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I dont know what normal feels like anymore by Me 

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In mmmm? Too sad rn

© Erik Madigan Heck

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Im so sad. Why am I always so sad.

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A London fall

Source

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Just In time for his birthday!

Happy birthday Monkey d luffy!

I copied this off a resin figure and painted it for more than a month because I'm lazy and its hard to paint bitch kakatapos ko lang ngayon as in. I have other projects pa but i'll be so busy oh noes. anyways hoping I can paint more thanks to cocaina jk to cobra. ang dami kong nainom na cobra nakadalwang painting ako in two days na natapos. not sleeping is key. okay bye then. i know my watermark is crap but whatevs. I havent gotten around to making my signature yet. saka na if magaling nako. Dont steal. Give credits if you'll use.

You can download it on Artstation for personal use and put on your phone if you'd like. Arstation: https://www.artstation.com/artwork/g0oGPE

I'll be making a series. I'm to lazy to compile in one folder here ahuhuhuh maybe later in life.

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First and last appearance from S1 - S7 - Daenerys Targaryen

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portrait of Mommy Oni

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Self awareness

I've been really introspective lately and have been watching a lot of self-awareness videos as well as summaries of self-help books like Poor dad Rich dad, Think and Grow Rich, Atomic Habits and The Daily Stoic. It really does help your mental state, I definitely recommend these books. So far these are some of things I learned about self-awareness:

Practice mindfulness: Mindfulness involves being present in the moment and aware of your thoughts and feelings without judgment. It can help you become more aware of your internal experiences and increase self-awareness.

Journaling: Writing down your thoughts and feelings can help you reflect on your emotions, behaviors, and beliefs. It can also help you identify patterns in your thinking and behavior.

Seek feedback: Asking for feedback from others can provide you with an outside perspective on your strengths and weaknesses, which can help you become more self-aware.

Practice self-reflection: Taking time to reflect on your thoughts, feelings, and actions can help you understand your motivations and behaviors.

Explore your values and beliefs: Understanding your values and beliefs can help you identify what is important to you and guide your decision-making.

Try new experiences: Trying new things can help you discover new aspects of yourself and learn more about your preferences and interests.

Pay attention to your body: Being aware of physical sensations can help you identify how your body responds to different situations and can give you insights into your emotions.

Practice self-compassion: Being kind and understanding toward yourself can help you develop a more accepting attitude towards your thoughts, feelings, and behaviors.

Work with a therapist or coach: A therapist or coach can provide you with guidance and support as you work on developing self-awareness.

Engage in meaningful conversations: Talking with others about your thoughts, feelings, and experiences can help you gain new perspectives and insights into yourself.

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I miss you but your sort of a dick I feel so overwhelmed by this

TEXT ME

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I iss the first the honeymoon part.

I miss being happy

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Im sad, I tried being okay but Im just sad

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i want a bouqet of flowers and chocolates

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Absolutely Canon Stranger Things Conversations: 5 / ? (insp)

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sometimes i do be envious of the halof effect,

but if no one cares now, one day they'll see.

MILK AND HONEY.

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i feel isolated and alienated

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Alone for the first time

and if no one loves you and cares for you

love yourself and care for yourself the way you wanted to be treated

right.

And let the magic light up your insides

let them envy or be curious...

for even in loneliness

you are full <3

bear no ill will when others are happy without you

Let your solitude taste like chocolate chip cookies.

Love,

Manic Matty <3

Smile the night is so nice <3

Windy