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and now i'm tired

#i think i mighy go offline for a bit #idk what the trigger was and i just want to he careful #【 speaks ✧

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i think i've calmed down enough so i won't fall into a panic attack

#【 rants ✧

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i haven't had a panic attack in a while i'm unsure how to go about this now. i haven't started panicking completely but my body is still on flight mode and won't calm down

#【 rants ✧ #i'm jist rantinf as a distraction

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my body suddenly went into a state of panic so now i'm sitting on the floor trying to prevent a panic attack this is fun

#【 rants ✧ #i genuinely dont know whats wrong #i dont even know what the trigger was #i just felt my temperature drop and my chest tighten so now i'm trying to prevent myself from havibg a panic attack #i'm the only one home with little brother so i'm trying to stay present #what the fuck

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this is so crazy like who knew there was such an overlap between adhd and bpd . well 🤷🏻‍♀️

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to all my trans mascs:

who have many other gender identities

who identify as lesbian

who are nonbinary

who are binary

who are feminine

who are masculine

who don’t fit into the stereotypical idea of trans masc (eg. tons of masc traits and instead have fem traits)

who love being feminine

who love being masculine

who are androgynous

who are genderfluid

who are aspec

who are allosexual

who are bisexual

who are straight

who are poc

who are chubby

who plan on transitioning/or have already done so

who don’t want to transition

who kept their birth names

who changed their

SHOUT OUT ALL TRANS MASC!!!

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i wonder what type of character i’d be in an otome game

#【 speaks ✧

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it was eyeless jack btw

phases are funny. like i wasn't into creepypasta but i had a favorite creepypasta

#told you it'd explain a lot #【 speaks ✧

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FERREY FERRETFERRET

#【╰ ও ( ☁ edie ! ) 】

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im online (threat)

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it's been observed that many of those who take part in cannibalism tend to be lonely and use cannibalism as a way of lightening that loneliness they feel. consuming people to them is like having someone apart of you.

#【 speaks ✧ #tw: cannibalism

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the psychology of taking part in cannibalism goes deep. although people mostly choose to focus on the people who committed murder to consume others.

#【 speaks ✧ #tw: cannibalism

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there was a serial killer who would bath in her victim's blood (all of which were minors) because she thought it would keep her young. it was thought that she might've consumed it as well.

#【 speaks ✧ #tw: blood #tw: death #tw: cannibalism

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cannibalism plays a big role in our history. like way back

#【 speaks ✧ #tw: cannibalism

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ferris loves me guys

#/p #【 speaks ✧ #【╰ ও ( ➺ ferris ! ) 】

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i haven't talked about cannibalism in a minute. you guys must miss it /j

#【 speaks ✧ #tw: cannibalism

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phases are funny. like i wasn't into creepypasta but i had a favorite creepypasta

#【 speaks ✧ #people were talking about their phases #this would explain a lot about me i think