it was a long time ago, ” dina says, trying her best to assure ellie, turning back to look at them. “ i barely even remember it’s there most times. ”

#/ * ask prompt . #/ * in character . #/ * answered . #tolast #{ hey thanks for sending this in!! }

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✧ — ⋆    𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓  𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 .

send one of the below symbols for your character  ( the sender )  to perform on mine  ( the receiver )    add  !!  to reverse the roles

💆‍♀️   for  your  character  to  tuck   a   strand   of   my    muse’s   hair    behind    their    ear

🤝   for   your   character   to   brush    their     hand    against    my    muse’s    hand 

🤚   for   your   character    to    guide    mine    by    touching    their     back

🛋   for   your   character   to    curl   up   with    mine  

☕️   for   your   character    to    bring    mine    a    beverage 

🍫   for   your   character   to    bring   mine   some    food

📺   for   your   character    to    watch   a    film  /  tv    show   with    my    muse

🎶   for   your   character    to    play    music    or    sing    to    mine  

🎧    for   your   music    to    listen    to    music    with    mine

💃   for   your   muse    to    offer    to    dance    with    my    muse

📚   for   your    muse    to    read    with     mine

🎨   for   your   muse   to    paint    with    mine

🪴   for   your    muse    to   take    mine    on   a   walk

💫  for    your    muse    to    take    mine    stargazing

🧺   for    your    muse    to    take    mine    on   a    picnic

✍️   for   your   muse    to    draw    mine

👔    for   your   muse    to    help    mine    get    dressed

💇‍♀️    for   your    muse    to    play    with    my    muse’s    hair

🌸    for   your    muse    to    give     mine     flowers

🎁    for    your    muse    to    give    mine    a    gift    (  please    specify !  )

🎀   for    your    muse    to    wrap     mine    in   a    blanket

🛀    for    your    muse    to     wash    my    muse’s    hair 

✨    for    your     muse    to    hold    my    muse’s    hand

🤗    for    your    muse   to    give    my    muse    a   hug

💋    to    kiss    my    muse    (  specify    where !  )

🍰     to    bake    something    with    my    muse

🥦    to    cook    something    with    my    muse

🤐    to    tell    my    muse    a    secret   (  please   specify ! )

🧶   for   your    muse     to    do    something    else   (  please   specify  !  )

#mobile.

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#{ gosh she is so pretty 🥺🥺🥺 } #mobile. #q.

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fifty reasons to touch someone.   a variation of this. send me a 🤝 + a number ( add ‘flip’ to reverse it )  for your muse to touch mine…

…to say ‘good morning’.

…to say ‘goodnight’.

…to say ‘goodbye’.

…where it hurts.

…where it doesn’t hurt.

…on a falling tear.

…in secrecy.

…in public.

…desperately.

…in joy.

…in grief.

…discreetly.

…casually.

…passionately.

…lazily.

…to distract.

…as encouragement.

…for luck.

…on a scar.

…on a place of insecurity.

…in a rush of adrenaline.

…in relief.

…in danger.

…as a ‘yes’.

…as a ‘no’.

…as an apology.

…as a suggestion.

…as a lie.

…as a promise.

…as comfort.

…after a small rejection.

…to wake yours up.

…forcefully.

…to pretend.

…to gain something.

…to give up control.

…without a motive.

…because you are running out of time.

…because i am running out of time.

…because the world is ending.

…because the world is saved.

…out of pride.

…out of greed.

…out of lust.

…out of anger.

…out of envy or jealousy.

…out of spite.

…out of habit.

…out of necessity.

…out of love.

[ dealer’s choice / randomise ]

#mobile. #q.

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i don’t think the fandom is alive anymore but i miss my dina muse so here i am lol

#mobile.

[hamsaworn]

feel free to change any pronouns, etc. || may contain some nsfw!

“Sorry, butter fingers!”

“Just saying it could be.”

“You can kill me, but I will regret it.”

“[Name], what the fuck, quit chasing me!”

“Someone is killing people.”

“Why did he put ‘kind’ in brackets?”

“Sorry, just a little joke I like to do.”

“I’m never wearing pants ever again.”

“This is great; this is a good rebranding.”

“I just scream and when I hear the echoes coming back, I know there’s a wall coming up.”

“I wasn’t actually that confident, it was more of a fifty-fifty.”

