groupieculture

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me walking down the street body checking myself in every reflective surface and when i cant i am forced to focus on the people walking around me and thinking how they are thinking how ugly i am. i am sane

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contrapoints twilight video

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making my own blt bagels at home. had a blt bagel for dinner yesterday. had a blt bagel for breakfast today.

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30 days what the fuck.

seeing him in 70 days

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the colors of this summer are purple and yellow

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im happy for everyone im happy for everyone of my friends my family everyone i cry with them when something is going wrong i comfort them and its not like im doing that our of sheer psychopathic understanding of okay like theyll need to do the same once i have something happen, no i do it cause i have genuine stakes in them because theyre my friends but they really dont care about me back thats whats crazy💀 like they dont care when something happens to me they dont and it shitty like its shitty and you have to ashamed of yourself like how self centered you must be. wow.

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People are crying about shit you console them and then once your suicidal its not a big deal Ok

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people really dont care oml 💀💀💀

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binged again today

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the only thing that understands me is king of the hill

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i feel i need to delete every social media application i have because twitter is constantly giving me ED anorexia promotional content or everyone talking about how appearance matters the most in women, or tiktok in which there are only beautiful people with beautiful problems and couples being happy and i dont want to be here anymore

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Not everything beautiful must be Owned

#me watching mad men

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realizations happening

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being an unattractive woman is so emotionally taxing everyday i swear

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i need a hobby

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one of my new years resolutions was to go on 20 dates and its may and ive been to 0 dates

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It’s in the way I’m not completely obsessed with him anymore. My heart flutters when he writes but other than that I’m letting us miss each other because it’s beautiful