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the way my paracosm is made up of just mental breakdowns and fucking 💀

#glad it's not just me LOL #madd

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i love being a fan of media. ur favorite character shows up on screen or page and ur just like hiiii baby

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Thinks about that one media so hard that the little guys start manifesting in my brain

#this is so very unintentionally madd

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"I can fix him" not in a "I can make him into a better person" way but in a "if he was my character I would've handled his story better" way

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It nearly fuckeing, chrastmas *Does the harlam shake with all my favorite anime and videogame, characters*

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– Virginia Woolf, letter to Vita Sackville-West (March 1928)

– Sylvia Plath, Mad Girl’s Love Song (1953)

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Stumbles out of google docs covered in blood

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Stress having physical effects is so stupid your body's just like "you've been having a real shit time and I'm about to make it worse" I hope you die I hope we both die

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‘don’t you want your favourite character to be happy???’ no? i want my favourite character to be interesting. i want me to be happy. which sometimes involves my favourite character being in exquisite agony

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i make no effort to be less delusional. in fact i encourage it

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half of my time spent in public spaces consists of me wondering if i’m acting normal enough

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sorry dude can’t hang out I’m making up scenarios in my head. sorry no it’s gonna take up all my time.

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“It seems that my destiny is to die dreaming.”

— Stendhal, The Red and the Black

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do you ever make memes abt ur paracosm but like u can’t even talk abt them bc no one else will get it 😭😭