“’Laughing My Old Lumbago K’Something’– I-I dunno, he’s making up online leet speak things.”

“Sure, we killed a few innocents along the way, but sometimes that sorta thing just happens.”

“It’s called patrolling.”

“It’s called SUS.”

“If I could speak to him as a ghost, I’d say, ‘It’s not your fault,’ but, like- it clearly is.”

“Okay, now you went too far!”

“I’m not sure what even happened; I think everyone just left.”

“Didn’t want to lie, but you forced my hand.”

“I don’t have my glasses and I can’t see without my glasses.”

“The important thing is, a new friendship is blossoming.”

“God– all of my partners leave me.”

“Peace is a lie; there is only passion – true passion – we gain strength – true strength – victory.”

“What are you drinking and can I have some?”

“Well, [Name] has a lot to answer for now.”

“Join us– be a pacifist and have fun times with us!”

“[Name], you bet get ready for the best group hug of your life.”

“It might’ve been good enough for me, but that doesn’t mean it was the truth, unfortunately.”

“I think we’re moving beyond friends– [Name] took off all their clothes–”

“The only way to remain a pacifist and preserve human life is by killing people.”

“Bye-bye! Don’t kill my friend ever again!”

“We may have lost, but we looked great doing it.”

“It really be like that sometimes.”

“I gotta try to defend myself, but in an honest way by just seeming stupid.”

“I guess, in a way, being stupid comes naturally to me because it’s working.”

“I don’t know why these people don’t just leave.”

“I don’t know if he doesn’t understand or he just, deep down, doesn’t like me.”

“What does that even mean?”

“You literally had one job.”

“I’ve been lying the entire time.”

“I’m just going the most brazen strategies and it’s somehow working.”

“This ship is a friendship.”

“I seem totally rational right now; I’m sure they trust me.”

“What’s a good Shrek quote for a time like this?”

“Sure, it’s big enough, but look at the location!”

“You’re the Donkey to my Shrek.”

“Shrek is a hero, just like in the hit film ‘Shrek 2′.”

“’Tell me why,’ as the great philosophers, Backstreet Boys, said.”

“This is the part where you run away.”

“Yeah, I don’t know what I’ve stumbled into here.”

“Winning doesn’t matter, friendships do.”

“‘Whit’– a combination of what and shit.”

“He is not in our friendship circle.”

“I’ve never met an ocean before.”

“Oh, I win by default– my favorite type of victory!”

“They finally had the confidence to sing ‘Barbie Girl’.”

“I know he wants to kill me, I just don’t know if he has the ability to.”

“They keep flipping between they love me and they fucking despise me.”

“We all go down together.”

“Get away– I don’t want you anymore!”

“Um, I don’t know, you give off good vibes.”

“They’re all jealous of what me and [Name] have!”

“They don’t really hold the same weight, do they?”

“I can’t use the computer– Oh my God, I’m a boomer!”

“No wonder I’m in fecking denial– I’m miserable because I keep losing friends!”

“My parents warned me about people like you.”

“’Denial’ /is/ my middle name, after all– and my first and last– In fact, it’s my only name.”

“How- how is that possible? I don’t understand!”

“I made a horrible, horrible call.”

“I’m the defender of the stupid; I gotta protect my own kind.”

#/ * ask meme . #/ * queue .

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Ellie: *sitting with friends and minding her own business*

Dina, eying Ellie's lap: it's free real estate

#{ LMAO. i literally had dina sit on ellie's lap in a thread before when she had plenty of other places to sit while surrounded by so many of #their friends and it was glorious. i love this about her pffff } #/ * out of character .

[hamsaworn]

WILLIAMS, ELLIE     /     ( apocalitique​ ) :

        SHE WAS BEING COLD, but ellie knew she was deserving of that treatment. dina had been there for her through ALL of it and in the end, ellie just couldn’t let that feeling of vengeance go. not even for the love of her life. not even for her FAMILY. and in the end, it was just to come to the realization that dina had been right all along. it was all for NOTHING. so she absolutely HAD to try and get her family back. or at least ask for forgiveness. 

        she went inside and closed the door behind her, standing still and waiting for dina to lead her through the house, maybe invite her to seat.  ❝ listen, i’m awful with words, so i’ll just get to the point. ❞ she deserved some answers and more than that, an EXPLANATION.

        ❝ you were right. from the beginning. about ALL of it. ❞ she looked down at her foot, too ashamed to even look dina in the eyes.  ❝ this isn’t an excuse, but i felt GUILTY. it wasn’t just anger and revenge, it was guilt too. about joel dying right after we fought. about tommy getting shot in the face and jesse dying — all because of me. i felt like if i found her… and if i killed her… i would finally be able to END it all. ❞

        after a soft pause, their eyes met again.  ❝ and i did find her. we fought, i won and i had her— but i couldn’t do it. in that moment when i she was almost dead i just… i realized that it didn’t matter. killing her wouldn’t bring him back. not joel, not jesse… it wouldn’t bring me peace. no matter what, the pain of losing him would always follow me. ❞ another pause. longer this time.  ❝ so i let her go. ❞

          REVENGE IS A FOOL’S GAME. dina had known that, and willingly went along with ellie, anyway. but she cared about her and couldn’t let her face all of that on her own. not that she didn’t think ellie could handle her own, but she needed SUPPORT. dina had been upset at losing joel, too. they might not have been all that close, but he was important to ellie, so in turn, he was also important to her. but even so, eventually, enough was enough. getting beaten unconscious, and nearly killed, had been enough for dina to want to call it quits. she thought ellie had, too. she should’ve known better than that, but perhaps she was just as much of a fool when it came to love as forming assisting in revenge.

          they’d once shared a farmhouse, so full of happiness and love, with more sheep than they knew what to do with. they’d dance around their little kitchen and living room, cradling jj in their arms- but that had been a long time ago. it was the last place dina had seen ellie until now. now, she was back in jackson, in her former little house, with ellie standing right before her, but this time, there is no happiness, and the love is more of a dull ache in her chest than a blossoming, warm feeling that engulfs her entire body. 

          nevertheless, dina leads them to the tiny living room, sitting down in one of the chairs, expecting ellie to do the same, listening as ellie begins to speak. dina remains silent the entire time, dark brown eyes staying locked on ellie’s form as she attempts to take everything she says in. ellie has a lot to say, and dina doesn’t even know how to respond after hearing it all. it’s a lot to take in.

          even after ellie has finished talking, dina is silent. she attempts to gather her thoughts, decide on how she wants to handle this. she’s still bitter, but she can feel other emotions beginning to rattle her chest. on the one hand, she’s still upset, but she can’t deny just how BADLY she’s missed ellie; how badly she’s missed their family.

          finally, dina’s eyes flit away, glancing off towards the tiny hallway that leads towards the bedroom. “ it’s just a shame that it took so long for you to realize that... ” her gaze shifts again, this time down her lap. she’s silent for a few long moments before she’s speaking again. “ is that all you came here for? to explain yourself? ” she doesn’t want to read any more into the situation than necessary.

#apocalitique #/ * in character . #/ * reply .

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#{ big same; big mood } #/ * out of character .

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Remember, I don’t wanna have to shoot you in the face.

DINA in The Last of Us Part II

#{ a queen!!! } #/ * visage .

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hi, i miss dina

#{ i wanna come back on hereeeeee }

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(The Last of Us) Dina - Lockscreen

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#{ LMAOOOO theyre too cute tho } #/ * out of character .

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———- 𝙳𝙴𝚃𝙴𝙲𝚃𝙸𝚅𝙴 𝙳𝙴𝙲𝙺𝙴𝚁 !

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@mothinked​ said: ☀️ - Ellie! ⨳ — TYPES OF HUGS;  // ☀ – A hug from behind

          ellie’s way too quiet; always managing to sneak up on dina when she least expects it. she can feel ellie’s slender, yet toned arms wrapping around her, and her first instinct is to tense up. it happens every time. ellie will come up behind dina, hug her, dina will tense up, realize that it’s ellie, and let out a chuckle in spite of herself. 

          “ you have got to stop doing that, ” dina says lightly, rolling her eyes despite knowing that ellie can’t see her. “ what if i end up punching you one of these days? ” the words are empty, and hardly a threat. her smile grows as she adds, “ you’re just lucky i’m always doing something whenever you do this. ”

#mothinked #/ * ask prompt . #/ * in character . #/ * answered . #{ they are too cute! } #/ * queue .